Chapter 75:

This time Jian Ningzhe didn't hide it, he told things to Tan Feiyang little by little. Talking, he didn't know whether it was acting or the truth. This kind of half-truth and half-false dialogue is not only the best to deceive others, but also to deceive himself.
In the end, he really seems to think that he only loves Cheng Mingyi and doesn't love Tan Feiyang. He and Tan Feiyang are together, but he wants to use the strength of the Tan family to revenge the Lin family.
"Actually, I succeeded." Jian Ningzhe said almost coldly, "Tan Feiyu has found out that the person who harmed you is Lin Qihang. Of course, the purpose of Lin Qihang is not to harm you, but to harm me. In fact, all of Wei’a that day He did something, he did n’t care who would be harmed, he just had to be able to kill me without fail. But no matter what his purpose, the fact that he hurts you is the same, Tan will never give up, Lin has no good life Now. "
Jian Ningzhe never thought of hurting Tan Feiyang, but he did it because it was a fruit. No matter what he thought about it, the results have already occurred.
Tan Feiyang listened dullly, looking at his silly look, and didn't know how much to hear. After all, Jian Ningzhe was a professional actor. After detaching himself from the drama, he suddenly felt distressed to see Tan Feiyang.
Still, he never wanted to hurt Tan Feiyang, but no matter whether it was the Viagra accident or the breakup, he hurt the person severely from body to heart.
Tan Feiyu is right. Tan Feiyang is too simple. Being with himself will only hurt.
After Jian Ningzhe had finished speaking, Tan Feiyang was silent for a long time, just as if he had just reacted, and asked in a stupid way: "Did you just ... haven't cheated? Didn't you have any falsehood?"
His face was unbelievable, but it didn't seem as hurt as Jan Ningzhe imagined. When Jian Ningzhe saw that he was fine, he breathed a little sigh of relief, and then said firmly: "It is true that the person I love is Cheng Mingyi. I used to love him now, I love him now, and I will love him in the future."
"Oh ..." Tan Feiyang didn't know why, and seemed to have been out of state. Jian Ningzhe expected that he should be very hurt and sad, but Tan Feiyang hadn't, his expression has always been dreamy.
"I, my investigation process is righteous," Tan Feiyang stammered, "but, but ... he is not good-looking, has no culture, and has not graduated from junior high school. Why do you like such people?"
When heard of Tan Feiyang saying Cheng Mingyi, Jian Ningzhe was somewhat unwilling. He didn't blame Tan Feiyang, because Cheng Mingyi in the eyes of the world is like this. Li Feng once objected that he had a deep contact with Cheng Mingyi. In addition to both men, because of Cheng Mingyi's various conditions, he really could n’t take it. bad.
That's right, Cheng Mingyi's appearance ... Of course, it can't be said that it is too bad, but a person has been forced by life since junior high school, living a hard work day, the wind and the sun every day, the growth period and malnutrition. Such a person, even if his innate condition is 100 points, will be destroyed by life by 50 points. Finally, Cheng Mingyi's appearance is also 50 points. The face is very rough, the legs are not long, the hands are thick, and there is no elegance. The only advantage on the body is the muscle, still stupid and stupid. In addition, there is no good job without education, and you must look good. No temperament, no money, no money. When Li Feng knew he liked Cheng Mingyi, he once thought that Jian Ningzhe was blind.
But he just likes it!
Jian Ningzhe was not angry, he simply did not want others to misunderstand Cheng Mingyi. He sat beside Tan Feiyang and slowly said, "You're right, Cheng Mingyi is really not excellent at all in the eyes of outsiders. Don't say that a man who is a visual animal will like him, even if a woman wants him, he has to Considering the conditions first, he always wanted to get married and have children, but he never even talked about love. I was very happy at that time. "
Tan Feiyang's expression has always been a state of aggressive force since Jane Ningzhe confesses that the person he really likes is actually Cheng Mingyi. Hearing what Jen Ningzhe said, he had a big question mark on his face.
"I'm happy," Jian Ningzhe continued, "I'm happy he never found a girlfriend, otherwise he likes his family and has no self-confidence, and he will run away any woman who ticks his fingers. In the past, I put money and people, and definitely married immediately as a wife slave and then a child slave. Fortunately, he is not good ... To be precise, he is not good in the eyes of outsiders, so I will have a chance and hope . "
"No one knows how good Cheng Mingyi is. He is strong, kind, upright, and brave. He dares to face all the injuries and griefs that life has given him. Even if the life is hard, he can always be positive. Although he did not graduate from junior high school, However, his three views are extremely positive, he never blame the heavens, respect the elderly and care for children, and his behavior is nobler than those so-called moral benchmarks. But in this material world, no one can see him well. "
"Ah ... oh." It seems that Tan Feiyang was really hurt by Jian Ningzhe. He would only issue such simple syllables. Even if he occasionally said a few long sentences, he would still be indifferent and stuttered.
