Chapter 295: Ask promise

Since this incident, Lu Yan has stayed in the academy for longer. When he was at home, he took care of some housework and business that required him to come forward. He spent most of the time studying hard in the Xuexue Pavilion. He always read about it every night. It's three hours later. Working so hard that even Lin Yuzhen was a little worried that he would not be able to support it and would get tired, but no matter who persuaded him, he always laughed off and went his own way.
Lin Jinrong knew what this was. He couldn’t persuade him, so he didn’t persuade him. He just did all the things that should be done and asked Mrs. Gui to prepare him for supper to replenish soup. He also sent clothes to him. Ask about his coldness and warmth. , But it can't be done. Lu Yan also went into her room, eating and talking with her as usual, discussing housework, but at night, the well water did not offend the river. He had already said that, he didn't need her to deal with it hypocritically, and she didn't want to deal with it hypocritically.
In a blink of an eye, Lu Yun formally made an appointment, and Lin Jinrong also settled the marriage of Litchi.
At the beginning of August, Lu Shao finally finished repairing the ancestral hall and the old mansion. He was supposed to go home and arrange another errand. After Lu Yan and Mrs. Lu were locked up in the Juxian Pavilion for a long time, Mrs. When Ming Mansion opened a fragrant medicine shop, he didn't even leave him at home on August 15. Lu cried for a while, but he was helpless and had no choice but to be a man with his tail clipped. Lu Jianzhong was even more tolerant, pretending to teach Lu Shao... to make Lu Shao work hard in Taiming Mansion and be a good man.
Lin Jinrong didn't just ask Lu Yan what he did in the middle. She just calmly analyzed that this fragrant medicine shop was probably intended for the second room in the future. It should have been Lu Yan who sent Lu Shao far away because he was worried that he would go to Beijing to take the exam, and Erfang took advantage of the situation to make preparations.
She is changing, and he is changing.
On August 15th, Lin Jinrong was in a bad mood. During the holiday this year, as it was that year, the family of Lu Family was watching the moon, drinking, and eating moon cakes on the Hanyue Tower on the west side of the garden. Naturally, the people who watched the moon were not for more than that year, and most of them were absent... For example, the Song family, such as Lu Shao, Lu Jing, Lu Lun, Lu Shan, and Ning'er.
Although Lin Jinrong knew that the past was irreversible, he was still in agitated mood. After drinking a few more glasses of Dongyang wine, the drunkenness came up, and seeing Grandpa Lu talked happily, Lin Yuzhen, Tu Shi, and Lu Yun were also touting Old Madam Lu, while Lu Shi held Yuan Lang and Hao Lang to the side and whispered. He said to Lychee and quietly downstairs alone, holding the stairs.
The Hanyue Tower was the tallest building built by the Lu family. The base was almost eight feet above the ground, and three more floors were built on it, all surrounded by removable partition windows. After taking the partition window, sitting in the building can easily get a sweeping view of the scenery in the garden. It is the best place to watch the moon and enjoy the coolness. Lin Jinrong never wanted to come here. Last year, she also said that she avoided the illness because that year, Ning Er died here.
It was also such a lively scene at that time, but the whole family of the Lu family was there at that time, and it was much more lively than it is now. Yuan Lang and Hao Lang shouted and ran in and out Ning Er was still young, but always wanted to play with them. They had to yell elder brother loudly, but the two were too young to play with him. They often left him and ran alone when he was not paying attention, causing Ning'er to cry several times. She couldn't bear it, so she led Ning'er downstairs and coaxed him to take him to catch the crickets. In fact, where could she catch the crickets... but she couldn't bear his sadness.
Lin Jinrong stood on the edge of the stone platform at the bottom of Hanyue Tower, looking down at the moonlight hill of British stones. This rockery is no more than two or three feet long, and looks extremely elegant on weekdays, but at that time it became a weapon of murder.
At that time she led Ning'er to here, Lin Yuzhen called her upstairs and asked her something, she stood there and said a few words with Lin Yuzhen. Ning'er waited impatiently and teased her, so she asked the nurse Wenniang to lead him aside and waited. But in the blink of an eye, before she answered Lin Yuzhen's words, she heard Lin Yuzhen scream upstairs.
She turned her head in a panic, Ning'er was gone, and only Wen Niang stood on the edge of the stone platform with trembling lips; "He ran around, but the servant didn't hold her..." she said later. Inaudible, she rushed down frantically. Ning'er was already full of blood--he fell from the stone platform and hit this rockery. But after suffering for two days, his small body was finally cold in her arms.
Wenniang hanged herself to death. She lost her love forever, and completely broke with Lu Yan. Even after so many years, Lin Jinrong still could not forget the unforgettable pain at the time. Life was better than death, and her heart eroded her bones. She spent countless days and nights in regret. She has always blamed herself. She didn't give Ning'er to Wenniang. If she kept Ning'er by her side and held her in her arms at that time, or if she looked at Ning'er more when she was talking to Lin Yuzhen, would Ning'er be surprised? ?
Lin Jinrong stroked the cheeks that were blown cold by the night wind, got off the stone platform, walked to the edge of the rockery, and gently supported the stone. The stone started to be cold, but she seemed to have touched that small body, as if she had smelled the frankincense from him, and heard him call her mother softly in her ear.
