Chapter 2243: The past of the parents

In fact, Li Xiaoxiao was very helpless. She didn't want to let herself be the person in the eyes of others, but she couldn't control herself. The reason why she said so much today was indeed because there was no other way, and she was questioned step by step. The thoughts in her heart are getting more and more ingrained. If she doesn't say it, Li Xiaoxiao doesn't know what will happen to her next step. Maybe she will really be crazy.
Of course, she didn’t want to bring any pressure to Fang Zhiqiang’s work or mentality, but she knew that Fang Zhiqiang’s previous sentence was quite right. Any thoughts in her heart would show up on her face, Fang Zhi Qiang can tell in an instant that even if he really doesn't say anything, Fang Zhiqiang can still feel that there is something wrong with him. At that time, he and himself will still become awkward, instead of going on like this. , It is better to say everything now, at least Fang Zhiqiang can understand himself, why it became like this.
After Fang Zhiqiang left the bedroom, he headed downstairs. It was about four o'clock in the afternoon. There was a small sleet in the sky. Now the first month has not passed, but the weather has gradually warmed up. When Fang Zhiqiang walked out When I was walking in the corridor, I saw a thin layer of white snow and frost on the ground.
Slowly stretched out his warm palms, feeling the cold sensation of the small snowflakes falling on his palms, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but slowly closed his eyes. Once he was the most yearning and looking forward to the married life, now finally It's here, but why is it completely different from what I imagined? Fang Zhiqiang couldn't find the answer, and he didn't know why everything would be like this now. If it was just because of Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang himself would not believe it.
Even without Wang Yaxin's existence, perhaps due to other reasons, the relationship between two people will become so delicate. It is said that the seven-year itch is the seven-year itch. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang finally realizes it. All the truths of is proven by practice. If you don’t meet it, it’s not because you are one in ten thousand lucky, but because you have not yet reached that time. There are too many things in your life waiting. For you, as long as you keep going, one day, you will experience all the ups and downs.
But a sweet life is obviously incomplete. Fang Zhiqiang knows this very well, but even so, when the real trouble is in front of him, he still seems a little at a loss.
I opened my eyes again, and there were some cold snowflakes on my eyelashes. The temperature of my skin melted them. They turned into cold water and gently merged into my eye sockets.
A faintly cool feeling seemed to make Fang Zhiqiang's pupils clearer. When he looked up at the sky again, it seemed that the whole sky suddenly became bright.
The original gray area seemed to have turned into azure blue at this moment, and the falling snowflakes and raindrops seemed to have become sparkling stars, full of magic.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang's mind once again echoed Li Xiaoxiao's words: "Or you can do it, but I can't."
In a word, Fang Zhiqiang's mind kept echoing, and Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have understood the meaning of Li Xiaoxiao's words.
It seems that for the current state of the two of them, mutual suspicion is not the most important thing, the most important thing is the inner feelings of each other.
Just like Li Xiaoxiao said, maybe Fang Zhiqiang can really care and take care of her meticulously, but she still can't control her inner emotions and feelings.
It's like, Fang Zhiqiang originally did something to spoil her, but in her heart, she would think wildly, and eventually think of bad things, so that Fang Zhiqiang's original goodwill was put to waste and turned into her inner grievance. Even sad.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang's clear-eyed mind seemed to be clear. He thought of this. He knew that Li Xiaoxiao's words meant this. On the surface, it seemed that all of this was related to the woman Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang even thought , As long as I completely sever contact with Wang Yaxin from then on, maybe my relationship with Li Xiaoxiao will get better and better, and it will gradually ease.
But soon, he realized that his idea was too naive, and Li Xiaoxiao had already answered his question just now. Even if he really cut off contact with Wang Yaxin completely, it does not mean that Li Xiaoxiao will not be sad in the future. when.
Even if she resigned and stayed with her at home every day, it was still impossible to completely rule out that possibility. Fang Zhiqiang knew that what Li Xiaoxiao could not control was her own heart, and that was also something she could not control.
I may be able to control my attitude towards her, but after all I can’t control her inner thoughts...
Xiaoma, who had returned to the room, was always worried about Li Xiaoxiao's state at the moment. She couldn't hear the movement of Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao for a long time, and finally couldn't help leaving the room and walked into Li Xiaoxiao's room.
"Xiaoxiao, can you talk to mother?" Xiaoma's voice sounded almost choked and said, she only had this baby girl. Seeing her like this, her heart felt as uncomfortable as a knife.
"Mom, I'm fine, you don't have to worry too much." Li Xiaoxiao turned her head and looked at her mother, with a sincere smile on her face. For Li Xiaoxiao now, perhaps only her mother He is the person who understands himself best.
"Mom knows that you are wronged, and you have no one to tell. You also understand your dad's personality. He will always be so dull. No matter when, he only knows to talk about his great principles. Don't be like him."
