Chapter 240: After girlfriend got cancer

What if one day you find that you have only a few months left in your life?
Sitting on a bench in the hospital, Xu Jiayin looked at the diagnosis book in her hand. The diagnosis above indicated that she had got a special cancer, and it was still advanced cancer. She had consulted a doctor with this case. If you want to treat, it will not only be painful, but it will not be cured if you spend money. She knows in her heart that the disease is not easy to cure, but when you know from the doctor ’s mouth that such a disease is even a cost When she was dragging, she was dragging for a year or two at most, and when she lost her home, Xu Jiayin was scared. She couldn't be so selfish and let her family do everything for herself.
If treatment is needed, chemotherapy will be needed in the hospital tomorrow. Xu Jiayin trembled, thinking of the chemotherapy patients I saw on the other side of the ward. The hair on her head was gone, and her face was a pathological horror. As if all life was exhausted, if Xu Jiayin was selected, Xu Jiayin would never want to live that life.
This year's Xu Jiayin is only 27 years old. Although she is always referred to as a young woman when she is mentioned by her parents, it is too short for a person's life. It ’s just that Xu Jiayin is not only his parents, but also his own boyfriend. The thought of his excellent boyfriend is even more painful for Xu Jiayin. It is clear that the other party has proposed to her, and they will soon see their parents together, and they will be happy forever Together and then have a baby that belongs to them!
But now? Now everything is gone, and now there are only less than half a year left in life. Xu Jiayin can hardly imagine how her boyfriend would know when he was sick.
Or maybe she is selfish. After suffering from this disease, Xu Jiayin first thought that she didn't want her boyfriend to see her embarrassed look.
Honestly, Xu Jiayin chased Xiao Qingrong for six years. He started chasing at university at the age of nineteen and later joined the society to work together. Many people persuaded Xu Jiayin to give up Xiao Qingrong, thinking that this Xiao Qingrong is the ice lotus on the Tianshan Mountain. No one can pick it down! As a result, everyone was shocked. Two years ago they were really together. After they were together, they invited their classmates to have dinner together. It seems that Xiao Qingrong and Xu Jiayin seem to love each other very much, even if the Xiao God is still Indifferent, but when he saw Xu Jiayin, he squinted and laughed.
At this point, they know that it seems that the ancients said well, the fierce girl is afraid of tangling, and the reverse is the same. How many people did not like Xu Jiayin at first, and how many people later regret that they did not do this. After all, Xiao Qingrong is true Excellent, in addition to Qing Jun's appearance, he also receives scholarships every year. As the only straight-looking straight man in the fashion design department, it can be said that he is the super male in the entire fashion department. People who like him can surround the school. stand up!
Later, after Xiao Qingrong graduated, he went to other companies for two years, and then started his own clothing company. Now it is also very hot on the Internet. It can be said that it is a real winner in life.
Xu Jiayin always remembers the first time she saw her boyfriend. Speaking of it, it was not a very romantic acquaintance. It was the day she reported to college, but she accidentally let her luggage fall from the slope, and she went down. The person walking there was Xiao Qingrong, and Xu Jiayin almost broke his throat, fearing that his box would hit people, but he did not expect that the box would reach the man, but it happened to be in the man's hand. When Xu Jiayin ran over, he saw a man with a tight brows, and his thin lips made Xu Jiayin remember the man all at once.
Mom said that men with thin lips are more affectionate.
"Classmate, you are dangerous to others."
The man's voice was cold, making Xu Jiayin's face suddenly red. After that, he repeatedly apologized, took the box from the other hand, and then watched the other person go away. At that moment, Xu Jiayin's heart was enough.
That's about it, Xu Jiayin liked this man, and then ... she desperately asked about the other person's news, and then tried to approach the other person. Almost everyone around the world knew that at that time, Xu Jiayin liked Gao. Cold male Xiao Qingrong.
But who is Xiao Qingrong? The students in the class all know that they are the super male gods in the department of fashion design. Love, or something, does not exist at all.
Even so, Xu Jiayin still faced the difficulties, exhausted all his strength, and chased them back from college, almost throwing all his face on the ground, and everyone was When mocking Xu Jiayin, Toad wanted to eat swan meat, Xu Jiayin didn't expect that he would really become Xiao Qingrong's girlfriend.
