Chapter 51: Looking back at life scenery (6)

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I eat while walking, humming hard in my mouth, my happiness is dominated by myself, never built on others, I want to be happy, so I will be happy!
After the ice cream was eaten, I was alone on the sidewalk, singing a song, carrying my hands for a while, jumping in a lattice, walking my hands for a while, and jumping for a while. Anyway, I want to be happy, not unhappy!
A man passed by my side on a bicycle and looked back at me. When I recognized Chen Jin, he had stopped the car.
"Hey!" He got out of the car, "Just you alone? Take a walk?"
"Yeah." I tried to be happy. "I went to watch the list this morning. Congratulations."
He smiled indifferently: "I saw your results last semester, is it very shocked? Are you still holding on?"
He seems to be the only one who understands that I am suffering for such a "good grade". I focused on the following: "I am insisting, but it is very hard, and sometimes I do not understand what I am insisting on."
"When you reach the top of the mountain, you will understand that if you give up halfway, then you will never understand." He stopped and said, "Don't give up! With the first give up, your life You will be used to retreating from difficulties, but if you overcome the past, your life will be used to advancing in the wind and waves. It is just a simple choice. In fact, it has a very big impact and will lead you to a completely different life. "
I didn't fully understand what he said, but in front of genius, I was used to it. "By the way, I want to ask you a question. I heard that you can be escorted to Peking University. Why didn't you go? Is Peking University worse than Tsinghua University?" His father was an official of the Education Bureau. I thought he had internal information.
"If you are sent to Peking University, I can only study the Department of Physics or Chemistry. I don't like these two majors. I want to study architecture. Of course it is Tsinghua University."
"Well, no wonder you can learn to paint." It turns out that there is no secret inside story, just a simple life choice, but it is not easy to give up 100% safe delivery and choose an uncertain college entrance examination.
"Where do you live? Doesn't it seem to live near here? Are you going to walk back all the time?"
"I like to walk."
He smiled and said: "Then you walk slowly, I have to go home." He got on the car and asked again, "Are you sure you want to go back? Do you want me to send you a ride?"
I just said that I like to walk, and now I can go back and forth? I said, "No need, goodbye!"
"Goodbye!" He left on his bicycle.
"Wish you a happy university life!" I shouted.
He turned around and waved at me with a smile, "I'm waiting for you in Tsinghua."
I smiled on my face, but I sighed heavily. He had confidence in me, but I only felt that the black cloud was overwhelming, and the battlefield of love was defeated.
I walked home for more than half an hour. When I just entered the door, I suddenly grabbed my arm. I was about to yell and found it was Zhang Jun.
He shouted at me: "Where have you been? Do you know that everyone is in a hurry? Everyone is looking for you on the roller skating rink. Why do you only have yourself in your eyes and never think about how others feel when doing things? "
His hand hurt my arm, and my heart hurt even more. I pushed him away and ran upstairs without a word.
"Qiqi."
When I didn't hear it, I ran upstairs and returned home. My sister immediately rushed up and checked the skirt and sandals, and said angrily with my parents: "Did you see? She stole my skirt and shoes! Oops! She stained my skirt. What is this? Why are you stealing my clothes? Why are you stealing? Who allowed you ... "
I think it's ridiculous to steal people's skirts and shoes to please someone who doesn't like me.
"I will never wear your clothes again."
"Yeah! You stole my pearl hairpin!"
My mother said, "I bought it for your sister, not yours."
Dad also played round: "Okay, just put on your skirt, don't be so stingy, just clean it."
My sister glared at me. I went to the house to change my skirt, change my clothes, took the two pearl hairpins down and returned them to my sister. The sister snorted hard, raised her head, and took the clothes to wash for her mother.
I sat blankly, with Guan He and Zhang Jun turning over and over.
"I want to be happy, I don't want others to dominate my happiness!" He said to himself, but he seemed to have no strength and lay on the table softly.
Under the glass plate of the desk is a piece of snow-white paper, which is my summer vacation plan.
Luo Qiqi, you have not memorized words and read grammar today.
Although I understand it, I don't want to do it at all, and I don't have any mood to read books.