At that time, the Yingshi hill was stained with Ning'er's blood, but it was smashed to pieces by Lu Yan with a sledgehammer, and the foundation was completely destroyed. At this time, the hill of Yingshi is still standing here intact, and no one wants to smash it with a hammer tonight. Maybe it will stand still so quietly.
There is no clear distinction between the past life and this life, but the boundary is so clear. Her Ning'er will never come back, and she will never go back to the past. Even if everything reappears, the mood is no longer the same. Lin Jinrong withdrew his hand from the stone, gently wiped the tears from the corner of his eye, and turned and walked away. She thought that this was probably the last time she came here. The matter was over, so Ning'er would just hide it in her heart, so she didn't have to chew on herself from time to time.
"What's the matter with you?" Lu Yan stood not far away and looked at her quietly. He became thinner... his robe looked a little empty.
"It's nothing. It's just the wine, I want to go down and walk." Lin Jinrong stood there and looked back at him, with a lot of emotion, he would never know the existence of such a child, let alone that he and her walked there. Point. She was distraught, and he was also distraught. She once resented him for saying such heart-wrenching words to her, but now she looks back and thinks about it, but it's just a pitiful person, self-inflicted and hurtful.
Lu Yan looked at Lin Jinrong in silence, whether she cried or hadn't cried before, he still knew clearly. But since she didn't want to tell him, he didn't force it. He believed that one day she would take the initiative to tell him, and he whispered, "I plan to go on the road on the 21st."
"The luggage is almost packed." Lin Jinrong's emotions calmed down; "My mother and aunt have discussed, tomorrow we will go to Pingji Temple together to pray for you. If you are willing to go, you can also take the time to burn a stick of incense. "
"Not on this day, I'm free." Lu Yan stretched out her hand; "If you feel unwell, I will send you back first. I will tell them where the elders are."
Lin Jinrong gently shook her head; "No, I will just take a rest under the shelter." She smiled and walked to the stone bench to sit down, "I was ill last year and didn't come. I will retire midway this year. I am afraid it will be the elders. It has to be said, did the Mid-Autumn Festival go against me? That's not good."
Lu Yan twitched the corners of his mouth cooperatively, and sat on the stone bench side by side with her, and whispered softly, "A Rong, if I can catch you this time, I will pick you up, and we will live together in the future. You... …Can?"
The moon blossoms are like water, the night breeze is light, and the sweet fragrance of osmanthus is not there. It is quiet all around, only unknown bugs sing in the grass.
Lin Jinrong looked at the twinkling stars in the sky silently, and said for a long time; "You will definitely be able to pass the exam, it is nothing more than a better or a worse exam." Although he passed the exam that year, he did not do so well. Thinking about it now, if he didn't coincide with the pain of losing a child at the time, maybe he would have done better in the exam?
Lu Yan listened to her and did not answer. He was very disappointed. After a moment of silence, he smiled and said; "Let your good words. I also think that I can pass the exam."
"Definitely." Lin Jinrong bent down and pulled out a few rushes from his feet, and weaved them in the moonlight.
"What are you making up?" Lu Yan's attention was attracted by her dexterous fingers, and she couldn't help but look at it curiously.
Lin Jinrong smiled slightly; "Weaving small straw sandals. Miao Ya taught me that year in Zhuangzi."
"Miaoya is married now, right?" Lu Yan saw that the rushes in her hand were about to run out, and hurriedly handed one over.
"Yes, married well, my mother allowed her freedom."
Lu Yan smiled at the corner of her lips and chatted slowly with her; "Why were you so wild when you were in Zhuangzi? You were so bold and do whatever you want. I have never seen a daughter's house like you, and your aunt spoiled you. Lawless, I don’t even know what Wen Jingxianshu is."
Lin Jinrong replied unceremoniously; "At that time, you were like an old, pedantic, old-fashioned lecturer. I didn't see anyone who was so rigid and disgusting as you were, who was not angry and stingy in reading. It's not likable at all. How can you look like a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy?"
Lu Yan smiled; "Then we are half a cat. No one is better."
Lin Jinrong pursed her lips and smiled, burying her head in knitting shoes and straw sandals until most of the time, litchi came down from Hanyue upstairs to greet her; "Grandma, the old lady is looking for you."
Lin Jinrong put on the half of the straw sandals, got up and stroked her skirt, and asked Lu Yan, "Is Minxing going up?"
Lu Yan smiled; "I drank a lot just now, and I was a little drunk, so take a rest here. You go first."
"Then I will go first." Lin Jinrong got up and walked a few steps, and suddenly heard Lu Yan whisper behind her; "A Rong, don't forget what I said earlier."
Lin Jinrong stood silently for a moment, then walked forward, walked on the stone platform and looked back, Lu Yan was still sitting there, full of moonlight.
Ah, I’m too busy, I’ve tried my best, I’m the one to blame.
There are still more changes today, but it will probably be postponed. Please forgive me.
Seeing that I am so busy and I have been working hard to add more... Give Zhang pink encouragement. Thank you all for your pink, rewarding, genuine surprise reading and recommendation. (To be continued.