Chapter 1181: 1184 Remembered

Ling'er also glanced at Feng Jiuxiao, knowing what her daughter was worried about, she said: "This is between me and him. We are no longer the age of ignorance and we know how to deal with this matter."
Qin Shu knew, but was still a little worried, "Dad said you want to return to Jiangcheng with me because of this incident?"
Ling'er nodded: "Yeah."
Qin Shu pursed her lips, not knowing what to say, because she knew what it was like to be deceived and trusted by her closest friends.
She would not persuade her mother to stay.
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After Qin Shu left.
Ling'er glanced at Feng Jiuxiao, didn't say a word, turned and left, but was suddenly moved into her arms, the faint fragrance of bamboo leaves pours into her nose, it is her familiar breath, too familiar temperature is already Go deep into the bone marrow and let her breathe.
A cold voice came from the top of his head, with a little guilt and helplessness, "Ling'er."
Ling'er didn't break away from his embrace, maybe because he was too familiar, or maybe because he didn't hate it from the bottom of his heart.
She sighed secretly, "You can help Xiaobao restore his memory. This belongs to her. Whether it is happy or unhappy, it belongs to her. Even if you owe it, it doesn't exist without losing your memory."
Feng Jiuxiao was also helpless, "I promised Chaoyan."
A few years ago, he made a deal with Chao Yan.
Chaoyan knew that Xiaobao's memory was erased by him, so as a deal, he hoped to seal the memory between him and Xiaobao to prevent her from remembering it.
As a condition of the transaction, he will have a happy home, a loving wife, and children.
This condition was too tempting, so he agreed.
Ling'er was stunned for several seconds, then turned to look at the man, seeming a little surprised: "Zhaoyan knew that he was alive soon, so I asked you to do this?"
Feng Jiuxiao nodded: "Yeah."
Ling'er was not talking, and suddenly there was a pain in the child called Chaoyan. She didn't let her remember, probably because she didn't want to make her sad.
It also shows that their previous relationship is indeed very good.
It's just that the daughter forgot.
She sighed again, trying to leave after struggling with the man's arms, but was held tightly by the man, unable to break away.
Feng Jiuxiao looked down at the woman in her arms and moved her eyes down on her lower abdomen. She was dressed loosely and could not see her belly.
These days, he and Ling'er sleep in separate beds, and he can't even see the baby.
Missing the growth of his daughter, he really does not want to miss the growth of this baby.
"Ling'er, I want to touch the baby, it's been more than a month."
Ling'er blushed, "It's only been more than a month, what's there to touch?"
Feng Jiuxiao said without changing his face: "I want to feel the baby slowly growing in your stomach. This is the right you should have as a father."
When Ling'er heard the last sentence, she didn't argue with him anymore, because she knew that the role of the baby's growing father was essential.
She lowered her eyes slightly and urged: "Then hurry up, I will read the story to the baby later."
"Okay." Feng Jiuxiao hugged her horizontally. Ling'er had to stretch out his arms to clasp his neck to stabilize his figure out of instinct. He raised his foot to close the door, turned and walked to the next room, walking forward. Calm but a bit eager.
Ling'er blushed and looked at the man in front of him. His face was calm and he couldn't see a trace of expression. She asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?"
"Lying on the bed, it's more convenient." Feng Jiuxiao held her to the bed as he spoke, and laid her flat on the small bed, holding the bed sheet with both hands, with a pair of cold eyes, silent. Looking down at the woman.
Ling'er was stared at by the man's gaze, and her mood was a little complicated, and she couldn't resist his gaze, so she turned her head to the side, hoping that he could touch it quickly so that she could leave.
But suddenly I heard him say: "I love you."
The man's voice is as cold and cold as ever, but he has never been more serious.
Ling'er was stunned for a while. This was the first time she heard him say these three words. Before, she answered only one word when she asked him.
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Because Feng Jiuxiao didn't help her restore her memory, Qin Shu was not in a good mood. She sat on the wicker chair under the tree, looking up at the dense branches and leaves in a daze.
At the same time, she has been waiting for information.
It's just that, after so long, she still hasn't received a message from Yin Shi.
Had Chaoyan not found it yet?
