Vol 2 Chapter 5708: .Gongsunlin (8)

Chapter 5708
"My face is when Gongsun Lei came to the basement and asked me to refine a certain kind of pill, but I refused, looking at my face, jealous eyes flushed, and directly disfigured my face!"
"It’s just that Gongsun Lei will understand that for me, I’ve never cared about my appearance. What I care about is that when Yuexi saw Gongsun Lei ruining my appearance, I expected Yuexi to come over for me. Medicine, or say a word of concern to me, or even if I feel distressed, I am willing..."
"But no. When Yuexi came to the basement and saw my face, she didn't react at all. What she cared most was whether Gongsun Lei was injured or not. Gongsun Lei hypocritically said to Yue Xi that I did it first, and she would not. Be careful to ruin my face, but Yue Xi said that it’s okay. Anyway, my long humming face will be ruined..."
"Haha... if it is ruined, it will be ruined. At that time, Yuexi was in my heart, still my biological mother. At that moment, I completely gave up, and there is no longer any extravagant hope!"
"Even because of my master's relationship, the father of the Patriarch who is very beloved to the outside world, after I disappeared, he turned a blind eye to it. It seems that my existence and non-existence are completely irrelevant!"
"Only my master, after I left customs, I found that I was missing, and went crazy looking for me, but I couldn't find it at all!"
"Since my disfigurement, I have no idea of ​​living. As long as I can forget everything when I am practicing alchemy, I don't feel so painful, so I keep practicing alchemy, thinking that I will die in the end. It’s good to be burned to ashes in front of the alchemy furnace..."
"But, I didn't expect that when my heart was dead, I would have the will to live again, because I would lose my spiritual energy for two days every month, and it was Yue Xigui who gave it to my mother when she was pregnant. All the poison was transferred to my body after I was born, so Yue Xi is very clear about my body!"
"Every time I was sick and weak since I was a child, Yue Xi always told me about my old illness when I was a child, and I would be fine if I had a good rest, and every two days a month, except for being unable to move, she was extremely weak and lost her spiritual energy. There really is no other influence!"
"So, every time I got the poison, Yue Xi knew that I couldn't make a pill. That time, because my heart was dead, I kept refining the pill for nearly a month, and couldn't move it again after the poison went on. , Lying in the basement and fell asleep!"
"When I woke up, it was already the next afternoon. I slept for a day and a half. You don't know how disappointed I found myself waking up. I really hope I can't sleep..."
"After I woke up, I found an old woman beside me. The other person was dumb and couldn't talk. She just looked at me in a daze and her eyes were red. I felt strange in my heart, but I didn't have any interest in paying attention to it!"
"Later, I learned from Gongsun Lei that this dumb woman was sent to help me sort out the medicinal materials. In fact, she just wanted to imprison people here and not be discovered by the Gongsun family!"
"I didn't say anything. After all, when I was not interested in anyone or anything, the only thing that interested me, maybe who could kill me, let me die quickly, is my only extravagant hope ..."
"But even death has become my wishful thinking, there is still the mood to pay attention to others there,"