Chapter 849: Helpless

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Jonathan Baldwin stood blankly, unable to believe his eyes, and his irritated thoughts stagnate for a time, so that Lu Ke waved his hands and greeted him, he was somewhat overwhelmed and could only nod his head. , Trying to say something, but couldn't find any accurate sentences, just foolishly froze in place.
"You ... I ... uh ..." Jonathan stammered, but the fragmented words had no way of expressing his thoughts, or he had no thoughts at all.
However, Lu Ke pieced out an outline from only a few words and said with a smile, "Sorry, I didn't say hello in advance. I came to see Ryan specially. If it is not convenient, then I will come again next time. I hope not Disturb his rest and rehabilitation. "
"No, no, no ..." Jonathan waved his hands again and again, and the turbulent emotions swarmed across his head. After denying it, he did not explain or respond. Without warning, the voice choked, and his slightly sour nose snapped After all the words behind him, he stood so blankly, trying his best to calm down his mixed emotions.
Once the thorny Jonathan, once the Jonathan who did not hesitate to face the loyal fans, once the Jonathan who was against the landing, and the Jonathon who was extremely tough to refuse to compromise General Jonathan ...
At this moment there was a silent helplessness, no tears, no crying, no sorrow, just dazedness and confusion, but the feeling of powerlessness from the depths of the heart was outlined vividly.
Even without any words, Lu Ke can imagine that Ryan ’s condition will definitely not be too good, and may even be worse than he thought. Involuntarily, Lu Ke was also sad.
The long and narrow corridor suddenly quieted down like this, and the deathly silence was slowly spreading, as if you could feel the wings of death spreading its wings, and the dark shadows shrouded over little by little, slowly engulfing the bright vitality. The powerful frustration of life, death, old age and death makes every ordinary person deeply feel his smallness and lowliness.
"Snapped."
A crunch sound broke the tranquil bondage, and Jonathan recovered. The notebook and pencil that he just held in his hand unconsciously loosened his strength. Eventually the pencil fell to the ground, and this made a noise. .
Before Jonathan had time to bend over, Lu Ke bent over to pick up the pencil and handed it over. He took the pencil slowly and turned it gently at the fingertips, a weak smile at the corner of his mouth.
"This is for Ryan ’s rehabilitation. The doctor suggested that he had better practice writing every day. You know, for him, writing, talking, walking, swallowing, these natural actions have become extremely difficult, the most The simplest basic lifestyle is his rehabilitation content. He only needs to breathe, and breathing is enough. Breathing is good. "
As he talked, his smile rose, but it was extremely bitter. The feeling of powerlessness behind the simple words, like a swamp, made people slowly fall into it, unable to extricate themselves.
The so-called amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, commonly known as "gradual freezing", is currently the most brutal condition in the world, and there is no one.
The patient will gradually lose control of his own muscles, and the motor nerves will eventually shrink completely. There is no difference from general paralysis, and it may even affect basic physical functions such as eating, breathing, and speaking.
However, because this condition does not affect the sensory nerves, the patient's intelligence, memory and five senses will not be damaged. In other words, the patient can only watch the loss of control little by little, and step by step to death, All feelings are extremely clear and true, but they are helpless.
The whole process is slow and long, and the pain gradually increases, making every day a torment, cruel and terrible.
Generally, patients can only survive for two to five years after the onset of the disease. So far, there is still no effective treatment, and even delaying the disease is extremely difficult.
As Jonathan said, even writing and speaking, breathing and swallowing, sitting and walking, such common movements for ordinary people, are part of the gradual freeze. How ironic and ridiculous; what lies behind is the pain and suffering that ordinary people cannot imagine.
Jonathan's words came to a halt, he bit his head hard, and stared at the landing, showing a ugly smile again, "Sorry ... I mean, thank you, thank you, if Ryan knew you came to visit him, he I will be very happy ... sorry, I have n’t been to the home game recently ... Ryan wanted to go, he always wanted to be able to go in person, but the doctor said ... the doctor said ... thank you, really thank you. "
The words are incoherent, and Jonathan ’s entire brain is like a paste, unable to sort out his thoughts, and he talks back and forth and talks about words he did n’t understand. There was excitement and joy in it, but there was a burst of bitterness in the depths.
