Chapter 33: Do not love me

The Su family concealed very well. Su Momo did not find any clues. She was very happy and finally realized what Lang Xingchen said: take care of the happiness of her family.
Su Momo raised her head subconsciously, but didn't find the familiar figure. She was a little surprised. She didn't see the figure of Lang Xingchen when she looked around. Su Momo said in silence in her heart: "Are you there?"
Strangely, Long Star did not appear...
Su Momo remembered that before she said to herself, as long as she wanted to find her and meditate on her in her heart, she will appear.
When you think about it, Su Momo suddenly finds that this method seems to be ineffective from time to time. Sometimes when she calls her in her heart, she will appear. Sometimes, no matter how you call, the other party does not show up.
Su Momo put down her chopsticks and thought...
Soon, there were two possibilities in Su Momo's heart, one of which was that she did have some kind of telepathy with herself, but this induction had a limited scope, that is to say, if she was too far away from herself Until I was calling her.
Another possibility...
Thinking of this, Su Momo suddenly jumped in his heart, and then a strange feeling came out.
There is another possibility: the other party is always by his side, but he has used some methods to prevent her from seeing her. When she calls her or needs her, she will show her body.
Thinking of the second possibility that might exist, Su Momo was silent.
Su Momo found that he seemed to have a different affection for a ghost. Su Momo was used to finding the figure of Lang Xingchen from time to time, accustomed to the ubiquity of Lang Xingchen, accustomed to the use of Lang Xingchen to bring to herself The capable person can't do anything, and is also used to talking to Lang Xingchen unreservedly, and the other party's meticulous care.
Although they can't touch each other, this and feeling seems to have exceeded the limit of "deep acquaintance".
For example, at this moment, Su Momo raised his eyes and did not see Lang Xingchen, and immediately felt uncomfortable.
From small to large, Su Momo has never felt so dependent on anyone...
Su Momo didn't dare to think deeply, because Lang Xingchen was just a soul, a soul that stayed in the sun before his wish, and their yin and yang were destined to be separated one day...
Su Momo did not dare to think of any possibility between herself and the other party, because she was not only a ghost, but also a lover before her life, loved to be memorable... loved to someone who would not let go even when her life ended.
Su Momo suddenly felt that his heart was boring, unable to speak up.
"She... what kind of girl is it?"
"Pretty, kind, lovely and just people." Su Momo remembered her previous conversation with Lang Xingchen, and her heart was more depressed.
At this time, Lang Xingchen was "embedded" in the walls of Su's house, only an inch away to enter the house, but silently retreated.
Just when Su Momo called her in her heart, Lang Xingchen took a step forward, but then Lang Xingchen read Su Momo's voice and let her move.
Father, like son.
Lang Xingchen certainly understood what Su Momo felt about himself, but... this was not what Lang Xingchen wanted to see.
It is true that Su Momo's affection is an ultimate romance in the eyes of many people. Lang Xingchen once read such a sentence in a book, even if one day I completely forget you, but I will still be in the middle of nowhere You can see you at a glance and fall in love with you again.
When Long Xingchen was alive, he even recited this sentence to Su Momo, and then kissed Su Momo religiously.
At that time, she never thought she would be separated from Su Momo, nor did they think they would be separated by yin and yang early.
Looking back, the old essay was a fortune, but only exchanged positions.
Su Momo forgot Lang Xingchen, forgot all their past events, but still produced different emotions for her.
Lang Xingchen drifted away in silence, flying aimlessly in the wind, and then pulled out the Youyang Book in his arms.
Said it is the Youyang Book, it is actually more like a wish list. The content above cannot be seen by others, only Lang Xingchen can see it alone.
Because this Youyang book is her half-hearted spirit...
There are only two unfulfilled wishes left in Long Xingchen's Youyang Book. One is: to accomplish what Momo did not do when he agreed to it during his lifetime.
The other is: find someone to replace her for her and watch her happy and happy.
These wishes were not the result of the negotiations between Lang Xingchen and the magistrate, but rather the deep obsessions that were condensed in her heart, even dying and imprinted in her ghost heart.
So when Lang Xingchen replaced the Youyang Book with half a ghost heart, these wishes were naturally engraved on the Youyang Book. When the above desires were fully realized, the Youyang Book would disappear. By then, Lang Xingchen must have when it is time to leave.
As for where to go? Lang Xingchen did not know, not even Hao Jiefang.
The ghost heart is the proof of the reincarnation of every soul. When the time of reincarnation comes, the ghost comes to Neihe Bridge and cuts out his ghost heart to Meng Po on the Nei He Bridge in exchange for a bowl of Meng Po soup.
The drunk Meng Po soup will become a human heart, and after the death of human beings, the heart will become a ghost heart again, forming a reincarnation of the heart.
Without the ghost heart, you cannot get Meng Po Tang, and you cannot enter the reincarnation. No one can take the memory and knowledge of the previous life into the next reincarnation. This is the rule of heaven.
