Chapter 1044: Fear (5)

"After Hanhan came home from the hospital, Mu Qing invited Yuesao to take care of Hanhan."
"At that time, I was still sick, and even the worst, I swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills."
"After waking up, I was in the hospital, because I had a stomach lavage, I was very uncomfortable.
"Mu Qing's eyes were red, beside me, while scolding me for being silly, I couldn't think of it, and at the same time said that I was gone, what should I do?
"Actually, at that time, Mu Qing said a lot, but I didn't listen to it. He was crying beside him, crying all the time, and crying. I know, I gave birth to a child, and the child I had to protect was born. Now..."
"From that time onwards, I slowly began to enlighten myself in my heart, slowly letting all my attention be on Hanhan, and gradually, Hanhan grew up, and I got better. stand up."
"I used to work as a screenwriter. Although I made a lot of money, I bought a house and spent most of my savings. I spent a lot of money on living and raising. I have fewer and fewer deposits. I know I should work. I made money, and when I was eight months old, I started to write a novel again with my pen."
"I dare not use the pen name Cheng Weiwan, I am afraid that someone will know that I have a Hanhan, although Hanhan was put under the name of Mu Qing by me, I can only re-open a new pen name, a new pen name, write The book is very tiring, and I can't make that much money. My life is a little bit hard, but I have never suffered from Han Han, because I know, Han Han, I will be gone, Han Han let me live... …"
Han Zhihui's hand could not help but became a fist.
His back shook gently.
"Later, the babysitter has a better working environment and has left my home. I can only find a new babysitter to take care of Hanhan."
"Sometimes, I write a manuscript, and focus more on it. I don’t notice many things. Later, I found out that the new babysitters often reprimanded Han Han, and quietly fed Han Han to sleep pills. It's to make yourself work easier."
"At that time, I realized that everyone else couldn't believe it, and then I took over the whole job of taking care of Han Han. I basically didn't have time to write manuscripts during the day. Every time I waited until night to go to sleep, I could write every day. Staying up all night makes me lose my hair, my mental state is not good, my memory begins to recede, and even for a period of time, I have a headache every day."
"How to say, although the days were very bitter, but I had a great time."
"Hanhan will crawl slowly, walk away swaying, will call her mother, and will speak some simple words."
"I have a special sense of accomplishment, and I have a sense of accomplishment more than the first manuscript I made in a TV series."
"However, as Hanhan grew bigger, he knew more and more about some things. For example, when he was more than a year old, he suddenly asked me, Mom, what is a dad? Does everyone have a dad? ?Why don't I have a father?"
"He asked me several questions in a row, and I don't know how to answer him."
"I have no way to tell Hanhan that your dad doesn't want you anymore. I finally chose to lie to him. I took your picture and told him that this is Dad. When you grow up, Dad will come back to see you Now."
"He was very happy. He kept yelling at his father and kept talking to the photos. Later, he also spoke to the voice and shared the joys of his day. He told me that when his father came back, he would show them to him. "
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