Chapter 47: cold war

Since the two of them broke up that day, Ren Zhouyuan and Leonid started a cold war for a week.
This time, Leonid did not squint and forgive as he used to, but gave him the space to calm down as he said, and let him thoroughly think about the relationship between them.
Ren Zhouyuan is really angry at his actions. Even if the words he said last time touched him a lot, he couldn’t resist the things he did, let alone his heart still remembering another thing. A few days did not give Leonid a good look.
Ren Zhouyuan went back to his room to sleep these nights, but in order not to worry about Anan, he still maintained a friendly attitude with Leonid at home, but the sensitive Anan suddenly found two adults. Variety.
On the second night when Ren Zhouyuan returned to his room and slept with Anan, Anan carefully asked him: "Dad, are you not going to sleep in the big dad room tonight?"
Ren Qiuyuan’s face was very exciting. He imagined that he would have been stunned by Anan, but he could only nod his head with his mirror-like eyes.
Xiao Anan said intimately: "That must be the big daddy, daddy, yeah! Great, daddy to sleep with me tonight!"
Ren Zhouyuan can see that his son is screaming at him, and now he is both warm and awkward, and feels that their two adults are too unsophisticated.
Ren Zhouyuan is accompanied by An An, and Leonid is not so lucky. From the first night of the Cold War, he felt deeply sleepless. He had been sleeping alone for more than 30 years. As a result, he only had to sleep for a while, and it was difficult to get used to being alone.
So in the past week, he locked himself in the study every night, and he was exhausted with a lot of work, and he dragged his heavy footsteps back to his room.
However, when he was lying in bed, his brain activity made him more sleepless, and he couldn't help but think of the dispute between the two.
In the first few days, he still felt that although he was wrong, he did not make a mistake. He admitted sincerely that he had done something wrong. He did not understand why Ren Zhouyuan was so angry with him.
He grew up in a Russian family, and Russians value family after marriage, and one of the important components of the family is the crystallization of love between husband and wife. Whether it is his family or his friends, everyone who does not love how much is born, he never understands the Chinese policy of limiting children, nor does he understand why Ren Zhouyuan is unwilling to have one more.
At first, he felt that Ren Zhouyuan still didn't love him enough. If he loved enough, then he would not refuse his request, nor would he be so angry. But after just a few days of horns, he began to realize that he was doing something wrong.
He was wrong in trying to tie him with his child, and he should not have tried his best to put a little baby in his stomach.
He did not think that Ren Zhouyuan would be disgusted with this incident. As he said, he is not a woman, he has no obligation to have children for him, and even if he is a woman, the law does not require a couple to have children after marriage. .
The arrival of a new life, the love and expectation of two people should have been infused, and it is by no means a weapon to be used as a shackle.
Sometimes people are such greedy creatures. When he still can't get Ren Zhouyuan, if he thinks that Ren Zhouyuan can respond to him, he will be happy to find the North; and when he was appointed, he promised to be with him. With Ann’s surprise, he hopes to get more and wants to let Ren Zhouyuan fully subordinate to him and never escape his palm.
I have to think twice, and I ended up losing a mess.
After finally trying to understand, Leonid once again looked back at the incident and suddenly saw how despicable he was.
He used the self-righteous "correct", crowned "love" in the name, hurting the favorite person, and actually laughed and said so many high-sounding words to cover up his crimes, after so many genius finally wake up.
After thinking about this, Leonid couldn't help but want to knock on the door of Ren Zhouyuan and tell him loudly that he had done something wrong. This time, regardless of whether Ren Zhouyuan forgives him, he can no longer hurt him. heart.
But the desire is good, the reality is cruel.
Leonid said that to calm everyone down, Ren Quanyuan calmed down, and he calmly knew that he did not want to see Leonid, at least before the end of the reception, before he could see Leonid’s parents. He does not want to have any dispute with him.
No matter how difficult the days are, time will not stop because of who, when the two are still in the cold war, the year-end summary meeting is on schedule.
Ren Zhouyuan since he knew that Leonid’s family was coming, he felt resentful at the reception. When I thought that the two were still in the cold war, he would have to look at Leonid’s
female companion
who didn’t know who it was, and to see the family’s happy and happy picture. His face was More ugly.
But he was battered and wanted to see who the man was. He wanted to take him to the scene with a malicious band. On the spot, he and Leonid had a son, and he thought of his family’s surprised face. He will make a quick break.