Xiaoma slowly walked to Li Xiaoxiao's side, stretched out her palm, gently placed Li Xiaoxiao's hand in her palm, and continued to speak earnestly.
"Mom, rest assured, I didn't mean to blame my dad. In fact, what he said made sense." Li Xiaoxiao continued to say seriously.
"Xiaoxiao, mom has heard what you said just now, because Zhiqiang and that woman's previous things have kept you in your heart. They don't understand you, but mom understands you. Only when you take a relationship seriously , Is so sensitive and cautious. Mom knows that you value your relationship with Zhiqiang very much, so you are like this. This is actually quite normal, and you should not have any pressure in your heart."
Xiaoma's words made Li Xiaoxiao smile again. Although she didn't speak, these words are the most healing effect for her.
"Mom also wants to share with you today. Are you interested in listening to what happened between me and your father before?" Xiaoma still gently held Li Xiaoxiao's palm and said softly.
"Yeah!" Li Xiaoxiao nodded and looked at his mother with a smile on his face.
"You regard this person as a poor son. When I chased me, I was still in college, but he dropped out of high school. You know, your grandparents are all intellectuals and they value knowledge very much. Yes, so they were also very dissatisfied with your dad at the time. Of course, we overcame many difficulties and ended up together."
"At that time, I also naively thought that I finally got through all the difficulties and can finally enjoy a happy life together."
"Later I found out that the life after marriage was completely different from what we originally expected, because your grandpa and grandma’s strong opposition back then hurt your father’s self-esteem a bit. After marriage, he worked hard to get ahead. If you want your grandpa and grandma to look upon him, it is no exaggeration to say that your father at that time was exactly the same as Zhiqiang now."
"And I, naturally, is just like you now. I frown every day. I seem to feel that the beauty and the happiness that I had been yearning for are gone forever. I can only do so in this whole life. After that, I clearly remember that I was thinking in my heart every day that I should not be unhappy in front of your father, so he would think that I was a careful woman, and I persisted for a long time."
"Later, I went home with your dad to visit your grandparents. At that time, your dad had already achieved some grades in a company. In fact, your dad was very proud at the time. He seemed to have He has proved his potential through hard work, as long as he has enough time, he can also become a successful person!"
"But, after arriving at your grandpa and grandma's house, the lunch that day was your grandpa’s favorite hairy crabs. Everything was fine and the atmosphere was good. Although your grandpa and grandma’s attitude towards him was still not enthusiastic enough, at least not. It's impatient like before marriage, but because of your grandfather's words during dinner: "hairy crabs are not eaten like this, hey...I think you can't change this habit...""
"In fact, this is just a very common sentence, but after your father listened to it, he sensitively thought that he was looked down upon again, as if he was a child of a poor family, and he would always be labeled as such. Before the meal was finished, he left. Your grandfather didn't know why at the time. He pointed at the back of your father's departure and accused me. He also told me, "Have you seen? This is the end of not listening to your parents! Married! What kind of person is this!'"
"In fact, I didn't understand at the time, why he suddenly made such a big fire, and even felt that what your grandfather said was reasonable. It was true that I didn't listen to the family's words at the beginning, and then I looked away. At that time, I was "divorced". Thoughts have been lingering in my mind, but I am a bit unwilling. I don’t want to admit that I missed it, and I don’t want to admit that the man I chose is really that bad, so I decided to make one last effort."
"I repeatedly asked him why he was so angry that time. Later, when he told me his inner thoughts, I was very surprised. I thought to myself:'A big man, why is there such a sensitive mind?' I almost I asked this sentence and now I think about it. Fortunately, I didn't ask it out at the time. Otherwise, the person who initiated the divorce may be him."
"Fortunately, I suppressed my curiosity and patiently comforted him. His mood finally calmed down. But then, he worked harder and worked day and night, but I have been suffering from you. My grandfather and grandmother’s nagging kept saying that I chose the wrong man and that life was not happy enough, but at that time, I actually realized that my choice was actually right. Although this man had a weird temperament, he was never right. I lost my temper. He knew that I loved him. He also knew that even if my parents looked down on him, he was always a good man in my eyes!"
"Later, he succeeded, and his parents changed their views on him. Later, with you, the career got better and better. The idea of'divorce' in my mind became less and less, until now , The two of us have become an inseparable part of each other. It is no longer just pure love, but also a deep family affection, an inseparable affection!"
After Xiaoma finished all the words, she suddenly lowered her head, her eyes no longer looked at Li Xiaoxiao, she was giving Li Xiaoxiao time and opportunity to think alone.
In fact, these past events between Xiaoma and Li Yonggui, she has never told her daughter well, and the several times she has said are just a brief summary of how the two people started their business together. .
However, the little things in these details are the most important.