: Chapter 40

Al is you, you are Al, I love you.
Xiao He shouted these words abruptly, his heart beating.
He said it, he really said it, just said it without scruples!
Fan Shen got up slightly and stared at him: "What do you mean?"
The eyes were still as deep as the dark sea, but there seemed to be some shallow ripples in the depths of the eyes.
Xiao He understands Fan Shen and knows that he has finally come to the point.
Dare to delay any more, dare not hesitate any more, Xiao He said everything.
"It might be weird to you, but I am doing something like this."
Xiao He's throat moved slightly, suppressing the tension in his heart, and said in a deep voice: "This world is fake, this is just your spiritual world, and my task is to come here to heal you."
"Fake? The spiritual world?" Fan Shen chuckled, the color of his eyes deepened again, "Xiao He, are you still treating me as a child?"
"I'm not kidding!" Xiao He raised the volume rarely, almost screaming!
He was suppressed, he couldn't escape the shackles of Fan Shen, but his eyes suddenly brightened.
"If you don't believe me, you can kill me now, I won't die, I will come back!"
At the beginning, there is nothing to be afraid of. Since it was a misunderstanding anyway, he explained clearly and explained clearly!
"My name is Xiao He, I'm just an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary. Because of an online questionnaire, I got a job to cure a severely split patient. His name is Fan Shen, and that's you."
Xiao He said in a loud voice, and Fan Shen slowly narrowed his eyes.
If this is a joke, it must be said, very out of date.
But Xiao He did not mean to stop: "I was asked to enter your spiritual world, and the first world I met was called Al. He was a silver-haired elf, the king there. I had contact with you. For a long time, I finally fell in love with you..."
Xiao He recounted while recalling, scene after scene like uncovered scars, the heart of the painful person was astringent, but he wanted to clarify.
"Because I fell in love with you, I began to really want to heal you. In any case, I hope you can wake up in the real world and hope you can recover. So I started the second world, but I didn't expect the first The second time I will meet you so young, I actually don’t know your mother at all. Everything is a coincidence. She fled to me downstairs and entrusted you to me. When I saw that it was you, I would never let go, so I took you. Escaped."
Xiao He fell into the memory, and suddenly remembered the seven-month-old boy, his eyes became softer.
"You are so young and so behaved. I know that you are Fan Shen, but I can't regard you as Fan Shen. I have poured my countless feelings and have been with you for more than ten years, but it is really family love. A little distraction, until..."
Xiao He paused, and briefly said what was behind, but in fact he didn't need to say it, Fan Shen also knew it.
Until Fan Shen's life experience was unlocked, until they had a relationship...
Xiao He looked at him and said almost every word: "Maybe I used to think of you as my own child, but now how come I still have that kind of thought? You are Fan Shen and you are Al. It's you, and only you I like, really only you."
I have said everything, but Xiao He is a little nervous, will Fan Shen believe it?
And Fan Shen has been staring at him, and after an unknown period of time, he said: "Then why is there an Al here?"
Xiao He's heart jumped, he knew that Fan Shen still didn't believe it, he still had to explain.
But... why there is an Al here, Xiao He himself doesn't know at all. It stands to reason that it cannot exist...
Wait... Suddenly, Xiao He's brain flashed, miraculously figured it out.
He suddenly got up, took Fan Shen's arm, and then trembled: "Because you want an Al."
Fan Shen frowned: "I don't understand."
Xiao He's eyes were bright, and there was a sense of thoroughness that suddenly figured out.
"Xiao Fan, this is your world, this place belongs to you, because you know Al's existence, so you subconsciously outline such a person, and logically calculate it, an adult man will grow up with you To be so similar, it can only be your uncle, that's why Al is such a person!"
After saying this, Xiao He suddenly became clear. It must be so. Only in this way can he explain why there is an Al in this world.
But Fan Shen's expression remained unchanged: "This is incredible."
"Yes..." Xiao He took a deep breath and continued, "This is indeed unimaginable to you, or it should be said to subvert everything, but it is all true, if you insist..."
Xiao He gritted his teeth and decided that it would be better to sacrifice himself: "I can commit suicide, but don't be afraid, I can come back to find you."
Fan Shen was silent.
Xiao He really planned to suffer a lot. Anyway, he woke up when the pain was the most painful. When the time comes, let Qin Su adjust it, and he can return to this point in time.
Madan, is there any pain?
Seeing Xiao He really wanted to act, Fan Shen stopped him.
"I don't know if I should believe you." He said softly, slowly burying himself between Xiao He's neck.
Xiao He's body trembled slightly, but he felt that Fan Shen's emotions had subsided.
It was finally able to comfort him, which was a step towards success.