The panic was so real that even the feeling of landing Ke could not help sinking slowly. An ominous hunch quietly surfaced.
"I know, I know. Although you didn't show up at the candlestick stadium, you are always the biggest motivation for the team to continue fighting and continue to move forward. You always walk side by side with us and experience every game, otherwise, how can we possibly Winning these games? Right? Nine people are nine people, we are always together. "Lu Kezhan showed a big smile and said firmly.
The corners of Jonathan's mouth could not help rising, and nodded again and again, "Yes, yes. Go to the sea eagle of / he / mom /, and go to the cardinals of / he / mom /, now they know, who is the boss of the League of Nations West? ? "As he said, his smile blossomed.
But the brighter the smile, the more bitter the words, and the deep sorrow was still lingering, but Jonathan still did not stop, but fixed his eyes on the landing, and said one by one, more and more Excited, more and more excited, it seems that the whole world is brightened, and the sharp contrast between extreme optimism and extreme pessimism is revealed in the slightly trembling voice.
"This year belongs to us, right? Bambi? This year is the year we are back to the top, right? We waited so long and finally waited, right? This year will belong to us, we will To the surprise of the entire league, we are 49 people who will never give up easily. No one can underestimate us, right? "
Looking at Jonathan in front of him, Lu Ke just felt that his chest was dull, and bitterness spread slowly at the tip of his tongue.
"Yes." Lu Ke suppressed the bitterness deep down and nodded heavily. "I think so."
Jonathan laughed happily, "I know. Ryan also knows. Ryan will be very happy, wrong, he will be crazy, he will even stand up and dance. Haha, he is a terrible dancer , That scene can't bear to look directly at it. "
He was obviously laughing cheerfully, but the pain in his words was tossing and rolling, with some crystal tears gleaming in his eyes, he could not help laughing out loud, covering his own embarrassment. Jonathan's thin and weak rickety back seemed to bend slightly again, almost unable to bear the weight of life.
"I will look forward to it." Lu Ke smiled hard and said cheerfully.
The usual clever teeth, at this moment has become awkward, the power of words at this moment is so pale and light, even insignificant. No words can bring joy or solace. Lu Ke's eyes couldn't help but dim slightly, bitter and difficult.
After a short pause, Lu Ke turned to look at the ward, and asked with great difficulty, "Ryan ... how is it now?"
Jonathan also turned his head and quietly looked at Ryan's back in the ward. The thin body was unbearable.
But Jonathan still tried to show his strength and calmness, "I don't know, to be precise, the doctor doesn't know. The doctor said that the condition suddenly deteriorated. It is not the limb skills, but the ability to swallow and speak, the entire respiratory system is Being attacked so that breathing becomes difficult, they have no way to stop it, and they must be hospitalized because ... "
After a short pause, the voice was stuck again. Jonathan thought that things would become simpler as time progressed. He would slowly get used to it, and he would slowly get used to it. But now he realized that it was not.
"Because he may be unable to breathe at any time, or even choke on his saliva, and then ... just ..." After all, the following words could not continue to be said, and they were cut off again because Jonathan could not imagine the back. Possibly, even if the doctor has already explained it, he has already investigated it, but he dare not imagine, lest a little imagination may turn fantasy into reality.
"After the start of the first week of the regular season, the rate of deterioration has accelerated. He must stay in the hospital to observe and treat at any time to avoid any possible accidents. It is now less than five weeks, even more than the cumulative situation of the past two years. To be more severe. "Jonathan stared at Ryan's back in a daze, so dazed that he couldn't find a foothold.
He once thought that if you ignore the development of things, your condition will not continue to deteriorate, just like a fairy tale. Therefore, last season, he worked hard to conceal the news and news of the 49 people in San Francisco, so that Ryan can rest assured.
He once thought that if he pretended that everything was normal, his condition would gradually get better, just like a Hollywood movie. So, after the San Francisco 49ers finally recovered, they enjoyed the good time.
But the reality is cruel and cold. It unreasonably defeated all the disguise, dismantled their tricks of covering ears and stealing bells, and put all the facts in front of the eyes with blood and blood. There is no room and space for reaction. The world is already Start to fall apart.