Chapter 83: Chapter83

Jian Songyi has a bad feeling.
Sure enough, his feeling was accurate.
Bai Huai rubbed his head and slowly said: "After the winter vacation, I am leaving."
Jian Songyi, who was still alive and noisy just now, dimmed in an instant.
He lowered his head, pursed his lips, and said nothing.
Bai Huai watched the squirrel's tail droop like this, feeling distressed and guilty: "My household registration is in Beicheng. I haven't transferred it back. I have to go back and prepare for the college entrance examination. The identity of Bai Han... .. You also know that many things are inconvenient. If I want to learn the truth, I can only promise him. I wanted to tell you earlier, but I was afraid that you would be unhappy."
Jian Songyi lowered his head, dull: "I don't blame you for this."
"Blame me, I shouldn't have left at that time." Bai Huai smiled lightly, "I regret now why I didn't stop being a human being earlier, and eat you up earlier."
In the past, Bai Huai would be beaten if he said such things, but today Jian Songyi just lowered his head, muffled, and didn't move.
This is really unhappy.
Bai Huai sighed and hugged him tightly: "It's me asshole, you can beat me up, I won't fight back, don't get sulking, and make yourself angry."
Jian Songyi buried her head in the neck of Baihuai, and whispered: "I'm not angry, I just think that you want to stay in Beicheng alone, I feel sad. How deserted."
Bai Huai's heart suddenly twitched.
He thought about 10,000 ways to coax Jian Songyi, but he didn't expect that Jian Songyi was just worried that he would be deserted by himself.
His boyfriend's temper is a little bit worse, and his behavior is a bit violent, but his heart is so soft.
So soft that he can do nothing about him.
I could only comfort me with a soft voice, "It's not deserted, as long as you talk to me every day. And I leave at the end of February, and the college entrance examination in June will take more than three months."
"It's more than three months." Jian Songyi's voice was still a little lingering.
Bai Huai picked up his chin and kissed him: "But we can get crooked together every day during winter vacation."
After hearing the words winter vacation, Jian Song thought of something, and whispered with red ears: "Why don't we use the couple's travel package as well as winter vacation. There is also a combined heat in the middle, which can be completely marked..... ."
The more you speak, the lower the sound, the redder your ears.
Bai Huai laughed blankly: "Are you a fool, do you think I'm willing?"
Jian Songyi blushed: "I am not young anymore."
"Leave aside your little question. Do you know what it means to mark it completely? It means that as long as you get hot, you will want me. Even if you take the inhibitor, you will want me, you Understand? You tell me how am I willing to mark you completely before I leave?"
"But after fully marking, you will have a sense of belonging to the other party. I want you to feel that I am with you when you are alone in Beicheng. I don't want you to become that empty again." Jian Songyi said again. He buried his head, and his voice was a bit harsh.
Bai Huai smiled and whispered: "I won't be empty, because I'm all you in my heart."
"Can you stop talking about the earth-flavored love, the earth is dead, the flesh is dead."
"Then can you stop being upset, you are upset, I can only coax you with the local love language, I have learned a lot recently, do you want to listen?"
"Fuck! Don't listen! Disgusting! I don't know where to learn these messy things all day long." Jian Songyi also didn't want to waste a good time on sadness, sat up, pushed Baihuai away, fiercely, trying to cover it up. The red in the corner of the eye.
Jian Songyi, who is super fierce and brutal, is so beautiful with red eyes. Bai Huai suddenly felt that he could indulge a little more, so he caught Jian Songyi back and laughed in a low voice: "I also learned more messy things. There is another winter vacation, which can be taught to you slowly."
......
Jian Songyi has never had a winter vacation like this.
He and Bai Huai have been stuck together almost from morning to night. It is the time of the year. Ms. Tang and Mr. Jian, Mr. Bo, are busier than the other, and barely have a family. They have fulfilled them and become more unscrupulous.
Jian Songyi also wanted to open up. Although he was cheated of money and sex, it was really cool. For someone who was knowledgeable and had a deep grasp of the essence of friction, the money would be used as tuition for physics tuition.
Nancheng City's first one-to-one professional tutoring at Nanwai School, this wave is not a loss.
However, no matter how bad it is, it can't be compared with the sweetness of the little lovers who will face parting during their passionate love.
In addition to not enough, I still feel that it is not enough.
Jian Songyi always felt that he could treat Bai Huai better.
He was afraid in his heart, that Bai Huai would leave, that Bai Huai would be alone, and that Bai Huai would live a deserted and impersonal life.