Fan Shen pressed against his fair skin and continued: "If what you said is true, then everything around me is fake. Am I really alive?"
Xiao He's heart tightened, and he immediately said: "Of course! Fan Shen, you are very powerful in reality, very powerful, although I don't know exactly what you do, but your subordinates can give me 30 million commissions. , I want to come is super not bad for money."
Fan Shen's body was slightly stiff.
In order to relax him, Xiao He almost said everything he knew. He was actually not good at concealing. He was able to pour out everything in his heart. He felt that he was more relaxed, more relaxed, and the whole person relaxed.
Fan Shen knew him well, Xiao He's expression was definitely not a fake.
So... what he said is true.
Fan Shen narrowed his eyes, covering all the emotions in his eyes.
Xiao He was still thinking about something to say, but soon he hummed softly.
Fan Shen kissed his neck, his breath getting hotter and hotter.
Xiao He moved slightly, and Fan Shen whispered: "Don't move."
Xiao He didn't dare to move, but he was a little nervous, because the previous Huanai was too savage, and he was in pain.
What surprised Xiao He was that Fan Shen was very gentle, so gentle that was beyond imagination.
This was an unusually affectionate experience. Xiao He was confused for several times and did a lot of things he couldn't even think of, but he also enjoyed a lot of pleasure that he couldn't even think of.
Al was always gentle with him, but they never made it to the end.
Fan Shen may be relatively young. In addition, he has been depressed for too long and longing deeply. He thought that Xiao He didn't love him, so he didn't have the power to control him every time, and he would inevitably get a little bit of injury.
Although Xiao He has adapted to it and can even enjoy it, he is still a little afraid of pain.
When Fan Shen was treated like this, he only felt that his heart was constantly trembling, and the itchy, numb, and intoxicating taste made people forget.
For the first time, Xiao He was so unrestrained, and for the first time he was so relaxed.
Even if Fan Shen wanted him to rest, he actually rose up again and climbed onto him again.
In the end, Xiao He was really affected, soft by the bed, ignoring the filth in his body, and fell asleep.
Fan Shen's eyes were deep, he hugged him in his waist, carefully entered the bathroom, and cleaned him without awakening him.
When he was clean, he hugged him out again and put it on the soft bed.
Xiao He slept very soundly. Because he solved the knot, he was very at ease. Because he was greedy of love, he was very satisfied. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised like a cat full of food and drink, quiet and obedient.
Fan Shen approached him and kissed him on his lips, but his eyes were full of sadness.
If what Xiao He said is true, how ridiculous is his life?
What you believe is false, what you have is false, and what you see and think is also false.
Is Xiao He only real?
No... Xiao He is also fake, he and him are lingering every night, kissing him every day, hugging him, hugging him, trying to imprison him, wanting to monopolize him.
But in fact, he hadn't even touched his real skin.
Or it should be said that he didn't even know his true appearance.
How ridiculous.
Fan Shen smiled lightly, there was no madness in his eyes, but he lost his look, as if his soul had been drawn away.
He said he wanted to heal him, but how to heal?
What did Al do?
Al ruined the world for him.
So... Is he going to destroy everything in front of him?
If he destroys them, can he touch the real him?
If he destroys this world, can he completely own him?
If all this were to disappear, would he...belong to him?
Yes……
Fan Shen's eyes were filled with soft love, like a big net, completely covering the person in front of him.
He wants to find reality, return to reality, and then truly possess him!
A flesh and blood, a real, complete, and clear Xiao He!
This obsession almost turned into substance, rising to the sky, like a long sword, splitting this false space.
Xiao He woke up abruptly, but he felt the earthquake and the mountain shaking, and the sky was falling apart.
What's wrong?
Just fine, what happened here?
Xiao He was still confused, but soon he saw Fan Shen who was smiling.
Suddenly... the throat seemed to be blocked by something, Xiao He could not make any sound.
In Fan Shen's eyes, there was no despair, no loss, only the desire to shine like a star.
This world is collapsing, and this space is sparsely separated, but all this makes Fan Shen feel relieved.
Xiao He didn't lie to him, it really was a false dream here.
He really lives in his own world.
In this case... just wake up.
Only when you are awake can you see the truth.
And what he wanted was the real Xiao He.
Xiao He's eyes were full of panic and shock. He quickly got up and shouted, "Xiao Fan..."
Behind Fan Shen is a large piece of collapsed fragments, like broken glass, reflecting countless scenes, but every piece is incomplete, incomplete, and invisible.
Only the man standing in front of those fragments was clearly incapable of looking away.
He has black hair and blue eyes, a slender and body, and a rare appearance.
But at this moment, all Xiao He could see was the light smile on his lips.
Light, gentle, full of countless affection.
"wait for me……"