Chapter 2484: The last tenderness

If it were the previous ones, even if Wang Yaxin let Jie Zhang leave, she would still be paid as usual, or if she had performed so well during this period of time, Wang Yaxin would definitely pay her an extra bonus.
However, these ideas cannot be implemented by Wang Yaxin, because she has limited personal financial conditions and has to take care of the cost of school for her two children.
Although funds are limited, Wang Yaxin has never saved the money for Xiaoyu and Xinsheng to go to school. Now Xiaoyu is still attending a boarding school, which accounts for almost half of the entire family's expenses!
But Wang Yaxin has never wavered her determination because of money. No matter how difficult she is, Xiaoyu must go to boarding school, not only because it will save a lot of time and energy, most importantly, In such a school, Xiaoyu can truly receive the influence of their local questioning, and can truly integrate into this large group, let him meet more partners, and make his personality more cheerful.
These are all Wang Yaxin's previous assumptions, and facts have also proved that Wang Yaxin's idea is correct.
In fact, Wang Yaxin himself doesn’t know when Xiaoyu completely changed. He was never a talkative person. He hardly made friends. It seemed to him that the classmates and even It was the classmates of the whole school, and none of them were worthy of making friends. Those people were all bad guys.
But now it is different. He has learned to joke with his classmates, and also learn to fight with them. Although he is eleven years old, he still looks like a few years old.
Wang Yaxin knew that it was Xiaoyu's childhood. Although he could no longer make up for it, but seeing that he can live so happily now, this can be regarded as a kind of psychological comfort for Wang Yaxin.
Wang Yaxin felt that Xiaoyu owed the most in his entire life. Although when he was young, Wang Yaxin thought of countless ways to make up for him and repay him, but in the end he discovered that everything he did was futile, and he was still small in the end. Yu took it all by himself, grew slowly, and matured slowly. Sometimes, the thoughts he suddenly said were more mature than adults.
It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin always feels heartache inexplicably. Originally, children at this age should be carefree. They only need to put school knowledge into their own heads, even if they are done. Own task.
But Xiaoyu is completely different. Sometimes, he even has to worry about his motherhood, such as the last time he persuaded him to come back.
Of course Wang Yaxin also knew that everything Xiaoyu said was for himself, but when he heard it in his ears, he felt pain in his heart.
Now, Xiaoyu seems to be laughing and joking on the surface, but to be honest, Wang Yaxin actually doesn't know whether he is really happy from the heart or is in disguise.
Because now Xiaoyu gives Wang Yaxin the feeling that he is a person who is particularly good at disguising, whether in front of his classmates, in front of the teacher, or even in front of himself.
But what made Wang Yaxin rest assured was that Xiaoyu's disguise was mostly well-intentioned, either to prevent others from worrying about him, or to hide his true thoughts.
Wang Yaxin did not ask Xiaoyu excessively on this point, because Xiaoyu had already endured enough. Wang Yaxin couldn’t bear to let him continue to bear more. After all, he was just an eleven-year-old child. At each stage, there are things that should be done at each stage. At his age, he should study carefree, and he does not need to worry about anything else.
What did you do when you were eleven? Wang Yaxin herself had forgotten that if she was as sensible as Xiaoyu now, maybe her life would not be so messed up now, right?
It was two o'clock in the middle of the night.
For some reason, Fang Zhiqiang, who had finally gone to sleep, woke up so badly. He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have a dream, but he could only remember the situation in the dream.
It seemed to be a nightmare. I took a woman's hand and ran desperately. There were countless people behind him catching up. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't see clearly or remember who they were, even the woman he was holding. Fang Zhiqiang didn't know who it was.
When he woke up, Fang Zhiqiang subconsciously thought of Li Xiaoxiao.
"Xiaoxiao!"
Fang Zhiqiang sat up suddenly, and subconsciously called out these two words.
After looking at the dark surroundings, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses. After looking back, his movements did not seem to wake Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang breathed a sigh of relief, and then turned his head again, rubbing his palms. Own head, shook his head.
"How can you have such a strange dream?"
Fang Zhiqiang muttered to himself.
It's been a long time, and it's been a long time since Fang Zhiqiang had a nightmare. Fang Zhiqiang didn't know why he had such a dream suddenly. Is there any implication?
In the past, Fang Zhiqiang had never had such a superstitious idea about dreams, but he didn't know why. At this moment, he actually kept thinking about this.
