Chapter 1973: Push the heart

"Xiao Xia, although I have never had the opportunity to be your mother in this life, in my aunt's heart, you have always been my biological daughter." Holding Wang Xia tightly, Li Xiaoxiao's mother has already felt Wang Xia's faster heartbeat. , And the body that couldn't help shaking.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao's mother knows best. Although several children seem to be the one who behaves most like Wang Xia who doesn't care about anything, in fact, she is the child who lacks love and cares most.
In the past, Li Xiaoxiao used to play tricks and kept crying when she encountered something, but that also just shows that she has not experienced any great joys and great compassion, and her life has always been plain and plain, so it has always been so. Emotional.
In fact, this kind of person is very happy in some ways.
It was not until later that Li Xiaoxiao experienced that illness that there was a little change.
But Wang Xia was a thousand miles away from her.
If it were not for today’s hug, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother would still not have the opportunity to feel Wang Xia’s fragile side, she still couldn’t see Wang Xia’s tears, she still couldn’t feel how soft her seemingly indestructible body was...
"Aunt..." Wang Xia didn't say anything. She hugged her body tightly, pressed her cheek to her shoulder, feeling the warmth, ignoring the tears pouring into the corner of her mouth.
At this moment, Wang Xia was like a five or six-year-old child who was blamed by her parents. She showed her inner heart at a glance and showed her most vulnerable and helpless side.
As a man, Li Yonggui couldn't help but want to cry when he saw this scene.
"Xiaoxia, would you like to stay and accompany your uncle and aunt?" Li Xiaoxiao's mother continued to hold Wang Xia tightly, feeling Wang Xia's increasingly rapid breathing, and her increasingly trembling body, gently Speak.
"Yeah! Yeah! I'm willing!" Wang Xia couldn't stop nodding, uncontrollably like a chicken pecking at rice.
In fact, she has always been willing, but she didn't want to stay before. She felt that her staying disturbed other people's lives. After all, they were not her biological parents.
Moreover, Wang Xia actually knew very well that, although on the surface it seemed that the family was indeed harmonious, but that was just appearance. There was a magical difference between biological parents and non-biological parents.
For example, if Li Xiaoxiao did something wrong, maybe her uncle and aunt would blame her or persuade her.
But if they do something wrong, they will not, but will continue to comfort themselves. This is the most essential difference.
Of course, in front of her uncles and aunts, Wang Xia has never done anything to miss, because they are not her biological parents, and she does not want them to see her bad side.
Therefore, after living here for a while, Wang Xia chose to leave, because when the night was quiet, Wang Xia thought carefully and found out that, in fact, this would not reduce the loneliness and loneliness in her heart, but would be late at night. Time intensified this feeling.
But the fact is like this. He has no biological parents for a long time, and in this life, it is impossible to experience that feeling again.
But this time, Wang Xia also wanted to understand, especially after listening to those words of Li Xiaoxiao’s parents, and those words of Fang Zhiqiang, let her understand that sometimes there is no need to make a clear distinction between you and mine, in fact It's all part of life. Nothing can't be discarded, and nothing is eternal. Since God has given me this opportunity to enjoy, why don't I take it?
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"Qiangzi, do you mean that parents and them are hiding anything from us?" Li Xiaoxiao in the room suddenly recalled after hanging up the phone, still feeling a little worried.
Indeed, what Li Xiaoxiao's mother said just now sounds strange, even Li Xiaoxiao thought she was going to be sick again.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao’s worried expression at the moment, and immediately stretched out his hand, gently stroked her face, and said softly: "Don’t worry, Xiaoxiao, in this world, no one loves you more than your parents, even if It’s my love for you, and it’s different from them. If they really have something important, they will definitely not hide it from you, because they have felt how difficult it is to be concealed, and how can they bear it? Let you experience that feeling?"
These words of Fang Zhiqiang made Li Xiaoxiao stunned. She knew that what Fang Zhiqiang said was what she had said before leaving without saying goodbye.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao still doesn't understand how much harm her parents and Fang Zhiqiang have caused by leaving without saying goodbye and deceiving.
Even after she came back, she apologized in time, but she still couldn't understand it, because she hadn't experienced it firsthand.
Just like the feeling that Fang Zhiqiang lost his father, even if Li Xiaoxiao was with Fang Zhiqiang every day, he couldn't experience it personally.
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, don't think too much, it seems like the sun is out now, it's rare! Let's go out!" Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao's thoughtful appearance, and then gently pulled her arm, then immediately Pointing to the rising sun outside, said.
The rising sun is just at the right time, just like Xiao Ai Li’s illness, like the heart knot of Li Xiaoxiao’s parents, like Fang Zhiqiang’s thoughts that have been hidden in his heart for so long, all the haze is in this moment The smoke disappeared, revealing the long-lost sunlight, warming the dark corner of my heart for a long time.
Li Xiaoxiao pondered for a moment, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang and nodded.
After the two changed their clothes, they walked out of the room slowly.
As soon as I left the room, what I felt was not the warm sun shining on my cheeks, but the icy sea breeze. The bitter cold caused Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao to shiver involuntarily.
However, the two people still looked at each other, and then a smile appeared on each other's faces, and they walked slowly towards the sea.
The Beihai is very big and every place is different. Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao have seen many spectacular ice surfaces and icebergs along the way.
But this place was very magical. Although it was as cold as those places, it didn't freeze.
Even in the shallow sea, there is no sign of freezing. The blue water still beats on the beach, which looks like a summer.
If the coconut trees are still hung with green leaves, it is no different from summer.
Although there are no coconuts on the coconut trees, there are coconuts in the shops.
Fang Zhiqiang went to buy two, then went to the beach, got into the transparent tent prepared by others, held the coconut in his hand, and sucked.
There was heating in the tent, and the feeling of warmth made a touch of redness appear on the two people's cheeks.
"Qiangzi, do you have anything you want to say to me?" Li Xiaoxiao sucked a few mouthfuls of coconut juice, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously, and suddenly asked.
Upon hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang was taken aback for a moment, but he did not expect that Li Xiaoxiao would suddenly ask himself such a question.
Moreover, from Li Xiaoxiao's determined expression, Fang Zhiqiang could see that she seemed to have realized that something seemed to be hiding from her...