Chapter 2591: Can't love

Fang Zhiqiang sighed. He didn't know how to answer Bi Luochun's words at this moment, but turned his head and looked at the city that never sleeps.
"Old Bi, look..." After a while, Fang Zhiqiang said to Bi Luochun with a smile on his face facing the breeze.
Bi Luochun also turned his head and looked down.
"The place below is the place where we have lived for several years. Here, there are the ups and downs of our past, and there are places we have never been to before, and have you ever wondered how much like us in this city? Such a person lives in his little confusion every day?" After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he turned to look at Bi Luochun.
For Bi Luochun at this moment, he originally wanted to persuade Fang Zhiqiang to let Fang Zhiqiang let go of the unpleasantness in his heart, but he did not expect that Fang Zhiqiang’s remarks, on the contrary, Bi Luochun was a little sad. Thinking back to the past, it is naturally difficult for Bi Luochun to forget the self at that time, Liu Yan at that time, Fang Zhiqiang at that time... This city does carry too many memories of them, too. Carrying them too much ups and downs.
And when you think about it, who is actually born a human being? Everyone has different worries. Perhaps for Fang Zhiqiang, his worries are the emotional mess, but for Bi Luochun, it may be that his ability has not been improved, even if Fang Zhiqiang has high hopes for himself. But he still can't be alone. Although he keeps telling Fang Zhiqiang to tell the unpleasantness in his heart, how can he tell the secrets buried deep in his heart?
Moreover, I have been entangled with that matter. Although he is working hard to make progress and to get rid of the current predicament, Bi Luochun knows very well that for himself, perhaps in this life, he will not be able to achieve Fang Zhiqiang's. The height will never be like him.
"Qiangzi, I actually envy you." Bi Luochun pondered for a moment, but did not answer Fang Zhiqiang's question just now, but said so.
Fang Zhiqiang heard this and turned his head to look towards Bi Luochun. At this moment, Bi Luochun had a smile on his face. He looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and said: "You have outstanding management skills. This will help you in your career. I have made great achievements, and for me, in fact, I have always longed to be able to have extraordinary abilities like you, but then I discovered that some things are innate, when I don’t have it. No matter how hard I try, I still can’t get those things that don’t belong to me.

"Hehe, I have never thought that I have any extraordinary abilities. For me, those excellent management abilities in your opinion are nothing but the experience that I have gradually summed up after suffering time and time again. And I think this kind of thing can be cultivated, so what you said is born with it, and I don’t agree with it. Rather than envy me, you should really improve yourself. One day, you can too Become what you want to be."
Fang Zhiqiang’s understatement made Bi Luochun frowned, and then said:
Okay, don’t worry about this. I just want to tell you that everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages. If you can notice Where is your shortcoming, and then to make up for it, it will make you more and more perfect, I have always done this, although until now, I still have not achieved my ideal state, but compared to before It’s already a lot better. I’m very satisfied with my transformation, and as you said, I believe that with my continuous efforts, I will definitely become the kind of person I want to be in the future."
"For you, your shortcomings are also obvious, that is, emotional indecision. Although you have hardly exposed this after you married Li Xiaoxiao, it does not mean that it does not exist. In fact, you are It is also very clear that you just abandoned something during that period of time. This was not a difficult thing for you at that time, but it is completely different now. You and Li Xiaoxiao are already divorced. , You may find again that you are actually the indecisive you before, especially when facing feelings, you can’t make a choice, and don’t know how you should make your heart firm, and say it better, you are Isn’t it because of the scum that is kind of heart, it’s not good to say? It’s because of the scum that you eat in the bowl and the pot you are talking about."
Bi Luochun's unceremonious tone also made Fang Zhiqiang smile, and then said: "Actually, you and I know this shortcoming of me, but Lao Bi, I tried many times and wanted to change this. I have found that no matter how hard I try, I still can’t overcome it. Sometimes I think, maybe this is born with it and cannot be changed at all, but sometimes I think that even a person’s character can happen tremendously. What can't this change?"
"You are right. The statement of being born with is a kind of psychological hint that many people are accustomed to giving themselves. If you think this way, you can naturally stick to your original appearance without making any changes, including me. The idea just now is the same as yours. In fact, only after you really jump out, you will find that there is nothing that cannot be changed. It depends on whether you want to change."
The conversation between the two people continued, and the time had unknowingly reached more than twelve o'clock, the night wind was getting colder and colder, and the two even faintly felt that there was such a coolness in themselves.
Fang Zhiqiang and Bi Luochun never thought that they would have such a conversation tonight. They used to be together, even when they talked, they were always carefree, but tonight, they were like a woman. Looking at the most beautiful scenery, speaking the most delicate words.
In fact, for Bi Luochun, although the relationship with Liu Yan has always been very good, it does not mean that when he is not upset, like Fang Zhiqiang, even if he and Li Xiaoxiao still love each other, it does not mean that they are. Lives very happily. Everyone who has been married knows that when the marriage reaches a stage, two people will feel tired. This feeling can't be eliminated no matter how communication or restraint is.
