Chapter 75: chapter 75

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I look a lot like Fan Shen...
Like, more than just like!
Xiao He stared at him dumbfounded, almost afraid to blink his eyes.
The eyes, nose, lips, chin... completely similar! I can't find even the slightest difference!
At that moment, Xiao He almost thought that it was Fan Shen who was protecting him, the iron-blooded leader who had grown thoroughly, the young prince who was regaining his rights!
But...Fan Shen won't be here, and he won't be wearing the uniform of the Galactic Emperor to protect him.
This is Fan Chen.
But isn't he disfigured?
Realizing that his mask had fallen, Fan Chen's eyes flashed in a panic, but soon he calmed down, just looking at him calmly like this.
But Xiao He couldn't meet him anymore.
He avoided his sight in a panic, struggled to get up, and quickly plunged into the battle.
Fan Chen saw Xiao He's mood swings in his eyes, but he just pressed his thin lips and couldn't say a word.
The battle continued. Although Xiao He had forcibly stabilized his mind, he still fluctuated uncontrollably.
Some past events rushed to my heart, and those past that I dared not remember for a long time came ferociously, distracting Xiao He several times.
The coach is upset, how is this battle going on?
In the end, Xiao He really had no choice but to let the deputy commander take command. He went to the lounge to make adjustments.
At this moment, Fan Chen came over.
Xiao He suddenly raised his head and saw Fan Chen who was not wearing a mask. His whole heart was beating rapidly.
He turned his head, didn't look at him, just lowered his head and asked in a dull voice: "Why are you lying to me?"
Obviously he was not disfigured, but said he was disfigured.
Fan Chen walked in with a steady pace and a calm voice: "You should know my mind."
His understatement made Xiao He's heart twitch.
"Xiao He," Fan Chen leaned over, his black eyes were like night, but there were countless emotions surging inside. It seemed that thousands of stars connected into a big net, and he wanted to draw the man in front of him into it, "You know me Love you, right?"
Xiao He looked at him, but couldn't make a sound.
He knows...but what about knowing, he...
Fan Chen didn’t give him a chance to speak. He continued:
If I didn’t wear a mask, would you look at me every day? Are you looking at me or him? Xiao He, I know you can’t let him go, so I’m willing to put myself Hidden his face, I am willing to wear a mask with you for the rest of my life. I am willing to love you silently forever, but I don’t want to use this face to seduce you."
"Xiao He, if I hadn't put on the mask again, you would have accepted me, right? But if it was really like that, then I will live in anxiety throughout my life, because I can't tell if you are in love. who is it."
While talking, Fan Chen smiled bitterly again: "I think time can change everything. I thought that with a sincere heart, you will respond to me sooner or later, but after ten years, you all know my intentions, but you don’t have a single bit of it. My son wanted to respond. I wanted to make you fall in love with me, but in the end... it was useless."
The tone of his words was gentle, but the content of the words was full of deep bitterness, making Xiao He's heart aching.
"Fan Chen...I..." He looked at him, but he really didn't dare to look at him.
It's so alike, it's so alike... He can't tell the two of them at all.
Fan Chen looked down at him, and he could see all Xiao He's emotions clearly.
He could see Xiao He clenching his fists nervously, he could see his dodge vision, and he could see the heart in his chest. He was obviously injured, but because he saw this face again, Bumped non-stop.
The tingling pain spread in the chest, and the bitterness that had been suppressed for a whole decade broke out at this moment.
He was by his side, he treated him wholeheartedly, and he gave him all the affection of this life.
But... he can't see, hear, feel.
Fan Chen understood that Xiao He silently refused for ten years.
He was actually prepared. One ten years is not enough, two ten years, two ten years are not enough, three, four, five... In short, he will accompany him, wait for him, and will always be by his side.
He always has a chance.
But at this moment, when the mask came off, Fan Chen knew that he had no chance, never.
Ten years of staying together couldn't get him to respond at all. Now that he just showed this face, he actually saw the affection in his eyes.
A thick irony filled my heart, and finally turned into a burst of anger and unwillingness that could not be suppressed.
"Why." Fan Chen's eyes gradually darkened, "Why did he hurt you like that, and you still love him like this?"
His low voice made Xiao He tremble slightly.
Yes...Fan Shen betrayed their feelings like that, Fan Shen abandoned him like that, but he...but he...
"Xiao He! Will you wake up! He doesn't love you, never loves you, he just treats you as a plaything, he just treats you as an object of venting!"
Fan Shen's questioning opened up Xiao He's scars that had been hidden for many years, causing the blood that had stopped flowing on the surface to come out again fiercely.
Xiao He's face turned pale, and even his lips were not bloody. He had only a pair of eyes, black hollows, and black people lacking popularity.
