Chapter 1338: Yaxin ending chapter let go (11)

Chapter 1338 Yaxin's ending chapter let go (11)
Probably it was too long a separation, and the loss made Xiaoyu very well-behaved now, plus the body is indeed very weak now, not at all the wayward look like before. Lie down in Fang Zhiqiang's arms and listened to him reading the story. At first, he interrupted a few words from time to time. Later, when he was tired, he fell silent. Fang Zhiqiang also turned off the lights and let him rest and sleep.
It was very quiet in the darkness, so quiet that Fang Zhiqiang thought Xiaoyu was asleep, but suddenly he found him approaching quietly and said very quietly: "Dad, can I ask you a question?"
Xiaoyu's voice was suppressed very low, obviously because he was afraid of making Wang Yaxin noisy. Fang Zhiqiang also lowered his voice: "Yes, you say."
"Dad, you and your mother are divorced, right, I know this. And it's because of me..." When saying this, Xiaoyu was silent for a moment, holding Fang Zhiqiang visibly tight again, and heading towards Fang Zhiqiang Buried in his arms for a long time, it was obviously not feeling well in my heart. After a while, he said, "Then you and mom, can you still be together now?"
Xiaoyu's voice was cautiously full of expectations, obviously wishing to hear his affirmative answer.
Needless to say, Wang Yaxin was definitely not asleep either. Fang Zhiqiang could hear her clearly. She was breathing fairly smoothly, but she noticeably stagnated. She must have also heard Xiaoyu's question, and she was probably too messy and at a loss.
Fang Zhiqiang really had no way to answer Xiaoyu's question, and he was not in the mood to answer it now. During the time when he had just separated, he was dreaming day and night that Wang Yaxin would be able to return to him. And just like now, Xiaoyu can also accept him well, they are a family that loves each other like before. Everything in those fantasies was finally realized, but at the most inappropriate and impossible time. Now that the time has passed, he and Li Xiaoxiao have had a new start, and Li Xiaoxiao is sad because of him and left. He really has no mood and courage to talk about love again.
So he really didn't think about getting back together with Wang Yaxin. Even if he knew that he couldn't forget Yaxin, he was really heartbroken when he saw her present situation, but he really didn't dare to take out his love and give it to Wang Yaxin. He was really scared, afraid of pain, and more afraid of hurting more people.
Wang Yaxin's breathing sound pressure was very low and low, and she seemed to be waiting to hear how he would answer. Fang Zhiqiang knew that her mood must be as complicated as her own, and might even be even more unspeakable.
After all, it's not what it used to be. Now it seems that an obstacle like Xiaoyu has been eliminated between them, but in fact, there are more and more invisible obstacles.
And Xiaoyu was waiting for his answer expectantly. Seeing that he was silent all the time, Xiaoyu was also silent. It took a long time to ask: "Dad, I knew that I didn't understand anything at the time, which made you sad. Dad, I Now admit your mistakes, can you forgive me?"
At that moment, Fang Zhiqiang really couldn't describe his inner impulse. He really wanted to hold Xiaoyu in his arms and cry happily. Maybe only God knows how much he had expected Xiaoyu to be able to talk to him like this. There was no need for Xiaoyu to admit any mistakes. After all, children didn’t understand anything, and they had to bear the suffering that fate imposed on him so early. , But he really hopes that the relationship with Xiaoyu can return to the way it was before. After all, he really loved Xiaoyu very much.
"Xiaoyu, Dad never blamed you. It's not your fault, Xiaoyu, between Dad and Xiaoyu, you never need to forgive the word..." Fang Zhiqiang hugged Xiaoyu, suppressing himself very hard She didn't dare to use too much force for Wang Yaxin's voice, and she was afraid that she would really cry. He has experienced too many things in just two days, but at this moment, he still has the urge to cry. "Dad is actually very happy now, because Xiaoyu has grown up and he knows to distinguish a lot of things, but his father will always be Xiaoyu's father. If there is a principled error, his father will tell Xiaoyu how to correct it, but it is with him. No matter what Xiaoyu does, Dad will not blame Xiaoyu."
"Then Mom and Dad, can they be together again?" Xiaoyu continued to ask stubbornly.
Yaxin bit her lip in the darkness and closed her eyes in pain. Xiaoyu asked Fang Zhiqiang's question, but at the same time he was torturing her. And her state of mind was not the same as Fang Zhiqiang, she was in deep pain, she was also worried about Xiaoyu's condition, and she was guilty of Li Xiaoxiao, so how could she still have the mood to think about it.
Even if it is impossible for her to let go of the person she loves most, forever, it is impossible. What she hopes most is that Xiaoyu can get better as soon as possible, and then she can leave Fang Zhiqiang and let Fang Zhiqiang go back to Li Xiaoxiao again. As for her love, maybe it's really out of date, or she shouldn't have it.
Under the same roof, someone who once loved each other so deeply that he has a heart is facing the same inability at this moment. If you change to Yaxin and ask such questions, maybe Fang Zhiqiang will tell the truth, because his current situation is indeed In this way, he could not deceive Yaxin. But in the face of Xiaoyu’s expectations, he really didn’t know how to answer, especially if Xiaoyu’s current situation, if he were to tell the truth, it might stimulate him and make his situation that was just better would be repeated; and if Saying to deceive him... Fang Zhiqiang is really difficult to do.
In the end, Fang Zhiqiang could only say: "Xiaoyu, Mom and Dad only want you to get better now, and I hope you can be happy in the future. If you don’t recover, Mom and Dad will worry about you too and don’t have the mind to think about it. Others. Also, no matter what time comes, Dad will always say that: Dad will always be your father. No matter what kind of relationship it is with your mother, Dad will always love you and stay with you as much as possible." It was the only answer he could think of.
Xiaoyu seemed to think for a while before he understood what Fang Zhiqiang wanted to express, and said sadly: "I know this. I also know that my father will love me no matter what. But I don't want my father and mother just to I went to give, and I also hope that mom and dad can be happy on their own... Mom and dad separated because of me... I also know that my mother is very sad... I really didn't know anything at that time..."
"Dad, I really know that I was wrong. I really miss you in Australia. I know that my mother must miss you more than I do. She is also very uncomfortable..." Xiaoyu cried and said, "Dad, you Say you want me to get better soon, but you and mom are very sad, and I can't be happy."