Therefore, even though Bi Luochun's intention to persuade Fang Zhiqiang in this heart-to-night conversation, he now let him feel relieved a lot.
At one o'clock in the morning, the two people still did not leave. At this time, the lights in Pearl City seemed to be dimmed. From a distance, it seemed as if the power was about to be cut off, but Fang Zhiqiang and Bi Luochun were two people. Still full of energy, no one feels sleepy.
Liu Yan, who was at home, couldn't wait. Although Bi Luochun had already called her, she did not expect that Bi Luochun would not go back so late.
Involuntarily, Liu Yan called Bi Luochun.
"What time is it! Not coming back?!" As soon as Bi Luochun answered the phone, Liu Yan of the other party couldn't wait to shout loudly to Bi Luochun.
Bi Luochun was stunned, then reacted, and then he looked at the time and said: "It's going to be good right away, go back right away, you go to bed first."
"What are you doing? How can I sleep in the middle of the night?" Liu Yan still shouted fiercely.
Although the tone of voice was fierce, what Liu Yan just said also showed some problems. Although there were many problems in their marriage, although the two of them sometimes felt upset and annoyed each other, the two of them were already used to having problems. The lifestyle of each other is just like tonight. If Bi Luochun doesn't go back, Liu Yan can't sleep anymore.
"I... didn't do anything, just come out and go around..." Bi Luochun didn't want to tell Liu Yan that he was with Fang Zhiqiang, because he didn't want Liu Yan to know about the worries between men.
"How to talk and become hesitating? Didn't you do anything wrong?!" Liu Yan's tone suddenly became vigilant. She didn't think much about it. After all, she lived with Bi Luochun for so long. There is still a certain sense of trust in Bi Luochun, but Liu Yan can't help getting nervous when listening to Bi Luochun's hesitation at the moment.
And Bi Luochun frowned helplessly. It seemed that he had to explain to Liu Yan exactly what he did tonight.
But just when Bi Luochun was about to explain, Liu Yan suddenly hung up the phone, which made Bi Luochun even more confused.
After a while, Liu Yan did not expect that Liu Yan would directly make a video call. This made Bi Luochun feel clever. He looked sideways at Fang Zhiqiang and looked at his mobile phone again. The palm of his hand trembled for a long while. Just answered the call.
"Hello~" Bi Luochun said to Liu Yan in the video with a trembling voice.
"Where are you? Why are you so black?" Liu Yan frowned, staring at the phone screen, and asked hurriedly.
"I..." Bi Luochun is still hesitating, whether he wants to tell Liu Yan that he is with Fang Zhiqiang tonight, but seeing Liu Yan's current energy, if he doesn't say it, I'm afraid it will be very sad. closed.
Immediately, Bi Luochun pointed the camera of his mobile phone at Fang Zhiqiang next to him and the surrounding environment. After taking a round, he said: "I came to the top of the mountain with Qiangzi tonight. It was the last time I came with you. Do you remember that mountain top?"
"The top of the mountain? Why are you going there in the middle of the night? Are you sick?" Although Liu Yan still didn't see what the black press on the phone screen was just now, after listening to Luo Chun's words, she said with a face of confusion. .
Bi Luochun smiled. Sometimes, how can a woman understand the mind of a man? Then he said again: "It's nothing, I just remembered this place suddenly, so I brought Qiangzi around, you can go to bed, we will go back later."
Liu Yan looked at the phone screen seriously again. After she found nothing suspicious, she frowned again and said, "I said, I can't sleep if you don't come back. Come back early. If there is anything you can't say at home, you must Go up to the mountain and say? What a problem!"
Liu Yan mumbled and hung up the phone, and Bi Luochun shook his head helplessly after watching the phone hang up. Although he and Liu Yan had a very good relationship, the thinking of men and women could not be overcome. Sometimes, Bi Luochun could not understand some of Liu Yan's thoughts, just as Liu Yan could not understand Bi Luochun's thoughts at this moment.
At the beginning, Bi Luochun felt that perhaps it was because the two parties did not express it clearly, so they have been trying to solve this problem through communication, but later Bi Luochun gradually discovered that communication was useless, and she always had her own ideas. No matter how clear you explain it, she can't really understand your inner feelings.
So later, Bi Luochun stopped explaining anything. When she didn't understand herself, she would appreciate the beauty of the night by herself, and taste the loneliness in her heart, which is also a kind of artistic conception.
"Go back, don't let her wait too long." Fang Zhiqiang said after watching Bi Luochun hang up the phone with a helpless expression on his face.
When Bi Luochun heard this, he waved his hand disapprovingly and said: "It's okay, I've already told her to sleep first, and we finally come out once. How can we leave before we finish talking?"
Fang Zhiqiang smiled helplessly and said, "I have said everything I wanted to say, but there is nothing else."
"Is it really gone?" Bi Luochun asked.
"Really gone." Fang Zhiqiang disapproved.
"About Wang Yaxin, I think you still have something to say, right?"
"Ya Xin..." Fang Zhiqiang sighed, and after a long time of indulging, Feng Qingyun said calmly: "In fact, it's simple, it's just that I love someone I shouldn't love, so waiting for my results It can only be love and not."