Chapter 514: afraid of losing

It was past seven o'clock in the evening when I came out of Todaiji, I didn't expect to rush back today, so I took a taxi with Luo Xiangdong to Nara City for a meal. Then return to the hotel.
Luo Xiangdong’s card cannot be swiped. I opened the room with my card. After returning to the room, Luo Xiangdong said to me, "Looking at the look at the front desk, I really thought I was your little white face."
I couldn't help but smile. Then he said: "Just your beauty. There are fire materials everywhere."
Luo Xiangdong glanced at me and pressed his unhappy heart.
I smiled and handed my card to Luo Xiangdong. He asked aloud: "What are you doing?"
I said: "Here you, you will pay for things and open the room in the future. It's up to you to do it."
Luo Xiangdong didn't answer, and the awkwardness in his black pupils disappeared. It is estimated that he has never tried to get stuck by a woman in his life. I am funny and distressed. I had to say: "I know what you said, Brother Zheng Zeyu and they can give you the money, but this is our own business. Your card was stopped as soon as you proposed to me. People look down on this. It’s not you. It’s me. Xiangdong. I don’t want you to speak to others, even your buddies who grew up playing with me. You have me. Whatever I say about raising you is just a joke, I just want something Son. We both carry it by ourselves. I even own everyone, let alone money..."
Before I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong suddenly raised his hand and pulled me into his arms. I took the opportunity to hug his waist, press his shoulders, and feel the warmth and fragrance on his body.
Luo Xiangdong didn't say a word for a while, and finally only said one sentence to me: "I must let you enter the door of my Luo's house with grace and beauty."
I curled my lips and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter if you enter your door or not, I have you enough."
I woke up at around 8 o'clock this morning, and it took a whole day after I walked. As soon as our tired bodies touched the bed, Luo Xiangdong and I fell asleep quickly.
I slept very deeply, so I didn't hear the phone rang for a long time, and Luo Xiangdong still called me in a daze, "Zi Jin, your phone rang..."
I squinted my eyes slightly, not knowing what time it was, I just reached out and touched the mobile phone beside the bed, and vaguely saw the word "Second Brother".
I was still thinking about my second brother, so I had to connect first before saying: "Hello?"
Because I didn't wake up, my voice was low and hoarse.
A slightly familiar male voice came from the phone, and he said: "Miss Liang, I am his second brother Guan Xin."
When the other party reported the family home, I suddenly realized it, and hurriedly said, "Ah, brother, calling me so late, is there something going on in the hospital?"
Ji Guanxin's second brother said in a heavy voice: "Guanxin was sent to the operating room for rescue. The doctor said it was a complication caused by postoperative infection."
I was stunned immediately, without any sleepiness. After a few seconds of silence, I continued to say: "We'll be there soon."
"Okay, be careful on the way."
After hanging up the phone, I subconsciously pushed Luo Xiangdong next to me. Luo Xiangdong snorted, and I said in horror: "Xiangdong, get up quickly, Guan Xin's second brother called and said that Guan Xin was sent to the operating room for rescue."
Upon hearing this, Luo Xiangdong quickly turned over and sat up. He turned on the bedside lamp and I frowned, my eyeballs hurting from the light.
Luo Xiangdong took his cell phone and glanced at it. It was 4:20 in the morning.
I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom, washing my face and brushing my teeth quickly. Luo Xiangdong walked over from behind, and he said: "Don't worry, Ji Guanxin has a big life. He has survived the operation and nothing will happen."
I hope so too, but the fear in my heart is like a leaking black hole, and I can't see below whether it is an abyss or something else.
Waiting without results is the most frightening.
My head was a bit empty, so I lost control of my short-term behavior and knocked off the tooth cup and facial cleanser on the washstand. When Luo Xiangdong saw this, he stretched out his hand and crossed my shoulder, looked at me and said: "Don't panic, if we don't have confidence, how can Ji Guanxin survive?"
Luo Xiangdong is using the agitation method to arouse me, and I am really used. Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm my mind, and then said: "Let's go back quickly."
After we packed up, the two of us left the hotel door before it turned up. It was only at the station that the Shinkansen would start at six o'clock, so we had to take the jr to Kyoto, and then transfer from Kyoto back to Tokyo.
During the period, I called Ji Guanxin's second brother and asked about the situation. He told me in a low voice: "Still rescued."
The four words made my blood cold.
I thought of the bracelet in my bag, and my throat seemed to be stuck, aching.
Ji Guanxin, you must survive. You promised me that I would live out well; you said that after I got better, you would find a better person to start again; you said that there is no reason to see me and Luo Xiangdong happy, but you are alone.
What you said...you must do it.
I have never felt that the Shinkansen is so slow, so slow on the way from Kyoto back to Tokyo, I felt that I was about to lose something several times.
