Chapter 58: despair

　　 To find a way to counteract this kind of magic, you must first understand the principle of magic.
　　 This is a process from zero to one, and it is also the biggest obstacle to eliminating the virus. Adam needs to find an entry point.
　　 At this time, the words of Mage Black appeared in his consciousness: "The anti-mage needs to torment humans and souls countless times to observe despair, in order to complete the promotion of the soul..."
"What the is despair?" Adam muttered to himself silently. He remembered the feeling that he had no way into the sky when he was chased and killed. If he realized it, but that was not enough. The despair was not deep enough, and it was just a scene. An emotion produced by the underlying thinking, this emotion was constantly suppressed and shattered by logical thinking at the time to keep calm, and its strength was not strong enough for Adam to engrave it in his memory.
　　 Adam looked at the gray waves in all directions, and walked into the waves with his mind power to protect his body.
　　Walking into the wave and getting in touch with gray at close range, Adam discovered that this magic is not a manifestation of energy, but another concept that he doesn't know how to define. Every dot in the gray is a soul. They have no mind or fixed form, but are always distorted and changing.
　　 Their constant negative emotions constitute a gray tone, and each dot is always trying to expand itself and swallow others.
Adam was like a drop of water dripping into hot oil, which instantly aroused the reflection of the entire pan, countless souls rushed towards him madly, and the endless aura of despair completely surrounded him, severely tearing his mind power barrier. , The distorted faces showed him the pain before the Lord's life, Adam thought of the abyss creature, the kind of disordered creature with reduced entropy. Ancient magic simulates the entropy reduction system. No wonder this kind of magic cannot be improved. No wonder they are eliminated by the mainstream and abandoned by the ether. This is simply a system that is not good for the world and the plane.
　　 Adam found that this was not very useful. Although he could see the pain of ‘dot’, he didn’t know where the pain came from and what kind of despair would result.
　　 "Observing despair, or experiencing despair?"
　　 Adam stretched out a little bit of perception, trying to touch those ‘dots’, the desperate soul gnawed at him madly, completely irrational at all.
　　 The soul felt the pain, but Adam didn't care. The next second he made an amazing move, dispelling the thought power barrier, just maintaining his sanity, and then letting the gray bite his soul.
　　 Adam’s soul received countless information, which could not form a complete memory, but the deepest and most desperate fragment before the death of these souls.
　　 The home was destroyed before my eyes.
　　 Parents and children were slaughtered, but they were powerless.
　　 Beloved is insulted and commits suicide.
　　 The hard work of a lifetime has become a ridiculous joke.
　　 thought that hope was right in front of his eyes, but then found that nothing has changed.
　　 experienced the most severe torture and endured the unbearable pain of life.
　　All kinds of despair washed Adam's soul over and over again, countless information raged in Adam's soul, gnawed, swallowed, and gradually a monster spawned by despair took shape in Adam's soul.
Adam felt that his consciousness began to be distorted and self-destructive. At this time, the monster was still very weak. Adam could wipe it out with the power of thought, but Adam chose to sit on the sidelines and let it devour despair and let it parasitize his soul. Growing up.
　　 The monster has no body, but Adam still felt its hideous mouth open and develop a silent roar, and then all the gray waves began to converge towards Adam.
　　 Adam’s soul is divided into two parts, usually the last reason supported by the power of mind, while the other half is the twisted body of the parasitic monster.
　　 It had its first impact on Adam.
Adam found himself in a dilapidated city, dressed in clothes that could not cover his body, surrounded by broken walls, smoke filled with gunpowder, corpses all over the field, and many people buried their heads on the corpses in the dark, lying casually on the ground. People are numb in their faces, and seem to have completely ignored their own life and death.
　　 Adam walked slowly on the street, stomping on the stumps of unknown people. Suddenly Adam felt a deep malice, his eyes hidden behind a wall exuded cruel gloom, he turned his steps and walked towards the wall.
Someone behind the wall was shocked. It seemed that he hadn’t expected Adam to spot him, but hunger fueled his inner madness. He rushed out from behind the bunker and raised his tiny arms like a firewood towards Adam. There was nothing in his open mouth. The saliva is low, but the blood after the skin is dry and cracked.
　　 Adam stood there and didn't move, letting the man's fist hit him, but he was so weak that he was actually flew out by the self-defense bullet of Adam's body.
　　 "What are you going to do?" Adam asked softly, and then continued to look at the wall.
The man crawled towards Adam on the ground, with unspoken words in his mouth: "Hungry, hungry, eat, eat..." The man bit on Adam's feet, his mouth full of teeth were broken , Blood splashed, he was drinking his blood greedily, his haggard face was abnormally satisfied.
