Chapter 36: : Where is the warmth? ——Xiaofu's Fanwai (middle)

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Growing up every day, more troubles. Everything at home made me depressed. My father still went to the temple often and said that he was attending a puja, but wasn't it actually to meet those two people? My elder brother is more famous. He preaches Mahayana everywhere, depreciates Theravada, and uses one argument after another to persuade people to convert to Mahayana. Huh, I don’t believe in anything. However, for the sake of my father's happiness, I still stick to the incense sticks on the altar at home as usual. I often accompany him to visit my mother and brother in the temple.
Although I can still remember what happened at ten years old, it was only a few months after all, and I was quickly left behind. It's just that sometimes the princes play outside, they say that all kinds of women have tried, and they just taste the taste of fairies. At this time, my heart will jump a few times for no reason. I have seen fairies, but unfortunately, since they are fairies, they will naturally not stay in the world for a long time. How can those dirty people see them? And what the fairy looks like, trying hard, is still vague, only that warm embrace and gentle singing will reappear in the dream, making people unwilling to wake up.
At the age of fifteen or six, he followed the group of boys and gangsters, doing whatever was outrageous. The most funny thing is, they follow the four princes to grab their relatives. In the evening that day, I had a lot of drinks, and I saw the family welcoming my relatives on the street. The four princes were actually thinking of the bride who was going to steal someone, and they must pull me into the family's yard. When the sky was completely dark, the four princes suddenly shouted "There are thieves!" All the people attending the wedding ran out of the house one after another. I ordered the four princes and got into the cave and took the bride away. The bride was scared to death, and when I saw her picking her up, she quietly kept silent. I smile bitterly, no wonder the four princes will send me to do this thankless thing.
It was too dark to see the way in a hurry. I fell into the thorny bushes and couldn't move. The four princes came to help me, and those people arrived before they could pull me out. Unexpectedly, the four princes turned their backs and shouted, "The thief is here!" I was startled and jumped out. Throwing away the bride, we fled in a panic.
I thought this was the case, and a few days later, a few people came from home and pulled a crying little daughter-in-law, and angrily indicated that she wanted to see me. It turned out to be the bride that night, and he didn't want to marry. He had to find me, but he followed me to the house. My father's face turned blue when she listened to the younger daughter-in-law's words, and it was useless for me to explain. For a long time, the father gave money, and the group of talents left. The woman followed up a few times later. I looked really annoyed. I scolded unbearably and finally scolded her away. But everyone knows about this incident. All of a sudden, the youngest son of Guoshi was a spreading all over the streets. The four princes would just bow their heads and don’t know, secretly asking me to carry the black pot, he was the prince, and if Uncle Wang knew, he could not afford the punishment.
I don’t care what fame, what about Playboy? It's just that he despised this kind of person and cut off contact with the four princes.
My seventeenth birthday was actually the day my brother was ordained. Even if his elder brother is already well-known, he still has to wait until he is twenty years old to be ordained according to the law, from Sami to Bhikkhu. The person who ordained him was a monk who was famous in the Western Regions, and also a master of his brother's discipline, the Belmorus. It's enough for a famous monk to give orders. Uncle Wang is still not beautiful enough, and he specially engaged in a grand ceremony. I am afraid that the countries in the Western Regions do not know that he is a treasure of Guizi.
I was swaying in the courtyard of Wangxin Temple. It was not time yet. I tried to delay the time to enter the palace. This kind of ceremony always hates attending.
My brother passed by and stopped when he saw me. He is wearing a gold silk cassock today, and it really looks like a dusting away from the world. But what is that on your wrist? After so many years, when did you see him take off?
I snorted and shouted at him: "It's so old, it's time to change."
He didn't answer, just closed his cuffs, his face was the same wave I always saw: "Today is your seventeenth birthday." He smiled at me, and suddenly remembered something like this, trance, and then in Chinese I said, "Happy birthday."
I was stunned. Not because he actually remembered my birthday, but the sentence Happy Birthday in Chinese, which brought me to distant memories at once. The girl who loves to laugh, has taught me a simple song, she said, sing this song on her birthday. How do you sing? Searching intestines and scratching his belly, he saw his elder brother entered the ring hall.
The elder brother was ordained in the morning and continued to talk about the Mahayana sutra to the princes and nobles in the afternoon. I couldn't sit still, escaped by going to the toilet, and was in a daze in the room where I rested. How do you sing that song? It's like seeing a kite flying not far from me, but how can't find the line that pulls the kite.
