Chapter 87: Yoyo This Hate and Promise (2)

I coughed slightly and then said: "I am afraid that I am seriously ill. They went to inform the emperor. Now the emperor is busy with state affairs, it should not be disturbed. I don't want the emperor to be distracted by me."
After I finished speaking, I raised my head. Although I was separated by the gauze curtain, I believe that Doctor Zhang must be able to feel my gaze, which is firm and irresistible.
I took a deep breath and said, "Doctor Zhang, please tell this palace truthfully."
Grand Doctor Zhang pondered for a while, and I saw his hesitation and struggle in his heart. It took him a long time to finally speak: "Mother, your cold is very serious. You must have a good health treatment before it can be completely cured. And..."
He paused, frowning and said, "Manny, you have been pregnant for one and a half months."
I leaned weakly on the peony silk embroidered pillow, my chest undulating.
My heart is repressed intolerable grief. I even find it difficult to breathe.
Looking blankly at the hundreds of children and thousands of grandchildren in front of me, the vivid pattern of children on it stung my heart at once, and made a deep knife in my heart that was already scarred.
Child... I didn't expect that I would have his flesh and blood.
I didn't care about the small reaction before. Even the month letter was delayed, and I thought it was caused by sadness and exhaustion. What's more, the fatigue and powerlessness all day long are naturally not under consideration.
But... children... at this time, this is the least that should be.
But there was a huge faint joy in his heart, and he couldn't help putting his hand on the flat stomach, where there was a small life.
With sadness and joy in my heart, I am at a loss. However, Dr. Zhang's words made me feel a pot of cold water poured down.
He rubbed his hands, frowned so tightly, his expression was so hesitant, his eyes were nervous, afraid, and there was...sympathy.
"Niang Niang, Shuchen said frankly, because you were over-sorrowful and tired before, coupled with the wind and cold coming this time, this first child..."
He hesitated for a long time, my heart had already raised my throat, and I even sat up straight to look at him. Doctor Zhang resolutely said: "This first child, I'm afraid I can't keep it."
My tears slipped and dripped coldly on the quilt, and the water red instantly turned deep red.
My heart is sinking, I grasped my brocade robe tightly, my nails even hurt my palms.
"The minister will do his best, and the minister will prescribe a prescription for the empress." Grand Doctor Zhang said, standing up and walking to the table by the window to write.
I calmed down and said in the calmest tone: "Doctor Zhang, what you said can't be kept... My palace knows. My palace wants to ask, how long is this child's fate with this palace?"
Doctor Zhang's back was obviously stiff: "Niang Niang," he said, "This... as long as Niang Niang takes good care of her, it is still possible to give birth."
I smiled miserably: "Doctor Zhang, just tell the truth to my palace."
He paused, and after thinking about it, he finally said cautiously: "Niang, I'm afraid it will not be a few days."
I tilted my head slightly and leaned on the edge of the mahogany bed: "Doctor Zhang," I said softly, "There is no need to prescribe any prescriptions."
I smiled sadly: "The current state of this palace, this palace itself knows that it is useless to prescribe any prescriptions."
My tears were dripping quietly, the crimson piece gradually enlarged, and my hands were also tightly holding the quilt, the pattern of the child embroidered on it was twisted, just like my heart was twisted and hurt.
"Doctor Zhang." I supported my body and said with my only strength at this time: "I have something to ask you in this palace."
Doctor Zhang's eyes flashed with doubts and embarrassment under the candlelight. He narrowed his expression and said, "Please tell me, my lady."
I raised my head and looked at a huge Dongzhu on the top of the bed tent, my chest ups and downs a few times before I said: "Doctor Zhang, if the emperor knows, what do you think will happen to him?"
I did not directly state what I meant, because he would not agree to what I asked him to say directly. Therefore, I can only change the method.
Doctor Zhang raised his head in deep thought for a moment, his gray hair swayed, and I saw sophistication and wisdom in his eyes.
He said with embarrassment: "Niang, but the minister has to report it."
I shook my head: "Doctor Zhang, in fact, you know better than this palace. If the emperor knows that this child can't be saved, then the person involved must be you."
I paused, and continued with my exhausted spirit: "The emperor will surely let you protect the baby with all his strength, but you know that it is difficult."
I stared straight at him and slowly said, "You know, the father of this palace just disappeared, and the emperor needs a happy event. I don't want this palace to be sad."
I continued with a helpless smile: "The emperor has been exhausted from recent state affairs and family affairs. I really don’t want to see him sad again. If this child falls without knowing that my house is pregnant, my house will also It can be said that I did not notice it. Although it is still sad, it is better than worrying and sad every day."
I lowered my head, and said sadly: "This sorrow and pain, this palace alone can bear it. This palace does not want the emperor to worry any more."
My eyes became moist and my nose was sour and uncomfortably sour, but I kept patience not to let the tears fall.
"Doctor Zhang, so you won’t be implicated in the hospital too. Isn’t it the best?" I raised my head again and looked at this old man who is over half a hundred years old in front of me. He experienced the warmth and coldness in this palace. The experience and sophistication accumulated here are more than mine. I believe he will weigh.
"But Niang Niang," Madam Zhang hesitated for a long time and said, "But it's impossible to find out if the old minister is here today."
I smiled, so it seems that as long as there is a reasonable explanation, he will agree.
"Don't be afraid of this. This palace has its own way." I thought about it, and pulled the brocade to cover my body: "The body of this palace at this time is naturally very weak, and the pulse condition is also weak, so you go back and say, The pulse condition in this palace is too weak, and I was very sleepy at the time. You haven't had a good pulse signal, this palace will let you back down.
