Chapter 119: : Planning 2
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Disgraced Consort
- Feng Chen Xue
- 2011 characters
- 2021-03-02 09:25:56
It's a pity that one person's persistence and one's attempts can't get a response and they are destined to be very tired.
Until the end, when she couldn't hold on, she decided to stay away from death.
When he understood, he had lost this opportunity.
Lost, this, the woman who deserves his love.
As for the fact that he conferred Hui Fei, Xiao Fei and Zhuo Fei together on the burial of the Queen, he did not mention it, nor did Xi Yan ask.
The whole story is not important at this time.
Because, she believes, these three concubines must be related to the queen's premature delivery, and cannot be separated from any relationship.
Otherwise, with her knowledge of Xuanyuanyu, he is not an emperor who is good at killing.
He embraced Xi Yan, saying one by one:
"Five years after losing her, I closed myself for five years, because, with my cruel sacred pets, I forced her bit by bit to a desperate situation. For five years, I have been unable to escape, it is a guilty heart. If I could give her a little, true warmth, maybe give her a little love, maybe she would not die to death, but with regret, but to death, she has maintained me ... "
He wanted to tell her that his heart has always been complete?
"Five years later, I met you, you are also the daughter of the power minister, even though the power minister is gone, but your identity is still there. Even, when the draft, I thought you were there because of the beauty of that night. What I asked for was just, once and for all, what you asked for seemed to lie only in maintaining the tranquility of the palace. Three years of self-requested repairs were beyond my expectations. "
More than his surprise?
If it were not for the sake of the king's palace, according to her former temperament, would she allow herself to clean up?
"Perhaps it was unexpected that time. Three years later, when you were recalled by your mother again, even if I knew the intention of my mother, but this time, I did not intend to go against the meaning of my mother. Because every time I think Ignore you, but time and time again, you have to pay attention to you, and you have to pay attention to your manners. Until the end, my emotions are easily controlled by you. Until— "
He stopped suddenly, and there was silence all around him.
Why didn't you say it suddenly?
Yu Yan unconsciously moved her face slightly, why, she suddenly wanted to listen to him?
Her slightly raised eyes were facing his deep eyes, and Yuehua sprinkled a soft light and shadow on his face. Between these lights and shadows, he just fixed her, and fixed her.
I don't know how long it has been condensed, and when he will remove his eyes.
She was a little embarrassed and wanted to lower her face, but eventually heard his voice coming again:
"I want to know if there has been a moment in your heart because of my emotions-even if it is only a moment."
Have it?
No!
She wanted to say ‘no’, but the word ‘no’ seemed to choke in her throat and she could n’t say it.
He could only shake his head vigorously.
Although he still has a complete heart.
However, she is no longer complete.
The body is broken, and the heart will not be complete.
She doesn't deserve him anymore.
She didn't think that she could really get his complete heart.
Perhaps, it was only due to a guilty self-salvation.
The hand pushed him back and ran away.
This run away, he did not stop her.
There was no trace of footsteps behind her.
He did not chase.
fair enough.
When she ran to the front of the temple, the moment when the lotus foot was about to enter the temple, she turned back a little, and saw that he was lying there on the ground without moving.
She just pushed that, and didn't use much force. If you push him down, you won't hurt.
But why, he lay there, didn't get up, didn't move?
Her foot stepped into the threshold, overhanged the threshold, after all, retracted, and crossed again, and finally, she turned sharply, but was about to return to him, this turn, actually hit a soft block wall.
From, he has a soft wall with a broad chest.
When he got up and when he came behind her, she didn't know.
I only know that she hesitated for a while, and he came behind her.
Was she hesitating for too long, or did he just lie down for a while?
Without waiting for her to continue thinking, his voice rang in her ear again:
"I once said, let me take you to learn how to love someone, as long as I still have time, I take you to learn, now, I have a lot of time, but, these times, maybe, are not what you want So, I will give you a deadline-limited to the birth of the fetus in your belly, by that time, if you do n’t want to stay with me, I will allow you to return to the Miaoshui Wangting. If you want to continue Stay here, I will give this child a more justified identity. "
He said this clearly, not only clearly, but also firm.
"Emperor, the concubine is already unfaithful, not worth the emperor."
This sentence is very short, but she only knows how much effort she needs to speak out.
Every word leaked from the wound that was torn open from the bottom of my heart, which was the most cruel word.
Of course, what else can she say?
As an emperor, she knew that it was not easy for him to say this.
It is for this reason that she would rather only say that when he was drunk and half awake, if she took it seriously, she might be hurt more deeply in the future.
Wake up, dream up, he can turn around, but she has no way back.
"I don't care. As long as you are Nalan Xiyan, I will never care about this!"
Don't care?
Don't care now, do you really never care?
Even she cared about it, not to mention him?
enough!
Sweet words, can't be said like this, can't!
She was not good enough to let an emperor say such a thing, even if she still had a little beauty.
It's just a little bit of beauty.
"Emperor, you drink too much, and the concubine asked Grandpa Li to wake you up and drink."