The door opened suddenly, and I was shocked to see the person slipping in. It was Princess Wang from Uncle Xinna from Zhuhu. I don’t know how Uncle Wang planned in his heart, and actually formed an alliance with the lacquered lake of Issyk Kul in the far west. This princess is one of the conditions of the alliance. She was taller than the Guizi woman, even if I was beside her, she was only half a head tall. Blonde, long countdown is fine. Just after entering the palace, because the temperament is spicy, it has caused many concubines to look sideways.
Her Qiuzi's words are not standard, and it reminds me that there was a woman who said non-standard years ago. Only, she talked to me like this, making me a little cramped. There were only two of us in the room. I didn't want to cause trouble, so I left and wanted to go out.
She suddenly pulled my sleeve, and the whole person came up, and I retreated to nowhere, leaning against the wall, and listening to her use ambiguous pronunciation to tell me that she had fallen in love with me long ago.
I was embarrassed and my face was hot. She used to lose her eyes at me, and deliberately walked around me, I didn't even care about her. I have no interest and no courage, but today, she must have seen the opportunity.
Her proud chest rubbed on my arm, her white face approached, a few freckles on both sides were clearly visible, and the soft flesh flicked a strange flow in her heart. For a time, I was a little confused.
She continued to talk about how she fell in love with me at first sight, and told me not to be afraid of each other's identity, she would not say it. Then she said something that made me extremely disgusted: "You are a famous playboy, even your daughter-in-law is robbing, wouldn't it be so courageous?"
This is another matter! I carry the name of a everywhere, but I have never done what a should do. Even following Wang Sungong's sons to the brothel, I never thought of touching those boring women. What I have always wanted is a girl as pure as a blue sky. Although it does not appear, I am willing to wait...
While I was distracted, she moved closer, and a red lip was about to fall. My head was biased and stuck to my right cheek. Suddenly feeling sick, she pushed her away. She couldn't stand steadily and fell on several cases. She seemed to be hurting her waist and her face was awkward.
Footsteps suddenly came from the door, and a group of people were approaching the room. I was startled, trying to help her, but saw her fierce eyes. She suddenly stood up, rushed to the door, and opened the door.
Outside the door are uncle Wang, uncle, father, and a group of royal relatives. The woman threw herself into Uncle Wang's arms and cried, then accused me of teasing her!
That farce ended in my failure. No one believes me, the lip print on the face is evidence, and the past bad behavior is even more evidence. Uncle Wang's anger was not seen on the face of his father, but that day too many people shook their heads and sighed at his father. His father's face was always pale. I don't care what other people including Uncle Wang think, but the last thing I want to see is my father's sad look.
So when I got home, I explained to my father, and I asked him, "Do you believe me?"
My father said it, but my eyes were still mournful: "Vishati, if you can keep yourself clean like your brother, how can no one believe you except your father?"
I opened my mouth, but I was speechless. In the heart of my father, I always have no choice but to hate iron and steel.
The servant informed the mother that she was back, and the father's eyes showed surprise. I quickly followed my father and took my mother into the hall. My mother's face was not so pretty, she asked what happened today. I resisted the unpleasantness in my heart and explained it again carefully.
She said to me in a reproachful tone: "Today is the day when your brother was ordained, but you have made such ridiculous things!"
She didn't say whether to believe me, only her brother. Today is my elder brother's ordination day. Does she remember today is my 17th birthday?
I suddenly felt sad and sad, and walked out with my hands, no matter how my father called behind me.
As night fell, the wind near the autumn was blowing. A person walking on the street only realized that he had always been lonely. So many friends only appear when drinking and fighting. I felt like I was going crazy. There was nowhere to be suppressed.
"Vishati!"
Looking up, it was the boss lady of the city and the restaurant, a coquettish young widow. I was rejected many times, but I still like to flick me.
I put on a swaying smile and hugged her: "Go, go to you."
I don’t want to insist on anything, what is the point of those vain pursuits? Anyway, in the eyes of the world, I am a playboy. Then, the should have a look.
In her room, I was still a little nervous. I was so calm that I said to her who was almost half naked in front of her, "Tell me how to do it."
She smiled enchantingly and took my hand and slid down towards her. The strong aroma of her made me flicker.
