Chapter 48: just

When Leonid saw that there was no other problem with Zhou Yuan, he began to apologize from the beginning.
"First of all, I have to admit that I said that I hoped to participate in the whole process of the second child's growth that night. I didn't lie." Leonid looked at Ren Zhou with a serious look: "But I must also admit, In addition to this, I still have a bit of selfishness."
Ren Zhou Yuan looked a move.
"I hope to leave you with my children, so that you can no longer leave me. I am jealous that you have other close friends besides me. I am not the only one in your world."
Leonid spoke very slowly, and spoke these words one word at a time. Ren Zhou Yuan listened to his heart.
He did not think that Leonid’s so-called "hidden private" refers to this. People who are as proud as him will actually admit his embarrassment, let alone his object, even Fan Wenfeng? !
Somehow, for a moment, he suddenly thought that Anan had had similar actions a long time ago. He suspected that Fan Wenfeng was good to him because he liked himself. At that time, An An was so jealous, and now he changed a large An An. I didn't expect the two brains to go all the way.
Ren Zhouyuan feels a little funny when he is helpless. An An is young and young, and he can express his jealousy to him well, but this person will only use this hegemonic means to declare his concern.
Leonid said that he hopes to tie him with his children, and he has not had this idea. He used to use Anan as a tie to hold a family. Even the idea rose when he stepped into this place. The only difference is that he didn't really put what he thought into action.
At that moment, Zhou Yuan suddenly felt relieved. As he suspected, this person is like him, and he is not confident because of love.
Leonid continued: "You asked me if I didn't have Anan, we wouldn't be together, although I really want to say no, but I can't deny this fact."
Ren Zhou Yuan is a bit surprised.
Seeing his face suddenly change, Leonid pinched his hand and explained: "We can never make too many guesses about what has happened. I met you. It is a fact, because we met that time. With Anan, this is also true. You asked me this question, I have made a guess, maybe I have not met you, I will find another person who is equally pleasing in the ordinary days, and form a new family like this. Maybe you are equally happy, maybe you will be happier and you may be."
"But," Leonid raised a hand and gently rubbed the brilliance of Ren Zhou. He said softly: "If I choose again, I still want to choose you."
Looking at Leonid's focused eyes, Ren Zhou's tight emotions gradually slowed down.
The lack of self-confidence in his character is doomed to him often thinking about things, always guessing what "if" will happen, but as Leonid said, these "if" will not happen, nor can it be What impact does life have?
If you were a former self, you might start thinking about Leonid’s words. If they didn’t meet, if Leonid loves others, if they don’t have Ann, they will not be together.
But there is no such thing in the world. If they meet, everything that follows will happen naturally.
Leonid cleared his throat and turned to his later words in Chinese: "I met you, we have Anan, we have the same desire for the 'family', hope to form a happy family, your Everything is so 'just' for me."
"'Just good', you can speak Russian, met me when you help your classmates; 'Exactly, the person Weiqi wants to look for is you, you and I meet again; 'just happened' you gave birth to Anan, 'just' we I tried my best to form a family. Just when I needed you, you appeared."
"Everything is just like this, even if it is because of Anan, we are connected together, but this is also part of the fate. From beginning to end, there is no ‘if’.

