Chapter 187: How can I forgive you?

187 How can I forgive you?
"The emperor, the master said he was tired and didn't want to see you!"
Xue Wu faintly said such a sentence and ignored Bai Yuchen.
She knew that the emperor must have committed the child to fall. Although doing so was indeed good for the master, Xue Wu still couldn't forgive Bai Yuchen for everything he did when he saw the pain of the master.
"Then... take good care of her, let people go directly to the House of Internal Affairs if they lack anything!",
Seeing that small tablet, Bai Yuchen closed her eyes, feeling the boundless pain in her heart, she hated him more than he thought!
Is he wrong?
No, Bai Yuchen didn't think he was doing it wrong. As long as Xiahou enjoys a good life, it is more important than risking giving birth to the child!
For him, there will be children again, but if he loses Xiahou's pleasure, it will be something he will always regret and heartache forever!
Bai Yuchen didn't regret everything he did. Even if Xiahou Shangle avoided him for a lifetime and hated him for a lifetime, he was willing to accept such results.
As long as she is alive, as long as he can still feel her breath and feel that she is still by his side, that's fine!
Xiahou Shangle stood in the hall, wrapped in thick fur, looking at the figure disappearing at the door.
No longer the love and happiness before, but a kind of hatred and pain radiated in the eyes!
Looking back at the small tablet, Xiahou Shangle turned around and wiped it lightly. That is not a dream, that baby is not fake!
Her child was killed by her husband himself. Such hatred made Xiahou appreciate the pain, but she couldn't forgive him for everything.
Love and hate have no boundaries. Many steps are hate, and one less step is love.
It's just that her foot has entered the territory of hate, and it is no longer possible to treat him like before!
Quietly returned to the bedroom, Xue Wu sighed lightly.
After this incident, the master became more silent, and his whole body exuded an icy breath that was thousands of miles away.
She originally thought that her master would cry a lot, but she was wrong.
The master just set up a tablet for the child and never shed any tears.
I eat when it’s time to eat and sleep when it’s time to go to bed, but I haven’t said anything until now.
If this continues, it will be bad after all!
"The emperor, the master said, she is tired and doesn't want to see you!"
Bai Yuchen looked at the closed bedroom, the pain in his eyes had never appeared before.
Le'er, what is it going to do before you are willing to see me and listen to me?
Do you really hate me so much that you don't even want to see me?
With a light sigh, when he just turned around to leave, an extremely cold voice came from the bedroom.
"Xue Wu, let him in!"
Why does her voice become like this?
Bai Yuchen was puzzled, but she was willing to see him, and the surprise had diminished Bai Yuchen's doubts.
Xue Wu glared at him and opened the door of the dormitory gently. Xiahou Shangle turned his back to the door, and Bai Yuchen looked at the thin back with a sore nose.
"joy……"
"You are not qualified to call me like this!"
When he turned around, Xiahou Shangle's eyes were blood red, and his face was not as clear and beautiful as before. Instead, he wore rich makeup, with an indescribable beauty.
She walked in front of Bai Yuchen step by step, sneered at the corner of her mouth.
"You killed my child, you killed my child! Why, why are you being so cruel, why are you doing this to me?"
The grief that had been suppressed for so long finally broke out. Xiahou's cold and ruthless eyes looked like pieces of flying knives, which had been lingering at Bai Yuchen's heart. The pain could not be expressed in words.
"You know, that fetus is carrying cold poison, you...can't give birth to him!"
When Bai Yuchen said such a sentence with difficulty, the corners of his eyes were glittering with tears.
"What about he carrying cold toxin? Whether he carries cold toxin or not, it is my child. I have the right to give birth to him. Even if giving birth to him will kill me, I will give birth to him! "
Xiahou's joyous voice was bleak, her child, her child, just like this, it was gone. How could it not hurt her, how could she not hate it?
The pain in the corner of his mouth and the hatred in his eyes hurt Bai Yuchen's heart deeply, and he smiled sadly.
In order to keep her alive, in order not to lose her, he chose to give up the child. As a result, not only did she refuse to listen to his explanation, she hated him like this!
God, how on earth are you going to torture me Bai Yuchen, and what on earth do you want me to do with Bai Yuchen? Tell me, tell me!
"Yes, that's your child, you will hurt, isn't it my child? I won't hurt, I don't feel it?"
Bai Yuchen was also filled with grievance and helplessness. He grabbed Xiahou Shangle's shoulder and said excitedly.
"Le'er, don’t you understand that I don’t want you to have trouble or lose you, but you, you can’t be so selfish, if you die because of having a child, then you think I would like that you spend your life in exchange for it? Is it your child? It’s so uncomfortable if you lose your child. Why don’t you think that if I lose you, it won’t be uncomfortable? Le’er, child, we will be able to regenerate in the future, but if we lose you, tell me that we lost What do you want me to do? What can I do?"
Xiahou Shangle pushed Bai Yuchen away, and kept backing away, with an unbelievable expression on his face and tears in his eyes, watching Bai Yuchen constantly sneer.
"I am selfish? Bai Yuchen, who the is selfish! You have fallen into my child, have you discussed with me? If you really love me, you will not always doubt me, have always distrusted me, and now you have fallen into me My child, Bai Yuchen, who is it selfish! Tell me, tell me, if you fell my child, I will be able to forgive you and be able to regain my previous relationship with you? Tell me, tell me I, how can I forgive you, how can I forgive you..."
Facing the tearful Xiahou Shangle, Bai Yuchen didn't know how to speak. Yes, they can't go back anymore, they can't go back to their previous feelings anymore, but is he wrong? Did he do something wrong?
"Le'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just don't want to lose you, I really don't want to lose you, nor can I lose you!"
"You go, you go! I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you again, the child is gone, the child is gone, how can I forgive you, how can I persuade myself to forgive you?"