Under her guidance, she entered her body. From jerky to familiar, I slammed her violently, trying to vent all the depression in my heart. At least the moment the climax came, I was happy.
After I finished, I sat up without a word, looking at everything messy in front of me, and the naked woman who was panting. It's actually very simple, isn't it? Why can't I think so much before, what the are I insisting on? Is it necessary?
"You're so fierce! It's the first time I can't see it." She lay on my shoulder, and her huge rubbed my back, a look of tenderness and weakness. She was wet all over, with a pungent smell that could not be covered in the fragrance, and suddenly rushed into my nose. An empty stomach churned and wanted to vomit. I pushed her away, put on my own clothes, and left the place where I was bored without looking back. I heard her shouting behind her, "When will you come next time?"
I won't come again, the strong pungent smell I don't want to smell again in this life. Shake in the street until the warrior strikes noon. This is the end of my seventeenth birthday.
I became a real swinger, and I couldn't remember how many women I had done. I can accept anything that is interesting to me. I only have one condition, and I can't have that disgusting smell on my body.
My father looked more and more desperate in my eyes, and my mother hated me even more. It doesn't matter, anyway, you have a brother in your eyes...
Mother and brother soon moved to the Queli Temple, which is forty miles away. It’s far away, so I can stay with my father where I don’t want to. The elder brother presided over the Great Temple of Lili and vowed to convert the entire Guizi to Mahayana. It doesn't matter, anything can be changed. Anyway, Uncle Wang spoiled him. All the people respected him, and whatever he wanted, everyone was applauded.
When she was 20 years old, her mother decided to leave for Tianzhu. She wanted to prove three fruits. My father took me to see her off at the Queli Temple, and we lived in the elder brother's courtyard in Subash. The room was not enough, so I slept in my brother's room.
Bored that night, I was going to find a book in my brother's bookcase to pass the time. After inadvertently seeing the book, a dark box was revealed. The curiosity was overwhelming, and the dark box was opened. Inside was a rectangular wooden box.
Inside the wooden box is a stack of portraits. Seeing a pair of vivid eyes, a bright and bright smile, a shallow dimple, soft long hair scattered randomly on the shoulder, the door of memory suddenly opened. is her! By the way, she looks like this! In an instant, the warmth in her body and her beautiful singing all appeared in her mind, so clear and so fresh, as if it happened yesterday. I'm so damned, how can I forget her appearance for ten years?
I watched them one by one hungrily. She was really amused when she was riding on a camel as if she was about to fall. She opened her mouth and opened her mouth, yes, this is a dance she wrote and directed while singing children’s songs. action. She fell asleep in several cases, and I have seen this sleeping position several times, so stupidly cute. Suddenly I felt that just looking at these paintings would calm down my bored heart and gloom away. I couldn't help laughing, there was a warm current flowing through my heart, and I wanted to see this pure and pure girl like blue sky again.
The last few pages were not her portraits, but her older brother. Suddenly awakened, her different gestures were painted by her brother. How many years has he painted? How many times has he painted in his heart to paint her so vividly? He, secretly holding a fairy in his heart while thinking of the Buddha. His six roots were also unclean, and sneer came to my face, and I suddenly had an idea.
"Give it back to me!" He came to me, and he said to me in an unmanned moment, anxious in his voice. Isn't he heart-watering? Is it also impatient?
"What?" I asked lazily, knowing why, and raised his eyebrows to meet him. He stared at me for a while, stopped talking and turned away.
"She is a fairy, it's useless if you think about it." I shouted to his back, "I'm helping you, how can I serve a good Buddha with a magical obstacle?"
He stopped, his back twitched, but he didn't look back. After a while, he went on. After seeing him like this, his heart suddenly became irritable for no reason.
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Regarding the snatching of relatives, we borrowed from the absurdity of Cao Cao and Yuan Shao in his young novel "The Story of the World" in Song Linchuan Wang Liu Yiqing of the Southern Dynasty. It was Yuan Shao who robbed the bride, and Cao Cao shouted "There are thieves" and "The thieves are here". But Cao Cao's story ends here, and the bride must find someone to rob him later.
Records about Rosh’s ordination:
In the 20th year of the year, he was ordained in the royal palace and learned the
Ten Recitation Laws
from the Pyramids.
(Hui Jiao’s Biography of High Monks)