Chapter 118: : Deep Planning 1

Xi Yan's hand was embraced by Xuanyuan Yu in front of his chest, and he could no longer break free.
And she has no strength to earn.
The smell of wine lingered on her nose, and she seemed to be drunk.
It's actually very good to be drunk.
What is the solution to worry, only Dukang.
At this moment, can you let her be drunk this time?
However, even when he was drunk, his words were reflected in her ear curtains clearly, hovering in her mind, and she couldn't shake them.
Is she really torturing him?
Tormented him, but her chastity.
The discomfort caused by this chastity is torture to each other.
Up to now, it is unclear who took advantage of who, and who refuted the bureau.
The speculative ‘truth’ made the ‘truth’ even more confusing overnight due to Yinqi Cang ’s words.
Yin Mi Cang said that she had never used her, but she did not lose her consciousness and resistance and was humiliated after drinking his crispy milk tea in the Sun Dragon Cave.
But, after hesitation, she couldn't ask her question.
Opening the lips means tearing that wound again.
This is also torture for her.
Still overcome all torture.
Only one fact is certain.
Her body is not clean anymore.
When she thought about it, she wanted to go away, and his voice sounded low in her ear at this moment:
"Want to leave again?"
Is he drunk or sober?
No matter whether he was really drunk or not, this time, her lack of body only made him hold her tighter.
Every time in the past, she was able to leave her body without leaving. At this moment, because of his perseverance, she could not escape after all.
Her hand still wanted to push him away, and she suddenly was not used to this feeling of being gently embraced, his chin gently rubbing her hair, she could feel his breath, lingering on her forehead Then, her heart burst into a sudden itching.
"... I'm drunk ... only drunk ... can I do this ..."
His voice sounded close to a low murmur. Such a low murmur suddenly made the cold water that she had just drank, freezing her heart that she thought was hard.
The wind in the middle of the night is really cold. His arms are actually very warm. Can this warmth always overflow into her heart and melt the ice there hard?
She couldn't help but shrink back into his arms, but her hand still kept a wary distance.
But, instead of pushing him, just hold the small hand and curl it up in front of the chest.
She, why, suddenly a little bit upset.
At this moment, she would rather believe that he was drunk.
In this way, even if she can't avoid her, she can't speak.
Because, to a drunk person, what she said, with the wake of drunkenness, it is a kind of meaningless.
"It's weird when people get drunk, but their memories are clearer ..."
He paused, lips, printed on her hair, softly grabbing the fragrance of her hair:
"I know, what do you mind, you think my heart has been given to the children, and with your pride, what you want is only a complete one, right?"
He didn't wait for her to answer. Perhaps, he already knew that she wouldn't speak. His voice continued to come along, it was very light, very light, and narrated the past bit by bit:
"I was enthroned at the age of ten and married at the age of fourteen. My wife is the queen of my relatives and the daughter of the servant. In the past, although the three provinces were separated, but which one, I was willing to fall into the other two provinces. After that? So, my first four years in the throne seemed to be infinitely glorious, holding an artifact, but every step was very difficult. For the checks and balances of the previous dynasty, or in order to balance the province of the province, the other two provinces Gradually suppressing the position, I have to register her as the back. "
Since ancient times, in the palace of the emperor, the high concubine, which one is only derived from the pet list? However, they are all the epitome of the former dynasty to the harem.
She knew it all. The lives of the women in the family are therefore involuntary.
"But, at that time, after all, I was young and full of spirits, and I was always unwilling. The first night of the big marriage was due to my temperament, and I rested in the Imperial Study. On the second day, Tong Shi presented the Xipa without redness to her mother. My mother rebuked me for the first time. "
‘Xipa without redness’, these words fell into her ears, she could chew a bitter taste.
Her so-called "Painting Red" is that time, he used the blood of the guardian to deal with the history.
And her real redness, with the fire, disappeared long ago in the place that brought her shame.
Luo Hong, the most precious thing for a woman, is nothing but her shame.
Xi Yan's curled hands were tighter, and she could feel the pain in her fingertips embedded in her belly, but this pain could no longer enter her numb heart.
"I know that the mother-in-law does not really want to blame me, but when I ascended the throne, it happened that the father emperor was killed and the mother-in-law took a lot of effort to finally calm the chaos of the three kings. The support of General Qi Qi. So, no matter what, before my foundation is stabilized, for the three provinces, what I can do can only be courtesy. Also because of this courtesy, even if I do n’t want to be for her, after all On the second day after the wedding, she fulfilled her obligations to her. "
Obligation, the word, is the cruelest word for women in the deep palace.
Of course, if the harem is three thousand beautiful, if the emperor had to inherit the ancestral training of ‘rain and dew,’ why would he come to the rotation of the Yudie brand?
