Chapter 274: Damn it

Mo Nianchen drove the car all the way, circling the entire Y city, circle after circle, everything that was familiar seemed to have her mark. I don't know how long I have been driving before I parked the car aside.
He began to walk for a long time, walking through every street with her, thinking of her smiling expression, her sad expression, her disgusting expression, her angry expression, many, many...
But every time he tried to reach out and grab her, she would shatter like a bubble before his eyes...
Gradually, he began to stop trying to touch this beautiful bubble. Such a phantom, reflected in his eyes, could accompany him for a long, long time even if it was a mirage.
Recently, he would often go to the streets they had walked through since childhood, feeling the feeling of passing by her without knowing how many times...
Time flies bit by bit, it turns out that the passing of time is just like this...
He always thought that time is still long, but every happiness is so short and fleeting...
This one, the person he has always loved but never loved him, is finally going to get out of his world completely?
As Mo Nianchen walked, with memories and feelings of her breath, he came to the place where he lived before.
At that time, he lived alone next door to Li's house, so he would often go to her house to play.
At this time, there was no one inhabited here, and the courtyard was locked.
He took a key and opened the previous home.
The memories that rushed forward seemed to suffocate him...
He was eight years old and she was five years old.
He was sixteen and she was thirteen.
He is eighteen, and she is fifteen.
He was nineteen years old, and she was sixteen years old.
He is twenty years old, she is seventeen years old...
The memory stopped when she was seventeen. All the good and the not good are all tied into a knot, stuffed deep in his memory, he thinks he will never touch or untie it.
But at this moment, the overwhelming memories, then, so clear, brought him back to those years and the time spent with her...
His life was hanging by a thread when he was eight years old. In order to save him, she suffered a serious illness from the rain. He remembered her, but she forgot about him.
From then on, he began a long way to brush her presence in her life.
He destroyed her beloved toys, tore off her favorite clothes, and drove away all the opposite around her. He was always trying to get close to her, but she was always pushing far away.
I don't know when he became the person she hated the most...
He thought it was a long time, and she would change her mind one day, but after many years, she hated it more and more.
When he was 20 years old, she actually sent him a special letter of dismissal, tearing his and her past, and then flying away!
He will never forget the scene...
Ouyang and neither of them understood why he had received a confession letter, but he had to forget the content of the letter and stay with him.
Because... that is simply a letter of dismissal!
His self-righteous confession letter!
At the beginning, his parents came to him and said to pick him up abroad. It was on that day that he received a letter from her. He originally thought she had sent it to others, so he would throw it away, but it fell at his feet , I found out that it was her handwriting.
He thought that she suddenly opened up and wrote him a love letter, and happily told his parents that he wanted to protect what he wanted to protect, and excitedly called Ouyang and said that he finally received the love letter!
Unexpectedly, as soon as I opened it, I found that it was actually a letter of dismissal! She is leaving! So I wrote a letter specifically to stimulate him!
Even if he always wanted to forget the content of the letter, the letter often appeared in his mind. The five years of losing her whereabouts were repeatedly broadcast by him over and over again.
She wrote:
‘Mo Nianchen, you are the best demon in my life! Anything I like, you will want to destroy it. I love the toy, grab it and smash it in front of my eyes. ’
‘The clothes I like, you buy them and burn them in front of my eyes. ’
‘The boy I like, grab it and destroy it before my eyes. ’
‘Meeting you is the nightmare of my life. From childhood to adulthood, you seem to live only to humiliate me. ’
‘The thing you say most often is to hate me! ’
‘...I...how...you...’
‘...Study abroad...filled out the application form for studying abroad. ’
‘If you...today...not see. ’
‘I’ll leave tomorrow and I’ll forget you completely. ’
...
Although some of the writing in the middle was soaked by rain, he still felt so dazzling! ! No matter how narcissistic he is, he will no longer be confident enough to think that these words will confess to him!
All his hopes were gone, and there was only unbelievable pain in his smile.
He was so arrogant that year, his pride was wiped out by her letter.
Study abroad? She is going to study abroad? ! So I came here to give him a letter of dismissal?
He thought he would be very angry, and he would break off with her, but at that moment he realized that he was really reluctant to bear her.
He saw the letter saying that she would go abroad soon, so he got up and chased it out, and used a helicopter to rush to the airport...
He wants to confess to her before she leaves...In any case, try to keep her...
result--
He caught up!
How grateful he was for his luck, everything was not too bad, and it was not too late for him to come.
He told her that as long as she forgets the letter, he can still let her stay by his side without blaming her.
He felt that this was almost a confession, and he didn't care about the letter of dissent to him before she left! As long as she stays!
He had kept her in such a low voice, but what did she say?
You know how much I hate you, you ruined my entire childhood! Now I finally get rid of you! From now on, I will never have your participation in my life! do not worry! I will forget that letter! No need to stay by your side! Farewell like this!
He heard what she said and was more moved than when he saw the letter. How much did she hate him to be able to do this?
Does she hate him that much? Before leaving, I gave him a letter of dismissal, saying how lucky I am to leave him. He said he wanted her to stay, and she actually said that she hated him! !
But he damnably couldn't let her go.
Thinking that everything he had done was not responded or recognized, he immediately became anxious, dragged her in front of him and kissed her forcibly!
He thought that his efforts might be responded to, and he could express his liking for her in the most direct way...
Who knows that not only did she not take back the hatred of her, but instead hated him more and more! !
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