Lang Xingchen came to the top of a building, the sky was already dark, and her body was about to blend into the night.
a year ago……
I am still a senior student of XX Politics and Law University. I am a classmate with Su Momo. I am free to practice in the school immediately after graduation. In recent years, Lang Xingchen has saved a lot of money in part-time work and is planning to plan a graduation trip.
But on the day of departure, when she and Su Momo crossed the road, there was a speeding van suddenly, rushed to the zebra crossing at a red light.
Lang Xingchen didn't want to use all his energy to push Su Momo away, and when Lang Xingchen woke up again... Hao Jiefang had been pulled out of the flesh with a chain and went to Huangquan Road.
The flow rate of time between Yin and Yang is different. Seven days after the death of Lang Xingchen, he came to the Wangxiang platform and saw that at her farewell party, Su Momo put a ring on her hand, she held her hand, He kissed and broke into tears.
That ring was prepared by Su Momo a long time ago. One stop in the travel plan is to see a meteor shower that happens once every 100 years. The best place to observe is Jiuhua Mountain.
When Su Momo planned to drop the meteor shower, he put the ring on Lang Xingchen's hand and proposed to her.
These were known only after Long Xingchen died.
After Long Xingchen was tried by the Hades, because he did not do evil during his lifetime, and the last few years were good people who had practiced for many years, Yan Wang arranged for her a reincarnation day, allowing her to choose Fengdu or live in her own cemetery, waiting for reincarnation.
Lang Xingchen resolutely chose the latter, she returned to the sun, guarding Su Momo day and night, but Su Momo could not see her.
Su Momo washed his face with tears all day long, holding the photos and relics of Lang Xingchen, and he was helpless.
Lang Xingchen's heart is like a sword, but there is nothing to do.
However, in just a few months, Su Momo was diagnosed with severe depression, accompanied by suicidal behavior.
Within a year, Su Momo committed suicide six times. Lang Xingchen stood by Su Momo's bed, and no ghosts were allowed to approach her.
If the person's yang is too weak, he will be taken advantage of by ghosts. During that time, Long Xingchen fought with various ghosts almost every day, protecting Su Momo's safety.
until one day……
Su Momo committed suicide for the sixth time, taking a lot of sleeping pills and hit his head. Fortunately, Su Zeyu found Su Momo sent to the hospital for rescue in time.
Lang Xingchen found Hao Jiefang and asked him to think for himself...
Hao Jiefang took Lang Xingchen to find the judge. The judge did not agree at first, Lang Xingchen knelt for three days and three nights and finally moved the judge.
The judge told her: "Born as a person is precious, the skin can be changed, but there is only one ghost heart. If you lose the ghost heart, you can no longer be reborn, you have to think clearly."
"No matter what the cost is, I have no complaints and regrets, please judge the master to complete."
Long Star succeeded.
The magistrate took away her ghost heart, turned half of it into a Youyang book, and exchanged half of Meng Po soup for the other half.
Meng Po Tang is also called forgetting the water. The soulful drink can forget the past, and the fresh drink can completely forget everything about the person who loves deeply.
Lang Xingchen personally fed half a cup of Meng Po soup to Su Momo. When he woke up, Su Momo forgot all about Lang Xingchen, and depression naturally healed without medicine.
But one thing that Long Xingchen didn't think of, Su Momo even opened her eyes, and she could only see her soul.
Lang Xingchen asked Hao Jiefang why, and Hao Jiefang replied: "Because, in Su Momo's body, there is your half ghost heart, so she can see you, hear you, just... your turn."
Lang Xingchen just wanted to wait for Su Momo to wake up and confirm that she had forgotten to leave, but when she found that Su Momo could see herself, she changed her mind again.
She wants to stay, accompany her to find a suitable job, watch her stand firm in the workplace, teach her how to cook, how to take care of herself...
Then, watching her find someone who can replace herself and have a happy life.
Su Momo asked Lang Xingchen several times, what is your wish?
This is the wish of Lang Xingchen.
Just today, Lang Xingchen wanted to make a meal for the Su family, but did not expect it to be self-defeating.
Lang Xingchen overlooked a corner of Shanyang City, and Su Sifang's Zen echoed again in his ear.
"The donor, people die like a lamp. Too deep obsession will only hurt yourself."
"When one thought is completed, the other thought rises again and again, and the layers endlessly endlessly. If the donor does not let it go for a moment, he will always be deeply trapped in it.
Lang Xingchen laughed bitterly and murmured: "When one thought is completed, the other thought rises again, the layers endlessly endlessly...Yeah, the layers endlessly endlessly, how could there be endlessness? I originally wanted her to forget that I was good Life, but when she can see me, I want to stay with her for a few more days. After being with me for a while, I want to see her career success and happy life..."
Lang Xingchen put his legs up, buried his head in his arms with his knees, and said with a deep cry: "But I just can't let go of her...I can't let go! Momo, Momo... It’s hard to make you forget me, please, don’t fall in love with me again, please."
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