Chapter 51:

The concept of separation has never been thought of, why separate? How is it possible to separate?
The friends around me are divided, and there are more divorces in the entertainment industry, but Fang Shaoyi and Yuan Ye have always been a whole. At first, no one believed that they could be too long. Later, no one close to their friends doubted their feelings. They must be for a long time, and neither of them will leave.
But there was indeed a problem between the two, and it lasted for a long time.
On the surface, it started with the incident of the crew. Since then, there has been a deviation, and the two people have not been able to get back to the same as they used to. They all said it clearly, and they clearly didn't remember what happened that time, but they couldn't return to their previous state anyway.
The wilderness said that he was looking for himself, but what exactly is the "self" and where to find it. The ten years of marriage have already adapted to this model. Fang Shaoyi's time has been used to make plans. Anything must be considered on the side of Fang Shaoyi. I haven't felt that this is wrong in these years. Especially in recent years, many times the wilderness did not remember that he was a "wildland". His first identity was Fang Shaoyi's lover, followed by himself. Many ideas and many words, from blurting out to considering whether to say, whether to say it, or not to say it at the end.
Everything in his mind was filled into the pen, and the things he wrote became more and more sharp and realistic, but instead of going straight as before, pointing like a knife, it was always separated by a layer. In the past, his things were buried in the soil, and some people said that he was a romantic integration of wild spirits. Later, his romantic breath became weaker and weaker. This may be related to age. After thirty, people's thinking is different at every stage.
But is this change right and whether the way they have been together for a long time is healthy? When two people are split into two individuals and no longer tied together, this kind of thinking is more and more. It is getting deeper.
Feng Leizi had to make a phone call to the wilderness every three minutes. The screenwriters in the movie circle were in short supply, and the skilled screenwriters were never enough. The wilderness is a piece of flesh laid there, and the literary planners stared at him very tightly. Feng Leizi always wanted to dig him into his own project by relying on his personal relationship with the wilderness.
"Brother, help me urgently." Feng Leizi said again on the phone, "My boss asked me to find someone. Those requests he said, when I listened, wasn't it my wild brother?"
The wilderness scolded him with a smile, and then said: "I can't write your boss's story, he is too good to grind."
"Why don't you produce good things without grinding?" Feng Leizi was a little anxious and whispered, "Brother Fire, our copyright from the three directors. The story is here. This must win the prize."
"Then don't you write it yourself?" The wilderness laughed "chattered" and pierced his thoughts. "The better the story, the more you won't get the award.
"I can't write it!" Feng Leizi began to scorn, "Brother, Yege, Uncle! You can do me a favor, can't you help me, I can't find anyone, I don't think I need to be mixed."
Feng Leizi ’s boss is Lin Feng, a director of literary and artistic films. He has won numerous awards abroad. But the ethos is not here, the story is pursued, and you do not need to care too much about the domestic market. If the wilderness took over this job, it would be tied to this story. Lin Feng was famous for grinding people. He couldn't go away at all. He said less than a year and a half, and more said that there were also three years and two years.
The first response in the wilderness was to not take it and wear it. In particular, Fang Shaoyi has a movie to be filmed in the UK, and he hasn't let him go out in the wilderness scene.
The wilderness was later pushed back, and took another project in Feng Leizi's hands, a commercial movie of inference type, which was not so grueling, and the time was much looser.
After that, Fang Shao was alone in Europe, but the wilderness didn't follow. He only spent a week at the beginning, and then came back.
Through time difference, between their work and rest time, the two of them sometimes couldn't get on the phone for several days. Talk about each other's things when talking, and chat for a few minutes, still intimate. When the wilderness is free, he will fly over to the squad. After a few days, he will come back. It is a little tossing. The time is also very full.
But this still didn't bring the relationship between the two back to the previous state, it always seemed like something was missing.
In the middle, Fang Shaoyi sent a planning book to the wilderness and asked him if he wanted to go. The wilderness watched it for two days. The two of them never participated in this kind of thing. The wilderness hated it, and Fang Shao didn't like it either. But this time Fang Shao sent it to him, it is a love travel program, to go to several places, through the program to talk about love several times.
Somehow, both of them signed.
The harmonious nature and the harmonious harmony that the two sides deliberately show are only false prosperity in the end, a little thing is enough to break this tacit peace.
Fang Shaoyi's play was interrupted by about ten days because of other actors. There are two meetings in the wilderness, and if he does not have an unexpected situation, he will fly over a few days. This is what they decided before. They hadn't seen them for nearly two months before that, and it was impossible to say no.