I looked at him: "At this time, you can go directly to the Taiyuan Hospital. For others, I have my own palace to arrange and explain."
After I finished speaking, I took a silver ticket from a box on the corner of the bed and handed it to him.
Grand Doctor Zhang was stunned, and I said softly, "This is one hundred thousand taels. Please accept it. In case... if the emperor is still angry, these silvers will be enough for your whole family to live a simple life."
After speaking, I loosened my hand, and the milky-white silver ticket slowly fell to the ground, and then I closed my eyes.
I heard Doctor Zhang's footsteps leave, opened my eyes slightly, and there was nothing on the ground.
Hui Ju took Xiao Fuzi and Xiao Luzi into the stove carrying a wrong gold hollow peony. I was not as cold as before.
"Hui Ju, come here. Let them go down first." I waved to Hui Ju.
Hui Ju winked at Xiao Fuzi and Xiao Luzi, and came to my side: "Niang, what's the matter?"
I sat up with her support, Hui Ju took a sable shawl and put it on me. The black fur glowed brightly under the candlelight. This was supposed to be used in the winter. It was taken out, and I know that this one was newly produced by the Ministry of Internal Affairs yesterday.
"Hui Ju, after the emperor brought me back, did he ever ask an imperial doctor to come for a consultation?"
Hui Ju shook his head: "Hui Niangniang, no. When the emperor brought you back, you were in a coma. At that time, Zhang Dehai came to announce that the Southwest Military Love Songbook had arrived. The emperor hesitated and went to the Imperial Study Room, but he confessed that you were awake. Just go and call for an imperial doctor."
"Well, I see." My hand gently stroked the smooth surface of the mink fur, feeling the silky feel.
Huiju looked around, and said in doubt: "Niang, where's Doctor Zhang?"
I smiled faintly: "When Dr. Zhang gave the pulse to the palace, the palace felt very tired. He said that the pulse in the palace was weak and he had to have a good diagnosis. The palace was too tired, so he let him go down first.

Hui Ju blinked her eyes and looked at me puzzledly: "Manny, do you want me to invite me now?"
I reluctantly smiled: "The meeting in this palace is much better. I think the wind and cold are serious, so you should take the medicine." After speaking, I leaned on the embroidered pillow, and put my hand on the lower abdomen.
Hui Ju didn't ask anything more, just nodded.
"From Zhilan, my palace will also tell her." I sat up to get out of bed, Hui Ju hurriedly came to help me.
I waved my hand, watching Hui Ju stand there blankly, gave her a relieved smile, and straightened up. Although I feel a little flirty, but fortunately, after sleeping for so long, I finally regained some energy.
"You are going to cook some side dishes tonight. My palace wants to talk to the emperor."
I walked to the dressing table and sat down, took up the comb and combed my hair slowly: "One piece of heavenly fragrance, one full moon, one imperial concubine chicken, and another distilled cake. You can make something else for the others. These four things are No less."
I looked at the pale face and sunken eye sockets of the person in the mirror, picked up the powder and rushed gently.
Hui Ju stepped forward: "Manny, the servant girl knows." She stared at me in the bronze mirror, with surprise and confusion in her eyes.
I didn't look at her and didn't speak any more, until she walked to the door to open her mouth again: "Hui Ju, get another pot of good wine. It will be pear white."
This dish and wine are his favorites, Shen Xiyao.
Sitting in front of the bronze mirror, I picked some water-red rouge with a jade hairpin, melted it with warm water, and patted it lightly on my pale but powdered cheeks. Then apply the crimson mouth fat on the slightly opened lips, and gently blend them, leaving only a thin layer, transparent and moist. The lotus color eyebrow toner carefully depicts the willow eyebrow that suits you best. The silver silk-edged snow-white brocade gauze feather satin hibiscus skirt has a phoenix pattern woven with fine white silk, hidden in layers of folds. The black hair is high, but only a filament hollow silver phoenix hairpin is inserted at the top, and a fine silver-white tassel hangs down. Walking lightly, looking back and staring, it's like returning to the wind and dancing in the snow, shadowing the corridor.
In the west hall, the yellow-ground famille-colored "Buddha Daily Ming" bowl set on a round table bordered by rosewood Fushou Yonggu glazed glaze is a dish prepared by Hui Ju according to my instructions, and it exudes a seductive aroma.
In the middle of the dish, a blue and white double dragon wears a lotus pattern with a lot of branches. It is the finest pear white. There is a golden plum blossom cup on each side of the bottle. The blue and white eight auspicious tangled branches and four-sided large vases by the window are also full of precious slightly pale yellow autumn moon and bright chrysanthemums. The eyes are full of "can can gold dress, slim white jade skin".
The west side hall is now filled with cigarettes, and the room is full of fragrance. There are more than a dozen red candles on the three-layer candle holders inlaid with gold and enamel on both sides of the house. The candlelight reflects the western temple like the day but is full of warm atmosphere, which is most suitable for tired people to relax their mood.
"Manny, do you think these two pots of Yutang Golden Horses can be placed by the table?"
Ziying and Xinlan each came in with two blue and white hanging ganoderma lucidum flower pots. Ziying looked around for a long time before asking me.
I have been sitting on the beautiful couch in the innermost place, until the voice of Zi Ying rang in my ears, and then slowly turned my head back. For a moment, the colorful and warm yellow eyes made me feel like a fairyland, and I felt extremely warm and warm. peaceful.