He was scared when he was not with Bai Huai.
Because he knew that all the excitement of Bai Huai was given by him, so he couldn't rest assured that such a person would leave him and return to the cold North City.
Life is not a TV series or a novel. People who are cold and do not eat the fireworks are not so happy.
And Jian Songyi felt that he was a downright mundane, so he wanted to draw Bai Huai into this tacky and lively life, so that he could live a little more truthfully, warmly, and happily.
After all, apart from multiplying the love that Bai Huai lacked elsewhere to replenish him, he could do nothing for Bai Huai.
So the night of the New Year’s Eve is a lively event that Bo’s family has never had before.
The older generation of the Jian family is gone. Mr. Jian and Ms. Tang decided to spend the Spring Festival with the Bai family.
Of course, the main reason is that she still doesn't want the 18-year-old Jian Songyi to face the complicated life problem of going home with her boyfriend for the New Year or returning to her natal family for the New Year.
When Grandpa Bo was young, he had the same temper with Bo Han Bohuai, deserted and arrogant.
But after the old age, people will always start to yearn for things that are nostalgic for the world, such as excitement, family affection, and youthful hope in young people.
So he couldn't be more happy for the two families to celebrate the New Year together.
Bai Yun is also rarely busy taking time out, rushing back from abroad for the New Year.
But to everyone's surprise, Bai Han also returned.
In previous Spring Festivals, Bai Han would be invited to major evenings. Although he was very tired of such occasions, he always felt that when there were more strangers, he would not think of the most familiar person, so he never refused the invitation. .
But this year I don’t know why, so I went back to Nancheng to celebrate the New Year.
Although he was wearing a black suit and a black coat, and when he walked into the warm and lively living room of Bai's house with the dry cold from the north, he directly dropped the temperature by ten degrees, but everyone did not dislike him.
This person is a bit disappointed, but it is always good to be able to come back and have a family.
At least there is a hope for a reunion.
However, seeing Bai Han politely greeted him and went straight to the third floor attic, Ms. Tang Qingqing couldn't help but sighed: "Hey, this man was also likable during the years he was asleep. Some. Fortunately, Xiaohuai and Xiaoyi were taught by Zhimian when they were young..."
Jian Songyi winked at his mother.
Ms. Tang hurriedly laughed and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it, I will finish wrapping the dumplings, and put them in the pot, Jian Songyi, come here."
Jian Songyi refused as he walked: "Mom, you don't know how to pack, don't mess with Aunt Liu and my dad."
"Why can't I wrap it up?" Tang Qingqing was not convinced, and squeezed it indiscriminately. "Look, isn't this just wrapped?"
Jian Songyi didn't notice: "Your name is steamed bun, not dumpling."
"Smelly boy, how did you talk to your mother? You have the ability to pack it yourself." Mr. Jian glared at Jian Songyi, "Aunt Liu is the food of Grandpa Bo and his family, and I am the one that I and your mother eat. You want If you want to eat it, pack it yourself."
Jian Songyi: "..."
Don’t let the kids eat for the new year?
Bai Huai looked at classmate Jian Songyi, who was stupefied by his own parents with dog food, got up from the sofa, walked to Jian Songyi, picked up the dumpling wrappers, and whispered: "It's okay, you eat my bag."
With a few flips of the slender fingers, a beautiful, white and plump ingot dumpling was freshly baked.
Put it next to the "baozi" of Ms. Tang Qingqing's bag.
Rolling.
Jian Songyi was immediately happy: "I want to eat 30, and I want cowpea stuffing."
"Okay." Bai Huai said with a faint smile, "Can it be done for ten beef mince? It's all vegetarian, not hungry."
"Row."
Tang Qingqing looked at the two people who were tired and greasy, and couldn't help but show the smile of the old mother.
Okay, my son has found a backer, so it's not easy to bully.
But having said that, my son's life is really good. How could such a precious son of the Bai family be blinded by Jian Songyi?
Ms. Tang thought so, she was very happy: "Hey, let's pack coins."
Jian Songyi raised her eyebrows: "Mom, can your girl's heart not be so overwhelmed."
As soon as the voice fell, Mr. Jian said lightly: "Jian Songyi, your pocket money next month is gone."
Jian Songyi: "?"
Bai Huai chuckled lightly.
Jian Songyi glared at him.
Bai Huai hurriedly coaxed: "I have it, I will give it to you."
