Chapter 291: Will rain

He listened to people. Lin Jinrong noticed that many of the sentences Lu Yan said to her today started with what he heard from others, so he didn't know who he was speaking. Although he didn't care about this matter a day or two, he usually comforted her and didn't take the initiative to mention it. Why did he mention it frequently today?
Lin Jinrong smiled and slowly said, "Minxing went home this time, and he heard enough things to hear."
Lu Yan's eyelashes trembled, and the corners of his lips were gently bent, and he took a break and said, "The family has been urging you all these days, and you have suffered a lot of grievances. I have nothing to do, so I asked. , If it works, it is good.
Lin Jinrong looked at him calmly: "You are so considerate."
"You are my wife." Lu Yanzhong lowered his eyes, slowly clearing the paper, pen and ink on the table.
Lin Jinrong didn't know how to answer his sentence, so he didn't answer. The room was extremely quiet for a while.
"Go back." Lu Yan stood up and blew out the lamp. The room suddenly became dark, and I couldn't see my fingers. Lin Jinrong stood still not daring to move, waiting for his eyes to adjust to the light, and said strangely: "I will leave a light on the road anyway."
Before he finished speaking, Lu Yan was hugged tightly in his arms. He pinched her in pain, almost squeezing out the air in her lungs. His movements were fierce, but there was no sound. Lin Jinrong was panicked, only hearing his own heartbeat ringing wildly in the darkness "Min Xing"
Her voice was swallowed between his lips. She was like a drowning person. She couldn't breathe, she could only squeeze his shoulders, almost fainting. She couldn't push away after pushing twice, so she bit him on his lips with one bite, a smell of iron. It spread between his lips and tongue, but Lu Yan didn't care at all. He only hugged her tighter and tighter, and the smell of her biting iron became stronger and stronger.
Lin Jinrong couldn't help but let him go, but Lu Yan let her go.
The lantern outside the window swayed, and a little light penetrated, illuminating the room. Lin Jinrong took a moment to breathe and raised his eyes to look at Lu Yan. Lu Yan stood facing her, half hanging his head, motionless.
She intuitively felt that something had happened, but she didn’t want to ask him any more. She just sat down on the chair beside her, so let’s do it, just do whatever she wants, and give it a go. Anyway, she has had enough of her life, and now she very tired.
Lu Yan stood there for a long time, as if intending to keep standing like this, Lin Jinrong cleared his throat, walked out of the clothes and tried to make his voice appear natural: "I'm leaving. If you want to read, please turn on the lamp. Right. What are you doing standing like this?"
Lu Yan grabbed her wrist and said, "I have something to tell you." His voice was hoarse, with some imperceptible tremors: "You let me have a nose to ask you, and you must tell you clearly, no Hidden in my heart."
"Yes." Lin Jinrong couldn't see Lu Yan's expression clearly, but she could feel that he was desperately controlling his emotions. He was very angry. She couldn't help but stepped back two steps, feeling that Lu Yan's wrist was so hot and painful. , My heart was tightly pulled into a ball, it seemed to be a little scared.
"A few days ago, Lu Shao gave me a box. Inside is a medicine dregs and a prescription... He told me that with these, you can find the root of your disease and avoid the elders from coercing you." Lu Yanyi "I didn't want to watch it, but I don't want you to be forced to do it all day long, and I want to have a child of my own with you. I can't help it, so I watched it."
Lin Jinrong kept swallowing, unable to think about how the medicine prescription would fall into Lu Shao's hands. She only thought that she should fight back at this time, completely denying pushing everything to Lu Shao. Go, ask Lu Yan again, a pile of medicine dregs, what can a prescription show? Is he stupid? But those words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a word.
"Old Mr. Shui treated you at the time and prescribed a prescription. I remember that prescription is skillful, and this prescription is almost the same as that prescription, only a few more medicines than that prescription." Lu Yan took a breath. It took a long time before he continued: "I thought there was something weird, and I thought that probably this recipe is better than what Mr. Shui gave, and it is more effective for you. After all, after you have taken so many medicines, Mr. Shui hasn't worked. . I don’t believe him, but I don’t want to let this opportunity pass. I took this prescription and medicine dregs to look for people. Most people couldn’t see it, but several famous people asked me if anyone in the family took Dan. Medicine, need to be relieved..." Lin Jinrong was silent.
Lu Yan laughed, but his voice was trembling: "I said, it's weird. You are obviously in poor health and need to be nursed. How could Lu Shao give me such a prescription? He is not at ease. You. Say, isn't it, Arong?"
It took Lin Jinrong a lot of effort to squeeze an inaudible "um" from his nose.
Come.