My finger touched in the place where there was vaguely my signature.
In this world, others can abandon the promises given to you, do you even have to abandon yourself?
I sat up, opened the English book, forced myself to sweep away all my thoughts, and started to do grammar exercises. After doing the exercises, I recited ten more words before climbing onto the bed.
Early the next morning, early in the morning, I went out and ran to Yang Jun.
"Do you have time?"
"Why?"
"Let's find a set of math papers and see who scores high."
Just like what he did, Yang Jun turned over the scroll and moved it to the middle, a stack of draft papers, and set the alarm clock to start!
Mathematics is the subject that can calm people's thinking, especially math papers. The general design is from simple to difficult, and slowly grasps people's thinking.
I thought and wrote without thinking. After an hour and a half, Yang Jun almost finished it. I started to try to overcome the last question, but I didn't finish it until the last ten minutes. Yang Jun and I exchanged answers and scored each other, and I won.
Yang Jun refused to accept: "Obviously I am faster than you, and you have no time to do your last question."
I am too lazy to ignore him. The first time we picked up the paper, we looked at the last two big questions at the same time, but after reading it, we made a completely different choice. I think the last one will definitely take time, so I decided to give up and ensure that everything else on the roll The score is not lost, so my speed is slowed down to ensure that every question is foolproof; and Yang Jun, after reading the last question, immediately decided to do it quickly, so as to save time for this problem, and the result is that he fell I did have eyebrows, but there were mistakes in the previous questions, but in the end I scored higher than him.
Our choices are closely related to our personality and hobbies. I am a pragmatist and a utilitarian, and I only value the final score; and because he likes science, he starts from his interests and wants more than scores, but also to overcome problems. A sense of accomplishment. So, at this moment, I have tossed the whole paper aside, not caring about how to solve the problem at all, but he is still lying on the table and thinking tirelessly.
"Luo Qiqi, don't just sit." He patted the paper and pen in front of my eyes.
Idle is also idle, I started to do. Drawing on Yang Jun's ideas, he quickly threw the proof steps to him. While reading it, he corrected some of my mistakes. Finally he resembled a man who had eaten a big meal and sat down with satisfaction.
"Luo Qiqi, I heard that you and Zhang Jun, the monitor of class (4) ..."
I cut off his words: "How are you chasing Tong Yunzhu?"
His face immediately turned gray: "She doesn't take care of me very often, and often hangs out with another person."
"What kind of person is your rival?"
"Several years older than me, I heard that I dropped out of school when I was in the second grade. The family helped him open a video hall, which is a little bastard. I can't figure it out at all. I am better than him, but Tong Yunzhu likes to be with him. play."
I smiled and said, "I said long ago that you and she are not in the same world. You are a good child of parents, a good student of teachers, and many things that you can't understand."
"Of course I can understand, it's not that men are not bad and women don't love it! Just like Zhang Jun, in addition to his good looks, which point is worthy of girls' trust? Girlfriends change every dozen, but you girls just like him "Yang Jun gave me an arm and said," Aren't you so stupid? "
I giggled: "Of course!"
Yang Jun nodded in satisfaction, and suddenly mysteriously asked, "Do you want to tell a pen fairy fortune-telling? I just learned it from a college student, I heard that it is very spiritual, it is very popular in Beijing and Shanghai, when do we calculate when you can touch To the real God. "
I stood up and planned to leave: "You have a problem. I don't play with these Shinto things. No matter what you should be, it's yours. If it shouldn't be yours, it's not yours."
He sent me out and went to the wonton stall with me to eat a bowl of wontons.
He sighed while eating: "So boring, hurry up and start school, at least you can bully you every day."
For the first time, Yang Jun and I have exactly the same views.
After I was separated from Yang Jun, I rode to the river by myself and sat silently by the river. The more I thought about it, the more I was hurt. I took out the English book and forced myself to start reading. At first I was full of Zhang Jun's shadow, but I was No matter, force yourself to read word by word.
After reading English for more than an hour, I decided to go home.
