Chapter 91: Blessing after breaking up

Liu Yanbo doesn't know how others think about the wandering, but he is sure that he absolutely doesn't like the days of wandering.
He has lived for twenty-six years, but for thirteen of them he was a homeless tramp.
Liu Yanbo hates wandering. Even in many quiet nights, he questioned why he should live more than once.
During those days, he had no family and no friends. Many times, even he himself is not sure whether he really exists in this world.
Until Han Feiyan appeared, Liu Yanbo did not find the direction of life.
May not last long, because of his own neglect, ignoring the desires of a normal person, blindly pursuing his inner life, and finally fell into a bamboo basket to draw an empty ending.
Then, Yin Hanruo appeared and tied Liu Yanbo who wanted to escape again with a marriage certificate.
Love represents a kind of spiritual happiness, but the marriage certificate represents a real family.
Compared to happiness in the soul, Liu Yanbo needs a family more.
This is also his original purpose to come to the sea market-to find a city, meet one person, settle down in a family.
Han Feiyan frowned, in a word: "Do you love her?"
Han Feiyan did not understand Liu Yanbo's past, but she knew enough about his attitude towards feelings.
This man is too rational and indifferent, and the love at first sight cannot happen to him.
What is more important is his way of expression. There is no emotion of being obsessed with a woman at all in his discourse. It is really like choosing to get married only for that marriage certificate.
I don't know why, thinking of this, Han Feiyan even had a hint of joy in his heart, waiting quietly for Liu Yanbo's answer.
Liu Yanbo's eyes fell back to Han Feiyan from the window and asked, "Is this important?"
"The most important thing is that I am her husband and she is my wife. We have already obtained a marriage certificate. This is what I want." Liu Yanbo asked himself.
This marriage, he cares about this, and only this one.
And this is precisely the reason why Yin Hanruo can restrain Liu Yanbo.
Wen Yan, Han Feiyan frowned.
Liu Yanbo did not answer love or not, that is to say, he was evading this question. Is this justifying
Does he not love her?
But soon, Han Feiyan frowned again and asked, "Just because she received the certificate with you, you can make changes for her. And I had to accompany you because I was just a girlfriend. Day, is this fair to me? "
Liu Yanbo sighed softly and said slowly: "Does it still make sense to say this now? Like you said, you have done something wrong, and I have something wrong. Let it pass as it is in the past?"
"Isn't it good to be like this now?" Liu Yanbo smiled bitterly: "You have the life you want, and I have found what I have been expecting for a long time. Why bother to be entangled once you are sorry for me, or me Lost you? "
He wanted to escape, escape from this emotional vortex.
There are many words that Liu Yanbo cannot explain, such as the difference between Han Feiyan and Yin Hanruo.
Han Feiyan has feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Because of love, both sides will tolerate each other, and Han Feiyan's character is not strong, so in the days with Liu Yanbo, never expressed dissatisfaction with life.
Liu Yanbo is a person who has been lonely for too long. He has already developed the habit of "selfishness". He is self-centered in everything, and it is difficult to take into account the thoughts of others.
If Han Feiyan raised his dissatisfaction with life, Liu Yanbo would make some changes for her.
The difference between Yin Hanruo and Han Feiyan is that Yin Hanruo has no affection for Liu Yanbo.
Without love, there is no emotional use, everything is a purposeful transaction.
I will give you a home, you help me shield the wind and rain.
If Yin Hanruo did not explicitly put forward these conditions, Liu Yanbo could not make any changes for her.
But there is no if in this world, if you miss it, you miss it.
The ending is not the best ending, but it is the most real fact in front of you.
Liu Yanbo's answer is not satisfactory, but it is also very clear.
The reason why he will make a change for Yin Hanruo is because of that marriage certificate.
As for Han Feiyan, Liu Yanbo loved her. Although it was not clearly stated, it was proved by action.
If he doesn't love, why should he come today?
Liu Yanbo lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and said mildly: "Feiyan, as long as you want, we can still be friends."
Many people often say that two people who have truly loved each other should not contact again after they break up, let alone be friends.
Liu Yanbo doesn't understand why this is because he can't do it.
Han Feiyan is too important for Liu Yanbo, he can't put her down completely.
The love she once gave was like a ray of sunshine, warming his once cold atrium and bringing a dawn to his dark world.
She pushed open a door and let him out of the cage that she built.
This feeling, Liu Yanbo did not dare to forget, nor could he forget.
Han Feiyan stirred the milk tea on the table and fell silent.
The plots of the past come to mind one by one, how could she really forget the man in front of her.
Just--
For a long time, Han Feiyan raised his eyes and sighed: "I still don't want it! I asked you to come because I was really angry yesterday, and it can be said that jealousy is at work, but it is much better now. Just like you said , Let it pass in the past, and I ca n’t go back anyway. "
Turning back is too difficult.
Is there another sentence in this world that is more inspiring than the phrase "I can't go back", and is more suitable for couples who still love after breaking up?
Han Feiyan's eyes were reddened and said softly: "Whether the future is good or bad, this is our own choice."
After finishing, Han Feiyan picked up the milk tea on the table and said with a smile: "Yan Bo, I wish you a happy wedding!"
Liu Yanbo also picked up the milk tea on the table, took a deep look at Han Feiyan, and smiled, "I also wish you happiness and happiness!"
Was right or wrong!
With these two blessings, the unforgettable love between the two ended in a real sense.
Since then, they have been separated from each other, not owing each other.
Although they live in the same city, may they never want to meet again?
Maybe when someone is quiet at night, they will still remember each other's good and bad, but they will not appear in the other person's life deliberately again.
This is parting.
There was no love and hatred when we broke up that day, and there was no right or wrong when we just met today, only the last sincere blessings.
After breaking up, he will not be a friend or an enemy. This should be the best ending?
Han Feiyan took milk tea as wine. After drinking it in one breath, he got up and said, "I'm going."
Liu Yanbo also drank the milk tea in the cup. First, after a dumb "Oh" sound, he quickly got up and smiled, "Go slowly."
Han Feiyan smiled, pursed his lips and said: "It's okay to change your temperament and love to act like you!"
she left.
Left Liu Yanbo froze in place, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and a bit of pain appeared.