Chapter 54:

I saw Lu Yingzhi again, above the funeral of the emperor a few days later.
Emperor Dragon Emperor Shangbin, Manchu Wenwu and Jiayu must Lingbi to the Imperial Tomb. Women can't enter the Imperial Tomb, they just wait for the ice and snow.
I was sitting in the sedan chair with Mrs. Xie, wrapped in thick clothes, and there was a stove in hand, but it didn't feel cold. Today's weather is good, the sun, the breeze and the hustle and bustle, we can hear the salute from the imperial tomb in the distance. The sound of guns and horns echoed back and forth in this silent valley for a long time, just as the old man hesitated before he left. Under the clear sky, we can see the white snow on the top of the mountains far away from the glare of the sun, the wind blowing from the ridge, the years wash the earth.
I don’t know which carriage is next door, and the voice of the woman’s cough is intermittent. I anxiously advised the woman to drink some water.
My doctor could have rushed to the other side and shouted: "Your master is a broken lung, not a throat, it is useless to drink water. It is better to be cold and dry here, or to send her to a warm and humid place."
After a moment of silence, a familiar but weak female voice rang: "But Miss Xie?"
Lu Yingzhi?
I picked up the curtains and saw a pale, thin face in the window half a meter away. She does not seem to be hurt.
We both chilled, and Mrs. Xie didn't know which rib in her head was suddenly wrong. She said to me, "Xiaohua, if you have good medical skills, why not go to Miss Lu?"
Lao Niang, the doctors of the entire palace are now around her. Is it necessary to have more of me?
But she said this, I am riding a tiger, I have to go out to see my love rival.
Lu Yingzhi did hurt the lungs. It was not very serious. It was only cold and dry now, and her injuries were slow. I gave her an anti-inflammatory lung medicine.
Lu Yingzhi was originally a dynamic woman. She was dressed in white filial piety and she looked weak and weak. She said to me with an unstable atmosphere: "Thank you for this kindness, I really don't know how to repay."
My heart said: Very good repayment, far from my man.
Lu Yingzhi made a gesture and took a delicate wooden raft.
"Thank you, I know that you see gold and silver jewelry like dirt..."
who said it? I obviously love money!
"So the things in this scorpion are not those secular things." Lu Yingzhi said with a smile, "The girl is the poisonous and devastating power of the prince, Ying Ying is in the eyes, very admired the emotion, and he has all the power to find this. Two things, I hope to help the girl."
The scorpion slowly opened, and a burst of fragrant scent spilled out, making people feel refreshed and refreshed.
My eyes are bright. There are two things on the dark velvet cloth in the scorpion. One is a flower, the petals are overlapping, and there are more than one hundred layers. The piece is crystal clear and warm, as if it was carved from white marble. The fragrance that was just smelled is it. The other thing is a block of green round stones, half a palm, bright and round, the stone surface is different in depth, wrapped around the winding, showing a strange color.
I whispered: "Blood, and wake up."
Lu Yingzhi nodded and smiled: "Miss Xie really recognized it at a glance. It is really insightful. Ying is admired."
I have never seen these two things before. I will recognize it because it is hard to find these two things in the book. One is the darkest and damp place in the deep forest, one is open to the warmest and purest place. In particular, this wake-up flower is extraordinarily delicate, and if the person who picks it is not the pure soul, it will be withered immediately.
"We deliberately found a six-year-old nun to pick up this waking flower. This scorpion and velvet cloth are also enshrined in the Buddha's front, pure and aura. So thousands of miles to transport, can keep flowers Unbeaten."
Lu Ying’s smile puts the scorpion in my hand.
Miss Xie, don’t deny it. I want to do my part for the prince.

The scorpion sinks into my hand.
I don't remember how I got back to the Xiejia carriage, and I don't remember what Mrs. Xie had said to me. The scorpion in my hand was hugged in my arms.
After the funeral, we returned to Xiefu. I excused me from being unwell and didn't want to eat, and hurried back to my yard.
At this point, I put down the dice that had been hugged for a day.
"What baby stuff?"
Xiao Yu’s voice suddenly sounded and scared me.
"Wang Ye, Chitose! You are going to be an emperor. Can you pay attention to the image and don't overturn the wall? There are five gates in the Xie family yard!"
Xiao Yu has changed a set of ordinary clothes. Now the people in the city are wearing Xiao Xiao. Although his white robes are gorgeous and exquisite, they are not prominent.