Before he reached the door of the building, he saw Zhang Jun standing on the side of the building, leaning against the wall and looking silently at the intersection.
I didn't want to see him and hid.
However, I hid for a long time, and he was still in that position. Looking at the time, my parents were about to leave work and could only walk in front of him.
He looked haggard: "Are you deliberately avoiding me?"
"No."
"I'll be downstairs at your house at eight o'clock in the morning. As soon as your parents leave, I'll go up to find you. Your sister says you have gone out."
I didn't say anything. Although I was moved softly in my heart, I was still stiff.
He said: "Guan He can't skate, and someone must take her. The sons of Zhen and Jia are not bad, but they are all self-centered. I have to take Guan He to skate for two laps before I can trouble them. I teach Guan He. After they and I have discussed with them, I will go back to you and you will be gone. I have slid countless circles along the roller skating rink and have been looking for you. I am so anxious that I turned around and saw that You and others are having fun under the light beam, and they all laugh at me, and worry about me, so I have a bad attitude later. "
I do n’t know what it feels like. I thought things were big yesterday, but today I feel a bit stingy. It was not easy for Guan He to come out to play once. Not only did I not help her, but I had always been jealous of her in my heart, knowing that she would not slip, but not thinking about her at all, but thinking about myself, I was ashamed.
He said: "We are reconciled, okay? If I did something wrong, you tell me, I will change it."
Zhang Jun is not like someone who says this, but he said it, so he likes me, right?
I whispered, "I'm going home now. We'll see you at Qiaotou at eight in the evening."
He smiled happily: "Okay, see you all, if you don't come, I will wait for one night."
I just felt that my heart lighted up immediately, and I felt that everything was nothing. It turned out that he controlled my joy and anger so much, that the clouds or the sun were shining only in his mind.
At dinner, my sister told her dad that her classmate had installed a phone, and this classmate had a phone installed. In order to facilitate them to do their homework, they strongly requested that our family also have a phone installed.
At that time, the initial installation fee of the fixed phone was 1,500 yuan, which was similar to my mother's one-month salary. The frugal mother was reluctant to spend this money at all. Dad hesitated, my sister dragged me and motioned me to help. I don't want to care about her. The assignment was made by phone? Suddenly I thought of Zhang Jun. When I was getting off the train, Zhen Gongzi, Huang Wei, and Shen Yuanzhe exchanged phone numbers with each other. Zhang Jun wrote his phone number to me and asked me happily for the phone number. I only Shy and embarrassed to say: "I have no phone."
My heart jumped and immediately helped my sister to ask Dad to phone.
Under the collective offensive of my sister and my parents, my parents agreed to our request. In exchange, I will continue to maintain my current academic performance, and my sister will strive to enter the top ten in the class. My sister did not think about it and agreed. Before the temptation of the phone, she had become Superman, omnipotent.
After the host of the phone was installed, my father took another phone from the unit and declared that anyone who could complete the learning task would install an extension in his bedroom. The younger sister and dad were coquettish. Let her be installed first. She promised to complete the task. She bribed the successful dad, and I took advantage of them not being at home, wiring the pick-up alone, and successfully installed the phone in my bedroom.
Mom and Dad were very pleasantly surprised, praised my ability to do it, but my sister was tearful, and I laughed and said: "Learn a lesson, remember to rely on others rather than yourself."
My mother comforted her sister and promised that as soon as she entered the top ten in the class, she would be assigned an extension, and if my grades fell, I would immediately withdraw the extension.
Now think about it, our generation has not experienced any hardships in growing up, but has not had the luxury to enjoy, and understand that everything is hard to come by, so we all filial to our parents later.
4
what is love
Love is not controlled by wisdom, but by fate.
We will never be smarter than fate,
Whenever we think we have mastered the true meaning of love, destiny sneers.
Probably influenced by Xiaobo, Brother Li, and squid since I was a child, my definition of friendship is full of rivers and lakes: treat one another with sincerity, and loyalty comes first.
I feel that I have always done a good job. I have not owed any friend; but Guan He has caused a strong impact on my moral standards. On the one hand, I regard her as a good friend because of her goodness; Beautiful.