Seeing such a young man, Fan Chen couldn’t help feeling distressed. He leaned over and hugged him, touching his ear to comfort him: "Xiao He, forget him, he betrayed your feelings, he doesn’t love him. You, he doesn't care about you, he can hold a woman to mock you, insult you and scold you, he says you are disgusting, says you are unworthy, says you..."
Fan Chen's whispers brought Xiao He back to that moment ten years ago.
The pain of piercing and eroding bones quickly transpired in his body, and Xiao He couldn't help but shrank, almost forgetting the strength of breathing.
He dare not think about this memory, dare not touch it, let alone say it.
No one knows, he will slowly forget it himself.
But... can't forget...
There was no way. With Fan Chen's voice, the scenes almost happened just now.
Why can't he get out after ten years? Why can he remember so clearly after so long.
Things he never mentioned... why can't he forget...
wait wait wait……
Xiao He couldn't tell which string in his head was out of order.
Suddenly a thought rushed into the brain, and then it continued to spread.
Xiao He was very sure about the events of the year and the detailed scenes of the year, and he had never told anyone about it.
But why... Fan Chen knew so clearly?
Even what Fan Shen said was clear.
Leaning in his arms, Xiao He's heart felt a chill more than a chill.
The words of the previous assassin also ran into his ears.
‘At that time, I was visiting with Prince Fan Shen, crossing the distance of two galaxies, how could he come back and hug a little girl? Xiao He, can you find a reason and find a more reliable one! ’
A terrible truth is gradually emerging, Xiao He quietly, quietly, but the internal organs are all pierced by ice needles.
"Fan Chen... back then, it was you."
A fluttering sentence caused the man holding him to froze suddenly.
Fan Chen's stiffness caused Xiao He's heart to sink to the bottom.
"I have investigated. Fan Shen went out during that time, and he can't come back...so, you pretended to be him."
Xiao He was at him, Fan Chen knew in his heart.
But he also knew that Xiao He was suspicious, and there was absolutely no way to hide it.
Fan Chen suddenly felt that there was no point in everything.
He is destined not to get him, he is destined not to have him, Xiao He will never see him, he persists in this way, and what he will get in the end is a spectacle.
So... is there any need to hide it?
If you can't love, is hate also a concern?
"Yes, I did it."
The words whispered softly, like a heavy hammer, hit Xiao He's heart.
It's really Fan Chen, it's really Fan Chen, and that Fan Shen is really Fan Chen posing...
Fan Shen did not betray him, Fan Shen did not abandon him, Fan Shen did not say those excessive words to him.
After the ecstasy, there was endless coldness and despair.
But what did he do?
What did he do to Fan Shen!
Xiao He remembered and thought a little bit, allowing the blood flowing in his body to freeze.
The sad question of the young man echoed in his ears, and the young man's eyes fell into his mind with indifference...
When everything came to light, Xiao He discovered that he was still deep in the abyss of despair and would never be able to get out.
The memories came to an abrupt end. Xiao He, who had learned everything, only recovered for a long time.
He never expected that the truth of the matter turned out to be like this.
Now looking at the bruised man again, Xiao He's vision was complicated.
"I thought you would never come to see me again." Fan Chen said to Xiao He.
Xiao He could only smile bitterly in his heart, how could you be forgiven for doing such a thing!
He ruined a pair of lovers who could have been sweet and affectionate, ruined their lives, and made themselves live in painful torture.
The pain of one person was finally magnified into the despair of three people.
Why bother?
Fan Chen... why bother?
Xiao He shook his head and collected his thoughts.
He walked over in silence, carefully untied the rope that bound Fan Chen, and then carefully applied medicine to him.
Fan Chen didn't move, except that there were a few waves in those dark night-like eyes, like the ripples on the winter lake in the middle of the night, extremely light, but cautious.
Xiao He saw it, sighed in his heart, and couldn't help but soften by three points.
As long as he thought that this was Fan Shen, he couldn't harden his heart anyway.
Why do you want to torture yourself like this?
Xiao He couldn't help being a little angry while he was heartbroken.
But what is the use of angering a sick person?
Looking at the wound on his body, Xiao He couldn't help frowning, his eyes filled with distress, and he couldn't help but feel lighter.
He was so cautious, Fan Chen looked at him, but he was puzzled.
He has lost the joy of being alive, and throughout his life, he has not got anything he wants.
Family, parents, Xiao He.
Everything he prayed for was tied to the man who looked exactly like him.
He was not reconciled and tried to fight, but in the end, he still lost.
It was a terrible loss.
To see Xiao He at the end, Fan Chen was both happy and scared.
He was afraid to see Xiao He hate him and hate him and complain about his sight, and he was even more afraid that Xiao He would say any cruel words that would poke his heart.
He doesn't want to live anymore, at least in the end, leave him a little memory.
In the past ten years, countless inadvertent bits and pieces can be condensed into one of the best memories in his mind.
This is enough.
But... completely unexpectedly, Xiao He didn't blame him, didn't scold him, or even repelled him at all.
