Chapter 141: Gentle poison 8

After a day, He Shushan finally woke up.
Not everyone expected the crash and wept, or Xin liked Yue. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw the handsome and indifferent man sitting quietly by the bed, he just raised his lips quietly, and asked with a smile, "Hibiscus? Why are you here?"
When he saw the man gradually waking up, Chu's hands clenched tightly into fists. In these dozens of hours, he envisioned countless ways to face and Shu Shan, but when this moment really came, he found that he still couldn't stop worrying.
But ... he never thought that Shu Shan would be in such a state.
His throat was choked because he hadn't spoken for a long time, and Chu Ge adjusted his condition after a long while. He didn't answer the question with Shu Shan, but opened his mouth and asked, "Why did you cut your wrist to commit suicide?" , Chu Hiu knot froze. He had been preparing for so long, but he didn't expect it to be this sentence. With a frown on Qing Ting's eyebrows, Chu Hiong concluded: "You don't need to pay attention to what I just said, actually I ..."
"I did this kind of thing that gave up my life because of you." Without hesitation, a smile appeared with Shu Shan's lips, "Don't mind this, I'm just talking about a fact. But Don't feel guilty about my affairs. This is my business. It has nothing to do with you. Now that I have completely let go of it, I think that we have known each other for twenty years. You should not deny me this friend. Brother, right? "
Chu Jingjie suddenly felt a stagnation in his throat. He widened his eyes and looked at the man who was chuckling on the hospital bed, and did not understand what the other party was just saying.
"Hibiscus, why don't you speak?" He Shushan's light-colored pupils had a gentle smile on his face, but his face was a little pale, but it looked little different from Wangri's and Shushan, "If you I feel sorry for this and want to compensate me because of this incident, it is really too much attention to the relationship between us for twenty years. This has nothing to do with you, hibiscus. "
The sunlight outside the window is rare in the winter, shining on Shu Che Junxiu's cheeks, and the smile is even more dazzling. Chu Ge stared at this young man for a long time, and said stubbornly: "This has something to do with me. You are obviously a very optimistic person, and it is because of me that I made you like this ..."
"Hibiscus, don't blame yourself." He Shushan chuckled, "That's your fault. Now, I forgive you." There was a hint of relief in the voice, clearly gentle The sound of the sound, in the ears of Chu hibiscus, is colder than the deepest ice in the Antarctic.
Just like the person in front of me.
He never felt so far away from this person.
Obviously it is close at hand, but at this moment, the heart seems to be sealed by layers of ice, so that he can no longer feel it.
Chu Hierro bowed her head in silence, for a long time, he suddenly said: "He Shushan, are you going to abandon me?"
The smile on He Shushan's lips stiffened for a moment, but she twitched her lips and shook her head: "I will never abandon you, hibiscus. Just like I said on the night of Uncle Chu's death five years ago Yes, you are my only loved one in this world. No matter what happens, I will not leave you first. "
"But you've already chosen to leave first!" The voice was loudly agitated, and Chu Geun yelled loudly without controlling her emotions at once. He Shushan didn't react at all, Chu Chujie knot first calmed down. He covered his face with his hands and whispered, "Sorry, Shu Shan."
He Shushan slightly shook his head: "It's okay. By the way, Hiroyuki, yesterday I think it was your wedding with Miss Kyle." With that, he and Shu Shan smiled and looked down at Chu's left hand and saw each other. The empty ring finger, he could not help but ask, "Why didn't I see you wearing a ring?"
Chu Jingjie has already restored the calm and calm look of the past. He said: "The marriage plan with the Kyle Group has been canceled." He said that although he was still pretending to be indifferent, he quietly observed He Shushan. Come look.
When I saw the latter frowning slightly, when a hint of joy emerged in the heart of Chu Gejie, she heard and sighed with Shu Shan: "Miss Kyle is very good, I think a passionate person like her must be able to Get along well with you. And this marriage is also a good impetus for the Chu Group and helps open the American market. "
After hearing this, Chu Hiong asked subconsciously, "Do you want me to marry her?"
I saw He Shushan raise his lips with a smile and asked, "Miss Kyle is your best marriage partner, Hibiscus. I don't want you to miss it like this. Of course, if you have other people you like, then I will also encourage you to pursue others. "
Chu Hiong stood up in a knot: "I like you."
He Shushan suddenly laughed out loud and shook his head helplessly: "Hibiscus, you will be very disturbing to me. As the only son of the Chu family and the president of the Chu Group, you need a virtuous help to help You, support you, and this person is obviously not me. And ... sorry, I don't like you. "
Chu Ge widened her eyes in a knot, and the whole person took a step backward. Under the sun, He Shushan still smiled indifferently, just like Chu Gejie had seen in the past few years, but it seemed to be missing something.
