Chapter 2422: Mingda is dead

Although Fang Zhiqiang uttered these words unconsciously, it was precisely because of this that the tears in Wang Yaxin's eyes suddenly couldn't help streaming down.
When Fang Zhiqiang was unconscious, he kept shouting "Xiaoxiao". This was the only time Wang Yaxin heard Fang Zhiqiang call his name.
Wang Yaxin felt that her heart seemed to be convulsing, and she felt more and more tears in her eye sockets, making her vision gradually blurred, she could not see who was lying on the hospital bed in front of her, nor could he clearly see him. Wang Yaxin knew that it was a shackle that he could not escape in his entire life, and it was also an obsession that he could not avoid in this life.
Xue Donglin noticed that Wang Yaxin's emotions were getting more and more excited, and immediately pulled Wang Yaxin's sleeves again and signaled Wang Yaxin to leave.
Wang Yaxin left Fang Zhiqiang's ward step by step, gently covering her mouth with her palm, trying to restrain herself from crying, but the tears in her eyes could not deceive anyone.
When Wang Xia, Lin Shan and others saw Wang Yaxin’s tears in her eyes, a touch of incomprehension appeared on each of their faces, but after a while, they reacted. Perhaps, Wang Yaxin was just because they saw the local chronicles. Qiang lied on the hospital bed so weak that he couldn't bear it, so he shed tears.
Of course, this was only the psychological comfort they gave themselves. They didn't see the color Doppler ultrasound or heard what the doctor said. They naturally didn't know what kind of condition Fang Zhiqiang's body was in now, no matter it was For Fang Zhiqiang personally, or for Wang Xia, Lin Shan and others, the final result was something that no one had imagined.
But only Wang Yaxin is the only one who bears everything they don't know. Even if he feels exhausted, he still has to stick to the last line of psychological defense to prevent it from collapsing completely. It is also to protect Fang Zhiqiang's last hope.
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Li Xiaoxiao, who is relieved, is getting better and better now. When he first told his parents that he was going to get a divorce, Li Xiaoxiao had indeed struggled and had pain in his heart, but now, since he has decided to give up, although he has not left yet. After the last step, for Li Xiaoxiao, his body and mind are now liberated, no matter where Fang Zhiqiang will go next, his story will never affect the slightest disturbance in his heart.
This is the rule she set for herself, because she knows very well that only in this way can she truly come out of Fang Zhiqiang and truly get rid of Fang Zhiqiang’s dependence. In the future, even if she no longer has such happiness , Nor can it continue to sink deeper and deeper.
Of course Li Xiaoxiao knows that Fang Zhiqiang is not the best man in the world, but he is definitely the man who treats him best. Missing him means that he will never meet someone who treats himself like him in his life. the man.
But Li Xiaoxiao also understands that perhaps she is not qualified for this happiness. In the eyes of everyone, what she has is an extremely happy marriage, but only Li Xiaoxiao understands that under the appearance of all others who seem to be happy, But she hides too much unspeakable sadness. The happiness that is disguised like this makes herself sink deeper and deeper and more and more unable to extricate herself. She finally found out that she was wrong from the beginning, and it looked beautiful. Maybe it's not suitable for me, or maybe I don't have the blessing to own it. If I can let go earlier, maybe I am a completely different life now.
Recalling the journey from meeting and meeting Fang Zhiqiang to knowing each other, Li Xiaoxiao found too many unreasonable places and too many unresolvable knots.
The more at this time, the more and more such thoughts became, until Li Xiaoxiao felt out of breath, she began to think that perhaps she had done something wrong from the beginning.
Li Yonggui and Xiaoma looked at Li Xiaoxiao who was gradually letting go, but they didn’t know whether they should be happy or unhappy. As people who passed by, they naturally knew that giving up Fang Zhiqiang was definitely a loss to Li Xiaoxiao’s life. A man who loves her so much, a man who does everything possible to make her happy, a man who is willing to give up her knowledge for her, after missing him, in this life, he will never meet such a man again.
But on the other hand, they could feel that for Li Xiaoxiao now, if she were to continue to be with Fang Zhiqiang, perhaps she would still be unable to be happy in the next life. Everything before that was enough to illustrate this point. What they want is to hope that their daughter can be happy. Since staying with Fang Zhiqiang will not make her happy, how can it be a mistake for her daughter to leave Fang Zhiqiang?