He smiled and pulled me to his side. "It’s been hungry for a day. Come and ask for something to eat."
I opened my hand and he didn't bother. He stretched his hands and feet and lay down on my bed. He sighed with a long breath: "The world is so big, you can relax before you."
I smiled and thought that this scene was like the one he had when he pretended to be Xie Zhaozhen. We are very generous and unrestrained, and we are happy every day.
He turned over and stayed in bed. "I heard that you gave Lu Yingzhi a wound, how?"
It is this woman again. I am not very angry: "She is very good, she can live to hug her grandson, you don't have to worry."
"Don't be like this." Xiao Yu said, "She was injured because she saved my life."
"I also saved your life!" I sharply went back.
Xiao Yu shrugged innocently, "so I promised myself."
In my throat, the phrase "There is a lot of objects that you need to be with you. I don't know how many meats I get?" The card was there, struggling for a long time, and finally did not spit it out.
When this is said, he must be provoked by him, and there will be no quarrels. The last two loses are not hurt. Every time we meet each other, we have a conflict of words. There are limits to deep feelings, but only one injury and then injury.
Xiao Yu said: "The Shangyi Bureau came to say that your clothes are already good. Let's try it tomorrow."
"What clothes?" I was confused.
"Stupid girl," Xiao Xiao laughed. "Nature is a phoenix."
"Ah!" I sighed. "It's really fast."
Xiao Yu holds my hand. "I think time is really slow."
Tonger came in for dinner, and the three of us sat at a table. This scene seems to have returned two years ago. It’s just that the person sitting in the seat of Tonger is Yunxiang.
Listening to Xiao Yu, General Zheng’s body is very bad, it seems that there are not many times. Xiao Zheng’s child is capable of being reliable and reliable. He is a talented person. However, he is more than awkward and has a sinister sinister sin. He can defend his territory and stay in the court will harm him. In the current situation, it is clear that the Lu family is alone.
Xiao Yu comforted me and said: "It doesn't matter, and you thank you."
"Our home?" I don't understand. At home, the big brother is a strong man, and he is also an honest scholar.
"I have discussed with Tai Fu. Your young cousins ​​are young and talented scholars. I will try my best to get them up. You have a few cousins ​​who are actually qualified and talented." Xiao Yu is very confident. Of course, I can't push Xie's family to Lujia's guns. The Jiangnan clan, the northwestern ministries, I have to promote a lot. I used to discuss the reform of the imperial examination system, select many talents, create schools, and promote the foundation. education……"
He is very interested, talking about the future of the country's planning plan, sweeping away the suppression of many days. I really miss his look of flying and dancing, and miss his arrogant smile. He has two eyes, with a handsome face, a powerful instrument, has a full imperial style.
Speaking of Xingtou, Xiao Yu stood up and paced in the house. I looked up at him, just like I was looking at the future emperor under the steps with everyone in the day.
Tall, mighty, bright. I am so small and ordinary in comparison. I don't know poetry. I don't know history. I don't know the strategy. So I am not surprised that Lu Yingzhi looked at me with the confusion and disdain.
Life is a myriad of multiple-choice questions, each of which is related to future life. What is now in front of me is my choice of marriage, and the time of submission is imminent, but I am still confused and confused. The chip in the hand, do not know which side of the balance should be placed.
Thinking this way, there was a layer of cool sweat on the back. Xiao Yu is still immersed in his future grand plans, and he has not noticed.
The next day I was taken to the palace to try on the clothes. The result was a big surprise waiting for me. In addition to the palace, there are several noble ladies present.
The highest-ranking aunt is Xiao Yu’s aunt, who will soon be promoted to be the Princess of Yongning.
Princess Yongning has a still beautiful but serious face, the head has been proudly carried, aristocratic courtesy, elegance, indifference. Her late husband is Lu Yingzhi's uncle, I don't think she gave me a look.
She is followed by a few life women, and two young and beautiful girls, all of whom are female nieces.
Princess Yongning told the two beautiful girls to say, "Go and see Miss Xie at the ceremony. Later, she will teach me more about you."
I squinted, but I didn’t know that there was such a thing.
Princess Yongning explained: "This is my niece, Zhucheng County, who is the daughter of Yang Zhongyu."
The pure and beautiful little girls, holding their delicate faces more than flowers, with the hustle and bustle of life and the kindness to me, kneel at my feet.
I looked at them and whispered, "How old?"
"Back to the maiden," the little girls have very sweet mouths. "The women are fifteen." "The 16th daughter."
