Chapter 4: prevent

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　　 Jiankang is their hometown, most of their relatives are there, and both children know about it.
　　 Hearing what his mother said, Gu Hai had no objection. He knew that his mother was too tired to support the family alone. When he returned to the family, with so many relatives to take care of, his mother would not have to work so hard.
　　 "Okay, I can see my second uncle, and Brother Huaqing..." He cheered, as if he couldn't wait to see those relatives.
　　 In fact, he has seen those relatives two or three times as long as he can remember, I'm afraid he can't even remember their appearance.
　　 The child's thoughts, Cao naturally understands that he is pleased that the child is so sensible, and that he is guilty of the family failure and has to let the children go to others.
"Your brother Huaqing has already been selected as a talented person. By that time, he will be able to study with him. Eighteen mothers..." The Cao clan stroked his son's head and turned to look at his daughter. Sisters and sisters there are company, can you say it?"
　　 "Not good." Gu Shiba Niang shook her head.
　　 What this child often said is good, but the word bad is really the first time it came out of her mouth. Cao and Gu Hai were a little surprised.
　　 "Why?" Gu Hai asked immediately, trying to persuade her, "Sister, Jiankang is fun, and... there are so many delicious.... You forgot the spicy duck head that father said..."
　　 Gu Shiba Niang shook her head, holding the corner of Cao's clothes in her hand, "I don't, I want to stay here, it smells like father."
　　 They have been living here since they were born. The three of them couldn't help but look around the yard, each tree, brick and tile carved with traces of life.
　　 "... Dad likes to teach me to read here..." Gu Shiba Niang pointed to the pomegranate tree in the yard, "... Dad likes to practice writing there..."
　　 She hugged Cao's arm while speaking, "Mother, I don't want to leave here, don't leave Dad here alone."
　　 Seeing her daughter’s eyes full of reluctance, Cao couldn’t help her sore nose. She reached out and hugged her daughter,
Okay, let’s not leave.

　　 Gu Hai couldn't help frowning. He felt that his sister was a little ignorant, so he had to find a chance to tell his sister.
He didn't wait long and soon he had a chance. The next day Cao went to ask someone to sell the needle and thread he made. Gu Hai grabbed a cake and prepared to go to school. He hesitated again when he reached the door, and turned around to pick up the firewood behind the door. Knife.
　　 "Brother." Gu Shiba Niang walked out of the room.
　　 Gu Hai hurriedly hid the hatchet behind him, grinning and said: "Eighteen mother is up? Hurry up to eat. I'm in school."
　　 was busy leaving while talking, but was caught by Gu Shiba Niang a few steps.
　　 "Eighteen mother, be careful..." Gu Hai was taken aback and hurriedly helped her.
In his impression, his younger sister is a man made of lights and grass, and the wind can fall down. These days, his mother is working day and night, and the younger sister is at home all day long. He wants to relieve her boredom on the impulse, so he takes her to fight. Chai, he didn't expect that he could fall down even if he walked well. He hated himself to death without the need of his mother to blame him.
"Brother, I know that the life at home is difficult, so why not do this." Gu Shiba Niang thought for a while and said, "You should go and study at ease. When class is over, I will gather firewood with you. This will not delay your study. There will be no less firewood..."
　　 Before she finished speaking, Gu Hai waved his hand into a gust of wind.
　　 "I can't take you up the mountain if I'm killed... Good sister, you rest at home, and you have a strong body, better than anything..." He waved his hands and said.
　　 "Brother." Gu Shiba Niang interrupted him in a deep voice, "Is it just because I fell a foot when I walked, I stopped walking? If this is the case, wouldn't all the staggering children in this world learn to walk?"
　　 Gu Hai was shocked. It was the first time he saw his sister with such a solemn expression.
　　 "So, if my brother is scolded by her husband, he will never study again?" Gu Shiba Niang's voice trembled slightly, and she took a step forward.
　　 In his previous life, Gu Hai was impulsive and sensitive. He was ridiculed repeatedly and punished by his husband. Only then did he give up his studies and his life.
Her brother is actually a very talented person. Gu Shiba Niang's eyes are a little red, but he is too young to be disrupted by the sudden life difficulties. This time, she will do her best for him. Share.
Gu Hai couldn't help but smile when she saw what she said so solemnly, and hurriedly waved his hands and said, "Sister, what is the truth!" He raised his jaw slightly, "Zi said that I am almost brave, and my husband scolded me. If I don’t have enough, I can introspect myself and work hard. Where can I be ashamed and not study?"
　　 "Okay, brother, remember, if someone laughs at you in the future, you must not give up on yourself." Gu Shiba Niang said this, her voice was a little choked.
　　 "That's natural." Gu Hai said, his expression was a little surprised, and he didn't understand why my sister suddenly said this. Didn't they just talk about going to the mountains to collect firewood?
　　 Since the topic has gone away, he also remembered one thing.
　　 "Sister, listen to your brother, let's go back to Jiankang." He said with a plastic surgery, and he was a little worried, afraid that his sister would be upset because of his heavy speech, so he carefully checked Gu Shiba Niang's face.
　　 The small face is pointed, the apricot eyes are bright, the look is indifferent, and the eyebrows don't have the same panic in the past because of the drastic changes in family affairs.
　　 Sister... It’s really different from before. The previous paragraph was terrified. Maybe she couldn’t accept the illness of her father who loved her the most. Now, she is finally healed.
　　 Gu Hai heaved a long sigh of relief, and said his thoughts, "...so the mother won't have to work so hard, the relatives will take care of us..."
　　 "Brother." Gu Shiba Niang, who had been listening quietly, suddenly interrupted him and looked at him seriously, "You said, relatives can really take care of us?"
　　 Gu Hai's complexion stiffened slightly, and he squatted and said, "When... of course... we are family members..."
　　 In fact, he vaguely feels that the prospects may not be as good as he expected, but, no matter what, it is better than they are alone now, right?
　　 "...When we were young, my father and mother took us home for the New Year, UU reading www.uukanshu.com, do you think our relatives are amiable?..."
　　 "Who said that our clothes are worn out like beggars throwing you and me away with mud and stones?..."
　　 "Every time I go back, why does my mother always hide in the house and cry secretly?..."
　　". Who broke the sacrificial plate but blamed you, even if the mother kneeled down and begged, it would not help to beat you in public?..."
　　 "Who threw down a piece of dry food and asked you to be a horse for him to ride? Who drank us and treated us like slaves..."
　　 Gu Shiba Niang murmured, she seemed to be talking to herself, accompanied by one sentence after another, and tears slowly flowed down.
　　 Those humiliations from previous lives, the horror and helplessness of watching the death of their loved ones, the loneliness of being at the mercy of others, are deeply engraved in her heart, and cannot be forgotten or touched again.
　　 Gu Hai's expression slowly became solemn, and his hands were tightly clenched into fists.
　　Though those childhood things have faded with age, such insults have already carved a deep imprint on the child's psychology, and it can jump out at any time to stimulate his nerves.
"Before my father was still there, we still had our fame and fame. Let's eat and wear independently. They still treat us like that. Now..." Gu Shiba Niang took a few deep breaths, suppressed the turbulent emotions in her heart, and held tightly. Gu Hai's arm, "Brother, do you think we will have a better life when we go back?"
　　 "No!" Gu Hai's eyes were red, his fists were clenched, and he yelled two words without hesitation.