"Your money is not mine? You will get used to boyfriends at a young age, and you will see no family status in the future." The lively Bai Yun had washed the coins and sent them to Aunt Liu, with a smile. "The coin bag still needs to be bagged, but it must be bagged for Aunt Liu, otherwise Lao Jian and Xiao Huai will definitely cheat. No matter how round the coin is, it will not be my turn. Don't bully my lonely family."
We are planning how to mark the coin-packed dumplings so that Lao Jian and Xiao Bai, who were eaten by their own little omega, will be exposed and smile embarrassingly.
Then, pretending that nothing happened, continued to make dumplings.
Bai Yun laughed and cursed when she saw it, and the whole room was chatting and laughing, and the dumplings were wrapped in one drawer after another.
When the dumplings were finally made, the rest of the people went to wash their hands. Only Jian Songyi, who was not touched by Yang Chunshui from start to finish, was secretly wandering in the kitchen.
The New Year's Eve dinner was extremely rich.
But what exactly he ate, Bai Huai couldn't remember.
I remember it was lively.
He remembered that that night, he was stuffed with dumplings one after another by Jian Songyi, and the edges of each dumpling looked a bit tattered. He couldn't eat it anymore, and Jian Songyi who stuffed him with dumplings was still unwilling.
In the end, he stared at each dumpling altogether, and when he saw a ragged edge, he clipped it back, frowning his brows. When Bai Huai finally bit the coin, Jian Songyi finally smiled.
Ms. Tang hurriedly applauded: "Xiaohuai is terrible. The new year must be very lucky. Auntie, I wish you and Xiaoyi both get the title on the gold list!"
Mr. Bai also smiled: "You kid, good luck, for the new year, nothing else is important, just be happy."
Bai Yun also smiled: "Two or three hundred dumplings, just this one coin, I have eaten them all. This is a blessing, so don't always follow your dad's cold face and smile more, or the blessing will run away. "
"Well, don't follow me." Bai Han sipped his wine lightly, "You will be better than me in the future."
And Jian Songyi looked at Bai Huai, smiling broadly and triumphantly: "Let me just say, you will be the person with the best luck this year. It is very wise to give you luck. I am your lucky star."
Bai Huai smiled to the fullest: "Yes, you are my lucky star, otherwise how could my luck become so good."
Everyone saw through Jian Songyi's careful thinking, and everyone indulged his careful thinking.
Even Bai Han looked at them, and a slight smile appeared deep in his eyes.
When Jian Songyi called herself that day, she was right that there will always be people in this world who will be happy. He is not qualified to let his son lose the ability to have happiness because of his despair.
If the dead cannot come back, then somehow give the living people less regret.
That night, everyone drank some wine, gossiping about ordinary homework, the fireworks outside the window were extraordinarily gorgeous, and the countdown inside the house was extraordinarily loud. The warm yellow light reflected the red spring couplets and the Chinese characters of blessing, cheesy. It's a bit pretty.
Jian Songyi took Baihuai and stood on the balcony, watching the fire trees and silver flowers at night, listening to the Spring Festival Gala and the noise of people in the house for decades.
Turning his head, looking at Bo Huai whose cheeks were slightly reddened, a smug smile was provoked at the corner of his mouth: "Bo Huai, look, I'm still better than you, because I dragged you into the world to accompany me."
His eyes were bright, with childlike complacency.
Bai Huai knew that Jian Songyi proposed that the two families celebrate the New Year together, and that Bai Han and Bai Yun were also persuaded by Jian Songyi to come back. The dumpling with good luck was also made by Jian Songyi by cheating.
It’s not a big deal, and it’s useless, just like when Jian Songyi was a kid, she had to sleep with herself, let his parents hold a parent conference together, and tell everyone that he was his best friend. Just to make myself happy and to make myself understand that I am not alone in this world.
He was afraid of being deserted.
Since the age of six, Jian Songyi has been afraid of being deserted, so in the past twelve years, he has done everything he can do, accompany him, and put all the warmth and excitement he possessed on himself.
Friends, family, honor, luck, and himself.
Such pure warmth, without reservation, can only be given by a child like Jian Songyi who has never lost anything since he was growing up in Utopia.
With his pride, naive and arrogant.
And Bai Huai loved him for his innocence and his pride, just as he loved him for the pure warmth of shining and ignorant of the world.
His eyes were so bright that the galaxy and fireworks behind him were also overshadowed.
Bai Huai lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eye.
He said: "Jian Songyi, you are my mortal."
Because of you, I have never really been alone.