Chapter 34: How not to love

After eating, Su Sumu kept Su Momo to stay at home for one night.
"It's getting dark, live at home today."
"Yes daughter, Dad will drive you to work tomorrow, it won't be late."
Su Momo didn't want to bother his parents, but since his parents so requested Su Momo, he agreed. The main thing is that Su Momo didn't know how to face that person alone now, that person who can read his mind.
Su Momo felt the distress for the first time about Min Xingchen’s mind-reading technique, but he didn’t know how long his secret thought had accumulated secretly, and it suddenly appeared.
My own heart is like a fertile land. At first, there was nothing on this land, but after a spring rain, the bamboo shoots hidden under the ground sprang wildly, and I couldn't cover it.
Although Su Momo has never experienced love, as an adult, she is very aware of her feelings, the kind of dim and shy emotions like a girl.
Su Momo was depressed in his heart, unable to say that Wan Xinglang was not in the stars, otherwise he would really have nothing to escape.
I only hope that through this night's adjustment, I can hide this "should not" sentiment, and don't let the other party find out, so as not to embarrass myself for the other party.
She has a lover, and through several communications, Su Momo feels that Long Xingchen is trying to save her beloved talent.
This made Su Momo even more terrified of being a shameless "third party".
"Oh mom, where is my classmate record?"
Distraught, Su Momo suddenly remembered her classmate record. She remembered the time she read a book before applying for a job. A page of paper fell out of a book with strange handwriting on it. Looking at the content of his "dialogue" with the handwriting master, Su Momo always felt that he should be familiar with the handwriting master, and even have a good relationship.
But Su Momo searched his memory, just couldn't remember this person...
She had wanted to confirm through her classmates' record whether she had broken her mind and forgot something, but this time was too busy to forget.
Remembered this moment.
The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became solemn, and Su Mu looked at her husband, who was silent for a moment and nodded.
Mother Su looked at Su Momo again, her smile stiffened, and said, "Good looking, what do you do with that? Mommy put it away."
"Where has it been placed, I will find it myself."
"No, you can sit and get it with me."
Su Mu got up and went to the attic alone. Su Momo also wanted to follow, but was stopped by Su Su.
After a while, Su Mu returned, holding a thick classmate in her hand.
Su Zeyu, who was studying in the room, also came out. The family of three looked at Su Momo, so Su Momo was unknown.
"You all watch what I do?"
No one answered.
Su Momo took over the classmates and looked over. Su mother looked at her husband and son with anxiety. Su Zeyu's expression flashed a little bit. The classmates should have been burned, but he did not want to see the stars. All of her sister's past was ruthlessly erased, and also worried that her sister would hate them one day when she restored her memory, so she persuaded her parents to stay.
Father Su signaled his wife to be restless. He looked at his daughter quietly. As the head of the family, Father Su was much stronger than his wife and son. Su Momo turned to his graduation photo. The heartbeat is chaotic.
Su Momo's fingers crossed each student's face one by one. She felt her heart pounding and there was a voice coming out.
But Lang Xingchen floating outside the Su Mansion was not in a hurry, but just looked at it without doing anything to stop it.
Soon, Su Momo finished reading everyone's face, she was disappointed...
She didn't get the answer she expected. Everyone in the photo could call her name, but she didn't have it.
Su Zeyu sat beside Su Momo, looked at the photos and then looked at his sister, and asked carefully, "Sister, what are you looking at?"
In Su Zeyu's eyes, Lang Xingchen stood beside Su Momo, and they smiled so brilliantly with their fingers interlocking...
This photo was not taken during graduation. The school considers that some senior internships may stay in the internship unit, and may not be able to be present at graduation, so the group photo was arranged before the internship season, when Lang Xingchen was still alive, photo Here she is recorded.
But... Su Momo was as if she hadn't seen the Long Star, and she was lonely.
As early as Su Momo wanted to view the classmates' records for the first time, Lang Xingchen asked Hao Jiefang what to do afterwards. Hao Jiefang just smiled and told Lang Xingchen not to worry.
Born to be human is precious. Meng Po Tang, which Lang Xingchen exchanged for half of her birth certificate, naturally has its magical features, just like now...
Except for Su Momo, everyone can see the long stars in the photo, but Su Momo can't.
She was fascinated by the forgotten waters, and even if she realized something was wrong, she had nowhere to go.
Su Su and Su Mu saw their daughters like this, and they felt relieved when they were surprised. It seemed that God had opened their eyes. Mo Mo had completely forgotten that period.
Only Su Zeyu looked at Lang Xingchen in the photo and darkened his eyes, seeing that his sister had turned a blind eye to Sister Xing and went straight back to the room.
Once, Su Zeyu's relationship with Lang Xingchen was even closer than he and Su Momo.
