Chapter 682: Encounter in Lhasa (14)

Chapter 682 Encounter in Lhasa (14)
It's getting late, it's already nine o'clock in the evening. The grandfathers and aunts who walked along the river have already left and went home. The rest are a pair of young lovers who cuddled and hugged each other closely. Seeing these people being so close, talking, laughing, sweet and happy, Fang Zhiqiang was really envious, very envious. Once upon a time, he and Wang Yaxin were cuddling each other like this, walking across the streets of this city talking and laughing, but now, everything seems to be over. For this city, Fang Zhiqiang seems to have only short-term happiness, most of the time, he is lonely and lonely. When a person is busy in this city, sometimes he feels that he does not know what he is busy for. Although he has been in this city for several years, his sense of belonging has not improved at all, especially now Wang Yaxin After leaving, he began to doubt the meaning of his survival in this city again.
Shanghai is a place to chase dreams, but with Wang Yaxin's departure, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he had lost more than half of his dream. In Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, Shanghai seems to be a place that countless young people dream of.
Fang Zhiqiang was sitting there, watching the passing ships full of cargo with their big searchlights passing by, and watching the young couple walking by with a smile from time to time behind him.
Suddenly, someone slapped Fang Zhiqiang and shouted hey, frightening Fang Zhiqiang.
As soon as Fang Zhiqiang turned his face, he saw Li Xiaoxiao with a smile on his face.
"You are sick, do you know that scary people can scare people to death?" Fang Zhiqiang was angry. He was really taken aback by Li Xiaoxiao's sudden attack.
"What are you looking at? You are looking so seriously. I have been here for a while and you haven't noticed. What's wrong? A person came here to see the boat?" Li Xiaoxiao asked while sitting beside Fang Zhiqiang.
"Boring, watching the boat. Why did you get here?"
"I feel that something is wrong with you, otherwise you can't run to the riverside alone, you must have something, so...so I want to come and accompany you." Li Xiaoxiao said.
"How do you know I'm here?"
"Didn't you tell me that you are on the riverside? I drove over. I guess you must be in this area, so... I just found it all the way. Qiangzi, what's the matter? What's the matter? What's the matter?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Seeing Li Xiaoxiao coming over to accompany him specially, Fang Zhiqiang was very moved. To be honest, at this time, he really really wants someone to care about himself, and hope that someone can speak with him.
"No, nothing happened, it's just something annoying, what's in my heart. There is nothing in the world, and mediocre people are disturbing themselves. I belong to myself and I am just looking for sin." Fang Zhiqiang sighed.
"What the is going on? Speak up, we can think of a solution together if there is something."
"There's nothing wrong, it's really nothing, I say yes, it's just that I feel a little annoying."
"When you are upset and have something on your mind, just say it, and it will feel better if you say it. Say it, I am willing to be your most loyal listener." Li Xiaoxiao teased his hair tossed by wind.
To be honest, this look is beautiful, and Fang Zhiqiang feels a little suffocated for an instant.
"Yaxin is gone." Fang Zhiqiang lighted a cigarette again and looked into the distance.
"Ah? Go away? What do you mean? Where did you go?" Li Xiaoxiao didn't understand for a while.
"Australia, immigrated."
"Ah... Sister Yaxin immigrated to Australia? Why?" Li Xiaoxiao was also surprised.
"To escape me, but also for his son."
After hearing this, Li Xiaoxiao was silent, and then asked: "What happened between you and Sister Yaxin? Why did she get a divorce? Why did she run away from you."
"This is a long story, so I won't talk about it."
"Well, I even watch 80 episodes of Korean dramas. I don't mind the length." Li Xiaoxiao pestered Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang actually wanted to find someone to speak his mind.
So Fang Zhiqiang took a cigarette and began to slowly talk to Li Xiaoxiao about his affairs with Wang Yaxin. The story is very long. Fang Zhiqiang said slowly, but Li Xiaoxiao listened very seriously.
"Did you divorce just because her son doesn't like you and your father doesn't like her?" Li Xiaoxiao asked, and Li Xiaoxiao thought this was incredible.
"Isn't that enough? Xiaoxiao, maybe in your opinion, these are not all things, right?"
"Yeah, as long as the two of you really love each other, nothing else is a problem."
"So, I thought the same way before I got married, but after I got married, I realized that these are not only a problem, but also a big problem. Xiaoxiao, you haven't been married, you don't know what marriage is. When you are in love, you can only talk about love, but marriage is different. Marriage is a family. A family is not only two people who love each other, but also parents and children. What you have to face is no longer a storm. It is due to the cumbersomeness of firewood, rice, oil and salt. The beauty in love is not necessarily the happiness in your marriage. My divorce with Yaxin has nothing to do with love. We have lost to life. She cannot give up her son, nor can I Regardless of my father, therefore, what we can give up is our marriage and our feelings. I now understand that two people who are not suitable can really not be forced, and the result of forced together is pain, just like now I am like her now." Fang Zhiqiang said slowly.
"I don't believe it, I firmly believe that as long as two people love each other, nothing can stop it. If there is something to stop it, it can only mean that your love is not deep enough and hard enough. Just like Romeo and Juliet, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai ..."
"Yeah, so they are all dead. Romeo and Juliet met in heaven, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai became butterflies after they died. Reality is reality. Xiaoxiao, you have not experienced it, so you don’t understand. The thoughts are the same as my original thoughts, and I thought so at the time. You didn't know until you actually walked in. It was far more painful than you thought." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head again.
"Then... Then she doesn't have to go to Australia, right?"
"Yeah, she said, she can't forget me because there is still love. She was afraid that she would not be able to help but come to me again, so she just left, left, and went to a place where she couldn't come back. Of course, there are also reasons to go for Xiaoyu. In short, she left, and may never come back again." Fang Zhiqiang said lightly.