Chapter 76:

After listening to Tan Feiyang's words, Jian Ningzhe had a feeling of being in a dream. Maybe he misses Cheng Mingyi too much, and he has been dreaming since he started thinking about what excuses to use to convince the stubborn Tan Feiyang that he really wanted to break up. He dreamed that he missed Cheng Mingyi in front of Tan Feiyang, and Tan Feiyang suddenly became Cheng Mingyi, telling him that he had never lost Xiaoba.
If the temperature of the body in the arms was not so real, Jane Ningzhe would have thought that he was dreaming. But it wasn't, the real touch told him that he was in reality, not a dream he had imagined.
But if it wasn't for a dream, how could the world be so perfect? Cheng Mingyi, whom he loved in the past, and Tan Feiyang, whom he loves now, are the same? How is this possible, such a thing ...
If it is true, then he will go crazy next second and he is willing.
Because if he is crazy, he can live in this sweet dream forever, even if this is not the reality, he is willing.
Tan Feiyang continued: "You can't believe it, but I have more evidence! Starting from junior high school, every letter you write to me, even if it's not memorable, I can clearly say what is written on it .In the days when we lived together in Beijing, we shared the house together, and I remember everything clearly. You can say that I found someone to investigate you, but no one can investigate the lives of two people like this In detail, no one can remember the lost letter clearly. I am Cheng Mingyi. After waking up drunk, Tan Feiyang became Cheng Mingyi. I do n’t know why I have a chance to live again, and I do n’t know. Why has it spanned five years, but I know who I am! "
Jian Ningzhe stretched out his hand tremblingly, stroking the living life in front of him in disbelief. This was too real, so real that he couldn't help but say along his heart: "I remember every letter you write to me Chu. "
"First, Brother Wu, I received your letter. I'm fine. There are places to eat, drink, and live here, and pay is paid ..."
"Second, Brother Wu, I saw your letter. I'm fine. I moved from the upper bunk to the lower bunk. I no longer have to worry about falling to the floor in the middle of the night, and finally can sleep until dawn ..."
"The third letter, Brother Wu, I've seen your letter. I'm fine. I'm almost ready to see the machine by myself. Finally, I don't have to share half of my monthly salary with the master. This is equivalent to my increase. Pay! I heard that you took the first place in the exam ... "
At that time, Cheng Mingyi's life was very hard, but he didn't want to worry Wu Brother, and he was not a person who would lie, so the first thing he mentioned about his current situation was "I'm fine". Because he was not good at lying, he was afraid that he would write more exposed stuff. His letters were very short, but each word was sincere and missed.
Tan Feiyang quietly listened to Jian Ningzhe's back letter. After listening for a while, he said, "I don't remember what I wrote, how many letters I wrote."
"198 seals," Jian Ningzhe said, "four years, fourteen to eighteen years old, except that you can return for a week or two every year for the Chinese New Year, the rest has been working outside. You write one every week for four years. A total of 198 letters. Later you came back, we went to Beijing together, bought a Nokia mobile phone and started texting, and never wrote a letter again. I received these 198 letters, just on the wall of my bedroom In the safe in the dark cell, there is everything about you. "
"You ... Everyone's safe contains gold and silver jewelry or important documents, what do you hide a bunch of letters?" Tan Feiyang touched, and wanted to laugh a little.
"You are my most important treasure. I lost you. I can only rely on these only items to remember you. Compared with money, they are the most important." Jian Ningzhe reached out and held Tan Feiyang tightly in his arms. In his arms, his strength was as if he wanted to embed Tan Feiyang's body into his own body. He shivered and said, "You tell me, I have no dreams. Tan Feiyang in front of me is not the product of my imagination. You are real tell me!"
"How come dreaming?" Tan Feiyang also hugged Jian Ningzhe vigorously. "Five brother, I have been."
Yeah, he's been there.
If Jian Ningzhe's soul in the cloud gradually returned to the earth in Tan Feiyang's powerful embrace and the repeated "I am", that sense of nihilism finally had a touch of solidity.
He looked at the pair of sincere and sincere eyes on Tan Feiyang's beautiful face. This was the look from the first time he met Tan Feiyang and handed him a business card. Until now, his eyes have never changed. clean.
When he first embraced Tan Feiyang, he was so awkward that he couldn't help himself even when he was connected with kisses. He had no autonomy at all. Jian Ningzhe thought that it was because Tan Feiyang was the first zero number, but it was wrong. A man who wandered among the flowers and slept with a girlfriend for a few days, even if he was the recipient for the first time, would not be so helpless in bed. When he took off his clothes, his whole body was as red as a cooked crab, and it took a long time to let it go. This is not like a reaction that an experienced person should have.
Of course, Jian Ningzhe himself has no experience, and he doesn't know exactly what experienced people will do, but he really shouldn't be driven by a novice like himself.
Unfortunately, he was drunk at that time, and deliberately paralyzed himself in this way. He missed Tan Feiyang's precious jerkyness and missed one of the most beautiful memories in his heart.