Lang Xingchen looked at Su Zeyu's back, his expression sad.
Lang Xingchen has always regarded Su Zeyu as her own younger brother, and she was finally uneasy and sneaked into Su Zeyu's room.
Su Zeyu sat at the desk, wiped his eyes with his fists, and then picked up a rectangular blue box to open, which contained an ivory white pen.
The pen was priced at more than 1,300 yuan at the time, and it was a birthday gift that Long Xingchen bought Su Zeyu from the money earned by working. Su Zeyu is very precious. This pen is placed on the shelf on the writing desk, and it will not be used easily. .
Su Zeyu also said that he would wait for himself to become the president to sign with this pen, and also buy a super-large house for Lang Xingchen and Su Momo, and buy a pull-out sports car for Lang Xingchen.
Su Zemo was the first to know Su Momo and Long Xingchen together, and Su Zeyu also raised his hands and feet in favor.
Although Lang Xingchen is long and quiet, but because of the orphan's birth, she carried a lot of force on her body. Su Suyu, a wealthy Su Zeyu, naturally had a lot of pocket money, because this Su Zeyu was a gangster outside the school after junior high school. After staring at it for a long time, Su Zeyu was the object of being "patroned" by them, and was intimidated not to tell the family. The attentive Lang Xingchen noticed Su Zeyu's something wrong, and specially asked for a day off. Going to do part-time work, squatted in front of Su Zeyu's school, and found that Su Zeyu was taken to a small alley outside the school by a group of bad boys.
Lang Xingchen, who came from the orphanage, knew that it was useless to treat rogues, and using violence to suppress violence was one of the beneficial methods. So she touched an iron rod from the waste station and single-handedly screamed those slaps.
After that, Long Xingchen went to the school to pick up Su Zeyu for a week, and then he tried to find a way to contact the heads of the gangs, and invited them to have a meal with the money they earned from working. The gangs were also regarded as loyal. I have never been bullied.
The Su family did not know all this.
Su Zeyu was severely unemployed after taking the first year of high school. He failed to take the exam for several months. The paper was also signed by Lang Xingchen. After that, Lang Xingchen could not move, and the weather was unstoppable. The make-up class lasted a full half of the semester, and Su Zeyu's final exam only got a good grade.
Lang Xingchen is kind, filial, docile, sensible, and empathetic. I love Su Zeyu, the younger brother who is not related to blood, and is obviously a few months younger than Su Momo, but he takes care of Su Momo.
Long Xingchen was self-reliant, and after 16 years old, he unilaterally terminated the Su family's subsidy to her...
It was such a girl who, by virtue of her personality charm, became the second daughter of the Su family. Even her relationship with Su Momo, although the Su family's parents did not expressly agree, they never stopped it.
But she left forever, how can the Su family not grieve? But to protect Su Momo, the name "Lang Xingchen" became taboo.
Su Zeyu opened the phone album and turned out a photo of him and Lang Xingchen. At that time, Su Zeyu was only ten years old. Lang Xingchen was helping him play skateboarding...
Although Su Momo was Su Zeyu's sister, Lang Xingchen died in order to save Su Momo. Su Zeyu could not accept his sister's "disregard" and "complete oblivion" of Lang Xingchen emotionally, even though he knew it was For Su Momo, the best result.
Lang Xingchen sighed and patted Su Zeyu's shoulder, said softly: "Xiaoyu, my death has nothing to do with your sister, even if time can go backwards, if this is the only way to save your sister, I will still choose this way, No regrets. In fact, the one who survived was the hardest. Momo didn’t forget me. I forced her to forget me. Don’t blame her.

Unfortunately, Su Zeyu cannot hear it.
"Ding Dong" Su Zeyu's micro kick kicked, it was the message from Su Momo: "Xiaoyu, send me the video of the over the wall."
Su Momo went to see the original message, the video has been blocked.
"What are you doing?" Su Zeyu asked.
"Look, send it to me."
Su Zeyu posted the video, and Su Momo said: "Don't tell your parents about this, they will worry about it."
"You know it if you don't say it." In this respect, the younger brother is quite tacit.
...
Su Momo was lying on his bed and started the video...
Looking at himself on the video, Su Momo imagined the people above as Lang Xingchen.
Su Momo finally sorted out her thoughts. When she returned to the room, she remembered Lang Xingchen again and looked at the puppet doll on her bed. She remembered that she had smashed Lang Xingchen with this. She was scared to death that day...
It didn't take long before Su Momo missed the Long Star, so Su Zeyu wanted to come to the video.
Su Momo watched the video several times before putting down his phone and closing his eyes.
That night, Su Momo slept unsteadily. During the night, she woke up several times without warning, looking around the empty room, and she felt lost in her heart.