Lu Yan let out a long sigh, his voice raised a little, and a little more normal: "Do you want to see the medicine blame and the medicine residue? See what bad things he wants to do?"
Although he did not tell her in detail about the following events, it has been nearly 20 days since the incident happened. If he dared to tell her this way, he dared to ask her this way, it must have been a long time ago. It's almost done, maybe even Cheongju has taken a trip. He was afraid that he wanted to endure it, even when he said those things to her before, and talked about the date of sex, he was afraid that he still wanted to endure it, but now, he could not bear it anymore.
That's good, Lin Jinrong bit her lip, she wanted to ask Lu Yan frantically, what would she like to see? What if you don't want to watch it? What if you don’t watch it? What if he knows everything? She just hates him, she hates him, she just doesn't want to live with him, she just doesn't want to have children with him, she just doesn't want his children, so what?
"A Rong, you are shaking." Lu Yan took her hand and put it on his face, his face was cold, "Don't be angry, we are not fooled."
He said that Lin Jinrong was shaking, and Lin Jinrong clearly felt him shaking. The tone of his voice is not so much discussing and asking, as it is deceiving and covering up, and it is also angry and sad.
Lin Jinrong didn’t say what he wanted to say, her throat seemed to be blocked suddenly, and her lips and tongue trembled more and more uncontrollably. Those lingering in her mind, she had been fantasizing about what she could say to him happily one day. Can't say a word. She couldn't help thinking, even if the child was born, there was no luck, what about waiting until the day she died? Can she hide away alive? If she can live, the child is fine. If she dies, what should the child do? So, she is right. This child can't be born.
Her eyes were sour and astringent. Before she had time to react, a big teardrop ran down her cheek, and the tears flowed down the corners of her lips into her mouth, salty and astringent. She wanted to say something,
It's just silence at all.
Lu Yan took a heavy breath, took her hand away from his face, let go of her hand, turned and walked to the window, standing with his back to her.
Lin Jinrong sat back on the chair, Hao Zhongtian closed his tears and calmed down his emotions. Looking at the little light and shadow outside the window, she walked to the table, fumbled for the flint, ready to light the lamp.
Lu Yan heard the sound, turned around to look at her, and said bitterly: "Don't order, A Rong, what do you think of this matter?"
Lin Jinrong stopped at the table. She knew that he was waiting for a word from her, and when she told him that she didn't take any pills or the like, or didn't want to say it, or didn't want to explain it, she could tell him something that made him feel at ease. He was giving her a chance, and he was waiting for her to speak.
But, why should her life always be in the hands of people like them? In the previous life, she was alive and dead, but in this life she wanted to live a good life but still had to rely on him. He always gave or didn't give her opportunities, why? ! People are rational animals, but more often they are emotional animals. Lin Jinrong was controlled by a kind of desperate emotion. She could not vent it, but she refused to soften. She just sneered: "It's really impossible to guard against. The wolf's den and tiger's den are nothing more than that."
Lu Yan was taken aback, then stopped talking, just looked at her in silence.
A gust of wind blew in from the window, the merlin rustled outside, and the air was a little more humid. Not only did the Tingxue Pavilion not cool down as a result, it became more dull and sultry.
Lin Jinrong thought that she and Lu Yan would stand like this forever, stalemate each other until late at night, even before dawn. She will not give in, and he will not give in.
At this time, Cherry yelled from downstairs: "Grandma, it's going to rain, do you want to go?" He muttered again: "Why did the lights go out?"
Lin Jinrong didn't say a word, but Lu Yan said, "I'm leaving, come up with a lantern."
"Hey!" The sound of "dongdong" footsteps sounded on the stairs, and the lights came from the stairs, getting brighter and brighter. Lin Jinrong pulled out the veil nervously, wiped it his face twice, and then trimmed the corners of the skirt.
Lu Yan glanced at her, turned and walked on first.
Lin Jinrong heard him whispering to Cherry on the stairs, not wanting to go down to let Cherry see that she was strange, so she stood for a while before stepping forward. After walking two steps, she saw Lu Yan lifting the lantern alone. Waiting at the top of the stairs without speaking.
Lin Jinrong walked over in front of him with eyes down and slowly descended the stairs. She had walked down several stairs before she heard the footsteps behind her.
Cherry and Shuangquan were no longer downstairs. Lin Jinrong guessed that Yue Mo had been sent to Lu Yan, but did not want to go back with him. The person she didn't want to face at the moment was him. She lifted her skirt and strode down Ruyi Duo. Only two steps later, Lu Yan pulled her sleeve from behind.
Another gust of wind blows, making Lin Jinrong's face covered with sand. She raised her sleeves to cover her face, and hissed, "What do you really want?"