Chapter 52:

Chapter 48:
Tao Er is the man I can't refuse...
Fan of the authorities, Yan Wu looked at me more clearly than I looked at myself.
For the absolute strong, some people choose to challenge, some people choose to succumb. Tao Er’s strength makes me feel broken. There is no room for resistance, no dead angle of offense and defense, comprehensive encirclement, and embarrassed on all sides. I will either surrender without killing, or kill myself. , Life is his person, death is his ghost, no choice.
I naturally know that he treats me extremely well, and I have not experienced his methods to other people-the autumn wind sweeps the fallen leaves, ruthless. The rivers and lakes are always cold, we are not raised in a honeypot, we have to cry for a long time when we rub our fingers, and those of us who are crude and inferior will have to drink a big bowl of wine when we are cut off. Laugh, a bundle of cloth or a good guy...
What I want to say is that we are not so glass-hearted. After being tempered in the world, porcelain will also become bronze. Compared with other people, Yan Li, who lives under the wings of Tao Eryu in Baihong Mountain Villa, may have a glass heart that should be handled more carefully than others.
Tao Er locked me in his arms, picked up the long hair from my cheeks behind his ears, and rubbed the tip of my nose affectionately against my neck.
"Do you think Yan Li will be injured, so I'm invulnerable?" He clasped my waist tightly, close to his body, and I lowered my head to touch the emotions in his eyes-Ruo Xinghan was vast, and his heart sank and touched Not marginal.
I thought you were invulnerable, and you thought I was invincible. In fact, everyone would be injured. It's not that you can't see each other's fragility, but you just didn't look at it carefully. Furthermore, it is not because of being strong, it deserves to bear more than others.
"Hey..." I stretched out my hand to touch the corner of his eye, and hesitated to speak, "To be honest, I am in your heart, about what proportion?"
The corners of his lips curled up, and the smile under his eyes filled with a smile, "Why, do you care about this problem like an ordinary woman?"
I have asked other people about similar questions, and he is the only one left, but from this sentence, I am not the first to ask him that.
"How many ordinary women have asked you this question?" I asked with a smirk at the corner of my mouth, "rest assured, the law is not retroactive, and I won't blame you."
"Do you want to listen to the truth?" His fingers tugged at my belt, with a playful smile on his mouth. I nodded, and he said: "No one has ever asked. There are no women who stupidly want to know her place in my heart, because they naturally know that they have never been in my heart, or even their name. "
"So, I am arrogant, stupid, arrogant?"
"No." He flicked his fingers, "fortunately and unfortunately, the only person qualified to ask."
I tightened my shirt, "I have a fever."
"I was born in sweat." He pushed my hand away.
"I'm afraid of infecting you." I grabbed his hand.
"I'm not that weak." He grabbed my wrists backhand, and plunged his other hand into the slightly thin spring shirt.
"I don't want to move..." I finally struggled.
"It doesn't matter, I can move." The struggle was invalid.
The rest of the excuses were blocked by him. His so-called "maximum respect" was to put me back on the bed without putting me on the desk to rectify the Fa on the spot...
In the end, he didn't answer me. In fact, I can guess without answering it. Just like what he said, it is better not to say some things. I used to think that some things would last a lifetime, but later I thought that many things would change. If you don’t say it, it’s just a formality. It’s a matter of course and the same is true for feelings. Those words, it is better to ask again after this life, and I will answer again.
Although he didn't say it clearly, from his slightly rough movements, I probably still noticed his anger, but I still cared about my body, and finally softened the movement and entered slowly.
"If others treated me like that, I would have killed her early..." He whispered in my ear, his hand on my waist was full of strength, but he didn't have the heart to shake it down. I clambered on his shoulders with my hands, my mind exploded like a haze, looking at his handsome face close at hand in a daze, I couldn't think of a response.
It would be great if you only met you, or only met him. Unfortunately, I have missed it, and happiness is not knowing that I have missed it. If there is no beginning, there will be less entanglement later.
In the end, I was so tired that I fell asleep. The last memory before going to bed was that he landed on my eyelids and kissed me tightly, and the palms on my back were wide and warm, which suddenly made me feel at ease.
I woke up in the middle of the night, still lying half-naked in his arms, my belly grunted a few times, I touched my belly and looked up at him. Not long after that, someone brought food and wine. We sat relatively full of food and drink. I thought about it for a long time with the chopsticks in my mouth, before I thought about business in a daze-I have something to tell Yan Wu!
He will leave tomorrow...If he still has nostalgia for me, he will come back after revenge, if not...
Why should I make him nostalgic, why should I keep him, what he wants, I can't afford it.
"Don't think about it, eat breakfast, go to bed and get up early."
The western clock clanged several times and pointed to ten.
"I want to find Yanwu..." I mustered up the courage and said timidly.
"Sleep." Tao Er said without raising his head. "It's too late. What will you say tomorrow."
Tomorrow, will it be too late...
I was in Tao Er's arms, sleepless all night, and fell asleep again at dawn.
Only because I was drunk all night, my day and night turned upside down, and I woke up from my dream when I went three poles to the sun.
Tao Er got up a long time ago, but didn't wake me up. I hurriedly got out of bed, and shouted while getting dressed. The maid ran in and I hurriedly asked: "Where is the fifth son!"
"The fifth son left with the white girl early today."
My blood instantly condensed into ice, and my voice was dry, "Didn't you say anything?"
"Several princes all went out to send them off. The second prince said that the master was unwell and was still asleep. The fifth prince said that he didn't need to wake the master and took the white girl away."
I know that when he left, he would never come back.
We waved weakly, "I see, go down."