She was blessed, and after saying this, she passed by beside him.
Once again, pass by.
This time, his words came clearly:
"I would rather be drunk ... drunk concubine ..."
When the words fell, he turned around and left before her.
She could see that the direction of his departure was Cheng En Dian.
Inside the hall, the lights were brighter.
A slender figure of a woman was projected on the temple window, and then the candlelight suddenly disappeared.
Inside the hall, sink into the black silence.
Her heart sank into a black silence together.
Nalan Xiyan!
What are you doing?
In her heart, when she asked this sentence, she knew that if he asked again, she would repeat it again.
This body is not clean, how can she use her broken body and then hope to get the perfect relationship?
The hand covered the abdomen, and there was pain again.
She can't let her emotions fall into sorrow like this, which is bad for children.
Slowly walked into the hall, and sat down in front of the couch. Outside the hall, there was a little noise, thinking that the palace people who had just disappeared returned to their respective values, and some people walked into the entrance of the hall. It is Liqiu.
"Niangniang, are you going to settle?"
"Well." She whispered.
Come near to Qiu and help her:
"Ma'am, your complexion is not very good, but will the slave-servant tell you that Zhang Yuan is coming to take a look?"
"No. This palace is not a problem."
"Madam!"
Li Qiu shouted in shock, and with this shout, Fang saw that under her skirt, there was a touch of red.
She looked at the reds and rendered them without dizziness, even though the pain in her belly became more obvious.
She knows that this baby, she is very difficult to protect, but, no matter what, she wants to protect.
Li Qiu's exclamation broke the silence of Tianzhao Palace, and even Grandpa Li was so nervous that he couldn't increase it, but the lights in Cheng'en Hall were always dark.
Grandpa Li echoed back in front of the hall door. Inside, Xuanyuan's very faint response came, and there was no other sound.
After serving the emperor for many years, Li Gonggong couldn't see through this moment, but as a minion, he didn't need to see too much.
Isn't it?
Zhang Zhong deserved to be a magician, and he opened a prescription overnight. After Xi Yan served, the blood stopped.
However, Zhang Zhong's eyebrows were always wrinkled when he took the pulse. Xi Yan's veins had a trace of strangeness. He could not tell where this strangeness was at the moment. Because the mother is weak, if you want to keep this baby, you will have to spend many times the effort of ordinary people.
However, in this world, there has never been a life that Zhang Zhong wanted to protect. Even if the king of the king wanted three men to die, he would like to leave people to five men.
Because of this, he asked Xuan Yuanyu to suspend him in the inner palace every day, so that in case of a change in the appearance of her face late at night, it would take a lot of time to arrive from the Tai Hospital. Nothing.
Xuanyuan Yu quasi-played.
Princess Chen Yuan also arrived the next day from Ci'an Palace, accompanied by Yan Yan in the side hall.
When Xi Yan woke up, the first thing she saw was Chen Yuan who was leaning against her bed, slightly slapping.
She saw that the scars on Chen Yuan's right face could no longer be seen. The medicine Xuan Yuan gave her at that time was indeed effective.
Hand gently touched Chen Yuan's cheek, and then touched the fingertips there, Chen Yuan was awake:
"Yan'er!"
Chen Yuan summoned this out, without calling the court's vain.
In addition to rejoicing, the voice is more worried.
Very worried.
And she, do n’t worry about Chen Yuan.
"Mother, it's okay." She smiled, and she was about to sit up with her body up.
"Don't get up, the courtyard is saying, you have to lie on the bed well for a few days, and you can't move."
"Lying down like this, you are not sick if you are sick."
"Silly girl, where are you sick? I'm pregnant with a child, but I still feel like a child." Chen Yuan tried to speak in a relaxed tone, not to let her worry be aware of Xi Yan.
"I'm not so expensive. I'm like a child. I'm so old. It's just the first time I'm pregnant with a child. I'm not used to it." Xi Yanjiao said with a terrible voice.
She saw that there was no one in the hall except for the few embassy palaces standing outside, and she let go a little under her heart.
"Yan'er, I ask you, is this child really so important to you? If you and the child's life can only stay one, what do you choose?" Chen Yuan asked the sentence along Xi Yan's words.
Xi Yan paused, condensing Chen Yuan, but the smile on her lips did not diminish, but continued:
"If at that time, let the mother choose one between Yaner and mother, how would the mother choose?"
She couldn't ask anything directly, although, she knew that, in her life, Chen Yuan must know a little, maybe, also know something about Nalan Jingde.
But, if asked directly, it undoubtedly hurt Chen Yuan's heart.
Even if it is a foster mother, when she raises a child for so many years, how can she not be sad when she questions her life experience?
really--
Chen Yuan paused for a while, and said:
"Of course, I will also choose Yan'er."
"Yeah, since the mother and daughter have chosen this way, Yan Er's choice is naturally a child."
"Yan'er!"
Chen Yuan suddenly covered Xi Yan's hand, but heard that there was a general voice outside the hall.
"The Queen Mother is here!"
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