And this night, Lang Xingchen has been staying outside Su Momo's room, floating in mid-air, witnessing what happened in the room.
The moonlight was bright, moisturizing the soul of Long Star and repairing the wound on her arm, but...the hole in her heart did not know what to use to fill it.
The next day, Su Momo got up one hour earlier, finished breakfast and got in Su's car, but came to the law firm building but saw several young men standing in front of the law firm, male and female, standing Looking on the steps.
Su Momo didn't think about it elsewhere, and went straight to the door.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked to the door, I was stopped by a girl wearing a high school uniform. The girl looked at Su Momo, her eyes full of excitement, and said, "Excuse me, are you Su Momo, lawyer Su?"
"I am, may I ask you?"
The girl got an affirmative answer, first screamed, then stomped in excitement, shouting in the mouth: "Great, I am the first!"
Su Momo was confused, but the other party took out a whiteboard pen from his pocket and handed it to Su Momo, saying, "Sister, you look better than the photos!"
"...Thank you, is this?"
"Sister, please sign a name for me!"
"what?"
The female student thought Su Momo was unwilling, and immediately made a pitiful expression, begging: "Sign one, I have escaped even early self-study, and I am here waiting for you! I am your fan, you Be sure to sign me!"
"...Sign, where to sign?"
The girl picked up her baggy school uniform and straightened her shirt, signaling, "Sign here!"
Su Momo looked at the girl's school uniform, and there were several star names on it. He swallowed and just swallowed what he was about to say, swallowed back to the girl's shiny eyes, picked a blank space and wrote his own first name.
The girl was so excited that she screamed and gave Su Momo a big hug: "Sister, my name is Zhang Mengmeng, and I will be your number one fan in the future!" After talking out, he took out his mobile phone, regardless of whether Su Momo agreed or not, Armed Su Momo's neck and quickly took a photo.
"Sister, I'm gone! I have a chance to see you again!"
"...Zhang Mengmeng!"
Hearing Su Momo calling himself, Zhang Mengmeng ran back again: "What's wrong, sister?"
"That, you go to school well, don't skip classes in the future, it's not good."
"I know! Thank you sister." Zhang Mengmeng looked at Su Momo deeply and ran away with a smile.
After Zhang Mengmeng left, several other people also came up one after another and asked to take a photo with Su Momo. Su Momo was a little helpless, but he did not refuse to take a photo with those people before entering the law firm.
Sitting at her work station, Su Momo was still in a trance. She knew that these people were attracted by the video of "self" over the wall, but it was fresh for a while. After taking a photo and sending a circle of friends, she probably would not come again. Too.
This reminded Su Momo of Lang Xingchen, which should have been her honor.
But since last night, Long Xingchen has not appeared, Su Momo has secretly rejoiced from the beginning, has evolved into a faint worry.
She was afraid that Long Xingchen would leave so quietly and never appear again...
Su Momo touched the beads on his wrist. If that was the case... Just thinking about this possibility, Su Momo felt sore in his heart.
...
On the other side, Zhang Mengmeng took a taxi, opened a circle of friends and posted a photo of himself with Su Momo. He snapped a line of text. Before sending it, Zhang Mengmeng looked at the word "Su Momo" on his chest. To add a sentence: I decided to start washing my hands in the Golden Basin today, and I will no longer chase those "stars" above. I will chase this star that is beside me.
Colleagues of the law firm arrived one after another, and they all saw the news and greeted Su Momo enthusiastically. The sister Liu in the office also specially bought a box of milk for Su Momo and put it on Su Momo's desk , Said with a smile: "Su Xiaochao has worked hard~, please drink it."
"Thank you Sister Liu."
Colleagues of the law firm seemed to have negotiated well. They arrived more than a dozen minutes earlier than usual. They gathered around Su Momo's work station to ask questions, and took photos with Su Momo.
A fresh graduate Xiao Liu who entered the law firm at the same time as Su Momo asked Su Momo: "Momo, what did you think?"
"what?"
"Just when you crossed the wall with the file and broke the cordon, what did you think?"
The law firm was quiet, and everyone looked at Su Momo, waiting for her answer.
Su Momo habitually searched for the figure of Long Xingchen, and still couldn't find it... Su Momo felt a little empty in her heart. She touched the beads on her wrist, pondered for a moment, and replied: "According to my investigation... People’s families have the right to have money, and Aunt Wu is a vulnerable group. At that time, the guards of the procuratorate were very strict. I guess there must be a leader who came. If you want to avoid those
protective umbrellas
, this may be the only hope for Aunt Wu. Then I... Actually, I didn’t have the time to think so carefully. I didn’t know who was coming before I broke in. It was a mistake."
After listening to Su Momo's statement, everyone thought about it, most of them admired.