I am ridiculous. The first-year female students in high school, eating snacks and watching cartoons secretly like the little boys in the next class, they are going to marry the husband here.
Princess Yongning continued: "Miss Xie returned to Beijing soon, and the show in the capital, I have never seen it. I will have a tea party on the next day to introduce everyone."
I looked at the two girls and looked at the princess of Yongning, who smiled like a plaster on her face.
Yongning saw that the next Mawei had achieved the effect, and smiled and nodded with satisfaction. "Let these two children help you change clothes, let them also touch this joy."
Queen's robes.
Gorgeous and intricate dresses, exquisite patterns embroidered with gold and silver threads, patterns embellished with pearls, long skirts, and phoenix crowns that can almost crush the neck.
I was like a puppet by the ladies, wearing this set of devices that made me unable to walk around, standing in front of the mirror, only to see a funny and unrecognizable woman. Who is she, not me anyway.
I feel that I have already vented more, I have less air intake, and I have to turn my eyes.
The words of Princess Yongning are very subtle. "I really want people to dress! This is the next queen."
My queen's demeanor is a purple face that is desperate to pull the collar.
Miss Yang Jia was shocked: "Miss Xie is slow, this is going to be broken..."
With a bang, the pearl button smashed into the ground.
I gasped for a look, screaming bad, and hurriedly leaned down to pick. Unexpectedly, the skirt was too long. I stepped on the skirt and stepped on my body. I lost weight and went down with gravity.
However, other palace ladies also came around to pick pearls. My eyes were clutching a steady body, but the clothes were too heavy and the inertia was too big. The delicate lady was thrown down by me.
We both slammed into the quartz screen next to it. The beautiful and gorgeous screen was knocked down by a bang, and the shelf with the antiques behind it was turned over. There was also a censer and a candlestick with a candle next to the shelf... I only listened to the sound of a burst of broken gold and jade, and I climbed up and found myself in an expensive wolf.
The palace eunuchs have all been unrecognizable. The princesses are even more stunned.
I smiled awkwardly and they shook in horror.
"I really...sorry..." I walked over and tried to comfort them. As a result, I stepped on the pearls at my feet and slid in the sky. I slammed into the sky in the exclamation of everyone, and the phoenix crown finally got out of my head. When you land, you will go all the way.
I slammed into Venus and my had to be four. The people who were so scared that they were rushing to help me.
"What happened here?" Xiao Yu’s surprised voice suddenly sounded.
I finally found the trick and pulled the clothes away.
Xiao Yu’s eyes fell out quickly, and he turned back and yelled at the guard behind him:
It’s all outside!
Then I rushed to me almost in one step, and the big hand waved the cloak over me.
Miss Yang Jia ran over the phoenix crown. "Miss Xie, you have fallen."
Xiao Yu turned to look at her, she bowed her head shyly, turned and ran back to her mother.
I hold a huge phoenix crown and feel like a fool.
Princess Yongning came over and looked at me with a strange look. He said to Xiao Yu: "Wang Ye is not anxious, just an accident."
"How is your aunt here?"
"Several ladies chatted with me and said Miss Xie, they were very curious and wanted to see."
Can you find out now? Open your eyes?
Xiao Yu’s eyes swept over the ladies and her eyes stayed on the two little girls for a moment, saying nothing.
Princess Yongning finally felt embarrassed, found an excuse, and slipped away with the women.
Xiao Yu asked me: "What are you doing?"
"Your aunt brought two of your future wives to the ceremony and gave me a horse."
"I am not asking this." Xiao Yu frowned. "I mean your clothes."
I am very wronged. "This is not my fault, it is this dress! You see what it is, I can't breathe!"
Xiao Xiao smiled and changed clothes for me. "This dress is like this. You can bear it."
"Oh!" I sneered. "I don't want to be the first queen in Dongqi who was suffocated by clothes without a seal!"
"Nonsense!" Xiao Yu is very superstitious. "If you are unlucky, don't talk nonsense!"
I sneered and said: "Is it unlucky? It seems like a queen is a very auspicious thing."
Xiao Yu is very helpless. "I have to be a queen, and I am like a child."
"I was not mature enough. Lu Yingzhi is mature enough, why don't you seal her?"
"How come to this question again." Xiao Yu is not happy, "I love you, it is her jealous!"
"Jealous?" I was on the fire. "I am not jealous! I am angry!"
Xiao Yu raised his voice. "Xiaohua, what have we been doing lately, how can we always quarrel?"