He looked at him like that, so gentle, so careful, and his beautiful eyes were full of worry and distress.
It's like looking at the beloved, who wants to scold him for not cherishing himself, but reluctant to bear it.
Such a full of affection is what Fan Chen would only see in his dream.
But now, Fan Chen couldn't believe it happened in such a real way.
He was motionless, for fear that he would disturb him, and then let the dream shatter and the reality to wake up.
Xiao He patiently treated him all the wounds, and even injected him with healing medicine, awakening his heart that should have stopped beating again.
Seeing Fan Chen's life signs stabilized, Xiao He sighed greatly, but at the same time he couldn't hold back the anger in his heart.
Is it fun to toss yourself like this? Even if it is the spiritual world, the pain is not bad!
It was distressed and anxious, Xiao He couldn't help complaining: "Fan Shen, you..."
When he opened his mouth, the surrounding atmosphere was condensed.
Xiao He suddenly realized that he had yelled smoothly, but Fan Chen understood it instantly.
Sure enough... he was punishing him...
Treating him like this is really more painful than scolding him to kill him.
You see, if you are Fan Shen, I will treat you so tenderly, so carefully, so considerately.
You see, if you are Fan Shen, I will patiently help you clean up your wound, feeling distressed and impatient, full of affection.
It's such a completely different treatment.
The gap between Fan Chen and Fan Shen is so big.
When you don't know, you can't imagine.
After experiencing it, I knew how terrible the gap between the sky and the earth was.
Fan Chen looked pale, but he was unable to say anything.
After all, he did such an excessive thing, after all, he ruined his life.
Therefore, he should bear any kind of punishment.
But... can you not be so cruel?
Even if he stabbed him with a sword, even if he killed him directly, it was better than that, exposing the darkest, most fragile and most unbearable place in his heart, and using this method to flog him.
In his whole life, he was most unwilling to be better than Fan Shen.
In this life, he is most unwilling to compete with Fan Shen.
He is obviously better than Fan Shen, and he obviously loves him more than Fan Shen.
But everything about him was obliterated, and his Xiao He had never seen him directly.
Endless grief spread, Fan Chen's eyes were empty, and there was no hope for life.
Xiao He realized that he had said something wrong, and he quickly added: "Fan Chen, don't think about it, you look at me."
Fan Chen didn't know what Xiao He had to do, but he was unwilling to see Xiao He.
How could Xiao He not know what he was hiding? For fear that this awkward fellow would make trouble again, he didn't say much, just raised his head and kissed him.
When his lips met, Fan Chen suddenly widened his eyes.
Xiao He tasted the blood in his mouth, his heart was sour, he couldn't help but touch him more gently.
But... the next moment, what awaited him was a fierce kiss that made people lose their breath.
Something that had never been imagined before, the person who couldn't ask for it, at this moment took the initiative to kiss him.
Fan Chen's mood at this moment, no words can describe one of them.
Xiao Hesheng was afraid of touching his wound, but Fan Chen ignored it, stretched out his arm, hugged him up, and kissed him severely.
The smell of blood, sweet smell, converge, make people drunk.
Xiao He's breathing was a little short, and his mind was in a daze. At this moment, he suddenly felt a familiar feeling of dizziness.
Ma Dan, what did Qin Su ask for at this time...
Unfortunately, Xiao He didn't have a chance to resist. After a coma, he woke up in reality.
Xiao He angrily: "What are you doing? What's the matter!"
Qin Su was stunned by his yelling, but soon he knew that it might not be the right time to shout, so he gave a light cough, and Qin Su quickly said the key point: "Mr. Xiao, I did a comprehensive test just now and found the spirit of this time. In the world, there are two personal fragments of the young master, so you..."
Sure enough! Xiao He was not surprised at all, he understood from the moment he saw Fan Chen.
Fan Shen and Fan Chen are both fragments of personality, code, there are two fragments in the same spiritual world, no wonder they are so tossing!
Qin Su was not surprised when he saw Xiao He, he knew he knew what he knew, and he quickly added: "Mr. Xiao, please be more careful. The personality fragments are in a competitive relationship. They will instinctively think. To that spiritual world, you will be hostile to each other and difficult to get along with, but you are only one person, and it may be a little difficult to pacify two personality fragments at the same time, and rarely will you be careless..."
"It's alright." Xiao He interrupted him directly, "I understand everything, give me some time, don't worry, none of them can die!"
Xiao He was so determined, Qin Su was a little startled, but Xiao He didn't have time to explain to him: "Believe me, it's okay, I can handle it, please help me connect the instrument first!"
Xiao He is so anxious, Qin Su can also be considerate. After all, he doesn't know the detailed conditions of the spiritual world and can't make a judgment. Since Xiao He is so confident, he will not interfere with him.
Hurrying to connect the instrument, Xiao He entered the spiritual world again.