The wilderness sent a message to Fang Shao: Wait for me, baby, to see you.
As soon as Fang Shao didn't reply to this, he packed up his cell phone after the wilderness was sent out, changed clothes and went out to have a meal with the people. He had to discuss something at the dinner table. He also just came back. He had been in another city before. He didn't pay attention to the temperature difference, and he wore less clothes.
As soon as the field went home, he felt wrong when he opened the door. When he saw Fang Shaoyi's shoes, the field immediately looked up and saw the coat on the sofa.
There was a smile in the eyes of the wilderness, and the little surprise from his lover was very useful.
But then he frowned.
The field went upstairs, the bedroom door was not closed, and the lights were on. Fang Shaoyi was lying there sleeping with his eyes closed, his face as white as paper. The wilderness walked past with light steps, leaned on the bed with one knee, leaned over, and pressed his forehead against his forehead to try his temperature.
It was a little hot. The wilderness sighed in his heart, and he hadn't gotten up yet. Fang Shaoyi suddenly reached out to clasp his head and kissed him on the lips.
The wilderness asked him in a low voice: "Not asleep?"
"Well," Fang Shaoyi had a heavy nose, and he hadn't let go. He continued to clasp him in the same position as before, and said against his lips, "Waiting for you."
He breathed so hard, his voice was so dumb, the field closed his eyes, and when he opened it, his eyes turned red.
Fang Shaoyi came back temporarily this time, not taking medicine in advance, and flying back from there was a jet lag, which was almost fatal. The wilderness asked him: "Why don't you wait for me to pass ..."
"Can't wait," Fang Shao smiled and said softly, "I can't wait two more days."
This is a love story, love is naturally beautiful, but it is not the truth. The wilderness knew him so well. The truth was that Fang Shao was afraid that the wilderness would be tired, and that he would spend time to fly to Europe, and that this relationship could only be paid and maintained by one party.
The wilderness was lying next to Fang Shaoyi with his arms around him, his face buried in Fang Shao's neck, and he quietly embraced Fang Shaoyi for a long time. Fang Shaoyi is always very warm, dry and comfortable warm, intoxicating and fascinating.
Fang Shao flew back as soon as he flew back, and after ten days, he shaved off the time difference, and there was nothing left.
Yuan Yuan looked at Fang Shao when he was suffering. He had an empty mouth, but he didn't know how to speak several times. If it was the wilderness that might have fired before, complaining to Fang Shao while being distressed, you will be tossing about for ten days. You can wait for me to get it. You ca n’t know the jet lag?
But now the wilderness can't say anything, and the emotions in his heart are too mixed and chaotic, all crowded together. In the wilderness, someone who writes with a pen cannot find a suitable language to describe it.
On what day did the two of them need this? This is a bit of a failure. The harder the more frustrated.
One morning, after the wilderness finished breakfast, Fang Shao came down from the upper floor and poured a glass of water to take a sip. The wilderness smiled at him.
Fang Shaoyi couldn't eat anything, but in order to make people feel at ease, he ate some porridge. His face was still not pretty, he didn't slow down. Yuan Ye looked at his dry lips with an unnatural color, and suddenly said, "Brother, are you tired?"
Fang Shaoyi looked at him and asked, "What's tired?"
"With me." The wilderness lowered his head and said a little later, "I think you are particularly tired now."
Fang Shao put down his hand and touched his fingers gently, asking him: "Are you tired?"
The wilderness didn't speak, just shook his head.
"We two ..." The wilderness began, and the rest of the words didn't know how to answer it. What happened to the two of them, but it's actually not too bad, but how is it so uncomfortable. I should have talked a long time ago, and I still have those old sayings.
Two or more adult men in their thirties have mixed their feelings without any problems. It's ridiculous to look back and even for no reason.
Fang Shao had no expression on his face, but his eyes were deep. He kept staring at the wilderness, and then asked him: "What do you want to say?"
The wilderness looked up at him, and he didn't continue to speak. He said everything he could.
"What do you want," Fang Shao asked him again and again, his voice low and deep, "You can say what you want."
The wilderness sighed, Hu rolled his head, and even wanted to laugh a little, he said innocently: "I don't want anything, what do I want."
After saying this sentence, he really laughed. He reached over and touched Fang Shaoyi's hand, shook his head and said, "If you don't say it, I want hello, don't be unhappy."
Fang Shao gave him a backhand grip and pinched his finger on his ring.
The wilderness smiled at him.