Sorry, I don't like you.
This sentence speaks of the cruelest content, but the tone is very gentle, the kind of gentleness unique to Shu Shan. And this kind of poison called gentle poison, but at this moment let Chu Hiujie really feel-
What is it called, piercing the intestines?
For a few days after that, He Shushan recovered quite quickly, even at a speed that even doctors thought was incredible. Probably because I'm in a good mood, and probably because I've put aside the heavy burden that has been on my heart for many years. In short, it is only more than half a month of effort, and Shu Shan plans to leave the hospital and no longer rest.
In the past half month, cx entertainment took over the overall public relations with Shu Shan during his stay in the hospital, and did a good job. Fans only thought that they had a serious illness with Shu Shan, but they could be discharged soon. Only Qi Wenyuan and Onuo know how this happened.
Chu Xunjie put all things aside for the first half of this month and came to the hospital to report on time and on time every day. If it wasn't for the gentle rejection of Shu Shan, he would still like to live directly in the hospital.
However, he just kept watching, and occasionally said a few words with Shu Shan, but never mentioned that on the first day, the two had a short and not beautiful exchange.
He Shushan seems to really just regard him as a friend and an elder brother. He talks and laughs normally, without any indifference or special care. With what kind of smile he looked at Qi Wenyuan, and with what kind of tone he talked with Qi Wenyuan, then ... what kind of appearance would he face Chu hibiscus.
The deep affection that had been lingering in his eyes for many years seemed to be completely cleaned overnight without any retention, and it was absolutely shocking to Qi Wenyuan.
How deeply you once loved, how thoroughly you have abandoned it now.
"I've packed everything, so I'll go out first." Butler Wang bowed respectfully, then turned around the box, walked out of the door, and brought the door in hand, leaving only He Shan and Chu Geong The two stayed alone in the huge single ward.
He Shushan was standing by the window. He reached out and brushed the thick curtains, and looked downstairs. The floor of this hospital is not high, only eight floors, so even on the top floor, He Shan can see the children playing on the grass in the courtyard.
The taller one is holding the ball high, while the short one is wailing, jumping and stretching enough.
Seeing this with Shu Shan, she laughed and said, "Hibiscus, when you were young, you weren't as cute as that little boy. I remember when you first saw you, you looked like a little adult, and you never laughed. No meaning. "
"At that time, I was eleven years old."
In the winter afternoon, the bright and hot sunlight shone through He Shushan's beautiful face through the window. The pale yellow hair shone with a touch of gold. He Shushan didn't look back. He still looked out the window and laughed: "Huh , You're an adult, so you won't play this childish game. "
There was no expression on Chu's grim face, and his eyes stared deeply at the young man by the window. Before long, he suddenly said, "He Shushan, how long do you want to play this game?"
Suddenly, he suddenly shrugged, and Shu Shan did not turn back, and asked in confusion: "What are you talking about? Hibiscus."
"I was wrong, I was wrong from the beginning. I confessed to losing this game. I lost so badly. I have never been as bad as I lost. And Shu Shan, end this game, I don't want to play anymore." Voice It was the calmness after the strong suppression, only the trembling voice revealed that this man had already been in a volatile mood.
He Shushan laughed loudly and said, "Hibiscus, don't think too much. I didn't play games with you, don't get me wrong."
"And Shu Shan!"
The voice rose up loudly, with a decisive taste, so that Shu Shan's fingers clenched the thick European-style curtains, his body was completely stiff, and he did not dare to turn to look at the man.
He had never heard such a sound from Chu Geunjie.
Such a strange voice seemed to be crying, with a strong meaning of begging.
He didn't dare look back.
He was afraid, as long as he saw the man, he would betray himself involuntarily.
"He Shushan! Are you really going to abandon me!"
He Shushan squeezed the curtain tightly. The original flat fabric was pinched and wrinkled by him, but he never dared to move. I can only pretend that I haven't heard anything, and still look out of the window.
"He Shushan! You sang‘ enter the drama and my heart ’, I ’ve played the piano for a lifetime for you.
Your life is not over yet, you still have to play the piano for me, why do n’t you play it!

He Shushan bit his teeth firmly, still unwilling to turn around.
"He Shushan! You told me five years ago that you would never leave me first, I am your last loved one in this world. You said that you would hold me tight in every such winter night, Will not leave me alone in an empty room! "
He Shushan opened his eyes wide, he didn't think that if he was five years ago, he still remembered this clearly.
"He Shushan! You held my hand twenty years ago, and you told me that your name is He Shushan, and you will live with me from now on. Now, you have to take the lead in throwing me away. Hand, you are not ... "
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