"I really didn't lie to you," Jian Ningzhe wrote with sincerity in his eyes. "Cheng Mingyi is the only truth and light in my life. Without him, I might have taken the path of no return because of hatred. The first thirty years of my life, The heart beats for him. Even if he died when I was 24 years old, the rest of the years, I persisted by missing him. Without the motivation of revenge, I think I might be early Just follow him ... No, he wants me to live well, and if I walk too early, he will blame me. "
"He won't see you ..." Tan Feiyang murmured.
"What did you say?" Jian Ningzhe heard Tan Feiyang's words clearly, but some did not understand what he meant.
"Oh, it's okay," Tan Feiyang said, "you, then you tell me, say Cheng Mingyi, I, I want to listen."
Tan Feiyang said that Jian Ningzhe did not want to talk anymore. Need to say anything more? He hid his feelings for more than ten years and did not confess to him, but instead told Tan Feiyang. It seems that Tan Feiyang is still his current lover. If he could, he wouldn't want to mention it all his life. That's all for now. He wants to protect Tan Feiyang and doesn't want to hurt him.
Seeing Tan Feiyang's thoughtful look, Jian Ningzhe couldn't help raising his hands and rubbing his head, said softly, "I'm a twisted, hypocritical, despicable, sinister person. I didn't even act Know if you can tell the truth. People like me are not suitable as lovers, let's break up. "
"You want to break up with Tan Feiyang, but what if I am Cheng Mingyi? Do you still want to break up?" Tan Feiyang suddenly stopped, he looked at Jian Ningzhe seriously and said, "Tan Feiyang and Cheng Mingyi have been bothered by you, if Cheng Mingyi did not die after the car accident. Will you be with him? You have just affected him. "
"Yes!" Jian Ningzhe said firmly. "As long as Cheng Mingyi is alive, no matter how badly he is injured, I will be with him. Take care of him, protect him, wipe out everything that might threaten him, and never let him be subject to any more. hurt."
"That's it," Tan Feiyang said, "I always feel you are unhappy and unhappy. If Cheng Mingyi is still alive, will you be happy?"
"I can't ask for it." Jian Ningzhe showed a smile that seemed somewhat dreamy. He seemed to imagine the scene of Cheng Mingyi alive, and seemed to be looking at Tan Feiyang.
"I'm sorry," Jian Ningzhe said, holding Tan Feiyang's hand, "I'm such a shameless person, you ... don't hang on my tree anymore. If you feel angry, you can suppress me and avenge me, you I want to do whatever I want. Just don't be sad, I don't deserve your sadness. "
"I won't break up." Tan Feiyang squeezed Jian Ningzhe's hand tightly, and his strength was surprisingly strong. "I'll take what you say today is the truth, I believe every sentence. In the future, no matter what reason you say, I will I won't break up with you, we will always be together! "
"... Why are you so stupid?" Jian Ningzhe was touched and heartache, and he was defeated by Tan Feiyang's persistence. If before this remark, Jian Ningzhe might insist on coming together with Tan Feiyang regardless of his recklessness, but now he deeply realizes that he still has illusions about Cheng Mingyi in his heart, and there is no way to love as purely as Tan Feiyang, His feelings are not worthy of Tan Feiyang.
"No!" Tan Feiyang said stubbornly. "I'm not stupid at all! I am letting go now to be really stupid. Jian Ningzhe ... I know what kind of person you are. I don't need to stigmatize myself like this. I All know your character. "
"You can wear it from an early age. When you were the monitor of junior high school, you dressed your school uniform in front of the teacher and wrote your homework neatly. You are also a good student who is better than a good student. The wrong question will never be wrong again. But you confess that you are so good, and you are better than anyone in private. Who dare to say that you are not a half sentence? You ca n’t let him mix in school, everyone is behind you. Say you are insidious.
Also, the first time I came back to work to learn how to smoke, you slap me so much that it hurts me. I even took all my cigarettes to the store and discounted them for snacks. You also used an electric fader to push the head shape that I spent hundreds of times into a big flat head. Your hair cut is so bad, but it is ugly and ugly. You also lied to me that it looks good and that my head shape is going out. Miyoshi student, I'm stupid to believe you for more than ten years!
When you first arrived in Beijing, you couldn't get enough hair and the rental house had a bad environment. You paid for the paint yourself and brushed the walls yourself. When you first moved into the rental house, you cleaned the house with 84 disinfectant for two days, and you almost reached the bottom of your pocket. You did n’t let the rented house live, but it took three days to clean it up before moving in. As a result, you made the house so clean. The house is better rented than before. The landlord will raise the price only after living in a quarter. You just mess up the house and the landlord shuts up.
I always know what kind of person you are, I have known before. No one in this world knows you better than me, Brother Wu, I'm Xiao Ba! "
Tan Feiyang grabbed Jane Ningzhe and said chokedly, "You like me, I will never break up!" 2k novel reading network