Chapter 74: chapter 74

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Having been so bluntly insulted, he is still the one he loves with all his heart.
Xiao He was frustrated and completely desperate.
It was an extremely dark day, Xiao He suddenly discovered that his twenty-seven years had been a joke.
The first ones were all living for the Xiao family, the latter, in only one year, he found the meaning of survival and finally wanted to live for himself, but in the end he was crushed so ruthlessly.
No longer finding the meaning of being alive, Xiao He thought of death several times.
If you die, you don't care about anything.
There will be no heartache, no despair, let alone looking at the bright sky but like being under heavy rain.
When he has never experienced the warmth, Xiao He will not know what loneliness is.
But I tasted the temperature of two people and returned to one person again. That kind of emptiness and loss is a negative emotion that drives people crazy.
If Fan Chen did not appear, Xiao He would probably die directly.
But when he was most helpless, the fragile prince who was hidden behind the man appeared.
He is also eighteen years old, but he is not as hot as his brother. He is like a plant growing in a dark corner. He is surrounded by an inaccessible shady atmosphere, indifferent, and cold. The thorns are scary in essence but lonely.
Xiao He saw him, and at that moment he almost thought he saw himself.
The same was abandoned, the same was left, the same was ignored.
Fan Chen approached Xiao He, and he told him a lot, starting from the memory of everything he had encountered.
The masked teenager spoke of his tragic experience in a low voice.
He hated Fan Shen, Fan Qing, and Xiao Qing even more.
He is an individual and he has no right to choose his birth, but they ruthlessly obliterated him because of his birth.
Not seeing the sun, not listening to the popularity, eighteen years old should be the age of a flower, but he lived like a wood.
Xiao He listened to him, and his heart sank into death was burned with raging anger.
"Who hurt your face?"
"I look like Fan Shen, so they ruined my face."
Fan Shen... Fan Shen...
Xiao He chewed on these two words, his black eyes were completely illuminated by the fire of revenge.
I love you so much...what did you give me?
I see you as everything...what do you see as me?
Fan Shen, since you don't want me, then... I will let you remember me, always remember me!
A coup was born quietly and broke out overnight.
Xiao He supported Fan Chen and overthrew the existing regime, leaving the prince Fan Shen, who was on the horizon, into the quagmire overnight.
Xiao He hated him, and his hatred went deep into his bones.
He couldn't imagine that Fan Shen, who had lost all support, would come to him after he treated him so unrelentingly, he was even qualified to question him, and he still said that he loved him!
How much Xiao He loved this person before, and now he feels how disgusting.
When aloft, he easily discarded his feelings like a plaything.
He begged him so humblely, but what about him... he scolded him for wishful thinking, he scolded him for disgusting and dirty, he even told him that he was unworthy!
But now, he has nothing, he is no longer the prince, no one supports him anymore, and he put out those sweet words again.
Xiao He looked at him coldly, only feeling that his heart was so numb.
Fan Shen, you have been so unsympathetic to me, what do you pretend to be broken at this time?
Fan Shen, you have ruined everything about me. Now I just let you taste one percent of the taste. Why do you pretend to be so desperate and collapsed?
Are you worthy...Fan Shen...are you worthy!
Xiao He said a lot to such Fan Shen, a lot of heart-piercing words.
How Fan Shen treated him at that time, and he has paid it back now.
Those words had already been engraved in the bones and melted into the flesh and blood, and they were lifted out at this moment, without feeling a trace of invigoration, only a pain.
But the pain is fine, at least he is still alive.
At least... he didn't throw his life for such a him!
With Xiao He, Fan Chen's seizure of power went smoothly.
In a short while, the new emperor succeeded to the throne, and Xiao He wanted to leave, but Fan Chen bestowed him supreme glory.
Xiao He had long lost interest in these things, but now looking at the position of the marshal, he suddenly stayed behind.
He couldn't believe in love anymore in this life.
He can only be alone in this life.
That being the case, why should he go to that deserted place?
Since he is all alone and lonely, why is he not in that supreme position, overlooking everything in the world.
Without you, I will only live better.
