Chapter 294: opponent

The wind and rain all night, it stopped when the sky was about to dawn.
Lin Jinrong tossed and turned all night, all night in sorrow. Near dawn, when the rain ceased, she had made up her mind and closed her eyes to rest.
"Grandma?" Lychee stood outside the tent and whispered; "Are you awake? It's late."
The bones and muscles of Lin Jinrong's body are sour, but his brain is unusually cool; "What time is it?"
Lychee looked at the blue shadow under her and whispered softly; "It's almost time."
There was a door bang next door, Lin Jinrong's expression remained unchanged, but the hands that were in Yui Yi's belt stopped. Litchi could see clearly, and whispered in a low voice; "Grandma, breakfast has already been delivered...Should we serve breakfast first?"
Lin Jinrong said calmly; "Put it."
Lychee walked out quickly and stopped Lu Yan under the corridor; "Second Lord, breakfast is ready."
Lu Yan paused, standing there looking at a pool of water stains in the yard without saying a word. Lychee was a little nervous, afraid that he would not want to, and left in anger, just about to persuade him, but Lu Yan turned and entered the house.
Lin Jinrong was neatly dressed and sat quietly at the dinner table. Opposite her there was a bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks upright. Lu Yan glanced at her, sat down in silence, and took his chopsticks to eat.
Upon seeing the lychee, he hurriedly opened the window. The morning breeze came in from the window along with the sunlight. The air was fresh and sweet, which made people feel a little relaxed. It was a good time to untie each other's knots. Lychee was satisfied Backed out, leaving him two to talk.
Neither Lu Yan nor Lin Jinrong could feel such a beautiful morning, so they just buried their heads to eat. Lin Jinrong had no appetite at all, but he put a bowl after two bites. Seeing that she had put the bowl so quickly, Lu Yan frowned slightly, but ignored her and stopped after eating three bowls.
Seeing him stop the chopsticks, Lin Jinrong said, "I want to be detour, you are not wrong. The child's affairs have always been kept from you, it is my fault." She decided not to hate him anymore and didn't want to torture herself anymore. He is not wrong so far in this life. In the previous life, they were all wrong. There were countless man-made humiliations and estrangements. She shouldn’t have walked together. Although she can’t forget the pain, she should learn to let go, and she can’t remember it all her life. Those things torment me day and night.
Hearing what she said, Lu Yan immediately raised his eyes to look at Lin Jinrong, only to see that her expression was not for him at all, or what he wanted to see. She didn't look at him, but looked out the window calmly, without the arrogance and excitement of yesterday, and even a little soft in her tone. But he suddenly became scared. What he was afraid of, he didn't know that he just felt that a place was about to be empty.
"So what you think now, how angry you should be." Lin Jinrong paused, and continued; "But what I told you yesterday is the truth. I don't have three heads and six arms. I'm just an ordinary kid. The ordinary woman of the day is not bad even if she is a little poorer and unknown. And you are both talented and beautiful..."
Lu Yan didn't want to hear her continue talking, and quickly interrupted her; "But we are already husband and wife, and we want to be together for the rest of our lives."
Lin Jinrong looked back at him; "But..."
Lu Yan stared at her closely; "I only ask you, do you hate me? Do you blame me?" She didn't like him when she was a child, and she didn't want to marry him, but was forced to marry in. Within a day, Ann had been walking on the tip of the knife with countless cold swords and arrows, and she was forgiven for resentment.
Lin Jinrong looked directly at Lu Jing and shook her head slowly; "No, I don't hate you. I don't blame you." She said it with a lot of effort, but she finally said it. If it weren't for the Lin and Lu family to have to get married, if it wasn't for Lu Yan to become Lin Yuzhen's heir, it would be impossible for him to marry her wishful thinking just by treating him like her. He, like her, is a poor worm in the hands of others.
Just don't hate him. Lu Yan suddenly became convinced and his emotions calmed down; "I don't hate you either. But I blame you."
Lin Jinrong waited quietly for him to continue talking. Saying what's in each other's hearts calmly like this is actually much better than biting each other frantically. However, she probably wouldn't have the current thoughts if she didn't go through what happened yesterday.
Lu Yan looked at the desktop and whispered, "When I first knew it, I hated you, and I wanted to bite you to death. In those days, day and night, I wanted to bite you to death. But I thought you were dead. , That can’t solve the hate.
He laughed at himself;
You should know that I am the most tolerant, and of course I can’t really kill you. If I endure it, I will find that I don’t hate you anymore, just blame You, I still want to live with you." He couldn't say anything.
Lin Jinrong was speechless, frowning her eyebrows.