Luo Xiangdong took my cold hand. Although he didn't say anything, he was trying to give me hope and courage.
I haven't experienced any big winds and waves in the past 20 years. But these seem so insignificant in front of life.
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I attended Gu Yansheng’s funeral. I don’t like a place like a cemetery, even though it’s filled with evergreen trees and all kinds of flowers that are not in the city, but in such a sad atmosphere, everything looks like It is an off-white color.
Ji Guanxin may be the only person in the world who would make fun of his life and death in the cemetery. At that time, I thought he was dead, so I couldn't find Bei to cry. Later, I learned that he was still alive, although I was angry, but deep in my heart was full of fortune.
I'm glad that he is still alive, and glad that it was a low-level joke.
But now, if Ji Guanxin did not come out alive, I would never forgive him for the rest of my life because he lied to me again.
Before getting off the Shinkansen, the second brother Ji Guanxin called again. I kept my phone in my palm, but when the phone rang, I looked at the caller ID on the screen, but I didn't dare to answer it.
The Japanese pay great attention to group influence. Their natives do not speak loudly on the phone in public, let alone let their mobile phone ring loudly without answering. So my behavior undoubtedly attracted the attention of many Japanese people around me.
Luo Xiangdong knew why I didn't answer it, so he took the phone and connected it.
"Hey."
I can only hear Luo Xiangdong's voice, but I don't know what is on the phone.
"okay, I get it."
He hung up, and I unconsciously tightened every muscle in my body. I am afraid that Luo Xiangdong's answer to me is something I cannot accept.
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Luo Xiangdong looking towards me, my neck stiffened, and I didn't even dare to look back.
Thin lips opened and he said aloud: "It's okay, Ji Guanxin has been sent back to ICU."
I didn't move and didn't react at all. I just looked at someone's shoes in the opposite row.
Luo Xiangdong reached out and pulled my hand. His palm was warm and my fingers were cold. It seemed that after five seconds, I grabbed his hand tightly without saying anything, just dropped my head deeply, biting my lip but couldn't help but tears falling down.
Luo Xiangdong pressed my head, and I buried my face on his shoulder and neck. If I were not in a foreign country, if I was not sitting in a car, I would be heart-piercing crying.
This route transfers and changes trains, and it was almost ten in the morning when we arrived at the hospital. There were many people in Ji Guanxin's ward, and even his father appeared.
The second brother Ji Guanxin said to us: "It has been rescued for almost two hours. After all, it was rescued."
I red eyes and said: "What did the doctor say? Will there be any more things?"
"It depends on tomorrow night. If the third child wakes up tomorrow night, then this level will be over."
Ji Guanxin's mother has also been suffering in the past few days. Such a beautiful woman finally reveals her old age and exhaustion at this time.
She said to Luo Xiangdong and me: "I don't know if you went to Nara. I asked you to come here early in the morning. It was a hard journey."
Luo Xiangdong said: "Zijin went to Dongda Temple to pray for Ji Guanxin."
After his reminder, I quickly took out the bracelet from my bag and handed it to Ji Guanxin.
I said, "Auntie, this stone is said to have been baptized by Todaiji worship. We went to Todaiji again yesterday, hoping he can bring good luck to Guanxin."
Ji Guanxin's mother had tears in his eyes and nodded, "I thank you for Guanxin."
Luo Xiangdong and I stayed in the hospital until two o'clock in the afternoon. During this period, we made sure to hear from Dr. Ando that Ji Guanxin was temporarily innocent, and then we left the hospital to eat.
After eating, I said to Luo Xiangdong: "You can go back to the hotel and sleep for a while."
Luo Xiangdong said: "No, I will accompany you to the hospital."
I said, "Ji Guanxin won't wake up. I just went over and took a look. You got up early today. Go back to sleep for a while."
Luo Xiangdong said, "I'll go with you, so when Ji San'er wakes up, I can tease him. He has been in a coma these days, and we didn't worry about him less."
Luo Xiangdong has always hinted at me both in and out, Ji Guanxin will definitely get through. After listening to him, I felt at ease inexplicably, as if what Luo Xiangdong said must be true.
In the afternoon, Luo Xiangdong and I went to the hospital again. I thought there would be no one in front of ICU because the doctors were not allowed to visit the patient. But as soon as we went, we saw Zhou Mengyi sitting on the bench opposite Icu.
Looking up to see me and Luo Xiangdong, her red and swollen eyes did not have the anger and hatred of the past, but were lonely and helpless.
I walked over and sat down beside her and handed her a tissue.
Zhou Mengyi also took it for the first time. After a while, she whispered: "You said, will Guanxin be okay?"
Without even thinking about it, I replied firmly: "It will definitely be."