Chapter 59: Despair (2)

Adam walked down the street again, and there were fewer people in the city. People like Adam who were not missing are even rarer. For a whole morning, there was no one walking on the street except Adam. They lay numb. Wait quietly for death in all places where you can rest, and then become someone's ration.
　　 The strong men who had recovered a little bit of stamina in the afternoon began to forage again. This time, many people put their ideas on Adam. After Adam pushed them back, they still did not choose to kill, but watched them kill each other coldly.
　　 At night, the exact same scene appeared again, siege, mage, evil magic, and then dawn.
　　 This cycle lasted six times. Adam's hunger became stronger and stronger, and it became more and more difficult to avoid the capture of soldiers.
　　 Adam had an illusion in his heart, if next time he was still not selected and still did not die because of it, he would be able to escape from this illusion. This feeling became stronger and stronger as soon as he appeared, and it became so strong that he could not help but believe it.
　　 On the seventh day, the soldiers came to Adam, violently trapped his hands with ropes, and then drove him out of the city with knives and guns.
　　 Adam is too weak, this weakness has made him unable to resist, and can only let the soldiers catch him.
Adam and the rest of the civilians joined together to form a human wall outside the city, and suffered heavy casualties under the fangs, claws and magic of the beast. Then the magician appeared for the seventh time. This time, the ancient magic bombed the civilians together with Adam. Fragments.
　　 "Did you die like this?" Adam sighed.
　　 But in a blink of an eye, he realized that something was wrong. If he was dead, how could he still have ideas?
　　 Sure enough, in the next second the illusion shattered into fragments, and every scene of the seven days quickly reappeared in Adam's consciousness, and then regrouped again.
　　 Adam is back to the beginning again, still the broken city, still the clothes that can't cover his body, still the insensitive people on the floor.
The active lack of reason is getting more and more serious. This lack makes Adam’s consciousness blank. He does not have the concept of instinct. If one must be found, then Adam’s instinct is to survive, but survival is not in this illusion. It's useless, because Adam has no ability to dominate his own life.
　　 So the cycle began again, nothing changed, people like beasts, soldiers like beasts, wizards who are indifferent and unlike humans, and another death on the seventh day.
　　 I don’t know how many times after reincarnation, Adam is left with the last rationality maintained by the power of mind. This rationality controls him not to kill, eat, or resist.
　　 It is not that there is any moral bottom line in Adam's heart, but he thinks that if he follows the intention of the desperate monster, he may be in a situation where he will be lost.
　　 After repeating the exact same ending hundreds of times, Adam suddenly realized.
　　Since he wants to observe despair, and then experience despair, since he has omitted the theory and entered the clinical stage with himself as the test subject, then this kind of rational behavior is undoubtedly stupid, he knows that he must make a change.
Nothing can be obtained without paying a price. The reason why Adam took the initiative to walk into the illusion is the magical gamble with desperate monsters and tears with the soul. The bet is his life. This is the stud he initiated. The game must be broken to be able to win the game. He must follow the enemy's rhythm, otherwise he will undoubtedly lose. At this time, it is foolish to want to keep his hole cards.
　　 Adam abandoned his reason.
　　......
"what are you going to do?"
　　 The man crawled toward Adam on the ground, with unspoken words: "Hungry, hungry, eat, eat..."
　　 "Stand up, I will take you to find food." Adam helped him up and said softly.
　　 The man didn’t expect that he could hear such words. He was lifted up in a daze, and looked at Adam in a daze, "Did you eat? Eat!"
　　 "Well, it's food." Adam nodded seriously to him, and then said loudly to the people hiding behind the wall: "Come out, I'll take you to find food."
　　 Climbing high and raising his arms and waving his arms is probably this kind of feeling. People in despair are full of numbness and hesitation, but suddenly a light appears. Even if the power of this light is small, it is enough to warm people's hearts.
Behind Adam was followed by nearly ten scrawny men, and they all walked down the street together. They learned Adam’s appearance and persuaded everyone who was lying on the ground and everyone who was about to commit violence: "Stop it. Come with us and we will go find food together."
As a result, the crowd grew more and more. They either doubted, believed, or followed Adam with expectations. From the corner of the wall, from the crevice of the stone, from every corner that can be touched, they can put everything into their mouths. Take down the contents and gather together and wait for distribution.
Of course some people didn’t believe it. They venomously stopped the persuaders and tried to kill them, but Adam gathered too many people, and their viciousness could no longer bluff people. However, Adam prevented the killing of his "companions" and let him go. The trustee leaves.