Li Yonggui and Xiaoma’s hearts became more and more entangled. They had thought that after Fang Zhiqiang recovered, they would talk to Fang Zhiqiang about the matter carefully, but now looking at Li Xiaoxiao’s state, they would naturally realize that , Even if we really talked to Fang Zhiqiang at that time, the problem on my daughter’s side might still be unsolvable. Then, not only did everything they did was to draw water from bamboo baskets, but it might also make their daughter fall into depression The state of widowed.
When they were young in business, the two had never been indecisive as they are now, but now they are more frightened than ever, for fear that their daughter will be unhappy, and for the rest of her life.
After all, they are already half-lengthed people, and it is clear that they will have less and less company for Li Xiaoxiao in the future. When it is really time to leave her, if they still have not waited for someone to take care of Li Xiaoxiao, The hearts of the two elders are naturally unacceptable.
Life is like this. Your parents accompany you through the carefree first half of your life. In the long journey of life, you need to find another person by yourself and spend time with yourself. That person will appear earlier or later. It doesn't matter, but parents are afraid that the person will not show up. When they are about to leave their children, seeing that their children are still alone is the most difficult thing for them to accept.
It’s just that Li Yonggui and his wife are also very clear that thinking about everything is meaningless now. No one knows what the final result will be. No one knows now. It is not the thoughts and wishes of the two of them. Can be changed.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao also thinks everything clearly. She has made up her mind. After leaving Fang Zhiqiang, she will not marry again in this life. She will always be with her parents and endorse them. At least, no. It will make them too lonely in their old age.
As for Xiao Ai Li, Li Xiaoxiao will not let him leave him for half a step, watching him grow up a little bit, and not missing every moment of his growth. For a child, this may be the happiest thing. For one thing, Li Xiaoxiao didn't get such a childhood when she was a child. She didn't want her son to be unable to get such a childhood in the future.
Perhaps, a child without a father would look pitiful from the outside, or perhaps because of this, he will indeed bear many things that other children do not need to bear in the future, but Li Xiaoxiao will give him all the best and use To make up for the debt to him.
It’s a pity that Li Xiaoxiao hasn’t experienced all of this yet. She doesn’t know that what the child lacks can never be compensated. This, if she has had the experience of Wang Yaxin, she will be able to understand this. a little.
But things in the world are like this. I have never experienced what I have experienced, and I will never understand the bitterness and bitterness in it. For the current Li Xiaoxiao, there are still many things she has not experienced. The original Wang Yaxin may also have a relationship She thinks exactly the same now, but when she really waits for her to face everything alone with her child, Wang Yaxin will understand how simple and simple everything she once imagined is, what she really faces, what she really experienced It is hardship that I could not imagine before.
Xiao Ai Li, what kind of experience this child under two years old will have in the future, Li Xiaoxiao now can't imagine, because she can't really consider how much mental pressure a child without a father will have to bear. It is totally impossible for a child to understand how broken his heart is and how inferior he is when he hears that he is a child without a father.
The adults’ world is often determined by the adults themselves. When they make any decision, they have their own reasons. In the eyes of children, they do things that weren’t necessary to get to that point. At that point, it brought unnecessary harm to the children and even the whole family. However, everyone has their own explanations. They always believe that children will never understand the world between adults, let alone understand the reasons for the decisions between adults. They only know how to eat, drink and have fun, but never Understand the relationship between feelings.
However, in fact, after such things happen, the most emotionally injured are often the children themselves. For this, those adults who have not yet reached the last step do not understand, even those who have already taken that last step. They still don't understand. After many years, when they look back again, they will understand that the seemingly well-reasoned decision at the beginning has brought so many sequelae. This is the crux of the problem.
Mingda has fallen. Most of the employees have already chosen new jobs. There are also some employees who are still obsessed with Mingda. They have not yet entered new jobs. They are still waiting for the day when Mingda returns.
But as time passed, they naturally could see that there was no hope for Mingda’s comeback. They understood this, even though there was more unwillingness in their hearts, they still could not reverse this fact. There is only one way for them to choose. In order to survive, they have no choice.
People walked with tea and cool, the once famous Mingda Group, just like this, in just a few days, it became lonely, even when the reporter passed through the Mingda gate, he didn’t bother to raise the camera in his hand and go. Take a shot, they often pay attention to the current hot news. Those that have passed, no matter how great they were, can no longer attract their attention.