The two were still in the cold war, and he was naturally not going to ask Leonid about the reception, but when he walked out of the house with his well-dressed Anan, Leonid’s car was already waiting outside.
He paused and looked down at Anan, who was holding his hand, and finally opened the door of the back seat silently.
When I arrived at the scene, many guests had arrived. Ren Zhouyuan took Anan off the bus and took his hand behind Leonid. When he didn’t notice it, the eyes would be like a scanner. I scanned it all over.
He sees everyone who thinks that everyone here is like Leonid's "female companion". Once he sees a man standing by a woman who is single, he unconsciously sighs.
As a year-end summary meeting, any company or organization that has cooperated with Vicki is invited to attend the conference. Ren Zhouyuan’s gaze has not stopped. Occasionally, he will be taken care of by some women. Occasionally, he will pay attention to foreigners who seem to be Leonid’s family. No matter which side appears, he can’t be normal. face.
Leonid didn’t know that he was thinking about this. When he entered the door, he saw Anna and saw that they wanted to go forward. Leonid’s eyes were stopped, when he saw Ren Zhouyuan and An’an next to him. Everyone can only stand in a corner from the curiosity of the heart.
Leonid experienced these days, and he couldn’t stand Ren Zhouyuan’s unyielding to him. He looked around the scene and shouted Ron. He whispered a few words in his ear and saw Luo. En took An An’s hand and left.
Ren Zhouyuan did not find Ron approaching. When Anan’s manual movement, he suddenly reacted. He was Ron, relaxed and greeted him.
Ron said: "I will take An An to go to the room inside to rest. Now there are too many people. I will take him out when I am about to start."
Ren Zhou Yuan smashed his eyebrows, but he did not refuse. He nodded his head and leaned down to say a few words to An An, letting Ron leave with An An.
When Anan left, Ren Zhouyuan felt that he was standing on Leonid’s side and was a little embarrassed. However, when he was about to walk away silently, Leonid suddenly reached over and took his hand and took him to another. Go in one direction.
"Where to go, where?" Ren Zhouyuan wanted to pull back his hand in the back, but he was led by Leonid, and he could not earn it. Seeing the people around him began to look at them, Ren Zhouyuan had to obey. Follow him.
Leonid took Ren Zhouyuan to another room. There was no one in the room. He took him to the sofa and sat down. He was kneeling in front of him, holding his hand tightly and looking at him from the bottom up. Eyes.
"What do you want to do?" Ren Zhouyuan was confused by his sudden movements. Before he responded, he heard that Leonid began to sigh and apologize, and it was even more arrogant.
Ren Zhouyuan couldn't help but interrupt his words: "Wait a minute, what are you doing?"
Leonid said of course: "Apologize."
"Why?" asked Ren Zhouyuan.
Leonid looked at him a little strangely. "Because I did something wrong, I apologize and hope to ask for your forgiveness."
Ren Zhouyuan was a little bit sorrowful, and he began to apologize when he said nothing, so he thought that the cold war of this time was for what?
He took a deep breath and said: "You tell me first, what do you think is wrong?"
Leonid obeyed: "I shouldn't ask your thoughts. If you know that you don't want to, you will use this kind of abuse to force you to become pregnant."
Very good, it sounds like this.
"But you think that let me get pregnant, is your starting point good?" Ren Zhouyuan reminded him of what he said that night.
After so many days of self-reflection, Leonid had long understood that his purpose was bad and his means were not correct, so he replied: "No matter what my starting point, I should not do this without knowing it. I I don't respect your thoughts, I am not doing it right."
See Leonid in front of him, apologizing in such a glance, and Ren Zhou’s anger for so many days was wiped out a lot. Not only Leonid, Ren Zhouyuan also carried out self-reflection during this time, constantly questioning what caused Leonid to do this kind of behavior, and finally concluded that -
Both of them are not confident in this relationship.
His lack of self-confidence stems from his origins and has always been in a position in this relationship.
But what about Leonid? He has a happy family, a good life, wherever he goes, is a respectable object, but he is equally unconfident.
Ren Zhouyuan thought for a long time and still couldn't understand why. Until now, Leonid was in front of him and hoped for his forgiveness with a low attitude. He felt that he seemed to want to understand why he was not confident.