"What did you ask me? Don't you know what happened to us?"
"Xiaohua, what do you want in the end?"
My patience has finally come to an end. "What do I want? I want someone to be single to me!"
"Don't I still?" Xiao Yu's temple. "Do you want me to take a look at the heart and show it to you?"
I am so sad, "I understand, I understand!"
"Do you understand why you are always unhappy?" Xiao Yu actually did not understand.
I confessed frankly: "I don't want to share you with other women! I hate Lu Yingzhi! I hate her smile, she said something, hate her to see my eyes, what she did! I hate to say her in your mouth." first name!"
Xiao Yuran was speechless for a long while, saying: "She can't surpass you. You are going to be the mother..."
"Enough!" I screamed and screamed and jumped. "I hate to hear this sentence! I hate you being self-proclaimed without asking me! I hate you for thinking that I have given me the best arrangement! I hate it. This is a master of the world! I hate to see that you have given me the grace of heaven! I love you is my business, I have not told you to repay me like this!"
Xiao Yu’s face turned to iron blue,
Xie Zhaohua...

"Yes! My name is Xie! I am Xie family! Xie is just a piece in your political game. But I am a big living person, I will not let others manipulate my life!"
Xiao Yu grabbed me and breathed a heavy breath. "I said, you are not a chess piece. You are the woman I love!"
I smiled sadly. "If you love me, can you bear my heart?"
Xiao Yu is wrong and his hands are loose.
I broke free and smiled bitterly: "I know that the rumors about me were made by Lu Jia, and Lu Huaimin encouraged the city to talk about the wind and rain, so as to overwhelm the family. You reached an agreement with the ministers, they support the daughter of Xie. After that, you will enter their daughter into the harem. The three forces can coordinate and your regime can be stabilized. And I am just an ordinary little woman, I will not be guilty and not poisonous and have no ambition. I am in this harem, even if there is Your maintenance can't adapt to this life! I am so scared! Do you know? I am afraid that I will hate you one day, I am afraid that you will hate me one day! I want to keep the good things between us. Don't want it to be worn away by reality!"
Xiao Yu eagerly defended: "Is this all wrong?"
"No." I said, "I never said that you did something wrong! I just don't accept the road you want me to go. To be a queen, the responsibility is too great, I will only give you pressure to drag your hind legs. I don't want to torture you with each other in the name of love!"
"Xiaohua." Xiao Yu grabbed me and shook. "Are you willing to bend your knees to Lu Ying? I told you that as long as I am alive, I will not let this happen. You will remember this for me!"
My nose is sore and my eyes are hot.
Yes, I know. Lu Yingzhi became a queen, and the Lujia forces will be out of control. Whoever is a queen is good, but not Lu Yingzhi.
I took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to be a queen. I won't bend my knees to Lu Yingzhi or any woman. I said, I am not suitable for this phoenix crown."
I put a heavy phoenix crown in his hand, "If you still want me to keep this pure and sincere love..."
Xiao Yu's face was pale and gray, and his forehead oozing sweat. He squeezed a word from his teeth: "No..."
But there is always a day to break.
"You once said that you only hope that I can live leisurely, happy and freely. But if I live here," I pointed to my feet. "I will never be leisurely, comfortable and happy. You are willing to see the consequences." ?"
Xiao Yu looked at me deeply, his eyes almost punctured me, and all of them were shaking. "Don't stop talking!"
I shook my head and smiled faintly. The things that had accumulated in my eyes for a long time finally rolled down. "It's time."
"Don't say it!" Xiao Yu screamed, and the internal force made the sound vibrate, and the entire palace was shaking.
I stood in front of him and reached out to touch his painful face to the twisted face. "Really there should be a conclusion..."
"I beg you... please don't say it!" Xiao Yu pleaded, grabbed my hand and buried his face. His face was cold, but I felt a hot and wet hand on my palm. The heartache is twisted and the breathing stops.
I love this man, this man also loves me. We have shared the same pains and sorrows, and we have lived and died together. We have experienced the ups and downs of today, and we are trying to maintain things that we cannot maintain. All sorrow and happiness must be turned into history. I feel so painful that I can tear my bones and bones away from my body. However, if you are destined to experience this painful separation, instead of waiting for others to give hands, it is better for me to cut my own knife.
I took all the remaining jewelry and threw it to him. He didn't pick up, and the jewels were scattered all over the place, like two broken hearts.
I said, "Xiao Yu, I can only accompany you here."