Chapter 549: Choice (7)

Chapter 549
"Have you ever asked your heart, do you really do not love her?" Wang Yaxin asked Fang Zhiqiang as he walked.
"Do you... want to hear the truth or the lie?" Fang Zhiqiang hesitated and asked.
"You really can't speak, how can anyone talk to a girl like this? You have already said your answer when you ask this sentence. Do you think I should listen to the truth or the lie? If, I am ten years younger, or five years old, and I will choose to let you tell lies to me, but now I want to hear the truth, I am already past the age when I like to listen to sweet talk." Wang Yaxin smiled and blamed Fang Zhiqiang.
"I am a stupid mouth, but like you, I am not a person who likes to tell lies, especially to you. I hope that I will give you a moment of sincerity." Fang Zhiqiang nodded, then said: "I have never been Thinking that I love Li Xiaoxiao can only be regarded as a good impression at best. I think no man can say no to a naive and kind girl like Li Xiaoxiao. The same is true for me. Her beauty is not just external. , More about the heart, she is like a snow lotus, no matter what kind of sloppy surroundings, she is still blooming alone, clear and snowy. However, I think my love for her is just a kind of A simple man’s fondness for beautiful women is just the purest touch for kind girls, and has nothing to do with love. However, Liu Yan, that day, asked me whether I like Li Xiaoxiao, I said I didn’t like it, and Li Xiaoxiao has known each other for a year and a half, and I always get along with her as friends, but Liu Yan asked me a few questions, and finally I realized that, perhaps, I really like her in my heart. At that moment, I panic, because I know very well that I love you. While I love you, there is another woman hidden in my heart. This goes against the bottom line that I have always adhered to. This is my first time. Feeling like this person makes me panic. But in the end, Liu Yan told me that one person’s heart is only so big that it can’t hold two people. Yeah, I just realized it. Maybe I like her, but I love her. It’s you, as long as I understand that I love you, then it doesn’t matter how I feel about her, because I just have to remember that the woman I love is you, and only you, that’s enough. "
Wang Yaxin was silent, then nodded and said, "I know what you mean and what you want to express. If you change to a girl, you might get a slap in the face."
Wang Yaxin smiled and looked at Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang was astonished, then smiled awkwardly, and said, "Yes, indeed, in front of a woman that she likes another girl, the possibility of not being slapped is a little low."
"However, I really like your answer because you are very sincere. If you say you don't like Li Xiaoxiao, I think I might really want to think about your heart. Like you said, Li Xiaoxiao did Girl, let alone a man, it’s hard not to like her, even a woman, it’s hard to hate her. She is the simplest and most kind-hearted girl I have ever seen." Wang Yaxin said while looking at the distance.
"Well, yes." Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Have you ever thought that if you really do this to her, you will hit her and hurt her. She loves you no less than me, maybe, more than me, a lot more, if you really You know that it was almost a fatal blow to her when he said that to her?"
"I know that I have always been afraid to hurt her before, so in the end I always chose to escape her love for me, and in the end it ended up in this situation. Everyone is sad, everyone is sad. No matter what, the person I want to be together is you, and I and her are destined to be unable to be together. Sooner or later, there will be one day, and the late pain is not as good as the early pain, so that it will not delay her. Love is selfish. , Or what Liu Yan said, my heart is only so big, I can only accommodate one person." Fang Zhiqiang said firmly.
"I... do you really want to do this?" Wang Yaxin hesitated.
"Really."
"But...but I haven't thought about it yet, I...I haven't decided whether to marry you yet, you..."
"No matter you are not sure about marrying me, I have to draw a clear line with Xiaoxiao to make things clear. I love you in my heart, but I always give her hope. Then what do I think of her? Then I'm just one Bastard? Do I have to wait until I refuse me and I will be with her? You promised me and I will tell her clearly? Then I really became the big carrot in Liu Yan's mouth and became a person Scum. Whether I'm with you, and whether I'm with her or not, these are two things that have no connection at all. Love is not a multiple-choice question, but a fill-in-the-blank question."
Wang Yaxin sighed suddenly, and then said: "Why do I suddenly feel that I am a bad person? I feel sorry for Li Xiaoxiao. You know, I told Li Xiaoxiao before that I want her to be with you, I told her I will keep a distance from you. And now... I think I am a scumbag, and in my heart... I feel very uncomfortable."
"Love is selfish."
"Yeah, love is selfish, and women are even more selfish. If they can, who would be willing to give their own love to someone else? I can't do it." Wang Yaxin sighed again.
"Finally, Yaxin, there is one more thing that came to you today. In fact, this matter is really...really difficult to speak, but I must speak." Fang Zhiqiang said at last.
"Are you looking for me to borrow money?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"How do you know?" Fang Zhiqiang was a little surprised.
"The only thing that makes Fang Zhiqiang feel embarrassed is borrowing money. Every time you ask me to borrow money, it is like this. Indecisive is like making a lifelong decision. Is the company encountered? What's the difficulty? Tell me, and see if I can work out a solution with you." Wang Yaxin asked with concern.
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said: "The company is now in a very good condition. It is very good. There are no problems at all. There is no problem at all. It is in the process of rapid development. The company's operating conditions and financial conditions are good.
"Then what are you? What are you going to do? How much do you want to borrow?" Wang Yaxin asked.
"It may be a lot. I want to borrow 3.5 million." Fang Zhiqiang said again embarrassedly.