Chapter 38: I am the dove occupying the magpie's nest?

Listen carefully, there is a touch of fragility in his words.
　　 and helplessness to the status quo.
　　 If I ever heard these words, I would be so happy.
　　 I closed my eyes and did not speak, nor did I break away from his embrace. The two of them stood in a stalemate for a long time. After a while, Gu Tingchen let go of me, and asked in a faint voice, "What room do you live in?"
　　 I frowned and said, "You should open a room by yourself."
　　 Gu Tingchen entered the hotel as if he didn't hear me. I stood at the door and waited for a long time before going in. I entered the elevator and pressed the fifth floor, went out to find my hotel room and opened the door.
　　 I was stunned the moment I opened the door, "Why do you even know which room I live in?"
　　I never told Ji Nuan about this.
　　 Gu Tingchen took off his tie, and explained indifferently: "It's really unfortunate that you live in the hotel industry under my name. There is one more thing. Ji Nuan never contacted me at all."
　　 I looked at him in surprise and asked: "So you knew I was in Tongcheng when I checked in this hotel with my ID card? When did you come here? How long did you wait outside?"
　　 I obviously want to escape from Wucheng and escape him.
　　 got into his field like a fool.
　　 Gu Tingchen curled his lips and smiled without saying a word. He seemed to be in a good mood, but he was obviously dying.
I was so depressed in my heart. I went in to find my suitcase. Gu Tingchen didn’t stop me when I saw that I was packing my clothes. He said lightly, "You can’t escape, Shi Sheng, you go. I'll go wherever I go, anyway, what I have now is time consuming with you."
　　 I paused and asked indifferently: "What are you going to do?"
　　 The two of us are like a knot that can't be opened. It's not my cause, it's his stalking.
　　 Gu Tingchen after amnesia treats me stubbornly.
　　 "Remarry me and be my Mrs. Gu."
　　 I subconsciously said: "Impossible."
　　 I will never be his Mrs. Gu again in my life.
Seeing that I was too determined to refuse, Gu Tingchen's expression was ugly. He raised his hand to touch my cheek, and I turned my head to avoid it. He squatted down and looked at me, who was squatting on the ground. Qian's bright light made my eyes hurt, and my eyes felt sore.
　　 I still can't be calm, I will still be brought up by him.
　　 These emotions all come from the past, pain, depression, helplessness and greed.
　　 I suddenly understood why they all said that Gu Tingchen was with me for three years.
　　 This man is the pain in my heart and the love in my heart, even if this love is passed on to the past.
　　 Just as Ji Nuan said, the appearance of Gu Lanzhi was short-lived. He made me get to know Gu Tingchen. Thinking of this, my obsession with nine years ago seemed a bit broken.
　　 This feeling makes me super depressed, and it also makes my faith tottering.
I lowered my eyes and heard him say: "Shi Sheng, I have lost that memory. I don't know what happened to us. This feeling of not being able to control my own hands is very hesitant. You are the president of the Shi family, you are used to it. Master everything, you can understand how I feel! Shi Sheng, I want to get back that memory. The doctor said that I want to get in touch with people and things before, and you are the most important person."
　　 I am the president of the Shi family, and I am always in a high position. I naturally understand how big people are used to controlling everything.
　　 I stood up and smiled lightly and asked, "Why do you think I will help you?"
Gu Tingchen also stood up. He tilted his head and looked at the rivers and rivers with a slight wave of waves outside the window, and said softly with a deep and full magnetic voice: "You want to fall in love and be loved by others. I can give you all of these. We want to get back our memories, we just hit it off! Shi Sheng, we give each other a chance."
　　 He said, if you want to fall in love and be loved, I can give you all of these...
　　 He gave it to me once, but he left my world without holding on for a few days.
　　 When we meet again, he will send my friend to prison, no matter how I ask him, it will not help.
Even if I talked about the child at the time, "Gu Tingchen, you took my child two years ago and I didn't make trouble with you, even if the doctor said I would no longer be eligible to be a mother, I didn't make trouble with you! I am qualified to be a mother. Can I let you pass Ji Nuan and change one?"
　　 At that time, Gu Tingchen was so good to Wen Ruyan and extremely cruel to me. This kind of comparison made me very pitiful. After all, he had no love for me at that time.
　　 A man who has no love for me can understand everything.
　　 But I can't forgive him, after all, he was like this when I was his wife.
　　 He never respected me, he never respected his own wife.
　　 I walked to Gu Tingchen's side and clasped his palms and clasped his fingers. He looked startled, and I held it in front of my eyes and asked indifferently, "Why do you think I lack your love?"
　　 Gu Tingchen: "..."
　　 Whoever I am looking for to fall in love with will never be their Gu family brother.
　　 I asked: "Don't you want to know what happened to us?"
Gu Tingchen tightened his palm abruptly, and my palm became pale. I pretended to be calm and smiled and said: "Nine years ago, I liked a man and often followed him as my faith. But soon Later, he left my world. Six years later, your dad came to me. Please ask me to marry your Gu family. You know the Shi family at that time. You are high above the city, and your Gu family is just a rising star. Not a ten-year technology company, I naturally rejected him!"
　　 Gu Tingchen pursed his lips, was silent for a while and asked, "What then?"
　　 I still remember that when Chairman Gu took out the photo, my heart trembled and I had hope for life. At that time, the only idea was to marry him, no matter what the price.
　　 So when I learned about Wen Ruyan's existence, I took the initiative to find that woman, and like other wealthy women to solve the warblers outside of my husband, I even had to eat this pain myself.
I moistened my eyes and questioned each sentence: "Your dad took out your picture. I thought you were him, so he married you without hesitation. You tortured me for three years and knocked out the child in my stomach! How do you think my son, palace cancer came from? How do you think my body was destroyed?"
　　 Facing my voice accusation, Gu Tingchen's pupils tightened and took a step back suddenly.
I stretched out my hand to cover my eyes and silently said with tears: "You forced to have with me when my body is not recovering. Love! I can't bear to refuse you, because I thought you were Gu Lanzhi, so I could never refuse you. Even if you hurt me like that, I can forgive you unconditionally and treat you as best as I can! I am willing to give you all the Shi family until I die!"
　　 The more selfless I said, the more hurt Gu Tingchen was, because these were all about Gu Lanzhi.
　　 I don't know why I did this, but I feel happy to say it.
　　 Give him back the injuries he had done to me little by little.
　　 Gu Tingchen's voice seemed to contain a thousand catties of iron, and he asked heavily, "So, I am the dove occupying the magpie's nest?"
　　 I let go of his palm and looked up at him.
　　 His eyes are red, probably because of my anger.
　　 After all, he is a very possessive man. He can't tolerate himself enjoying the love of others with his identity. I thought about it and said truthfully: "Yes, at least the man I love is not you."