Chapter 50:

When people live, there are always some things that look up from the heart. Even if one gets it, they will always hold it in their hands and guard it properly. Like the bright light, the fire is warm.
The wilderness is the fire that Fang Shao held in one hand.
He followed Fang Shao around the crew for ten years, not knowing when he had stopped insisting on things he felt right. The transactions he did n’t like, the activities he hated, the Wilderness had n’t said for a long time. This has always been a pain point for Fang Shaoyi. The fact that all the circumstances have killed the wilderness makes him more and more silent. This kind of silence comes with compromise. Love and hatred are clear, and envy is like hatred, as was the case in the wilderness at first. Later, because of various reasons, his characteristic became less and less obvious.
For a long time Fang Shaoyi thought that the fire in the wilderness had been extinguished. Those things in his bones can only be seen in his book.
Therefore, the opening of the wilderness this time, his frankness, and the seriousness and sincerity of the phone on the phone, are extremely precious in Fang Shaoyi. During the moment he spoke, Fang Shaoyi kept silent, and many thoughts quickly flashed in his mind, and many words wanted to say, and finally only became the "good" one.
What Yuan Ye said and what he didn't say, Fang Shaoyi and he have been in love for so long, how could they not understand.
I said that I do n’t like it, so do n’t shoot it for your sake. Fang Shaoyi couldn't understand the warnings that he didn't utter, and the alarm bell that rang in his ear. After so many years of ups and downs in the entertainment industry, is that line clear in my heart? Can you clearly distinguish between black and white? At the very least, the price of upholding justice and breaking the comfort zone, where are you going?
It's not intimacy that has been in love for many years, it is not a complete understanding of the lover's personality and three views, and I will not say this.
Fang Shaoyi was grateful for these and grateful for them. He didn't say a word, he did those things with action, and Fang Shaoyi in the wilderness must maintain it anyway. But is it only the field itself that is being maintained?
Fang Shaoyi's actions always offended many people, investors, producers, directors, other actors, and one offended all offenses. This is the price of staying true to your heart. If you are up, you are out of this dirty interest group, what about the actors who are still inside? How to deal with the work invested by the crew in the early stage? The interests of the injured investors cannot be compensated in any way. That is to say, if Fang Shao dares to do this, his status, his background, these allow him to do this kind of thing without worrying that the knife behind him can't bear it, and investors will not dare to pierce him with a knife.
Occasionally making a silent resistance to the dark forces and the default sloppy trades in the circle, this cost the other party Shao Yi to withstand. So the wilderness dared to tell him this, reminding him not to numb in the dark. Sometimes, the involuntary self is just an excuse for being comfortable with yourself. As a person who is not a bad person, stay alert and upright and fail to stop the occurrence of evil, at least don't be a part of evil.
Fang Shao went to the company first when he went back. He didn't follow the rules on how to say this. He stabbed a basket. There must be a lot of trouble behind. After finishing what he had to say at the company, Fang Shao first hugged him when he saw the wilderness at home, and the first sentence he said to him was "thank you."
I don't need to say so clearly about what to thank. There is still some tacit understanding.
In the past ten years, the wilderness followed Fang Shaoyi, and there were actually many things he abandoned. The main focus of their lives is still on Fang Shaoyi, taking him as the axis. Yuan Yuan is willing to adjust his life and schedule according to Fang Shaoyi, and is willing to follow him one by one. It is easy for one year and two years, and it is the same for ten years and eight years. It is not easy to look anywhere.
They are all career men, and they all have very good achievements in their respective fields. One side is willing to be an eternal follower of the other side, which is a kind of effort.
But when it is realized that this kind of following is a burden and a binding, it will make the paying party doubt, whether the mode of getting along with this decade is wrong.
Fang Shao retired from the crew more than three months later, and this incident also happened to Fang Han. Someone asked him to take care of his son. Fang Han didn't ask a question, only said: "You have to ask him to shoot this kind of scene, isn't it deserved? Don't look for it later."
The old man didn't say anything to Fang Shaoyi, he didn't say that he did something wrong, and the old man didn't lose his spirit after shooting all his life. How could he say that Fang Shao was wrong because of this.
Fang Shaoyi is wrong about this? That's impossible, and certainly correct. But he did it too sharply, not properly enough, and not smooth enough. It is still not possible to do so in this business. It is not a good thing to fail to abide by the rules in this industry, and when there are too many enemies.