According to rumors, Tan Feiyang is delicious, lazy, disgusting, bad-tempered, proficient in eating, drinking, gambling, and the same person as Lin Yuanhang, so he can play together. But Tan Feiyang he knows, works hard, is positive, and has no bad habits. He never wastes other people ’s minds, and occasionally loses his temper. It will not hurt anyone. At most, he kicks Xiao Zhang ’s ass. It is said that Xiao Zhang I'm still thinking about that kick, hoping to be kicked again.
With such a clear gap, he just felt that Tan Feiyang wanted to learn after he escaped from his critical illness. Others thought that Tan Feiyang was caught by Jian Ningzhe and chased after him and chased after others, and that time period was really a coincidence. There were many excuses to help Tan Feiyang slowly change.
Now, who still remembers the arrogant and princely grandfather Tan Feiyang?
But it doesn't matter if everyone doesn't recognize it, but as Jian Mingyi's closest person before and after his rebirth, he never recognizes it. This is his stupidity!
Even using his own heart as an excuse to cover up, even at the beginning of getting along at any time thinking about breaking up, even let Xiao Ba be hurt by Lin Qihang again, even trying to hurt Tan Feiyang in a way to protect him as an excuse and want to break up? !!
Jian Ningzhe suddenly found out how stupid he was! Ever since he met Tan Feiyang, he has been doing stupid things!
He actually demolished Cheng Mingyi's favorite decoration style in order to seduce Tan Feiyang. He actually spent their first sweet night after being drunk, and he repeatedly rejected his sweetheart thousands of miles away. He actually I was afraid that Tan Feiyang knew that there was a white moonlight cinnabar mole in his heart and he never mentioned the process.
How stupid is he to do so many stupid things that Tan Feiyang can leave at any time?
How lucky was he to have not lost Tan Feiyang after doing so many stupid things.
Jian Ningzhe's thoughts gradually returned to reality. After a long process of thinking, he finally fully digested what Tan Feiyang said. Cheng Mingyi was not dead. He was born again five years later and became the first time after becoming Tan Feiyang. Looking for him! They have been together and never separated!
The ecstasy swept through Jian Ningzhe's heart like a tornado, destroying all tangles, annoyances, doubts, regrets, and sorrows. All that was left was the unstoppable joy that hovered all his mind. The brain can no longer think, there is only one word left in his heart, Cheng Mingyi, his little eight, is really alive, he has not lost him!
Jian Ningzhe's hands ranged from Tan Feiyang's hair to cheeks to nose to neck to hands to feet. Every part of the body was touched with care. Every inch of this person's skin was very familiar to him. Now, this person even belongs to him.
"Little Eight, Little Eight!" Jian Ningzhe kissed Tan Feiyang warmly, as if he could express his excitement and joy only in this fiery way.
"Looking at your excitement, I believe you haven't lied." Tan Feiyang finally relieved his heart and breathed a sigh of relief. "Why on earth do you like me? Even if you just speak so nicely, I feel unscientific. How do you like me? "
Jian Ningzhe touched Tan Feiyang's nose affectionately, and said softly, "You should be a young girl with a long life and love each other, even if you are close to the water, and I just like you. When I found my feelings, I couldn't help myself."
"Sorry, I have been too hesitant to tell you earlier, it has made you miserable for so long." Tan Feiyang said with some guilt, "I have been misunderstanding you."
"How can you blame you!" There was no grudge in Jian Ningzhe's heart at this moment, only endless praise and chanting to fate, "It's my fault, I deliberately misled you, hurt you, and I didn't notice you at all. You already knew From the beginning, I always looked for the opportunity to mention Cheng Mingyi. It was my ignorance and stupidity that made me almost miss you. It was all my fault. "
The two apologized to each other, and after a while talking, they couldn't help laughing. Why do we have to discuss who is right and who is wrong in this kind of thing? It's all emotional cowards and stupid people, all wrong, nothing wrong.
After chatting openly for a while, Jian Ningzhe became more happy the more she looked at Tan Feiyang, and when she kissed, she became emotional, and couldn't help trying to drag people to bed. This is different from the past. This is the first night spent by two people after they really have the same mind. They must be together.
However, Tan Feiyang had injuries to his shoulders and legs. When Jian Ningzhe accidentally moved Tan Feiyang's shoulders, the pain awakened him from ecstasy. He looked at Jian Ningzhe for a moment, and pushed away in silence.
Tan Feiyang calmed down from ecstasy at first, and said a little lowly: "Five brother, you like Cheng Mingyi, not the current Tan Feiyang. We have been together for so long, I haven't made you like me, probably I've changed, it's not your favorite little eight. "
Jian Ningzhe: "..."
Tan Feiyang said aggrievedly: "I will not contact you for the time being, calm down, you take a good look at this time, I am not the original me, I am Tan Feiyang now."
Jian Ningzhe: "..." 2k novel reading network