Chapter 112: Shen Qingjue Fanwai: Waiting for someone who won't return

For many years, the heart becomes sick, and the world cannot be cured except you.
Shen Qingjue
The first time I saw her was when I was a teenager.
The little girl carved with powder and jade is like a porcelain doll, with a small face that is white, like white jade soaked in water, and her lips are bright red.
The most beautiful are those and white eyes, which blink and blink occasionally.
At first, I just thought the little girl was funny, so I picked it up.
The boy looked down, his slender and white fingers propped his chin, and thought casually.
Such a little doll.
It's good to pick it up and raise it.
It was just a few days, but it was an unforgettable time in his life.
It turns out that she is the Ninth Princess?
For the first time, she let go of her hand and fled hastily. The moment of indifference was just to cover up the chaos in her heart.
Not mad at her, Shen Qingjue was just faintly sad, because he was so untrustworthy in her eyes.
I regretted it soon.
Shen Qingjue went into the palace soon, awkwardly wanting to see the little girl who was picked up by herself.
However, the result is almost collapsed.
The chill began to surge from the soles of the feet, and Shen Qingjue felt that the sky was about to collapse.
This girl is not his little girl.
Even if you put on her outer garment, is it her?
It's ridiculous.
Shen Qingjue never found his little girl again.
Sorry, I lost you.
...
I thought that time was the best medicine, but the cure was all skin injuries.
In fact, it is not that the wound is healed, but time will make people get used to the pain and become numb. Over time, when I mentioned it, I would pass by with a smile.
It took him a full ten years, and he never forgot anything.
Looking at an endless sea, waiting for someone who will not return.
...
That time at the Baihua Banquet.
Four eyes face each other.
The frequency of abnormal heartbeats.
Shen Qingjue knew that he didn't feel wrong, his little girl really came back.
I suppressed my inner emotions because I didn't want to scare her.
I like you, but I dare not like you too much.
For many years, the heart becomes sick, and the world cannot be cured except you.
...
But ah, I have always been an ordinary person, and wishful thinking is just buried in my heart.
Maybe I like to speak two words, everything will go bad.
Maybe I like the two words out, your answer will let me understand all the warmth, all the emotions, all are beautiful to painful misunderstandings.
Like you is my own business, I never thought I would tell you so early.
... That time, in the Chaoyang Palace.
I really lost my mind, almost the soul was trembling with tyrannical anger, pain surging in my mind.
He hurt his favorite girl.
Forcing her to accept her love, a chaotic night.
Then there is the ultimate regret.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I didn't mean it, I just couldn't control myself.
But at this moment, all explanations seemed pale.
He was still holding a fluke, and was severely crushed by her phrase "I don't want to marry you".
I'm sorry...I'm leaving.
Don't be angry with me, okay?
...
Later, it may be God's favor.
His little girl forgave him, and Shen Qingjue felt a little unreal about the current happiness, and she felt like a mirrored flower.
The dream is broken, he should wake up too.
Seeing her haggard day by day, the pale feeling he could do nothing.
There is no medicine for medicine stone... what a terrible word.
Seeing the knife, he greeted him with his back without any hesitation.
Since I can't save you, how about letting me accompany you?
Yan Huan, don't cry.
When you cry, I don’t want to die...