This sentence alone made Xiao He ascend the position of the first marshal.
In the memory afterwards, even if he looked back like this, Xiao He could feel the other party's frustration and look like a wood.
Xiao He lost Fan Shen, but there was another Fan Chen beside him.
Although Fan Chen and Fan Shen are brothers, their personalities are very different.
Fan Chen may be a little inferior because of his ruined appearance, and never get close to anyone except Xiao He.
He is not as enthusiastic as Fan Shen, not as sunny as Fan Shen, nor as aggressive as Fan Shen.
But Fan Chen is very quiet and calm. He is not like a teenager. He is even more reliable than many adults.
He has always been by Xiao He's side. When he was most helpless, when he was most desperate, when his thoughts were lost, Fan Chen would give him a silent hand, and would accompany him in silence, knowing him. Come out by yourself.
With each other for nearly ten years, Xiao He understands Fan Chen's feelings for him, but he can't accept anyone anymore.
But fortunately, Fan Chen never forced him, he used the identity of the emperor to accompany him consistently.
With human heart and flesh, Xiao He can see everything in his eyes. In the dead of night, he can't help but think that they are obviously a pair of brothers, but why Fan Shen and Fan Chen are so different?
He and Fan Shen were only one year old, and Fan Shen got tired of him.
But he and Fan Chen stayed together for ten years. He never even accepted him, but Fan Chen did not give up on him.
If...Xiao He couldn't help thinking, if he had met Fan Chen first, he would have looked different in his life.
But... it's useless to think about anything.
There was only one heart in Xiao He's chest, but it had already withered and died at this moment.
If the life goes on like this, there is nothing wrong with it.
But the heavens seemed to never let Xiao He go. After a desperate situation, he still pushed him another disaster.
Fan Shen is back!
After nine deaths, the prince of the empire who fell into the quagmire has come back!
In ten years, seeing Fan Shen again, Xiao He only felt like a world away.
He knew that Fan hated him deeply, after all, he pushed him to hell.
And he is absolutely not afraid, the two have been ruthless so far, there is only one battle when they meet!
It was a dark battle. Xiao He's warship and Fan Shen's invading warship became a battle. This was supposed to be evenly matched, but because of a failed assassination, it collapsed.
The one who came to assassinate Xiao He was an old acquaintance, who served Fan Shen's attendant back then, Xiao He didn't take care of it, and he easily caught him.
But the attendant opened his mouth and cursed: "Xiao He, you scumbag, you crazy madman, you treat Fan Shen that way, you treat a man who is crazy about you so desperately, you are really a complete one. Bad guy."
Hearing such words, Xiao He only felt ridiculous and disheartened? Is there anyone in this world who is more disheartened than Fan Shen?
He sneered unceremoniously, but the young man laughed: "Come on! Can you still find such an excuse? At that time I was traveling with Prince Fan Shen on a visit, crossing two galaxies. How can he come back and hug a little girl? Xiao He, can you find a reason and find a more reliable one!"
Xiao He was startled suddenly, completely unaware of what he was talking about.
After that, the attendant just kept scolding, mocking, and refused to say a good word.
Xiao He's personal bodyguard couldn't listen to it, and pressed him down.
Xiao He was in a daze. After many years, he couldn't recall the details at that time.
But he can't get it wrong, it's Fan Shen, it's definitely Fan Shen!
but……
Maybe it was just lying to him.
Xiao He calmed down again in an instant. He had caused him so miserable, and it was not surprising that he pushed all the sins on him.
Xiao He took a deep breath, didn't think any more, and concentrated on the battle.
But soon, he discovered another secret.
During the war, even on warships, the impact of air currents was extremely shocking.
Xiao He led Marshal One, and Fan Chen was worried and insisted on boarding the bridge with him.
Under the shock of an antimatter photon wave, the entire bridge was shaken to the ground.
Fan Chen protected Xiao He under his body in a hurry.
Xiao He was grateful, but when he looked up, he was stunned.
The mask after ten years has long been familiar, but now it has slipped off.
A very handsome face was exposed, Xiao He glanced at it, and then flowed back in blood.