Chapter 275: But she is never his!

He tried his best to express his love for a kiss, but opened his eyes to see her disgusting expression! His self-esteem seemed to be disintegrated at that moment, and he asked her: I let you stay, what else do you want?
How did she answer?
Not only did she not change her mind, she told him that he was the most annoying person in her life, and she would hate it for a lifetime!
How much do you want me to hate you? You have done it! You are the most hated person in my life, I will hate you forever!
This is the only girl he has ever liked in his life. He was first in love and gave no chance to others. He gave her his first love as much as possible, but she gave him a hot slap in the face!
So many people like him, he only loves her.
So many people like him, but she disdains him!
What he liked about her was so rotten in his heart because she hated him!
In this way, he was frustrated...
In this way, she escaped...
He waited for her for a long time in the same place, expecting her to return on the next flight, looking forward to her change of heart...
However, for seven days, he stayed at the airport for seven days, and he refused to leave if anyone came to persuade him, but she never came back.
After that, he followed his parents to a foreign country. He couldn't wait for her. After all, he refused to give up, so he began to dial her number, but, over there, he would never be in the service area and no one would answer...
No one answered, no one responded, he finally determined that he was completely discarded by her...
He can't save her, so he chooses to indulge himself.
He thought many times, if time came back, he would let her escape from his world like this for five years.
During those five years, he kept looking for her shadow in different women, trying to piece together a complete her, but finally found that there was no way to piece together.
She is her, no one can replace it!
All, when she came back, the dark surge in his heart seemed to be ignited like this...
He thought he hated her, but found that he couldn't fall in love with anyone except her.
His torture of her was only punishing himself.
He finally compromised with her again, and compromised with her again and again...but all he got was her disgust...
How frivolous can you be when you are young? I think that if you love someone, you must love to the end, and if you think that you love someone, you must desperately make that person fall in love with yourself.
He once thought that she would always fall in love with him, and it was just a matter of time.
However, he didn't understand until he lost it again...
After all, she was just gravel that he couldn't hold in his hands.
She asked him when he fell in love with her, how did she know that when he met her, he had already determined that she was the only one in his life.
Even if she disdains him, he can only love her.
When he could say that he loved her for the first time, she was still asking about the letter that year. He thought that she didn’t love him and it was impossible to love him. She reminded him time and time again that she didn’t. Maybe fall in love with him.
But he still wanted to let this illusion last longer and longer, thinking she loved him too.
When she nodded in agreement, so reluctantly, he still pretended to ignore... He wanted to give her the best of the world. However, he found that he could not give her anything...
So he finally figured out that maybe letting her go is the best for her. While she just fell in love with him, while she didn't love him deeply, while she was still able to leave his world and turned around and forgot about him, he decided to let her go...
However, he didn't understand. She came back to him again and again because of...
She would not know how many times he wanted to hug her tightly and tell her that it was not like this, it was not like this, in fact, he always liked her...he always liked her...
He finally recovered, but he had no time to tell her these words.
She might not want to listen either...
Otherwise, why hide and not let him find it.
In the past, he always found her so easily.
But this time, he could not find her anyway.
Does it mean that before, in fact, she had always hoped that he could find her, so he could find her so easily.
And now, she never wants him to find her anymore...
Why, he still reluctant to...
So, so reluctant...
While remembering, Mo Nianchen walked past the room full of memories, and turned to the next door.
Open the door of the next door and walk towards the attic step by step.
That is the place where she once lived, and there used to be her mark, her fragrance.
Mo Nianchen came to Li Shengxia's room, and touched the desk and wardrobe she had used with her fingers... as if her smell still remained in the air.
Faint, jasmine-like fragrance.
They said that Jasmine’s flower language is ‘you are mine’.
Yes, he belongs to her. Attracted by this presumptuous self-confidence, bewitched by this deadly fragrance.
But she is never his...
Mo Nianchen opened a cabinet and found that there were many things in his memory.
A broken toy, a torn clothes...
She even kept it?
Is it to keep a detailed account of the ‘crimes’ he committed?
He was about to close the cabinet when he saw a music box inside...
He has seen this music box!
He is sure he has seen it!
He remembered that many years ago, there was a period of time when she seemed to like this music box, every time she passed the window cabinet, she had to stay for a long time.
Listening to the music box singing over and over again...
‘The decision to love you is difficult, but I’m not sorry. ’
He saw that she liked it very much, so he bought it and planned to give it to her, but unexpectedly, she found it in his drawer first.
So he didn't know what he was going crazy, probably because he was afraid that he said that he bought it specially and she would not want it, so he casually said that it was given by someone else and put on an indifferent expression and said it was given to her. .
Who knew she didn't want to live or die, so he threw it away in anger...
Yes, he obviously threw it away, how could it appear here?
Mo Nianchen felt as if something fleeting flashed through his mind...
He didn't know how long it took him to repair the broken music box.
He saw the two dolls hugging and spinning on the music box, dancing, just like the waltz he and her danced.
He heard it, and there was singing from inside:
‘I try to think of you smiling and crying, let myself love you deeply and then learn to give up. I don’t want to forget you, even if I can, I would rather remember all the sadness. ’
‘It’s okay if I try to remember your suffering. I will use blessings and gratitude to bravely lose you and love you for this decision. Although it’s hard, I’m not sorry...’
The song was played in a loop over and over again, as if he was in a music box and saw her shadow...
He put the music box aside and found that there was still a book similar to a diary in the cabinet