It was from the mouth of Geng Jinwei that Fang Shaoyi's original plan was discovered in the wilderness, and everything happened, and the two were talking about it after chatting. Geng Jinwei said that Fang Shaoyi had been with the wilderness for a long time, and he began to be impulsive. He said it with a smile when he said it, but the wilderness couldn't laugh anymore.
"There was a scene of a car jump in the back. In that scene, we could make some 'accidents'. He suffered minor injuries, so he couldn't continue shooting." Geng Jinwei looked at the wilderness and said, "Breach of contract You do n’t have to pay for gold, and you are injured at work. But you still have to give the money, otherwise you will be ashamed, right. The money has to be grateful to Dade and thank you. "
Yuan Ye looked at Geng Jinwei, but he didn't say anything for a long time. He didn't find the right words after opening his mouth several times, and he couldn't tell how he felt in his heart. It was too complicated. Finally, the wilderness took out a cigarette and lighted one, and gave Geng Jinwei one. The two looked at each other while smoking cigarettes. The wilderness finally laughed, shook his head, and looked at the smoke in his hand and said "sorry."
The wilderness didn't ask why Fang Shaoyi didn't tell him his original plan. Since Fang Shaoyi didn't say it in the end, he didn't need to ask. Fang Shaoyi could have left the crew after a month with a justifiable reason, without offending everyone, and would not really participate in this darkness. He had his own considerations, he had his own way. But because of what the wilderness said to him, Fang Shaoyi finally retired from the group in such a way, and the people of the entire crew stood on the opposite side.
At this time, looking back at the words that the wilderness said, it was a joke.
How could Fang Shaoyi lose justice, that is something in his bones, the righteousness inherited from his dad, he would not lose without saying the wilderness.
Fang Shaoyi later learned that Geng Jinwei and Wilderness even said that he even became angry after saying this. He rarely lost his temper, even with partners. But this time it was indeed a tantrum, and he fell off the door and left.
He didn't want to let the wilderness know their plans at all, and escaped the so-called quagmire in such a way that he could not be placed on the countertop.
The two of them actually talked about it for a while. The wilderness said that he was still naive and did not learn to be smooth after thirty. Fang Shao said that he couldn't learn this after sixty, and he didn't need to learn it. That's something he didn't value. It was good to say that smoothness is smooth and bad is bad.
Fang Shaoyi never wanted him to change, his piece of sincerity and warmth was the fire that Fang Shao held in his hand.
From this time on, the wilderness was less when he followed Fang Shaoyi. He had many things of his own. He has lived on Fang Shaoyi's axis for so many years. what. Fang Shaoyi has his own ideas and ways at all times, and those of him are right and more suitable, so the wilderness does not intend to participate too much. He can't help anything, so don't follow the chaos.
Fang Shaoyi naturally felt the psychological changes in the wilderness very sensitively. He wanted to chat with the wilderness several times, but some things were always like this. Both of them wanted to develop in a good direction and were really hard , But you just do n’t know where the problem is, how hard you ca n’t break it.
The original wildflowers almost lived as Fang Shaoyi's accessory for ten years, and really became the monkey crouching on the tree. There are fewer and fewer things that belong to him, and things that he accepts and compromises gradually dominate. Occasionally insisted on the original heart and self-identity, but still a joke. The two people were together at all times, but they have n’t been able to shorten the distance between them for ten years.
So later, Yuan Ye and Fang Shaoyi said: "One brother, I feel like we are always tied together like this is a burden, both are."
Fang Shaoyi has always been gentle and quiet. After listening to him, he asked, "So?"
"I feel a little lost," Yuan Ye looked at his eyes seriously and said to him, "I can't find myself, I can't see myself clearly. I should look for myself, and find the track between us."
There is nothing to say about the fascinating characteristics of the wilderness. Fang Shaoyi never has to guess what he is thinking, he will say it honestly. As long as he said, Fang Shaoyi will listen carefully and then respect as much as possible.
The two of them have been a little bit uncomfortable recently, even if the last thing has been made clear, they are all gone, but they really need to sink down and think about it, both of them.
Sometimes some things can leave traces even if they happen, even if it is only a trivial matter, but the sand left by it has been grinding the meat, the longer the time, the more uncomfortable, when torn apart to pick out the sand, the surrounding involvement is also Wipe clean, when can you really calm down and continue to live a comfortable life.
Fang Shaoyi asked him quietly at the time: "Do you want to separate?"
The wilderness said right away: "No, no, then it certainly won't."
Fang Shaoyi sat opposite him, and the wilderness reached out and hugged Shaoyi's neck below, and said with a smile, "What are you talking about? How is it possible."