Chapter 949:

"If you agree, you and anyone else will never see us again; I will go to the vast wilderness of South America. My food is not human. I will not destroy lambs and children to increase my appetite; acorns and berries provide me with Sufficient nutrition. My companion will have the same nature as me and will be satisfied with the same fare. We will spread dry leaves on the bed. The sun shines on us, shines on humans, and matures our food The photos I presented to you are peaceful and humane. You must feel that you can only deny it if you lack power and cruelty. Just like you were merciless to me, I now see sympathy in your eyes . Let me seize the opportunity and persuade you to agree to my ardent desire."
I replied: "You propose to fly away from the human habitat and live in the wild. The wild beasts will be your only companion. How can you, who long for human love and sympathy, endure this exile? You will return and Seek their kindness again, and meet their hatred. Your evil passion will be renewed, and then you will have a partner to help you complete the task of destruction. This may not be; stop arguing about this, because I don’t agree."
"How unstable you feel! But a moment ago, you were moved by my statement, why are you firm in your complaint again? I swear to you, on the land where I live and beside you who created me , Swear to you, together with the companions you have given, I will leave the place where people live and live in the most barbaric place. My evil passion will dissipate because I will sympathize! My life will pass quietly, in When I am dying, I will not curse my creator."
His words had a strange effect on me. I am sympathetic to him, and sometimes want to comfort him, but when I look at him, when I see the dirty crowd moving and talking, my heart feels sick and my feelings become fear and hatred. I tried to kill these feelings. I thought I could not sympathize with him, so I have no right to withhold a small part of happiness from him, and this is what I can give.
I said: "You swear to be harmless. But have you not shown a certain degree of malice and should reasonably make me distrust you? Isn't this a fake disguise, it can be done by providing a greater scope for revenge? Increase your victory?"
"How about this? I must not underestimate, I ask for an answer. If I have no connection, no feelings, then hatred and evil must be my duty. Love each other will destroy the root of my crime, and I will be everyone Ignorance exists. My vice is that I hate to force lonely children. When I get along with others on an equal footing, my virtues will surely appear. I will feel the emotions of a sensitive person and be linked to existence and events Linked together, and now I have been excluded."
I paused for a while, thinking about everything he was involved and the various arguments he used. I thought of the promise of virtue he had shown at the beginning of his existence, and the disgust and contempt shown by his protectors afterwards, which made him show all the good feelings. My calculations did not ignore his power and threat; a creature that might exist in the ice cave of a glacier and hide itself in the ridge of an inaccessible cliff would be futile. After a long period of reflection, I came to the conclusion that the justice attributed to him and my fellow citizens required me to comply with his demands. So I turned to him and said,
"I agree to your request, leave Europe forever with your solemn oath, and in every other place near the man, once I bring your mother to you, I will exile you."
He shouted: "I swear, I swear by the sun, the blue sky of heaven, by the fire of love that burns my heart, if you promise my prayer, and when they pray, you will never see me again. Leave. The family starts to work; I will watch their progress without a doubt. Don’t be afraid, but when you’re ready, I will show up."
After saying this, he suddenly resigned to me, perhaps because he was worried about any changes in my mood. I saw him come down from the mountain faster than the eagle's flight, and quickly lost in the rolling ice sea.
His story took up a whole day, and when he left, the sun had already set on the edge of the horizon. I know that I should speed up my descent into the valley, because I will soon be enveloped in darkness. But my heart is heavy and my pace is slow. As I moved forward, the work of winding down the mountain path and fixing my feet firmly confounded me because I was occupied by the various emotions that occurred during the day. When I came to the rest area and sat beside the fountain, the night was already very far away. When the clouds pass by above, the stars glow at intervals. The dark pine trees rose up in front of me, and there were a mess of trees lying on the ground. It was a solemn scene and triggered strange thoughts in my heart. I cried in pain, holding my hand in pain, I shouted: "Oh! The stars, clouds and wind, you are all laughing at me. If you really pity me, please suppress feelings and memories; make me at a loss ; But if not, leave, leave, and then plunge me into darkness."
These are wild and tragic thoughts, but I cannot describe to you how the eternal gleam of stars presses on me, and how I listen to every gust of wind, as if it was a stupid Sirocco on its way to devour me.
Before I reached the village, the morning light broke. I did not rest, but immediately returned to Geneva. Even in my own heart, I can't express my feelings. They use the weight of the mountain to press on me, and their excess destroys my pain under them. So I went home, entered the house, and introduced myself to my family. My and wild expressions aroused strong alertness, but I did not answer, I barely spoke. I feel as if I have been banned, as if I have no right to demand their sympathy, as if I can no longer enjoy their company. Even so, I still love their worship. To save them, I am determined to dedicate myself to my most hated task. This kind of career prospect made all other conditions of survival pass before my eyes like a dream,
After I returned to Geneva, I passed away day after day, week after week; I could not muster the courage to start working again. I fear that disappointed enemies will avenge, but I cannot overcome my aversion to my blocked tasks. I found that if I can't spend a few more months on in-depth research and hard work, I can't form a woman. I heard that a British philosopher had made some discoveries that were crucial to my success. Sometimes I thought of getting my father's permission to visit Britain for this purpose.
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