Lu Yan stood up and said in an unprecedentedly determined and tyrannical tone; "You don't want to marry, but you are married after all. If I had a choice, I didn't want to force you at the beginning, but I will marry after all. The agreement won’t be easily ruined. Your and my freedom are not all in your hands. You and I are not just you and me. Behind you and me stand Lin and Lu. It’s not what you want, so you Accept your fate."
Lin Jinrong suddenly raised his head to look at Lu Jing.
"You don't need to say any more. I know what you are thinking and worrying now, and I know what to do." Lu Yan looked at her quietly, his expression calm and steady, his eyebrows were a bit more determined and bold. In a panic, he straightened his back and stretched out his hand in front of her with a firm tone; "It's time to please the elders."
Lin Jinrong has never seen Lu Yan like this. She frowned and saw him from above.
Lu Yan repeated it again earnestly; "It's time to greet the elders. Someone will gossip again later."
Lin Jinrong said; "I..."
"I know." Lu Yan interrupted her indifferently; "How many couples hate and hate each other but have lived their lives and are buried in a grave after death. Since you don't hate me, I don't hate you either. You can live better. The family will not agree with me to divorce you, and I will not divorce you. You have to live here and continue to live. If you don’t want some people to be satisfied, you’d better press me Do what you say."
A ray of sunlight shone on Lu Yan's outstretched hand, which was slender and clean. There were thin calluses left over from long-term writing on the fingertips, and even the middle and index finger joints were slightly deformed.
Lin Jinrong stared at that hand and hesitated to put it on.
Lu Yan looked down at her, stubborn and quiet.
Lin Jinrong gently put his hand on it.
Lu Yan slowly wrapped her hands in her palms, her hands were cold, but his hands were hot. He has never understood so clearly what he wants and what he wants to do. She said he would only hide in secret, jealous and jealous, then he let her see...what else could he do. She has always had the upper hand, this time she shouldn’t have the upper hand anymore.
From the back room to the corridor, it was only a few dozen steps away, but Lin Jinrong felt that he had walked for a long time. The girls looked at their hands together, their faces full of surprise. Lu Yan walked very steadily and slowly, but Lin Jinrong was a little vain.
After leaving the courtyard, she tentatively pulled her hand out of his hand. Lu Yan looked at the girls and women who were coming and going on the road, letting go of her hand, tilted her head and walked forward, and said in a deep voice; The same thing is not allowed a second time. Otherwise, I will tell your mother, or Shenzhi has grown up and knows right from wrong.
Lin Jinrong didn't say a word, and followed him quietly.
Lin Yuzhen was busy making arrangements for Lu Yun and she was in a good mood. Seeing him and two of them came in together, she hurriedly beckoned him to come and look at the gold and silver objects piled up in front of her; "How about these things?"
Lin Jinrong's thoughts could not be fully recovered, but Lu Yan walked steadily and calmly gave Lin Yuzhen a few comments; "It's just a gift in return, not too extravagant. It's better than the gift from their home. , Why bother trying to hold their heads right now, but add displeasure to their hearts? Rich makeup is the most important thing."
Lin Yuzhen was displeased before, but when she heard the words behind him, she was displeased again. She was just arrogant, and she agreed with it in her heart, but refused to show it. She only said indifferently, "I know."
Lu Yan stopped talking. After sitting for a while, he calmly instructed Lin Jinrong; "I am going to inspect the shop today, and I won't be back for dinner at night. You have asked Tingxue Pavilion to clean up, and I will go there when I come back tonight Go to study."
Lin Jinrong agreed, and Lu Yan saluted Lin Yuzhen and walked to the door. When he met Lu Yun, Lu Yun greeted him cheerfully; "Brother, you are leaving now? Sit a little longer."
Lu Yan smiled faintly; "I am going to Beijing in September, and I have many things to make arrangements." Nodded, and went away.
Lu Yun watched him go away and looked back at Lin Jinrong. "Sister-in-law, I seem to feel that my brother today is different from the past, do you think?"
Lin Jinrong lowered his eyes and said, "It's okay."
Lu Yan walked out of the Juxian Pavilion and met Lu Shao at Zhulinkou. Lu Shao was very happy; "Second brother, what a coincidence, is this going out?"
Lu Yan stood still, staring at him blankly; "It's a coincidence, is Big Brother only coming back?"
Lu Shao looked at him like a coffin, and couldn't laugh anymore, so he had to say, "I wonder if the prescription and medicine dregs my brother gave you last time are roundabout?"
A sneer appeared on Lu Yan’s lips;
It’s just a piece of waste paper and a pile of scum. It’s hard for my brother to find out from the horns. If my brother wants to regain his grandfather’s favor, what You should put your mind on the right side, and don't make these crooked things all day long, you need to know the truth of the sky and not miss it."
The smile on Lu Shao's face instantly froze; "You're sloppy, brother."
Lu Yan said every word; "You are the one who divides it around. Next time, don't blame me for being polite."
April 1#
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