Chapter 1974: Push the heart to the belly (2)

Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became a little nervous, because he did hide something from her.
"Didn't I have told you what I said in my heart?" Fang Zhiqiang was a little guilty, but he still looked at Li Xiaoxiao nonchalantly and joked.
"Really?" Li Xiaoxiao continued to stare at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and asked again.
"Of course! Even the things that have been hidden in my heart for so long have all been said just now, what else can there be?" Fang Zhiqiang said affirmatively again.
But in fact, even Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that it was not those who really kept Li Xiaoxiao from him.
"Since everyone is so heart-and-hearted today, I think, Qiangzi, we don't need to hide anything from each other. Let me just say it first?" Li Xiaoxiao put down the coconut fruit in his hand, coughed dryly, and sorted out his emotions. .
Fang Zhiqiang was taken aback for a moment. Looking at Li Xiaoxiao's serious look, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to feel that he couldn't escape today.
"Actually, I think I am a very careful woman. Although I said that I would give you to Sister Yaxin at that time, in fact, there were 10,000 unwillingnesses in my heart, and if you and Sister Yaxin really If you accept my proposal, I might go crazy!"
Li Xiaoxiao started: "I thought about that for a long time later. I was very surprised at why I had such a sudden thought at the beginning. It was really a whim at that moment. If I were to calm down, I would definitely I won’t say anything like that."
"Moreover, there is also your relationship with Miss Huang. Although you have told me many times that you are just a pure friendship, and all the facts have proved that there is indeed no shameful relationship between you, but I still have it in my heart. I feel uncomfortable at all. Even if Ms. Huang helps Mingda get through the difficulties, I will sensitively think that she is for you." At this point, Li Xiaoxiao stopped suddenly, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and did not speak for a long time.
Fang Zhiqiang noticed Li Xiaoxiao's somewhat weird gaze, frowning slightly, his face blank.
"Qiangzi, do you think I think that, right?" Li Xiaoxiao suddenly narrowed his eyes and asked.
"I..." Fang Zhiqiang was speechless, he really didn't know what to say.
"Since you don't know, then I will tell you that I think that is right, because I am a woman. I know very well under what circumstances a woman can make such a decision. Although Miss Huang and I Has different personalities, but they are all women after all. The reason why she helped Mingda, I am sure, is indeed because of you."
After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he paused again and looked at Fang Zhiqiang.
"Hehe, in fact, it's nothing. When she went to Paris, she made it clear in front of me. She really likes you, but she really chose to let it go."
"In fact, sometimes I admire Ms. Huang. She is indeed a woman who dares to love and hate, and she does not pretend, she is what she does. Many men can't have such qualities!
"Speaking of Miss Lin, hehe, Qiangzi, I just found out now that you are really good for a woman!" Li Xiaoxiao suddenly smiled. She was entangled in this matter before, but did not take it seriously. After thinking about it, and now suddenly thinking about it, I found out that Fang Zhiqiang is always surrounded by all kinds of women, including her relatives, Wang Xia!
"When I was hospitalized in southern Yunnan, Miss Lin, the three of us met. At that time, I wanted her to take care of you on my behalf. I stupidly thought that was the best way. But then I found out that my heart My selfishness is far beyond my expectation. If you let go of you, I will really drive myself crazy, and I will really fall into pain forever."
"So Qiangzi, you seem to be quite sensible now, and I don’t have to worry too much about your private life. I support you unconditionally when it comes to work. In fact, I have my own little nine in my heart, I If you don’t say it, it doesn’t mean I don’t care, and it doesn’t mean I am not uncomfortable."
At the end, Li Xiaoxiao took a long breath and looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a deliberate smile, as if all this just said was such an understatement.
In fact, whether it is an understatement depends on how you look at it.
If you look at the current relationship between two people, none of these really matter. As long as two people love each other deeply, nothing else is a problem.
But if you analyze these things from Li Xiaoxiao's heart, you will find that these things are actually bigger than the sky in Li Xiaoxiao's heart!
Because now, Fang Zhiqiang is her world, her sky, but her sky is surrounded by other women every day. Even if nothing happens, Li Xiaoxiao's still can't turn a blind eye.
Love is selfish and cannot be shared. When Li Xiaoxiao feels that other women share the same day with her, her heart is sad and painful.
The most painful thing is that she can't show it yet.
After listening to Li Xiaoxiao's words, Fang Zhiqiang was expressionless, bowed his head and pondered for a long time.
After being silent for about thirty seconds, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly raised his head. Looking at the stiff smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly spoke.
"Well, if that's the case, I'll tell all the things I kept from you!"
Fang Zhiqiang did not respond to Li Xiaoxiao's words just now, which made Li Xiaoxiao feel a little disappointed and even sad.
These words are the words that are hidden deep in Li Xiaoxiao's heart, but Fang Zhiqiang seems indifferent when they are all said today.
"Your illness is indeed cured, but due to the operation, the doctor said that I am afraid it will be difficult to have a baby in the future. So you keep saying that you want a daughter, but I never promised. I don't want to disappoint you, let alone let it. You are sad, so I'd rather procrastinate until one day I can’t go on, and then think of other ways.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao directly, and said a whole paragraph without pause, not even once. pant.
Indeed, these words have been suppressed in Fang Zhiqiang's heart for too long, and it takes a lot of courage to say them.
In fact, the reason why Fang Zhiqiang didn't respond to Li Xiaoxiao's words just now was because he said these words, which was enough to prove how much his love for Li Xiaoxiao had reached.
It's just that Li Xiaoxiao at the moment has no time to pay attention to this anymore. When she heard these words, the smile on her face finally stiffened completely.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao also knew before that although her illness was cured, her body had not fully recovered, and she had even thought of the result Fang Zhiqiang just said.
And she had insisted on wanting a daughter before, and one reason was precisely because she was worried about it.
But she still did not expect that it would be as serious as Fang Zhiqiang said!
The words spoken by the doctor must be very well-founded, although the doctor did not thoroughly sentence the death sentence, ‘I’m afraid it will be difficult to conceive a child again,’ which is almost equivalent to a death sentence!
As long as the doctor has the last shred of remedy, it is impossible for him to give the patient such an answer!
"Xiaoxiao, I didn’t say this today to make you feel uncomfortable. I believe we can work out a solution to this matter together, but you have to promise me that you can’t affect our emotions because of this incident, just take it for me, okay? "Fang Zhiqiang knew that Li Xiaoxiao would not be able to accept this for a while.
What is the most important thing in a woman's life? Having deprived her of this right, it has almost been determined that this is not a complete woman, and the blow to a woman is unimaginable!
Naturally, Li Xiaoxiao could no longer respond to Fang Zhiqiang's question at the moment. She was stunned, her eyes blank, as if her soul suddenly appeared out of her body, she sat there blankly, expressionless.
But her appearance really frightened Fang Zhiqiang.
"Xiaoxiao, I don't want to cause irreparable mistakes because of my words." Fang Zhiqiang got up and walked over, took Li Xiaoxiao's body into his arms, and kissed her softly on her hair, and said.