When eating at night, Qin Shu didn't say a word, stood up and left after eating.
Except for Xiaojiu, I don't know what happened. The other three adults all know why.
Fu Tingyu put down the bowls and chopsticks and looked up at the opposite father-in-law and mother-in-law, "Dad, Mom, I'll go see her."
The two nodded tacitly, and Fu Tingyu stood up and walked out.
Seeing Fu Tingyu chasing her daughter away, Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er looked at each other, and both sighed, but there was nothing to do.
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At night, after Qin Shu fell asleep, he had a dream, a very long dream, which was all related to Chao Yan.
The dream is very real, as if it happened.
Qin Shu woke up from his sleep, opened his eyes and saw the man looking at her, his eyes were clear, he didn't look like he just woke up, and he didn't know how long he stared at her.
Seeing the girl woke up, Fu Tingyu asked with some worry: "Wake up, how do you feel?"
Qin Shu moved closer to the man's arms and muttered to himself: "I had a dream, and I dreamed of a face."
Immediately afterwards, some pictures suddenly appeared in the brain, they were all pictures from dreams, the pictures were clear and the sentences were real.
Fu Tingyu looked down at the person in his arms, thinking that she had a dream all night long, and that there was another man in her dream. Who could not be jealous?
"Your memory is restored?"
It took Qin Shu a long time to digest the memory that suddenly appeared. If it weren't for a man to speak, she would not be able to react for a long time.
She nodded: "Well, Dad helped me restore my memory."
She used a positive tone, and there was no one else except Feng Jiuxiao.
Fu Tingyu stretched out her slender fingers and brushed away the broken hair from her forehead, "How can you not feel bad about your appearance?"
When she was still a teacher and apprentice, she was not willing to be wronged. When she cried, the master couldn't help it.
What's more, now that she is still her biological daughter, she feels sorry for her.
The girl slept very late last night, so in the early morning she would sleep very heavily. Feng Jiuxiao came suddenly and said to help her restore her memory.
It was the first time that he saw Feng Jiuxiao recovering Bao'er's memory with his own eyes. It was also the first time he knew that when the strength of force reached the level of the emperor, it could not only delay aging, but also erase people's memories and restore them. Master the skills in that area.
Qin Shu stretched out his arms around the man's neck and buried his face in his chest to prevent him from seeing her sad expression at this time.
She remembered everything about Chaoyan.
Just for a moment, the memory is a bit confused, and it takes some time to straighten out.
It's just that those clips are enough to make her sad for a long time.
That fall, she promised Chaoyan to celebrate her birthday, and she was still thinking about giving him a present.
He said that no one had given him a birthday since he was a child, because his birthday is his mother's death, and his father would treat him coldly.
He said: "Baby is the best to me, mine is baby's."
But she broke her promise. She was taken to Qishan by her mother and her memory was erased.
With Chaoyan's temperament, he would definitely wait for her to celebrate his birthday.
She can't imagine that someone who has never had expectations suddenly expects something but is put a pigeon. What would it be like?
And why he set up the Red Sand Organization, and because of what she said without thinking back then, he took it seriously.
Not only take it seriously, but also take it seriously.
And she said yes to do something with him, but she had salt.
She also promised to give him his eyes before he got better, and she broke her promise.
It was said that when she was eighteen, she would also be by her side, still breaking her promise.
She promised him everything, but she didn't do it either.
She also understood now why Chaoyan had to accompany him by herself.
He has been alone since he was a child, and even the servant who took care of him only took care of his three meals a day.
She didn't know before, but when she knew him, she knew that he sits in the pavilion every day, like air, dispensable.
No one spoke with him, and no one helped him.
He said that his world is gray and black.
She didn't understand at that time, but now she understands.
She broke into his world by mistake, trying to make him more angry, trying to get him out of her own world.
I also tried to make him like small animals instead of just pinching them to death.
If Chaoyan’s temperament is in the mouth of others, it is withdrawn, bloodthirsty, unwilling to speak, and the mood is sometimes good and sometimes bad.
When he was upset, people standing in front of him would stretch out his hand and pinch to death without blinking his eyes.
