Chapter 1229: I still lose

Xia Wu wanted to struggle at first, but her power was like a joke in front of Yin Ting. Let alone struggle, she couldn't move at all and could only let him bully. Start on the whole network, book guest!
Her tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and they fell without warning, like a broken thread, unable to stop.
He touched the salty tears on her face, a sudden pain in his heart, he paused, after all, he looked at her.
She didn't know when she had opened her eyes, her eyes were as clear as blue water, at this moment, she was full of despair.
Tears were falling desperately, as if they could not stop at all.
He just looked at her, his eyebrows tightened.
The two were in a stalemate like this, and when he was struggling endlessly, she suddenly spoke.
"do you know,"
His heart seemed to be held tightly by a hand, and it was aching and painful. He didn't know what was going on. He wanted to listen to her, but he was afraid of what she would say.
He has a terrible, very bad instinct.
He even wanted to stop her for a moment, but he couldn't speak.
Originally, Xia Wu hadn't planned to live this life since he left Xiagui Island, and had nothing to do with Yin Ting, let alone tell him anything.
But now, if she didn't say anything, between them...probably it was really like now, they were in hell.
She couldn't bear it. Now he was so ashamed to be insulted by him. He was married. The wife he was married to is at home. No matter how much she loved him, she couldn't and won't let them get involved.
She can't do that kind of shame.
"Since I was a child, I have liked you very much, I love you very much, I really love you very much. But I...I dare not, I don’t even have the courage to stand in front of you and ask you to give me a little promise, I I know... we are destined to be impossible. I probably thought about letting go for thousands, tens of thousands or even more times, but I couldn’t let it go. I would rather go to Xiagui Island to be the owner of the island, and I don’t want my marriage to be swayed. , It’s because... I’m afraid I don’t have more time to continue loving you. I would rather exile myself, but also hope that I can have a little more time in this life and put you in my heart."
"Yin Ting, I have worked hard, I even... moths extinguished the fire, did shameless things, I don’t know if you remember, when it came out that you were going to marry the Yue family, one night you Drinking too much... I really wanted to take a gamble at the time, to see if you would care, would you go to me, would you..."
Xia Wu couldn’t say anything. That was really the most absurd thing she had ever done in her life. She really gave up everything at the time. She didn’t believe that he didn’t understand her intentions. She knew that there was something going on between them. What, that's why it hasn't crossed the boundary. So she took the initiative that day, and she wanted to take a gamble to see if this line was crossed, there would be a glimmer of hope between them.
"I lost, I still lost, and I lost completely. You still married someone else. My existence is like a joke. The so-called past between us is just my own story. I really can’t let it go. I’m drunk day and night, drunk, dreaming of death, wishing that I could really die at that time, so that everything that happened later would not happen."