Chapter 1949: : Childhood sweetheart chapter, love is just an illusion

"Go to the cemetery first, I want to talk to my mother." Chi Yangyang said softly, so don't start looking at the scenery flying backwards out of the car window.
She was born in Jiangbei and grew up in Jiangbei. All her relatives and friends are in Jiangbei. She always thought that she was familiar with this city, but now she feels that she never knew this city. The streets are full of traffic, and there are tall buildings on both sides of the street. These are the sights that she can see every day when she commutes, but at this moment she feels so unreal, like in a dream, and this dream is consumed. All her
energy.
She tried to support it, but she seemed to be running out of strength and she couldn't hold it anymore.
At this moment, a big warm palm stretched out to hold her hand, and firmly held it in the palm: "Chi Yangyang, I am here."
Yes, Hang Jin is here!
He is always there.
He has been with her since she was born.
But she hadn't forgotten that he also disappeared for a while, during the period when she was most worried and helpless, during the period when she had nightmares all day long, but he didn't know where he was in the world.
He disappeared for nearly two years, and didn't come back until this year. He returned to her. He used his method to ask her to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to obtain a marriage certificate with him, making her his wife.
Yes, now she is his wife, he is her husband, he gave her strength that other people could not give her, gave her the warmth that other people could not give her, and gave her the peace of mind that other people could not give her. From childhood to adulthood, she has habitually relied on him before she knows it. No matter what happens, she just knows that he is there, as long as he hears his voice, as long as he smells his breath, even if she is in the cold current. , She will also feel
It's very warm and at ease.
The warmth and peace of mind Hang Jinneng gave her made her very greedy, but she was afraid, afraid that he would disappear from her life again, afraid that she would not be able to find him anyway when she needed him, afraid that she would never be independent anymore. .
But she knew very well that in this world no one except herself could be trusted, even the closest blood relatives.
Thinking of this, Chi Yangyang drew his hand back in a panic, and said without looking at him: "Drive well, safety first."
Hang Jin didn't speak any more, just looking at her eyes full of worry.
...
They arrived at the cemetery in about half an hour.
When Hang Jin parked the car, he instinctively wanted to go up the mountain with Chi Yangyang.
Chi Yangyang looked at him indifferently: "I want to talk to my mother alone, so please wait for me here."
In the past, Hang Jin would definitely say: "You let my young master wait here for you. My young master will wait for you here? I want to go up the mountain with you. What can you do to me?"
But today Hang Jin just nodded: "Okay."
Chi Yangyang tried to squeeze a smile at him: "Thank you!"
"Don't smile at this young master like this. This smile is more ugly than crying. It's ugly." Hang Jin frowned in disgust, but rubbed her head gently, "Go ahead, I'll wait for you here. No matter how long you wait."
"Yeah." Chi Yangyang turned around and left, but the words Hang Jin just said repeated in his mind. He was waiting for her no matter how long.
...
The cemetery of the parents and parents was bought by Chi Yangyang with a lot of money. It is the treasure of feng shui that the Feng Shui master said.
But because there was no one to take care of it for a long time, the tombstone was already covered with weeds, blocking the view of the scenery. From the incident to the present, it has been more than two years and nearly three years, during which Chi Yangyang has only been here four times, the Spring Festival and the anniversary of the death of his parents. It’s not that she is unwilling to come, but that she is afraid to come. Every time she comes, she is like having experienced the tragedy two years ago.
, It will take several days to relieve the breath. She cleaned up the weeds in front of the tomb, cleaned it up, and knelt down in front of her parents’ tombstones: "Dad, mom... Unfilial children Yang Yang has come to see you. Yang Yang once said that he will have the face to see you when he finds the murderer. Now the murderer of the year has been found
..."
She called her parents because she didn’t want to admit that the living Chi Yishen was her father. Her father was killed more than two years ago. The ashes lying here are her father. The one in the prison is not.
Chi Yangyang didn't want to admit the cruel reality, but she knew very well that the person in the prison was her father, and the ashes in the ashes under the tombstone might be. Chi Yangyang didn't even dare to think about how painful and desperate it was when his mother knew what Chi Yishen did. That was the person she loved the most. Two people slept together for so many years, and she gave birth to him. Female, with him to support his parents
At the end, she always thought that he loved her deeply, but she never expected that in the end it was him who let her die.
When my mother was killed, the man she loved so much that she thought she loved was watching...
"Mom..." Chi Yangyang uttered two words with difficulty, and tears rolled out of his eyes uncontrollably after all.
why?
Why it came out like this?
Since childhood, her parents have always felt very affectionate to her. Chi Yangyang remembers two things very clearly.
At that time, my mother was cooking and burning his hands. At that time, my father was very nervous. He first helped his mother to simply deal with the burn. Then he took his mother to the clinic in the community and confirmed that the mother's injury was not serious before he was relieved.
From then on, his father took on all the kitchen work and never let his mother into the kitchen again.
Someone joked that he is a big man who doesn't love Jiangshan and loves the kitchen. He always smiles back. If a man can't even take care of his wife and children, there is no face to talk about Jiangshan.
My mother always smiled secretly when she heard him.
It can be seen from the smile of her mother that she is happy, the happiness of being loved by a man.
Another time, there was a bizarre homicide in Lincheng, Jiangbei. Mother and another colleague were ordered to go to support them. On the way back from work, they encountered a landslide and their cars were buried.
After receiving the news, my father drove the car in the fastest possible time. He was obviously near the city, but he was faster than the rescuers because he arrived in time and saved the lives of his mother and colleagues.
After returning home that day, his father was very angry and was so angry that he scolded his mother. It was the first time that Chi Yangyang remembered his father to make such a big fire, and also the first time he scolded his mother. He yelled at his mother angrily: "I told you that the road is not safe after the rainstorm, and I asked you to come back one day later, but you are still rushing back. Do you think you are too fateful, and Lord Yan dare not accept it?"