As for the murder, she heard from the people in the village. They said that they did not dare to approach Chaoyan because of fear. He was a monster and an unknown person.
But Chaoyan did not do such a thing in front of her.
Except for not speaking, sitting there motionless, everything else is fine.
Sometimes she realized that he was unhappy, so she stuffed him with candy,
Qin Shu thought that Zhaoyan wanted her to accompany him in such a low voice. In fact, he wanted her to accompany him as before, coaxing him, making him persevere, and giving him a reason to continue living.
At that time, he, like a child, didn't say anything, just wanted you to coax him.
Coax, he will be happy.
But not only did she not coax, she also said he was sick.
How is she different from the people who pushed him into hell?
It's just that she was even more ruthless, trying to pull him out, only half of her body, she dropped him down again, making him return to the world that disgusted him again.
How disappointed was he before thinking about leaving alone?
Fu Tingyu looked at the girl in her arms and felt that something was wrong with her. After recovering her memory, she didn't react at all. She just nestled in his arms. At first, she thought she was tired and wanted to continue sleeping because of her memory recovery.
Only half an hour later, the girl didn't mean to sleep, but her breathing became heavier. Finally, she found that his chest was wet, which made him stiff and panicked.
"Boa, what's wrong with you?"
He tried to pull the person in his arms away, to see what happened to her, why did he cry?
Qin Shu hugged the man and didn't let go or talk, because she didn't know what to say. Before leaving, Zhao Yan just wanted a parting hug, but she was cruel and didn't give it.
He also said that when I meet next time, I really become friends.
He gave up even alive, what's next?
And she also said that they are not friends.
He said that he would never show up in front of her again, nor would he bother her again. The gentleman said it would be difficult to chase after him.
How sad was he at that time?
Is it because of this that he resolutely and resolutely left alone, in the deserted grassland, he thinks of fate?
Fu Tingyu was really panicked now. It's been a long time since the girl had cried like this. He stretched out his slender fingers to hold the girl's face, and when he touched it, he found that she was already in tears. He stopped in his hand and knew it earlier. The girl was so sad that her father-in-law came to restore her memory, and he should stop her.
"Boa, don't you cry?"
Qin Shu still couldn't help it. She really felt sorry for her face and blamed herself very much.
I feel sorry for his childhood experience, and also feel sorry for him, obviously disappointed in this world, but trying to live because of her.
Seeing that she was still crying, Fu Tingyu only touched her thin back with his hands, and then calmed her out of control emotions one after another.
While distressed and worried about the girl, he was a little jealous. The girl cried like this because of another man.
He also suddenly understood why his father-in-law was so reluctant to help the girl recover her memory, because he was afraid of her sadness.
When Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er came to see Qin Shu, she hadn't calmed down yet.
Fu Tingyu held her all the time and comforted her.
After she calmed down, she lifted her head from the man's arms, her eyes cried into walnut eyes, which were very swollen.
The man felt even more distressed.
After washing, Fu Tingyu walked out of the bathroom first and saw Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er. He explained everything about the girl after she woke up.
Even Fu Tingyu himself didn't realize how sour his tone was.
Only then did Ling'er and Feng Jiuxiao understand why Chaoyan didn't want Xiaobao to remember about him, probably because he was afraid that Xiaobai would cry so sad.
Qin Shu came out of the room and saw Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er coming, she barely forced a smile, "Dad, Mom, why are you here?"
When Ling'er saw her daughter's eyes were so red and swollen, it was inevitable that she was a little worried: "Come and see you, I heard Ting Yu just now say that you have been crying for a long time...what are you going to do now?"
Qin Shu said, "It's been several days and I haven't found him yet. I want to find him. I have nothing to say to him."
Fu Tingyu is really a bit savage. He didn’t want to know what happened between her and Chaoyan. When he saw the girl crying like that for Chaoyan, he wanted to know. Without his knowledge, between her and Chaoyan What's the story?
"If you find him, will he not see you?"
Qin Shu replied very positively: "He won't go missing."
Fu Tingyu will directly overturn the jealous jar, "Are you so sure?"
Qin Shu nodded: "Yeah."
Fu Tingyu didn't almost die of acetic acid, "I want to know, why are you so good to Chaoyan?"