　　 The group of people had no weak people to bully, no food source, they started to kill each other, some got food, some died in the fight, finally the food was gone, they had to join Adam's team.
Adam gathered the civilians in the whole city and collected all the food that could be collected. He ordered the people to cook the food and distribute it evenly to everyone. As for whether the food would be mixed with something that challenged the bottom line of human morality, he had no time to go. tube.
　　 Night fell.
　　 The soldiers who disappeared during the day appeared again. They didn't pay attention to the gathering crowd at all, and they still violently drove the crowd away, but this time, there was a voice of resistance in the crowd.
　　 "You can't do this. We are unarmed and are not opponents of Warcraft at all. You are soldiers, why don't you protect us? Why doesn't Master Mage personally fight back the Warcraft." Someone said loudly.
　　 The man walked out of the crowd, and the many companions behind him gave him infinite courage. He said: "Soldier, I think we need to talk, we are not capable of resisting monsters, why..."
The soldier in front of him looked at him grimly, raised the long knife in his hand, and severely slashed his face with the back of the knife, "Untouchables, who allowed you to talk to a descendant of knights like this? You untouchables are usually like parasites. Living in the city, enjoying the rule and protection of the nobility, shouldn’t you contribute your own strength now?"
　　 Adam walked out of the team, looked at his companions around me compassionately, and said to the soldiers: "I ask to see Master Mage, and I ask for the rights and interests I deserve."
The soldiers looked at Adam in amazement, then burst into laughter and burst into tears: "Hahahaha, what did I hear? The untouchables want to see the noble and great Master Master, hahaha, you dirty and mean bastards, with what?"
Adam's eyes were still compassionate. He waited silently for the soldiers to finish laughing, and wanted to continue to persuade him. But before he was talking, the soldier suddenly changed his face and said coldly, "I only said it once, now, immediately, to the city. Go outside, otherwise," he lifted the long knife, and cut the body of the civilian who spoke at the beginning, cruelly said: "You are all going to die."
　　 The crowd began to commotion. They stepped back behind Adam, looked at Adam with hope, Adam said, "No, you can't do this, we also have the right to survive..."
　　 "Kill me!"
　　 The soldier yelled violently, raised his sword and started the killing of the same clan.
The civilians could not resist at all. They screamed and fled, and then kept begging for mercy. Adam stood motionless, his eyes still compassionate, and still tried to persuade the soldiers, but the soldiers hit the ground with the gun body: "You are Their leader, right? You will regret what you have done."
The blood was flowing, and the soldiers did not have any kindness. Suddenly, a voice like this came from the crowd: "Don't kill me, I am willing to go outside the city. I was deceived, it is him. UU reading www.uukanshu.com everything is. His idea!" The soldiers stopped killing, watching the man pointing at Adam hoarse.
　　 The crowd was silent for a moment, and then they all realized and pushed all their faults on Adam. In order to show their minds, they rushed forward to punch and kick Adam on the ground. It seemed that Adam was the devil who tempted them to fall.
　　The soldiers watched this scene with satisfaction. The captain clapped his hands to stop the killing, and then ordered: "Take them out of the city. As for this person, stay here."
　　 The hatred of the people was aroused. They looked at Adam with disgust and viciousness. The soldiers' intentions were not sinister. This put Adam on the opposite side of the people.
　　 The Master Soldier stayed at the end. He knelt down and said to Adam, "Guess what will happen to you tomorrow? I hope I can see you alive in front of me tomorrow night, hahahaha!"
　　 Adam lay down on the spot, quietly looking at the silent night sky, listening to the sound of fighting outside the city, not knowing how to describe his feelings. He lay down like this all night, and the surviving crowd outside the city returned to the town with bruises. Each of them looked at Adam with hatred and gathered around him. After silence, someone picked up the gravel around him and someone picked it up. The sleeve tube does not exist.
"Kill him, it is because of him that we will be abandoned by Master Mage and noble lords. He is a devil, kill him!" With such a call, all the survivors went crazy toward Adam and broke out. A power far beyond their physical strength.
　　 Adam did not resist, let them attack him, let them tear his flesh and blood.
　　 The breath of life is getting weaker and weaker, Adam is still motionless, no more eyes in his eye sockets, but still looking at the sky.
　　 There is a dim light in the empty eyes.
　　 Adam’s mercy was replaced by despair.