His last blessing to me was: "I hope you will be healthy, and we won't have to see you again forever."
I originally thought that if it were a serious illness, maybe he would stay, at least, and leave later. As a result, I had a little fever, and I got better as soon as I felt it. He looked at me and left, but I didn't even see him...
The last time I saw him was two days ago, when is the next time? Next life?
When Tao Er came in, I was sitting in a daze by the window. He took a cloak and put it on me, and said warmly: "It's windy here. You just got sick. Be careful and catch a cold again."
Originally, Yan Wu...No, it was Yan Li. Yan Li left him because I was seriously injured and was entrusted by Tao Er. Isn't that why I am injured again and he will come back? He came back, and then...
I lowered my head and twisted my fingers, making the knuckles turn white.
Bai Shengsheng was right. If he really wants to leave, why should I stay. Forcibly keeping him by his side, what can be the result?
I tightened my cloak, stood up, and said lightly: "I've been stiff after sitting for a long time, I'll go for a walk."
Tao Er smiled unabated, "It's windy today, don't stay outside for too long."
I hummed and went out with my head down.
If I grabbed Tao Er by the collar, I yelled and asked: Do you dare to say that you do these things, you have no selfishness?
He must be able to smile back to me too: Why ask if you know it.
He deliberately chose to imprint his mark on me yesterday. His breath, Yan Li, is the most exquisite in his heart. Tao Er said that a wise man speaks for himself. His actions show ownership, how can Yan Li I don't understand... if I missed him this morning, I was a lifetime. Even if I went to see him last night or this morning, it would be useless to say more.
I still remember that a few days ago, I was still thinking about waiting for Yan Wu and Tao Er to come back, and the family gathered for a spring banquet. Unexpectedly, only a few days later, one person was missing.
After a few twists and turns, I finally arrived at the Yanyuan Garden. Now the servants have also evacuated. I pushed open the courtyard door and looked around for a week. I saw in the corner that there were herbs that he had planted last year and had not grown. He always spared no effort to poison me with those medicinal juices. He loves the flowers and plants more than life. Since I deliberately poured to death a pot of unknown medicinal herbs, he has not allowed me to approach the world. Now he is gone... And here, I stepped forward and slammed the herb into the soil!
Looking at the wolf, I stayed for a while without feeling any pleasure. I only lowered my head, searched for the door of the room, and knocked three times—sure enough, there was no response. I curled my lips and pushed the door inside.
This room is still a medicinal fragrance. After staying for half a year, I am more familiar with this room than with my own room-by the way, there are two jars of five nectar in the eight treasure chest of Yanwu, which should not be brought. Let's go!
I opened the silver lock of the eight-treasure cabinet and moved the small jar out with joy, and found the silver-horned amber cup inside, patted the seal, poured an eight-point full cup, and the room was immediately fragrant.
Yan Wu...No, it's Yan Li. Hey, I can't change my mouth for a while... Yan Li said that when I get better, let me drink five-flower honey to make wine. Now it seems that my body is good. Drink this wine. It's not a secret drink.
I sat cross-legged on his comfortable wooden chair, facing his bed, humming and drinking alone.
"Spring banquet, a glass of wine and singing again. I would like to worship Chen Sanyuan again: I wish the prince a thousand years old, and the second wish my concubine is healthy..." The voice stopped abruptly, and I stared at the empty room, suddenly, I couldn't find it. Sound.
I hope you are in good health, and we won’t have to see you again forever.
I lowered my eyelids, looked at the amber liquid in the glass, and the hand holding the glass, the knuckles turned white, and my voice suddenly choked: "Three wishes are like Liang Shangyan, we see each other every year..."
I am a bad person, and I want to cry bitterly, and I will be scolded and hypocritical-you hug right and left, love and selfish, see one love one, you cry ass! You deserve it! Yan Li should have left long ago, so let the master go, Tao Qing, Tang Si, Qiao Yu, you all get out, let the die an early death, and everyone will not meet until Huangquan!
You can scold me. You can hit me if you are unhappy, and step on my face with a few feet. Yes, just like I stepped on Yanli’s heart-and-liver herbs, step on the soil, I have to crush my feet and spit a few mouthfuls. Calling Ya is disgusting, and you have to pretend to be affectionate. Who will cry for it! Curse the girl with sores on the top of her head and long pus on the soles of her feet. Marry Wu Dalang to death.
Mother! It's so cool!
I slammed the wine glass out against the wall. The amber cup wouldn't break, but it was broken. Yan Li had no chance to scold me! That little man, no matter how tightly I hid the little oily chicken, he could smell it. He shaved my little oily chicken and threw it to the rhubarb next door to eat. He also shook my chin and shook my thumb. Rubbing his lips, with a smirk at the corners of his mouth, he shook his head and sighed: "You, you, you don't know how to wipe your mouth if you eat..."
That genius doctor, who is cold to others, or tender, is deadly to me!
Holding the wine jar, I swayed to the bed of Yanli.
I have nightmares every time I lie down on your bed.
Looking back, you only know that it is just a dream, this is reality...
I took a big sip of wine and drank it quickly. I choked with tears on my face. I rubbed a hand on my face indiscriminately. When I poured it, I found that the wine jar had bottomed out.
It's really casual, but he said it was brewed for three years, and then sealed for another three years.
This drink has a very strong stamina, and it is a treasure for those who practice martial arts, but only a small cup at a time can be drunk for a year or two.
Cut, then I can’t do it three hundred and sixty-five times a day...
I hugged his quilt tightly and curled up into a ball, thinking that if that person is still by my side, I have to ask him, this time I really gave in, do you want to...