Two years ago, she was finally able to be with the person she likes. She would take her boyfriend's hand to go shopping, secretly film his appearance while cooking, and take care of her boyfriend when she was sick. She thought Qing Rong was a cold person, but only she knew how good her Qing Rong was to her.
But now ... but now it's all gone, it's all ... will no longer exist! !! !!
Thinking of this, Xu Jiayin's tears finally fell, her head was buried in her knees with trembling, and the tears fell from the corner of her eyes. She was really scared, afraid of death, afraid of cancer, afraid of chemotherapy, afraid of all this. Everything, even at this time, she didn't dare to tell her parents about it and her boyfriend.
She was afraid that her parents would cry hysterical and uncomfortable after knowing this. She was also afraid that when she finally wanted to be happy with her boyfriend, she would lose all of her. She had cancer. Even if she told Qingrong, Qingrong would not She will leave her. She knows this person so well, but the more she understands the more the heartache, because she would rather die to her death than to let Qingrong be a little bit sad.
I like someone for a long time, it's about burying myself in the abyss, and then I can't get out.
Speaking of which, for the first time, Xu Jiayin is glad that she has been with her boyfriend for two years, and no intimate relationship has occurred, because her boyfriend is a conservative person, and she said that when the wedding, the two talents can be together. Xiao Qingrong's first love was also Xu Jiayin's first love.
Once Xu Jiayin felt happiness the most, she was able to follow Xiao Qingrong from the school uniform to the wedding dress. Although she was chasing by herself, it finally touched her boyfriend's heart.
But now, Xu Jiayin is fortunate. Fortunately, none of this happened. It just started. Even if it is over, the boyfriend will not be so sad.
He slowly raised his head and looked at the diamond ring on his right hand. This is the diamond ring that Qing Rong gave to him when he proposed to him. I do n’t know when it was bought. It was just right in my hand. Just a month ago, Xu Jiayin thought that he would be able to grasp happiness immediately, but did not expect that his happiness would be so difficult.
What would you do if you had only a short time in your life?
Xu Jiayin once saw such words in the book, and at that time she sniffed and thought that this assumption was not reasonable, but now that this happened to herself, Xu Jiayin realized that maybe the book was right .
With only half a year left in her life, is she going to spend all of her time in the hospital with infinitely painful chemotherapy?
She doesn't allow the rest of her time to pass like this. She wants to do something she has never done before. She wants to let herself die without any regrets or fear.
Any plan may appear in future plans, but hospitalization alone is not.
Xu Jiayin's eyes were red and she slowly took off the ring on her hand. She used to think that she would become the happiest Mrs. Xiao in the world, but now she can't drag Qing Rong, like a person, It's not like this, she can't make Qing Rong responsible for her death, nor can she be a drag on Qing Rong.
She would rather have a wonderful existence in Qingrong's world, that enthusiastic, loving self, rather than the inhumane and selfless after chemotherapy.
Just after Xu Jiayin took off the ring, the phone in his pocket suddenly rang. Xu Jiayin took out the phone and saw that the above name is dear. There can be only one of Xu Jiayin's dear, Xiao Qingrong.
Looking at the call from this favorite person, Xu Jiayin didn't answer for a long time, and allowed the phone to stop the music after the flashing.
Tears fell on the phone uncontrollably, and Xu Jiayin's eyes were red and his voice choked.
"Qing Rong ... I'm so scared ... Qing Rong, I'm really scared ..."
She said, but she was even more afraid to see her boyfriend, buried her head in the phone, and then the phone rang again, so Xu Jiayin originally changed from a depressed cry into a wailing cry, a ringtone Constantly ringing, she did not answer in the end, as if saying goodbye to all the feelings.
People come and go in the hospital, and some people secretly look at Xu Jiayin. After all, tragedies happen every day in a hospital like this. It seems that such crying has long been taken by everyone, and Xu Jiayin sitting there is crying. China has decided on one thing.
She can't drag on her family or her boyfriend, so she must break up with her boyfriend. Only in this way, Qing Rong will not be so sad after knowing her ...