　　 Adam didn't attack him, but he couldn't stand up anymore, Adam stepped back silently.
　　 The rest of the people hiding behind the wall stumbled and ran out, rushing frantically on the fresh corpse, biting with their teeth, tearing with their hands, and using all the methods they could do to eat the surviving corpse.
　　 Adam suddenly felt a little weak, and a puff of hunger began to form in his body.
　　 He didn't care and continued to walk in the city.
　　 He saw hungry parents exchanging their children with others, and then eating other people's children. He saw someone collecting the stumps from the ground and stuffing them into the mouth. He saw a strong man picking up the dead bones on the ground and raising flames, working together to kill the old people and children for cooking. They looked at each other vigilantly, snatched the food from the pot and ate it greedily, and then treated the women behind them. vent.
　　 He saw soldiers in armor using knives and guns to drive away hungry people, shouting loudly, and seeing slightly cleaner women being caught and taken away, while the mansion in the center of the city was brightly lit and singing and dancing.
　　 As time went by, Adam became weaker and hungry, so he came to an empty bunker and sat down silently.
　　 Then night fell, and the screams of monsters screamed from all directions outside the city, and as a high rising flame exploded, they madly attacked the city.
　　The soldiers reappeared and drove everyone out of the city to form a human wall. They were allowed to be shredded by the monsters and ignored.
　　 Then Master Master appeared. He sat on the sedan chair lifted by eight people and climbed onto the city wall. All the people who did not die looked at him hopefully, expecting Master Master to rescue them.
Master Mage shot, a ball of light condensed in front of his wand, but the next second they found that the magic of the mage had fallen on their bodies, and their flesh and blood exploded and attacked the monster under the action of magic. go with.
　　 Adam hid in the dark and saw this scene completely.
　　 Throughout the whole night, the wizard repelled the attack of Warcraft by relying on the flesh and blood of civilians.
　　 The next day, the daylight just shone, the monsters retreated, and the soldiers appeared again, driving the civilians back to the town.
　　 Adam is weaker.
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The trial will not be stopped because of the deaths of several apprentices. The one-month period is set by Dean Victor. No one can violate the entire Moldo Tower except the tower owner. The two mages brought Adam back to the mobile home. In the midst, thrown aside casually, continuing his leisurely life.
　　 They all stared at Adam at the same time, and the Fire Elemental Mage said, "Keno, it seems that the little guy is not working."
　　 Adam's body began to escape the gray aura. In the mage's eyes, this was the result of the soul being swallowed and then assimilated. He regretfully reached out his hand and wanted to destroy Adam completely.
　　 The mage named Keno didn't stop him. Only the living Adam has the ability to bring him benefits, and the dead Adam is worthless.
At the moment when the flame was about to burn Adam’s body, a sudden change occurred, and the transparent and qualitative thought power was activated autonomously, and a little bit of it competed with the gray aura for space~EbookFREE.me~ Mage Keno waved his hand to block the flame with a torrent of metal, and said: " Wait, Ryan, he's still fighting."
　　Mage Ryan dissipated the flames and said, "Although it is only the magic of a mouse, it is used by a big mouse after all. Do you really think the apprentice can resist the past?"
Another stronger and more cohesive thought power appeared on Keno's body. It gently lifted Adam and placed him in the distance. The negative energy aura made the wizard very uncomfortable, and then he said to Mage Ryan : "You haven't seen his thoughts of meditation, right?"
Naturally, Mage Ryan did not. Due to the accumulation of knowledge and the gap of vision, most of the research results at the apprenticeship stage can only serve as a reference for the official mage, and the practical value is very low. Out of this idea, Mage Ryan has not understood power.
"Oh?"
"This kind of power is very good. Its meaning is not to use it directly, but to control it." He took out a piece of metal and wrapped it with mental power. The metal instantly decomposed into small volumes, and then became smaller and smaller. Decompose it completely, "Look, that's it, this ability has a great effect on my research."
　　Mage Ryan looked at Keno with interest. If this scene happened in the laboratory, it would not be magical. It could be done easily with experimental equipment, but now Keno has done it with pure mental power.
"Mental power is the power derived from the soul. The mental power of ordinary apprentices is of low quality and cannot resist the curse of despair, but maybe this little guy can. And you know, he is the apprentice of the academy, and we are the contract mage of the tower. If he can survive and continue to develop his meditation ideas, it will be good for all tower mage."
　　Mage Ryan shrugged noncommittal and said, "Then I wish him good luck."