When the work time was up, the colleagues around Su Momo's work station went back to his work place one after another. Su Momo seemed a little absent-minded.
At ten o'clock, lawyer Li Mingyi called Su Momo to the office to praise him. During the lunch break, Aunt Wu came, sent Su Momo a pennant, and then gave Su Momo a new commission, which was a will. , Hope that Su Momo will take care of it for her and execute it after her death.
In the afternoon, the big boss of the law firm came in person, praised Su Momo in public, and awarded Su Momo with a special contribution award. The bonus was 5,000 yuan per month and was paid together with the salary. Turned back to Su Momo.
The big boss of the law firm has a unique business vision. This incident is so big and so influential. He plans to use the hot iron to turn Su Momo's act into a soft trademark of the law firm. He personally discussed the welfare with Su Momo and signed it. Signed a five-year labor contract.
In the afternoon, Su Momo received his first case.
Today can be said to be Su Momo's lucky day, one good thing after another, but Su Momo is not very happy.
Close to get off work, Su Momo opened the micro kick and found the landlord who had not contacted for a long time, Bao Xiaoxuan.
"Sister Xuan, bother."
"what happened?"
"I want to ask, do you know how to get in touch with ghosts?"
After finishing this line of words, Su Momo's heart was inevitably aggrieved. They clearly agreed to a three-year period, and they didn't do anything. How could that person leave without saying goodbye?
"What do you ask about this?"
"Want to know, can you tell me?"
"I don't know this, but I can help you."
"Are you asking Master Sang?" Su Momo remembered that they didn't seem to be in Shanyang.
"Yeah, wait a minute. Master Sang went out a while ago. I just came back a few days ago. I had dinner with them yesterday."
"Thank you."
More than ten minutes later, Bao Xiaoxuan sent a message: "Master Sang said she wanted to see you and asked when you are free."
"This Saturday should be fine."
Bao Xiaoxuan sent a series of numbers and replied: "This is Master Sang's contact information. Her name is Sang Tong. Then you can just contact her directly. If you have any questions, just meet and ask."
"Thank you Xiaoxuan."
Su Momo didn't mean that he was entangled with Long Xingchen, nor did he want to tie the other party to his side, without saying goodbye like this...It was already the second time.
The first time the other party said it was because she awakened her ability and slept three days. At that time, Su Momo didn't have too deep feelings for Long Xingchen, so she didn't feel anything.
This time... Su Momo wanted to contact the other party and asked her if something else happened, as long as the other party was safe. As for whether she wanted to come back, Su Momo couldn't force her.
Su Momo stored Sang Tong's mobile phone number in her mobile phone, which was a bit strange. At first, she wanted to see this master because she wanted to drive away the ghosts around her, but she didn't see it.
This scene was naturally seen by Lang Xingchen floating outside the law firm. She didn’t want Su Momo to see Sang Tong. She intuitively told her that the superior surnamed Sang was so capable that she might have considered her stay in Su Momo. Causes and intentions around you.
This matter, in no way let Momo know...
So when Su Momo got off work, Lang Xingchen appeared at the door of the law firm on time.
When Su Momo saw Lang Xingchen, he was a little startled, and then quickly walked to Lang Xingchen, suppressing the joy and grievances in his heart, and said, "You are back!"
"Ok."
"Where did you go? I disappeared as soon as I turned around after eating, and I will only come back now." Su Momo asked dumbly.
"Me, I went to see a ghost doctor and asked when my plaster can be taken down. I thought I would be back soon, and I went to the ghost doctor to do a few more physical examinations, so I came back late. Sorry."
Su Momo was relieved, looking at the bandage on Lang Xingchen's arm and asking, "What do you say about Ghost Doctor? Are you feeling better?"
"The ghost doctor said that I was recovering quickly, and the plaster could be removed in a few days, allowing me to spend more time on the moon."
"I'm hungry," Su Momo said, touching her belly, and she felt something in her heart. She didn't take a few bites for lunch.
"What to eat?"
Listening to Long Xingchen's soft and caring voice, Su Momo lowered her head with her lips curled. She didn't know if she was upset first and would be wrong.
"Want to eat... Assorted fried rice, you make it for me~"
Su Momo's feelings were clear to Lang Xingchen, and there was a trace of struggling and pity in Lang Xingchen's eyes, but he still replied gently: "Okay, go shopping?" Even though Lang Xingchen didn't want Su Momo again Falling in love with herself, but love for Su Momo's love has been carved into the soul of Lang Xingchen, she can't suppress it.
"Huh." Su Momo responded, and the whole person was bright.
"You... come into my body?" Su Momo said.
"Ok?"
"At the peak of get off work this time, there are many people, I'm afraid you feel noisy, come in."
"Thank you."
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