It's like a person's sixth sense, constantly telling myself that something bad may happen recently.
Moreover, when I just woke up, the first thing I thought of was Li Xiaoxiao, which made Fang Zhiqiang even more nervous. Li Xiaoxiao just sent a message today, saying that she is likely to leave Pearl City recently, as to where to go. , She did not say.
After thinking of the last time Li Xiaoxiao was outside, Fang Zhiqiang's heart suddenly became more tense.
Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang took out his mobile phone without hesitation. He originally wanted to reply to a text message to Li Xiaoxiao today, but he couldn't reply at that time, so he took it out to reply now!
"Xiaoxiao, I know you have your own considerations. Don't worry, I won't blame you.
It’s just that you must remember that no matter what the situation is, life will always come first. There may be many unhappy things happening in our lives, and even many things that make us desperate. Happens, but remember, that is the right given to us by life. This right allows us to experience the joys, sorrows and joys of life separated from joys, angers, sorrows, and joys. Everything is what life should be. So, no matter what, we Can not despise life.
It’s strange to say that I hadn’t had a nightmare for a long time. I had a nightmare just now. I don’t remember the situation in the dream, but I always have an ominous premonition. I never felt this way before. Maybe it was my illusion, or maybe it was the sixth sense deliberately reminding me that I thought about it, and recently you just happened to be out, so I sent you this message.
If possible, I still hope you can stay. Of course, the final choice is still up to you, and I will never interfere.
If you really want to leave, I hope you can protect yourself. When and where, you must pay attention to safety first, because you have to take good care of our children.
In addition, Xiaoxiao, although we have completed our first section of the road, I always believe that it is just the life we ​​have just started, and there is still a long way to go in the future. I still firmly believe that we can be at the end of life. We met again before, no matter when it will be, and no matter how we meet, I hope that we at that time will be able to live the way we want! "
The information is not long compared to what Li Xiaoxiao sent before, but these words are from Fang Zhiqiang's heart. Sometimes it is really strange. Many words could have been said earlier, but when they were together , No one can open this mouth. Now that they are separated, they can ignore everything. No matter what, they can blurt out.
Fang Zhiqiang also thought it was strange, but now he can’t control so much. When Li Xiaoxiao will leave, Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know at all. He doesn’t want to wait until Li Xiaoxiao has left before he remembers to say these things. At that time, it was too late to say anything.
After the message was sent, Fang Zhiqiang took a long breath. He always felt that a big rock on his chest seemed to have suddenly fallen down, and soon he fell asleep again.
...
The next day, the sky was bright, and the hard-working sun still rose as usual, covering the entire Pearl City.
After Li Xiaoxiao woke up, as usual, she still picked up her mobile phone first. To her surprise, there was a message from Fang Zhiqiang, and it was sent over two o'clock in the middle of the night last night.
This made Li Xiaoxiao somewhat confused and eager to turn on the phone. After seeing the content of the message, Li Xiaoxiao sometimes showed a smile and sometimes a touch of sadness.
She could feel that this might be the last tenderness Fang Zhiqiang gave her.
From then on, the lives of her and Fang Zhiqiang will completely part ways. Just as Fang Zhiqiang said, they may meet again before the end of their lives, but at that time, no one knows what each other will become. , No one knows how they will meet.
It’s just that these are not important anymore. No matter what the final result will be, at least for them now, there is still the last touch of tenderness. This is particularly considerate to the current relationship and state of the two of them. Even tenderness.
No matter what kind of underestimation or the peak of life, there is always someone who cares about and even cares about yourself. This is a kind of happiness that can not be found. Li Xiaoxiao is very lucky. After separating from Fang Zhiqiang, she Knowing how to cherish this luck, no matter what happens in the future, at least for this moment, her heart is happy.
Li Xiaoxiao will not delete this information. She will keep it until they meet again. If the time is right, Li Xiaoxiao may take out this information and share it with Fang Zhiqiang.
Share their previous warmth and veins and share their past concerns.
That is a happy past that will never be forgotten in a lifetime. No matter how old you are, your sincere feelings will always be inseparable and will always be the most precious wealth in people's hearts.
After Li Xiaoxiao got up, she was in a particularly good mood. After getting dressed, she went downstairs alone.
This is the last few days when she is at home. She uses her actions as much as possible to do something for her parents. Although she also wants to protect her parents all the time, she knows that this world has more important things. Things are waiting for her to discover.
If you stay here, you will always stop. As long as you can step out, the world is big, let it go!