After all, it is just a kind of ‘duty’.
He told her that now, in fact, even ‘duty’ cannot be called.
"After entering the palace, she actually did everything possible to be as good as possible. As a queen, she was generous to the concubines and demure; as a wife, she was considerate to me; as a daughter, she never seemed to interfere What happened in the past. It ’s just that I associate these with ulterior motives. I believe that she must have a plan to enter the palace, and it must not be pure. After all, although I was in the first year of the election, I married her as the palace In addition, thousands of dollars from the powers of the other two provinces will be sent to the palace one after another. These are things that I cannot avoid, and she also needs to consolidate her unbreakable divine grace before them. "
Wife, yes, only the queen is his wife, and Xi Lin's wife is his original wife.
Mu Muruo was not one of the three provinces for the sake of the hairpin, and the gold of Shang Shu Ling of Shang Shu Province was also the high concubine he wanted to register.
Only because of the yin and yang of the night of the last Yuan Festival, he and Mu Tao finally missed it.
Otherwise, whether in Mu's identity or in his heart, it will be the most perfect interpretation of the emperor.
What is she? From the beginning, he was destined to embarrass himself.
She held the hand and slowly released it, leaving a little red mark on her fingertips, but no pain.
"Even though I thought she had a picture, I still started to favor her. During January, there was always half a month, and I only rested in her Luanfeng Palace. The harem and even the previous dynasty were surprised that I would be so spoiled. A woman, but they did n’t even know that. On that day, after the mother reprimanded me, I realized that a real emperor could completely separate love and pet. And I did it. "
Pet and love are completely separated, so what about him?
Is there no pet, no love?
Anyway, this shouldn't be a problem she entangled again.
Because, now she has no qualifications.
"She thought I really liked her. Every day, I approved the discounts. No matter how late, she would be happy to do something new and unprecedented in the palace, making me happy. But, even if I smiled at her , That kind of laugh, but never enter the heart. Such a day has been going through a year, until, one day, the doctor told me that she was pregnant. "
In her lower abdomen, now also conceives a life.
If this kid is his, then how nice.
This thought, when she floated to her atrium, her mind suddenly exploded, and her thoughts stagnated.
She was thinking more and more cranky, perhaps, after pregnancy, her consciousness began to be unclear.
"When I heard this good news, I did n’t know what was more in my heart. Also that night, when I went to see her, she begged me for the first time, and she told me to keep her child, and the child was not there. She is gone. I do n’t know why she made this request suddenly. Perhaps, at that time, she had a hunch about it, but I did n’t pay attention to it at all. "
She thought that she could appreciate Xi Lin's state of mind. Those who had never been a mother would not understand this mood.
Even if this child should not come to this world, as long as he exists, no matter what, as a mother, he will try his best to protect his completeness, even at the expense of his own life.
"At that time, I have always been cold-eyed to the open battles of these harems. Originally, this is the same place as the former North Korea. Even if there was a beauty in the palace who died due to dystocia, but I think that for the queen of the palace, he is also a waiter As for her daughter, in the previous misfortune of Gong Wei, since they are all safe and sound, and are pregnant with dragon heirs, how many people dare to make calculations, and how can they be born? "
When he said this, he paused a little, and some words were not necessarily said, but they were good.
For example, if he was born, if he is a prince, the rule of 'killing a mother's son' is suspended there. However, to her in front of him, he can't tell the rule to her now anyway.
Otherwise, he was worried that her cleverness would make her think about something that she shouldn't think, and finally, she trapped herself in.
He likes her cleverness, but, more often, she would rather be stupid.
As for the child in her belly, even if it is a boy, he will surely keep their mother and child safe.
Therefore, this rule does not matter.
"In the month before she was about to give birth, she still insisted on leading the concubines of the Six Palaces and presided over the silkworm mulberry ceremony. At the ceremony, suddenly, it was premature ... Still difficult to deliver ... When I arrived at the other palace ... I only had time to see her The last side ... "
When he opened his lips again, his voice became lighter and softer, and later, almost silent, only his chin against her hair was so heavy.
After a long time, when she thought he was drunk, it was only when she fell asleep that his voice came again:
"I still remember that once, and only once, she made a wish to me, and let me dig out the wine buried under the plum tree with her eight years later. Unfortunately, this wish has come to fulfill today. But after she lost her, I kept thinking, if, in the two years with her, I did n’t pretend to be pampered to her, would n’t the result be different. She would n’t be when she died Only then did she say that to me, she said, she did n’t want to enter the palace ... but ... she could n’t help but enter ... "
He couldn't say the words before Xi Lin's death.
In fact, Xi Linming already knew his hypocrisy.
but,
He insisted on warming his cold heart.
Try to let him learn how to love someone.
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