Ren Zhouyuan listened quietly to his words, and the inner vibration was no less than ever.
The words spoken in the second language are awkward, but they are more tempting. The accented text is just like the person in front of you. It is a bit clumsy and surprisingly charming.
Leonid’s words unraveled the long-standing relationship of Ren Zhouyuan. Regardless of their origin, growth or future, the moment they are together is what is destined to happen.
The two were opposite each other. No one spoke for a while, and the air seemed to solidify. In each other's eyes, only the other party was the only one.
For a long time, Ren Zhouyuan moved manually, loosened the hand held by Leonid, lifted it over Leonid's face, and gently rubbed his thumb across his lower lip.
He looked at his lips intently and said, "I told you that you didn't have my days in the past, you have had a fiancee," he paused and continued: "Hey I heard that you have a favorite." The man, also the 'female companion' I stole in the office that day."
See Leonid want to explain, Ren Zhouyuan gently pressed his lips and let him listen to what he said. "I always like to think about East, I don't feel confident, I like to doubt, I have been used to it for so many years. I will be very tired when I am with my words."
Leonid tightened his hand and heard him continue: "When I was in Huaian, I used to want to die."
Leonid glimpsed, listening to Ren Zhouyuan’s understatement to say this, his heart was gone, and his heart was hurting. His body leaned forward and he took Ren Zhouyuan into his arms. His arms were getting tighter and he was afraid that once he relaxed, the person would disappear.
Ren Zhouyuan was held by him, and suddenly he chuckled. His hands were on the sides of Leonid's waist and patted him with a little comfort. "I don't have this idea now." He continued the topic in a relaxed tone. "At that time, I felt that I was A different kind, what is a man like me? I don't know if I am a man or a woman. When I found out that I was pregnant, my stomach was already up. At that time, I didn't dare to go out until the production. I stayed at home almost every day for a month. When my stomach was so big that I was shocked, I thought I would like to contact a friend I knew before to help me."
"At that time, I had severe depression. I saw the scissors and I wanted to poke on my stomach. I was lying in bed and I was so worried that I would roll down the stomach and have any consequences. I don’t think anyone else’s family is happy, every time I look at it. I will think of you when I arrive."
Leonid’s body trembled and buried his head on Ren’s shoulder and sucked it hard twice.
"I was thinking, if I didn't know you at the time, maybe I was a bright future college student; if I didn't have Anan, it was just a ridiculous night that night, I will forget it after a while, and occasionally take it out and recall it. Young and crazy; if I am like those people, I have a happy family... If you are here, will I be less painful?"
He looked up from Leonid's arms and looked at his heavy expression and gently printed a kiss between his eyebrows. "But when I gave birth to Ann, I took Ann in my arms, all these. The troubles are left behind, and what I want to say at that moment is just, thank you."
Every time he said something, he printed a kiss on Leonid's face. "Thank you for rounding my dream. Thank you for giving me a family," from the forehead to the nose, to the cheeks, "Thank you. Pursue me in those lovely ways," the last kiss was printed on the lips, and he said while kissing. "Thank you for loving me again."
The two held a kiss, and from the beginning, gently tempted, and then the intense deep kiss, it seems to confirm the existence of each other in this suffocating kiss, until the death.
After a kiss, the two foreheads gasped for breath, and the breath of exhalation merged together, and they could no longer be separated from you and me.
These things that Ren Zhouyuan said are not intended to make Leonid’s guilt. These words have been in my heart for so many years. Until this moment, with the courage that Leonid gave him, the deepest words in the bottom of my heart are hopeful. From now on, he can forget the hurt of the past, no longer blame himself, and open his heart to truly accept a new life.
Leonid left a fine kiss on Ren's face. He thought about it and said to Ren Zhou: "I am very sorry about this incident. From now on, as long as you don't want to, we will only have Anan this life. He leaned over and kissed Zhou Yuan’s mouth and said: "I regret to miss my son’s growth, but I am even more honored that I have not missed you."
"Children are the crystallization of the love of our two, but this love must have you, everything is established." He dialed the broken hair in front of Zhou Yuan, as if to make a vow, sincerely said: "I love you."
Ren Zhouyuan's eyes are swaying, like to cover up the tears that are about to fall, holding Leonid's face and covering his own kiss again.
The two kissed with emotion, and the heart that once pulled away, finally closed again at this moment.
Ren Zhouyuan was pushed down on the sofa by Leonid. The two hands tore around each other and ignited everywhere. It seems that only the close body can feel the existence of the other party at this time.
The heavy breathing sounded in the ear, everything went just right, and suddenly the door knocked at the door, accompanied by the sound of a woman shouting Leonid’s name.
The two men who were immersed in the fire were stunned. When Ren Zhouyuan frowned and asked who it was, he heard Leonid exclaimed -
"Oops! I forgot my parents are still waiting!" He quickly made up the clothes that Zhang Zhou was pulled up, and pulled him up and said: "Go, I will take you to see my family.

Ren Zhouyuan’s expression at this time is = mouth = like this.